Kendra Wright, 17 year old Senior, Diamond Dancer at Mount Rainier High School 

Elisha Douglas, 17 year old Senior, Diamond Dancer at Mount Rainier High School 

Larissa Moore, 17 year old Senior, Diamond Dancer at Mount Rainier High School 

Jason McKavner,17 year old Senior,Wide Receiver for the Mount Rainier High Spartans

David Henriquez, 17 year old Senior, Running Back for the Mount Rainier High Spartans

 

Maurice Albright, 17 year old Senior, Wide Receiver for the Mount Rainier High Spartans

 

Reese's Family:

Lorraine Albright, Reese's mother, Age: 43, Middle School Teacher

 

Douglas Albright, Reese's father, Age: 44, Accountant

 

Brian Albright, Reese's older brother, Age: 19, Local Community College Student

 

 

 

Elisha's Family:

Amahle Douglas, Elisha's Mother, Age: 47, Middle School Teacher

 

Peter Douglas, Elisha's Father, Age: 47, Chemistry Professor

 

 

 

David's Family:

Gloria Henriquez, David's Mom, Age:40, Fast Food Manager and Hotel Maid

 

 

 

Larissa's Family:

Evelyn Moore, Larissa and Danielle's Mother, Age:48, Nurse Anesthetist

 

Andrew Moore, Larissa and Danielle's Father, Age:50, Attorney

 

Danielle Moore, Larissa's older sister, Age: 19, Local Community College Student

 

 

Jason's Family:

Mary Ann Saunders, Jason's mother, Age:45, Restaurant Chef

 

James Saunders, Jason's Stepfather, Age: 50, Financial Advisor

 

Anna Alivia McKavner, Jason's older sister, Age:23, Graphic Designer

 

Nicholas "Nick" McKavner Jr, Jason's older brother, Age: 20, College Junior

 

Joshua McKavner, Jason's younger brother,Age: 15, High School Sophmore, Junior Varsity Football Player

 

Brantley Slayton, Jason's Uncle, Age: 51, Automotive Mechanic and Shop Owner

 

Katherine "Kathy" Slayton, Brantley's Wife, Age: 50, Homemaker

 

Colton Slayton, Jason's cousin, Age:17, High School Senior, Piedmont High

 

Evan Slayton, Jason's cousin, Age: 16, High School Junior, Piedmont High

 

 

Kendra's Family:

Miriam Townsend,Kendra's mother, Age: 52, School Bus Driver, Part Time Seamtress

 

Paul Townsend, Kendra's stepfather, Age: 56, Landscaper for the City of Hollywood

 

AJ, Kendra's older brother, Age: 25, Barber and Tattoo Artist

 

Rose Evans, Kendra's Grandmother, Age: 77, Retired

 

 

Other Supporting Cast:

Eric Bryant, Age:17, High School Senior, Mount Rainier High

 

Gabriella "Gabby" Ortiz, Age: 16, High School Junior, Mount Rainier High

 

Priscilla Ortiz, David's Neighbor, Gabby's Mother, Age:48, Homemaker/Babysitter

 

Valentina Morales, Gabby's Friend, Age:18, High School Senior, Mount Rainier High

 

Larissa woke up to her alarm clock going off at 6:30 am. She dragged herself out of bed. It was the first day of her senior year. Part of her was excited but another part of her just wanted to stay up under the covers and sleep. She hated Mondays like most of the world but she knew she had to get up early enough to allow time for her whole morning routine. This day was critical. She had to be on point. She brushed her teeth, washed her face, got dressed, put on light makeup, fixed her hair and headed downstairs to eat a light snack. She was not a big breakfast type of person. She settled for toast and orange juice.

"Danielle! Im ready", she called out her older sister's name who usually took her to school. Danielle was 19 and was going to the local community college before she went away to the University of Florida in Gainesville. She was not ready to leave home yet. On the other hand, her younger sister Larissa could not wait. Larissa had turned 17 in January of her junior year. She had already taken her ACT and SAT tests and would be applying to several colleges ASAP. Her goal was to become a teacher. She did not know what grade level she wanted to teach. She just loved kids. She did not have much patience for anyone else.

Larissa waited on the couch watching an episode of Maury.

"Yep, fool you are the father" she mumbled to the guy on the TV who was denying being the father of the cute little boy that looked just like him.

"Girl who are you talking to?" Danielle said with a confused look on her as she walked into the living room registering what was on the TV.

"Dang that show never going off air" Danielle said

"As it shouldn't" Larissa responded.

Larissa stood up revealing her outfit for the first day of school.

"Ok dang! Fashion Killa!" Danielle shouted snapping her fingers from side to side when she saw Larissa's outfit.

One thing about Larissa was she knew how to dress. She loved the designer items but knew how to take basic clothing items and put together an oufit that looked like a million bucks. She followed all the major Ig models Jayda, Ari, Lira Galore and a few others.

"Thank you, Thank you" Larissa said basking in the compliment."You ready?" Danielle asked.

"Yes I am".

They headed out the door and jumped in Danielle's Honda Civic. In about 15 minutes they got to the school. Danielle wished her little sister a good day and drove off to her classes at the community college.

Larissa walked toward the entrance, while causing many heads to turn, admired by girls who loved her style and guys who wanted to approach her. She walked confidently into the building and down the hall. She made it to the senior hall looking for the bulletin boards that posted every students homeroom class. The homeroom teacher would hand out the rest of their class schedule. She hoped she would have some classes with her boo David and her two close friends. She had not seen any of them yet.

She stood at the bulletin board searching under the letter M for Moore.

She located her name and saw her first class would be Early Childhood education with Ms.Adams. She was excited for the class being that she loved children. They would get to take home the baby dolls that cry all the time, at some point in the school year. She looked up her boo last name and a cheesy smile spread across her face when she saw he had the same homeroom class.

"Hey girl!" A familiar voice called out from behind her. Larissa turned around and saw her friend Elisha and gave her a tight hug. "Hey boo, you look so cute!" Larissa complimented her.

"Thank you, but girl look at you! I knew you was gonna kill it" Elisha said looking her up and down. "Aww thank you sis".

"I have homeroom with my man, im so damn happy!" Larissa said smiling.

