Man, my heart aches at the idea of having to give up my child because I couldn't provide for them. Especially at such a young age.  But, in the end, what's most important is what would be best for the child. I wonder why she didn't visit all that time?  I can imagine she may have been ashamed, but I would be visiting as much as I cmoossibly could. Great update. Looking forward to the old school vibe! a86;a039;