"You lucky, let me see what my homeroom is" Elisa searched for her last name. "Ugh English first thing in the morning with Ms. Brockmire?!" Elisha complained.

Larissa busts out laughing. Everybody knew about Ms.Brockmire and dreaded potentially being a student in her class. "Well they say if you do good in her class she will write you a good college recommendation letter" Larissa attempted to help Elisha find the positive in the situation.

"Chile I guess" Elisha rolled her eyes.

The bell rang.Elisha and Larissa hugged and walked opposite directions to their homeroom class.

Elisha walked into her homeroom class that she was already dreading. Ms.Brockmire stood in front of her desk with her arms crossed, nodding her head to greet each student. She helds her lips together in a tight line as if she was inspecting every student that walked by. She looked Elisha from head to toe as she walked by stating "Good morning young lady, the school's dress policy prohibits you from wearing ripped denim and shorts above mid-thigh". "Im sorry, I didnt know, it won't happen again".

It would happen again.

Elisha falsely assured her even though she knew she would definitely be wearing ripped jeans again and shorts higher than the mid thigh. What were they gonna do? Send the whole school home? She wonder if Larissa's teacher gave her any issues about her shorts.

 

"I hope not" Ms.Brockmire replied. Elisha turned to walk to a desk in the back as she rolled her eyes. This was going to be a lonnggg school year with Ms.Brockmire. This was senior year and she was not going to let her ruin it for her and dictate what she would be wearing. Besides she had followed the rules from 9th to 11th grade, but senior year was her time to shine. She gave Mount Rainier her allegiance for long enough.

 

 

 

A/N: Keep reading it only gets better! Please leave a comment! Thanks!!

 

 

 

Larissa was sitting in her homeroom class waiting for her boo to walk through the door. He was always late.

Finally he walked through the door and she could not stop the smile from spreading across her face. He stood in line by the door waiting for their homeroom teacher to look at the roster and verify he was in the right class. Larissa crossed her fingers hoping he was..after all the bulletin board said he was. Larissa watched as the guy in front of him, who looked like he just rolled out of bed at the last minute before the 7:45 bell rang , was told he was in the wrong class. He shrugged his shoulders still looking half asleep. Larissa heard a few students giggle. Her boo was next and it was confirmed that he was in the right class. She had placed her binder in a seat next to her to save him a seat. He looked up and made eye contact with her nodding his head to say 'what's up' and smirked. She felt herself blushing hard, so excited to see him even though they stayed up last night on facetime and saw each other alot over the summer.

 

He made his way down the aisle and took the seat next to her.

"You look hot Ma" he said leaning over the desk to kiss her on the cheek.

"Thanks babe, you looking quite sexy too"

 

Larissa was going to love this class. It gave her something to look forward to, after all who wants to sit in a cold class from 7:30 am to 8:30 am?

 

David was glad his homeroom was with Larissa. They had been dating since 10th grade. She was a Spartan Diamond Dancer and would see him often at the football games. He joined the football team in 10th grade. They had an instant attraction and would often flirt in passing until he decided to ask her to the homecoming dance.

 

The bell rang and homeroom was finally done after an hour.

Larissa and David walked out the class and exited the building as he walked her to her next class.

"I'll see you later" he said kissing her on the forehead.

"See you later, and stop staring " she said jokingly as he watched her walk away admiring the view she gave him.

"I cant help myself" he smiled.

Second period had passed and David walked to his next class of the day, dapping up his friends as he seen them along the way. He went to his next class U.S. History and took a seat. He watched as the girl up front had two stacks of paper in front of her and was organizing things into a binder.

David POV

Dang! already? its the first day of school, chill out Ma.

He laughed to himself.

He sat and listened for the next hour trying to stay awake. He watched that same girl up front take notes the entire class.

David POV

What was she even writing? Did the teacher even teach a lesson today? He honestly didn't know to even be able to judge.

The class ended eventually. The day dragged on and finally lunch time came. David texted his girl Larissa to see where she was at. She replied back.

David and Larissa met at the cafeteria and went inside to find food.

 

 

Earlier that day during third period Maurice aka Reese strolled down the hall to his third period class Economics. He was going to try to give this class his undivided attention because he wanted to develop financial literacy and be good with handling money. He walked to the classroom and saw it was practically filled to capacity with talkative teenagers. He walked to the back of the class and took a seat. Just before the late bell rang Jason walked through the door. He looked briefly for a seat before Reese signaled for him to take the seat he saved for him.

"Thanks man" Jason said.

"No problem, I'm just glad I'm not as late as you" Reese chuckled causing Jason to laugh and shake his head.

"Hmm Hmm!" the teacher cleared his throat and rung his own personal bell to get the class to quiet down. "Being that this is the first day of school, I am tolerating tardiness one time and one time only. My time is valuable and time is money. Welcome to Economics!"

Jason and Reese looked at eachother and smirked.

"Dude is corny" Reese said.

Reese met Jason in 10th grade on the junior varsity football team before they got to varsity level. Though they were from two different walks of life they had alot in common like their interest in football, fitness, hip hop and rap music, their love for Jordans and Nike Shoes. Reese introduced David to Jason and the three of them became tight. Reese and Elisha started dating 10th grade like David and Larissa. Jason did not have a girlfriend though Reese and David were always suggesting potential girls for him to talk to, most of them being white cheerleaders. After all, he was white. Jason did not take their suggestions seriously and was not really interested in who they pointed out. He would be sure of who he wanted to pursue when they came along but until then he was happy with being single. He knew the type of girl he liked. He was drawn to girls who did not try too hard to be seen, girls who carried themselves with class, intelligence and dignity. He stayed busy with football, school, and working a part time job with his uncle on weekends sometimes.

Jason had a younger brother named Josh who was on the junior varsity football team. He was in 10th grade.

Jason and Josh's family were originally from Houston Texas but moved to Florida when Jason started high school. His stepdad got a job offer that paid alot more than what he was making in Houston. It took some time for Jason and his siblings to adjust to Florida but they did. Jason met Reese in 10th grade and they built a solid friendship.

The bell rang at 11:05 am and it was time for lunch.

Reese and Jason exited the class and the building.

"Let me text David and see where he at"

Reese said. Reese paused to text him.

David let them know he was behind the cafeteria and they began to make their way there. 

 

Jason and Reese headed to where David and Larissa were. They could see the couple hugged up.

"Get a room man" Reese joked. Jason laughed.

Jason and Reese said hello and took a seat.

"Larissa you met Jason before right? " David asked.

"Nope, Ive seen you guys hanging together though, by the way, yall are terrible with introducing yall friends"

" Well my bad, this is Jason, he's a fellow Spartan football player"

"Nice to meet you" Jason said shaking Larissa's hand.

"Nice to meet you too, dont let these two corrupt you" she joked.

"Man this fool already corrupt" Reese laughed.

" Thats what you think of me Reese" Jason laughed

"Nah im just playing" Reese laughed nudging Jason's shoulder with his fist.

"Your girl should be on her way" Larissa said to Reese.

"Ok.." Reese said calmly.

Larissa gave him a confused look wondering why his demeanor suddenly had changed from playful to calm.

"You good man?" David asked.

Reese sighed. " Nah she's mad at me cause I kind of overslept on Saturday night and didnt show up for our date".

Larissa clenched her teeth.

"Ooo thats not good, Why didnt you take her out on Sunday?"

"Church...my momma dont play about that" Reese said.

"You...go to church??" David asked teasing him.

"Yea I go to church, im a God fearing man" Reese said proudly smiling.

"Boy please" Larissa said.

Jason laughed.

"Dang they not showing you no mercy today" Jason laughed.

"I know right! Did Lisha call you and tell you how horrible of a boyfriend I am" Reese asked Larissa.

"Uhhh..no..she didnt" Larissa was lying through her teeth but she was not about to snitch on her friend.

Reese saw Elisha from afar walking up to the group. She squinted her eyes as the sun beamed down on this hot summer day. Her chocolate skin glowed under the sun and he became instantly upset with himself for missing their date as he admired her beauty.

She had a girl along with her that he saw hanging out with Larissa and her a few times during the summer dancing camp at the school.

"Hey baby" Reese greeted her.

"Hey" Elisha said dully, rolling her eyes.

He stood up and walked to give her a hug, and she kept a church-distance away from him and gave him a few pats on the back.

"Its like that huh? " He asked

"Dont start..we will talk later" She said under her breath to him.

"So guys this is me and Rissa's friend, Kendra, she's a Diamond Dancer too".

 

David POV

Oh shoot that's the same girl in my history class who was organizing the papers and writing every word the teacher said. Its a small world.

 

"Im David, Nice to meet you, i think youre in my history class with Mr.Schaffer." David spoke.

"Oh really! Nice to meet you" Kendra smiled.

"Nice to meet you ma" ,Reese nodded. "names Maurice but call me Reese".

 

As David and Reese greeted her, Jason sat nervously since the moment he saw her and Elisha from afar approaching the group. His heart beating faster. He never experienced this around girls. What was wrong with him? Despite his inner struggle, he stood up and extended his hand toward Kendra and they shook hands. He felt a shock like sensation in his body.

"Im Jason, nice to meet you Kendra"

"Nice to meet you" she looked at him nervously, half smiling.

The group continued to chat about their classes and how the first day of school was going.

Jason POV

What is wrong with me? I need to get myself together quick. I feel like im watching myself embarass myself. Ive never felt like this around a girl. Jason chill out man.

 

Jason had seen Kendra around school a few times since the end of their junior year. Then when she attended the summer dance camp and became part of the Diamond Dancers he saw her more often. From what he observed, she seemed like a quiet, shy girl

that was focused on getting good grades. She was not nerdy at all though. He felt she was the type of girl who was not aware of how pretty she was. He liked that she had brains and beauty. She had a curvy figure, an hour glass figure, jet black thick curly hair and what he best described as a caramel skin complexion. She was about 5'4 much shorter than his 6'4 stature. He always saw her from afar, but this time she was up close and personal. She had dimples too. Her voice was soft and sweet. From the moment he first saw her he thought about how he could make her his, but Jason realized that just because he was attracted to her didnt mean she would be attracted to him. He was white and he did not know how she felt about that. Though we lived in the 21st century there were still black and white people who had never and would never even consider dating outside their race. He was not against interracial dating and thought black girls were beautiful. He saw beauty in every race of women. He personally had never dated a black girl or a girl of any other race besides white.

The opportunity just had not presented itself...until now. His first and most recent girlfriend, which he didn't even consider a girlfriend, was in 8th grade and she turned out to be clingy and jealous. When she did not get his undivided attention she would throw childish verbal tantrums and seek male attention elsewhere. After dealing with that for 2 months he cut her off. So basically you can say he never had a serious girlfriend.

Jason stole glances at Kendra, admiring her face, her body, tracing her curves with his eyes.

"Jason did we get homework in economics?" Reese asked interrupting his thoughts.

"Huh?.. Oh. nah i dont think so" Jason said. Reese glanced at Jason and did a double take, noticing Jason seemed lost in his thoughts.

"Oh..ok" Reese said.

Jason tried hard to pay attention to what the group was talking about while sneaking quick glances at Kendra.

 

 

Flashback

Earlier that day in third period Kendra sat in U.S history class in the front of the room. It was an Advanced Placement class so she knew it would be a lot of work. The teacher passed out the syllabi to the students. She took out her binder that was filled with other syllabi and documents the first two classes gave her. She tried to get some type of organization going and figure out what folders she would need to buy later on to organize everything. She was definitely a Type A personality and needed things to be in set places.

She looked up briefly when she saw a Hispanic boy walk in with such a relaxed demeanor. She wished she could be that way. The only time she felt relaxed was when she was doing nothing at all. She wanted to learn to go with flow of life but found it hard to just let go and not worry. She took notes throughout the class and looked to either side of her and saw a few students taking notes on the first chapter lecture and some students just sat and listened. Her hand was beginning to hurt. She gave up and stopped writing. The bell rang and it was time for lunch.Elisha texted her and told her to meet her at the bathroom. Afterwards they headed to where Larissa and David were.

        End of Flashback 

As Elisha and Kendra made their way to Larissa, Kendra could see three boys sitting with her laughing. One boy she recognized from her history class, the one whose relaxed demeanor she envied. The other guy was a black guy with a pretty smile but when she made eye contact with the other guy her heart started racing. Her stomach started to flip.

 

  Kendra P.O.V

Oh my gosh..No! Thats him! I cant go over there. I just cant. But what am i gonna say to Elisha? I could make up some excuse saying I forgot something or...I could face him. He is sooo cute and fine. Please Kendra calm down, dont make a fool of yourself.

Then Elisha got the bright idea to introduce me to everybody. Girl just shut up please. I dont need this right now. He does not need to know I exist. I can just admire him from afar.

Oh my gosh, he just reached out his hand to shake mine.

    End of P.O.V

 

"Im Jason, nice to meet you Kendra"

Kendra noted how smooth, deep and sexy his voice sounded.

"Nice to meet you" she looked at him nervously half smiling.

She noted how his hand smothered hers and how soft yet calloused his hands felt. She felt a strange electric like sensation in her body that left as soon as it came.

The group continued to chat about their classes and how the first day of school was going.

Kendra tried to stay focused on the conversation going on and not make it so obvious that she was nervous around Jason. He laughed at the groups jokes meanwhile she was laughing on cue when they did.

This was not her first time seeing him.She first laid eyes on him at the end of her junior year as she walked through the halls. Then later she found out he was on the football team. She honestly did not become a Spartan diamond dancer for that reason.She truly loved dance. Even though she was quiet she had no problem dancing as part of a group.Solo dancing was another story. She avoided any guy she liked and would quickly change her route when she was headed in their direction. That is what she did whenever she saw Jason from afar.She would quickly turn corners and avoid eye contact. She realized this was silly and of no benefit to her. Guys like confident girls not shy timid ones.

There was no avoiding, no running from him now. He was right there in front of her.

She stole glances at him admiring his pretty green eyes that the sun highlighted even more. She looked over his strong arms and hands noting the veins that ran over them. He looked so strong. He was tall which she really liked. She had a thing for tall guys. His light brown hair was cut short in a buzz cut. His lips were soft and pink. She wondered what they would feel like against hers. He had a pretty smile and straight white teeth. His smile added an air of innocence to his strong stature. He was slim and muscular, just the right amount of muscle for her.

What she also admired about him was the way he carried himself. Of course she did not know him but he appeared calm and laidback. She never saw him calling attention to himself. She could not stand a guy who talked too much and was always in drama. They had alot of those at the school. He seemed pretty sure of himself and content.

She wished the guy she had been texting since the end of summer was the same. He wasnt. He was charismatic and a flirt. He was cute so she decided to give him a chance but did not see them evolving into a couple. She wished Jason was interested in her. Did he even like black girls? Just because he hung out with Reese does not mean he did. She decided to let her desire for Jason to notice her fall to the wayside. It was best to not get her hopes up and just carry on and accept things for how they were.

 

 

 

The first day of school came to an end. Reese texted Elisha asking her to meet him in the parking lot at 5 pm after football and dance practice.

She agreed. They met at his car and they got inside.

"Baby i'm sorry, I know I messed up. I just been very tired" Reese explained.

She nodded. "But you werent too tired to hang out with your friends Saturday night though."

"I wasn't with David and Jason" He protested.

"I know, Im talking about your other friends, or should I say your brother's friends".

Elisha did not care much for Reese's brother because she felt he was a player and bragged about keeping girls in rotation. He was 19 attending the local community college. Elisha feared that Reese's brother's mentality would rub off on Reese and his friends were guilty by association. Birds of a feather flock together. Reese was her first love and she did not want to lose what they had.

Reese sighed. "Come on now,i know you dont care too much for my brother and his ways, but all his friends aint like that and Im not like that, so please stop freakin out about me hanging with them. David and Jason aint my only friends."

"I know that but they seem like your only true and positive friends". Elisha said lifting her eyebrows.

"Like I said, it was an accident I didnt mean to miss our date. I'll make it up to you." He licked his lips as his eyes roamed from her face down to her thighs.

She smiled "You are too much. You gonna have to work for that sir".

"Challenge accepted" He said leaning over kissing her lips. "Where do you want me to take you for our next date"

"Surprise me, make it unforgettable" she spoke softly looking him in the eyes.

"Ok" he nodded.

"you will never forget it, I can promise you that" He winked at her.

They drove home.

Larissa opened the door to her large 2 story home, locking the door and walking past the foyer.

Though it was a beautiful home it was devoid of laughter and family dinners. Her parents worked late consistently. Her mother worked as a Nurse Anesthetist and her father was an attorney.

"Danielle!"

She called for her sister but there was no response.

Just then a text came from Danielle. She pulled her phone out her back pocket and it read: "Staying until 7 to work on a group project. Food in fridge just put in oven. See you soon, be good girl ๐Ÿ˜œ๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿ˜’"

 

She walked to the kitchen to get a drink, before she saw a note on the fridge.

 

It read:

"Hey princess, the food is in the fridge just pop it in the oven. Make sure Larissa does her chores and doesnt stay up too late. We should both be home by 8. Love, Mommy <3".

 

Larissa rolled her eyes. She was so tired of it. They put alot of responsibility on Danielle to cook, clean and look after her. They might as well have hired a maid and a babysitter. Larissa was glad Danielle did not go away for college because she would definitely be alone..a lot. Her parents were hard workers and she was grateful for the life they worked to give her. Sure she had her own room and connected bathroom, she had the finer things in life, luxury purses that girls at school could only dream of having, her college education was going to be paid in full, she had already visited 5 countries. She had an amazing sweet 16 party, but at the end of the day, the money and material things did not make up for hugs, kisses, deep conversations, and family dinners they did not have in this house. But David kind of did. He filled the longing for love, attention and affection she needed. The attention her father was not giving her. Her parents thought she could do better than David. First of all he was not black, and she got so tired of hearing her parents go on and on about black love. Larissa was sure they would just love Reese and Elisha's relationship and want the same for her. They went on and on about black excellence. Yes, Larissa was all for black love and black excellence but she did not feel they had to be obtained the exact way her parents thought it should.

After all.. she could not help who she loved. David was good to her. He was kind, romantic, and caring. He gave her affection, listened to her and cared about what she cared about. She wanted to be a teacher and loved kids.David had three younger siblings that Larissa bonded with quickly.

Her parents were not thrilled when they found out she wanted to be a teacher.

"We're saving all this money for you and making sure you can go to best schools, and you just want to be a teacher of all things? "Her mother scoffed.

Larissa sat on the couch removing her shoes and socks, feeling the coldness of the tile against her feet. It was so symbolic of how this house felt.

She went to the fridge and took out the Hello Fresh meals read the instructions and put them in the oven. Her thoughts drifted off to David.

She called him.

"Hey babe whats up" he answered.

"Hey getting ready to eat something, what you doing?"

"Oh me too, actually let me call you back, I gotta finish cooking ." He said.

"Your mom not cooking?" She asked.

"No she working tonight" He sighed. "You know how that is" He said knowing she dealt with her parents being away from home but for different reasons. Yes they had demanding jobs but sometimes they chose to work overtime just for more money that they didnt know what to do with.

"Yea i know" she said disappointed.

"Whats wrong baby" he heard the disappointment in her voice.

"Nothing"

"No there's something"

"Im ok"

"I'll call you back, I promise or..you can come over" He said seductively.

"There is no privacy over there" She complained.

"I'll have them go to bed so quick mami you just dont know"

She laughed.

"I cant tonight. Im sorry" she said.

"Just thought I'd ask. I'll call you back on facetime ok?"

"Ok" she said.

They hung up.

A part of her just wanted to drive to his house and bring him back home with her but she knew he could not leave his siblings alone.

She ate and put the left overs away.

She took a shower, picked out her clothes for tomorrow and watched episodes of Bad Boys Houston until David called her back.

 

 

 

Earlier that day.

Jason dropped David home from football practice.

"Thanks man" David said getting out the car and running to his neighbor's house.

"Alright man, see you tomorrow" Jason said. David ran up to Ms.Ortiz's door and knocked. She answered.

"Hey David, come inside" she said with her Cuban accent.

"I made a plate for you, sit down and eat, you too skinny" she said.

David laughed.

He chatted about his first day of school. As he talked and ate, Gabriella came out of her room.

"Hey David" she said smiling.

"Hey" he said with quick smile, no teeth shown. She went to Mount Rainier and was in the 11th grade this year. She sat across from him at the table and rested her cheek on her hand.

She made small talk with him asking about his day. He knew she liked him and Mrs.Ortiz knew too but they knew that he had a girlfriend that he loved and was committed to.

David's five year old sister came running up to him and he kissed her on the cheek.

"Where is Auntie Rissa at" she asked.

Gabriella rolled her eyes.

"She's home".

"I want to talk to her" she begged.

"Ok, later. She has to do homework, did you do yours?"

"Yes I did".

"Good job" he gave her a high five.

"Thank you so much Ms.Ortiz, im gonna head home now"

"Ok papi, I see you tomorrow" she kissed his cheek.

David and his siblings got ready to go.

"Bye guys" Gabriella said

" Bye!!" The kids said in unison.

"See you tomorrow David" Gabriella said looking him in the eye and waving.

"Bye" he said.

They walked out and went home next door.

David started cooking for his siblings while he told them to take baths and get their clothes ready for tomorrow.

He would check their homework while cooking. He planned to do his homework as soon as he got them situated.

He got a call from Larissa and could tell in her voice something was wrong but she denied it.

 

Flashback

"Whats wrong baby" he heard the disappointment in her voice.

"Nothing"

"No there's something"

"Im ok"

End of Flashback

 

Like his mother, her parents worked a lot but Larissa always told him they did not need to. They had enough money but David assured her that maybe they did have to work a lot to maintain their lifestyle and keep up with all their bills. Sometimes people live beyond their means. David's mom on the other hand, had to work. She was a single mother to four children. His father was once in the picture and sold drugs to support the family beyond his regular pay check, until he was caught, and sentenced to five years in prison. He is on his fourth year. David carried alot of anger toward his dad for leaving him to be the man of the house and leaving his mom as a single mother to 4 children. Despite money being tight, David's mother, Gloria made sure he at least got to play football. He needed an outlet to release his anger and stress.

When Larissa complained about her parents lack of attention and not being home enough, he tried his best to understand but he couldn't help but imagine what life in her shoes would be like. To have your own room and bathroom. To have anything you wanted. Yea, David dressed nice and had the latest Nikes and Jordans, but they were bought with the blood, sweat, and tears of his mother.

Meanwhile Jason finally arrived home. His brother Josh played Junior Varsity football and was asleep in the back seat when they dropped David off.

Jason's mother and stepfather greeted them and told them dinner would be ready soon.

"How was practice" Jason's mom asked.

" Exhausting" Josh responded. This was his first year playing football so he had to build up stamina

"You'll get used to it" Jason said.

They went upstairs and took showers. Jason started on homework and took a break when dinner was finally ready.

They sat down at the table and ate his mom's chicken marsala dish. She was a chef at a five star restaurant. She loved cooking. Jason knew that any woman he married in the future would have to be a good cook because his mom surely set the bar high. He loved food but he also loved working out and made it his business to eat healthy.

His stepdad asked how their first day went. Josh talked about his classes and making a new friend. Jason's thoughts went straight to Kendra and how he had finally got the chance to be up close and personal with her. In the past, every time he saw her in passing, she would appear to be coming his way but then would take a different path. Even if she did walk right towards him, what would he have said? He did not know how to approach her. He barely could handle just saying "Hi". He never had an issue with approaching girls and flirting but with this one....he was lost. Why was he lost?

Was he intimidated? What was he intimidated by? Her beauty? The way she carried herself, classy and reserved? Or was it because she was black?

"Jason how was your first day?"His stepdad asked interrupting his internal dialogue.

"..Um it was good?" He responded trying not to make it obvious he just woke up from a daydream.

"Hmm anything exciting happen"? His stepdad asked.

His mom and Josh were looking right at him. He felt like he was on the hot seat. Did they notice he was acting weird?

"No.."

 

Jason P.O.V

Yea you bet, i ran into this fine ass girl i been watching for a while

End of P.O.V.

 

"No, just a typical school day, kind of boring" He said feeling uneasy sitting with the lie he just told.

"Hmm, well did you guys get your homework done"

Josh sighed "Working on it"

"Yea, me too" Jason said.

 

As he promised David called Larissa back on facetime.

" Hey, how you doing?" He asked still concerned.

"Im ok" she said fake smiling.

"No you're not, I know you and you're not okay. Tell me whats wrong Rissa"

Her eyes began to water.

"Im tired of being alone in this house, im tired of begging for my parents to be parents" she said her voice cracking now.

"They think buying me gucci purses and nikes, and fashion nova, is enough and its not! I want to be heard, listened to and told I love you. Im tired of hearing "Im proud of you. Keep your grades up. You can do better next time." Its never e-fuckin-nough".Tears fell from her eyes. "You are the only one who sees me and takes the time to know me besides Leesh and Kendra. My sister is off in her own world since she's an adult now. This house is not a home!" She broke down crying, sobbing into her hands.

"Im here you for baby. I'll always be here for you. I understand how it feels to be alone.Just left with all these emotions to deal with on your own. I don't get a chance to tell my mom how I feel. So I let it out all my anger on the field and when I work out. They think theyre doing the best they can for us. But its really not enough."

"Im coming to you right now" Larissa decided. She did not care if it was impulsive, she needed him.

"No baby its almost 8'oclock your folks will be home any minute."

"David I need you. I just want to be with you right now" She begged wiping her tears away.

"Please just stay home"

"I just want to be with you for a few minutes. I dont care if I get in trouble".

"Im not letting you leave that house and drive at night. I will see you tomorrow morning..first thing. We can stay on here as long as you want".

There was a knock on her bedroom door.

She jumped.

"Ill call you back " she said.

"Ok" he said.

They hung up.

Just then her bedroom door flung open and her mom barged in the room shouting "Oh no you wont!". Apparently she had been listening to their conversation.

 

 

Just then her bedroom door flung open and her mom barged in the room shouting "Oh no you wont!".

"You wont be going anywhere" Evelyn yelled.

"Why cant I go see him?" Larissa asked with a pained expression on her face.

"Because I said so, it is 8 oclock at night. And where is his car?!" She shouted.

Here we go with the bashin', Larissa thought.

"He does not have one, everybody does not have your kind of money" Larissa said rolling her eyes.

"Don't you dare roll those eyes at me! I am your mother and what I say goes! Do you hear me?!" She yelled pointing her finger in Larissa's direction.

Larissa did not respond.

"I said do you hear me?!"

"Yes" Larissa responded.

"Ever since you met this boy you have lost your self-respect and dignity. What type of girl drives to see a boy at night? Oh, I'll tell you, one that is desperate and asking to end up pregnant!!".

Larissa remembered the day she lost her virginity to David. Little did her mother know, it happened right in Larissa's bedroom.

 

Flashback

David had caught the #2 bus to Larissa's house. Larissa drove to pick him up at a local plaza. As always her parents were working late on a Friday and her sister who was a senior was hanging out with her best friend. It was about 6 pm. Her parents did not plan to get home until 8:30 pm. After meeting David at the plaza, she got out the car to embrace him. As they kissed he wrapped his arms around her waist leaning her against the driver's door.

"Let's go, we don't have much time" David said before pecking her on the lips.

They got in the car and drove to her house. She crept up slowly making sure her parents or sister's car were not there. They entered the house. They walked up the stairs as David's hand rested on her butt.

After kissing they became more and more desperate for eachother removing their clothes.

"Lay down" David told her.

She did. Her heart was racing. She had decided 2 weeks ago she was ready to give herself to him. David was a virgin too but decided to feign confidence to put her at ease as much as he could.

He pulled down his boxer briefs while looking into Rissa's eyes. Her eyes followed his movements. He was well endowed and she watched his manhood as it stood erect.

"You sure you ready for this?" He asked before they went even further.

"Yes, I'm ready" she said smiling softly.

He nodded and reached down to take out a condom from his pants pocket. After putting it on he got onto the bed hovering over her. They kissed slowly and tenderly and caressed each other. The tension was building and their kisses became more desperate. She placed her legs around his waist.

"I love you David" she whispered.

"I love you too" he said.

He placed himself at her entrance pushing himself inside slowly. She moaned out at the sting and pressure she felt.

"Are you okay baby" he asked.

"Yes"

He pushed his hips forward and became fully surrounded by her.

Larissa arched her back and moaned out at the sensation of being fully filled by him.

"Eres tan apretada" David whisphered in her ear.

Larissa moaned in response to how sexy he sounded.

David buried his face in the crook of her neck, sucking on it as he began pumping in and out of her. Soon he increased his pace causing Larissa to moan louder.

As the pleasure their bodies felt came to an all time high, Larissa screamed out as she felt herself clenching down on him and his manhood pulsating inside her as intense pleasure flowed throughout her body causing her legs to shake underneath him. He groaned out "im gonna cum baby...fuck baby" as he reached his high, his body shuddering above hers.

He rolled off of her as they both laid there trying to catch their breath. When they did, she laid on his chest rubbing her hands down his abs.

"What did you say to me" she giggled.

"You're so tight"

"Hmm really?" She smiled.

"Yes.. so damn tight" He emphasized kissing her on the forehead.

He stood up and went to her bathroom and put the condom in the trash.

They got dressed and she took him back home reluctantly.

End of Flashback

 

Larissa tried to hold back a smile as her mother made a reference to sex, pushing away thoughts of that night she shared with David.

 

 

"Ever since you met this boy you have lost your self-respect and dignity! What type of girl drives to see a boy at night?! Oh, I'll tell you, one that is desperate and asking to end up pregnant!!" Evelyn ranted.

Larissa truly did not care what her mother had to say about her relationship. She was happy and that's all that mattered. She was used to seeing her mother boss her father around and try to control everything usually ending in her father just giving in. Larissa's father was a brilliant and talented attorney but when it came to his wife and daughters he could not argue his point to save his life. They had him wrapped around their fingers.

"He seems to be the only one who is there for me and listens to how I feel."

"Oh really?! Me and your father bust our tails day in and day out to be there for you. You have a lot of nerve girl! This house, this bed of yours, your very life is made possible by us being there for you!"

"Its not about material things Ma! Im talking about quality time, listening, family dinners..."

"Oh please! We give you all of the above and its still not enough. You don't want to spend a weekend with your parents. You rather be up under that boy!" Evelyn scoffed.

At this point Larissa gave up. She felt there was no use in going back and forth. Her mother had an answer for everything.

"Ok ma" Larissa said sitting in front of her vanity mirror and wrapping her hair for bed.

Evelyn shook her head and left the room closing the door behind her.

Larissa prepared to go to bed and texted David good night.

 

The week dragged on until finally Friday showed up.

Jason and Josh drove to school. Jason and Josh parted ways. Jason walked through the senior hallway and saw something that made him almost stop in his tracks. Kendra and a boy were conversing and she appeared to be smiling the type of smile a girl smiles when she's feeling a guy. He felt his stomach drop and he kept walking feeling a wave of disappointment wash over him. For the past week he enjoyed the three times he met up with his group of friends at lunch time especially now that Kendra was around. During those times he and Kendra said "Hi" to each other and made small talk with each other. He was still kind of nervous around her but with time he was becoming more at ease. She seemed shy and he did not know if that was just her personality or if she did not want to talk to him. Seeing her with this guy made him wonder if she felt some kind of way about conversing with him because she probably had a man.

Jason P.O.V

Great, so she likes this guy. Is that her boyfriend? Or are they just talking? She looks happy. Just when I thought I had a chance with her I see this guy has beat me to it. I can either stand there and let him have her or I can take her from him. But I dont even know how she feels about me. Damn...

End of P.O.V

 

It was 3 pm and David, Jason, and Reese were at football practice preparing for their upcoming game next week against Roosevelt High.

Coach Reynolds was going on and on about how hard their team was to beat.

"Roosevelt Vikings were undefeated last year. They plan to stay that way. So that means yall need to bring it! Show up to every practice like youre playing the game. No missed practices! No excuses! So lets get started!"

The team ran a lap around the field and then did full body stretches. The coach went over new plays and they practiced them until it was time to go home.

"Henriquez keep your head in the game you're too distracted" Coach Reynolds said giving David a hard pat on the back.

"You too McKavner!" Coach Reynolds shouted.

One of the football players smirked at them both shaking his head. This was Chase Anderson who was set on becoming the team's quarterback and was critical of his teammates. For him there was an "I" in team and his goal was to stand out, become quarterback, and get recruited by the top college football teams.

 

Earlier that afternoon while the guys were practicing the girls were at dance practice rehearsing for the upcoming game next week.

"Five, six, seven ,eight, and one and two, three and four, kick out your right foot, and hands in the air and bring it down slowly, five, six" the Dance captain instructed.

"Larissa I need more energy from you!" The Captain demanded.

Larissa put more energy into the routine trying to stop her mind from drifting off to the argument she had last night with her mom... again about her relationship with David.

 

Dance practice ended and the girls packed up their things.

"Hey you ok Rissa? You seem distracted today?" Elisha asked.

Larissa sighed. "Yea I'm ok" she said.

"Are you sure? You dont seem your usual bubbly self" Kendra countered.

They noticed something was off because Larissa usually brought alot of energy to practice and had a passion for dance. All of them told jokes and acted goofy with each other but Larissa was the more high energy one of the group. She was quiet and somber today.

"I had an argument with my mom last night".

"About what?" Elisha asked.

"David, she feels I put him before her and the family. She was saying that I always plan to see him on weekends instead of spending time with my family.....I dont care though im tired of waiting around for her and my dad to be present through the week. They don't do anything Saturdays anyway and I do go to church with them on Sundays".

"Aww im sorry boo, I wish my mom would let me see Reese more. "

"At least yall have boyfriends" Kendra joked.

"Whats going on with you and Eric?" Elisha asked.

"Ugh nothing much, we're just talking, we may hang out tonight, I dont know" Kendra said nonchalantly.

"Well you dont seem too excited" Larissa pointed out.

"Im not getting my hopes up, girls are obsessed with him so I doubt he takes any girl too serious. I'll let you know how it goes. And Rissa im sorry we took all the focus off you. We are here for you."

They both put their arms around Larissa forming a group hug.

Eric texted Kendra and asked to reschedule their Friday night date for Saturday night instead. Red Flag #1.

She agreed.

 

It was Saturday morning and Kendra, her stepsister, and mother and stepfather were going to Ihop.

After leaving Ihop they realized one of the tires were flat. They drove to a car repair shop nearby.

While they waited to be serviced Kendra decided to walk over to Claire's which was in the small plaza nearby.

She spent about 30 minutes there to pass the time and decided to walk back to the car shop hoping they would be done by now.

As she walked back she saw three white boys sitting outside talking. They obviously worked there as they all had on coveralls. She watched as one of them looked up and she almost froze but her legs kept moving willing her to go forward.

 

Kendra P.O.V

Oh my gosh thats Jason! He works on cars! Im gonna pretend like I dont see him. Too late! He already looked in my direction. Deep breaths Kendra. Deep breaths. Why am I still so nervous around him?

End of P.O.V

 

She continued walking in his direction.

"Hi Jason".

"Hey, what's up"

" We got a flat tire, thats actually our car right there" She pointed at the Toyota Higlander that a boy was working on while being directed by an older man.

"Oh, it will be ready soon. Easy fix"

"Thanks. So you're a mechanic??" She asked fearing it was a dumb question.

" No, im doing an apprenticeship, basically learning and working at the same time. My uncle owns the shop. ".

"He's my dad" Colton interrupted.

Jason gave him an annoyed look.

"That's awesome. You're so talented" she complimented him.

"Thank you" he smiled.

"You're welcome. Well, I'll see you Monday maybe?" She asked.

"Yea, I'll see you then. Have a good weekend." Jason said.

"You too". She said and walked toward the front of the building.

After she walked off Colton looked at Jason with curiosity all over his face.

"Who was that?" Colton asked.

"This girl from school" Jason said.

"Hmm" Colton said before he smirked.

"What?" Jason said still annoyed and also confused at Colton's response.

Was he trying to say he thought Kendra was attractive and wanted to get at her? Or did he notice something between Jason and Kendra? Their interactions were still brief and sort of awkward. It always seemed like there were words left unspoken, like one of them wanted to say something but just avoided it every time.

Colton always kept a girl at his side and did not take any of them too seriously. Jason recalled him having one steady girlfriend, but he ended things because he got bored. Girls would usually flock to him impressed by charisma, confidence, and tattoos. To be only 17 years old, he had a lot of them. His dad allowed him to get as many as he wanted as long as he kept his grades up, and it was his reward for helping him at the shop too. He then brought Evan, his youngest son, on to help out and learn, and then Jason. It was a way for them to make money and learn a useful skill. Jason did not plan to become a mechanic. He wanted to be a biomedical engineer, but he enjoyed working with his hands, building things, and understanding how things worked.

 

Saturday night came, and it was about 7 pm. Kendra was getting ready for her date at the movies with Eric. She was curious as to how it would turn out. He was charismatic, confident, and arrogant. Kendra was not either of those. They were exact opposites but their attraction to each other was obvious to both of them.

 

Author's note: short chapter because next one will be longer

 

 

Saturday night came and it was about 7 pm. Kendra was getting ready for her date at the movies with Eric. She was curious as to how it would turn out. They were total opposites. He was charismatic, confident and arrogrant. Kendra was not either of those. She was quiet, shy, and humble. Despite their differences, their attraction to each other was obvious to both of them and was what lead them to this point..a date.

She was going to give this dating thing a try. Kendra had talked to a few guys on the phone over the years but nothing serious ever developed. She knew she wanted to be with a guy that was smart and wanted something out of life and had plans to be successful in the future, like she did. She did like tall guys but it was not a deal breaker if they were average height..short..maybe that would be a problem.

She did not worry too much about the being single thing, she was only 17. She just turned 17 and knew she had time to find the right one.

Her crush on Jason was undeniable for her and she kept it to herself mainly because she did not want anyone to know and risk them telling him and then possibly finding out he was not attracted to her. She was the type of girl who would never tell a guy she had a crush on them, and would keep it to herself forever, unless the guy showed signs of feeling the same about her. Until now she had never had a chance or reason to talk to Jason, or was she just telling herself that?

Instead, she accepted that Eric was her opportunity to date. She did not have high hopes for them but decided to give it a chance.

She got dressed, did her hair, and put on lipgloss.

Thirty minutes later Eric texted her "I'm Outside"

"Mom, im getting ready to go, he's outside". Kendra said.

"He's not gonna get out the car and introduce himself to me? I need to see his face." Her mom said annoyed at Eric's lack of courtesy.

"I'll tell him to come to the door". Kendra said.

Kendra texted "Come to the door my mom wants to see you"

He texted back 

"Ugh"

"Ok"

"I'm shy ๐Ÿคช๐Ÿ˜Ÿ"

 

Kendra rolled her eyes while smiling slightly.

"He's coming" Kendra told her mom.

"Ok"

Eric knocked on the door.

Kendra's mom opened the door.

"Hi, how are you?" Her mom said.

"Hi, im good. How are you? Im Eric".

"Nice to meet you Eric".

Kendra watched as they interacted, smiling to herself, hoping each second Eric would not do anything to embarass himself or her. Eric was not who she wanted. She felt a sadness inside as her thoughts drifted to Jason. She tuned out the small talk her mom was making with Eric, wishing it was Jason coming to take her out and coming inside to meet her mom. She did not feel Eric was sincere and knew he was not serious about her. She did not see him wanting to be in a relationship. She saw him as a serial dater. He's probably been to countless girls' houses putting on this same act.

She wondered if Jason was any better. What if he was just like Eric... or worse? She could not let herself be blinded by looks. She didnt know what type of person Jason was inside. Like they say, the cute ones always have issues. She would probably never know. She wrestled with her thoughts, overthinking as usual. What if Eric wasn't that bad? What if she was being too hard on him ? Maybe she just needed to go with the flow and see what this night and each day after would bring instead of thinking worse case scenario all the time... her annoying defense mechanism.

"I'll have her home by 10:30. The movie starts at 8". Eric assured her mom.

Kendra's stepdad walked out the room and said Hello and shook Eric's hand making some more small talk... further delaying their departure.

"Dont forget your sweater, It will be cold in there" her mom reminded her.

Kendra went to grab her sweater.

"Have fun and be safe" her stepdad said.

"Yes sir, we will". Eric said.

Her mother gave her an adoring smile.

They finally were ready to go.

Eric was dressed nicely as always.

"You lookin sexy tonight" he said licking his lips as he looked at her from head to toe.

"Thank you, you look nice too". She said.

Eric snickered. Kendra felt as if he was making fun of her comment about his looks but she tried to push negative thoughts away and just give him the benefit of the doubt.

In the car the music played from Eric's phone as he nodded his head to the beat. Eventually they got to the theater.

Eric paid for their tickets and they got popcorn and drinks before the movie started.

30 minutes into the movie passed.

Eric glanced at Kendra and smirked.

"Youre sitting so far away" Eric said.

Kendra looked at him and smiled nervously.

"You are so shy" He smirked.

 

She was sitting right next to him but she knew what he meant and what he wanted. He thought she would be leaning into him, or all over him like he was used to with other girls but she wasn't. She was shy and he knew that. She tried to relax but her body could not bring itself to relax and lean on him. She did not know why. Maybe she was too uptight.

Eventually the movie was over.It was 10 pm and they walked back to his car.

They got in.

 

"So we still got 30 minutes before I take you home. What you wanna do?" Eric asked.

Kendra looked at him and smiled shrugging her shoulders.

"I dont know, what do you wanna do" she asked.

"I got something in mind" he said. He leaned over to kiss her on the cheek and sat back observing her reaction.

 

She looked at him and blushed.

 

He leaned over and tried to kiss her on the lips but she leaned away from him.

 

"...Im sorry, im just not ready for that" she said.

 

"A kiss? You not ready for a kiss?" He asked with a confused expression.

 

" No Im sorry" she said.

 

He stared at her with a mix of confusion, shock, and annoyance on his face.

 

Kendra was sure he was not used to being rejected or turned down from a kiss by other girls. He had girls drooling over him and he knew he looked good.

 

"Can I ask you something" Eric started.

 

"Yea".

 

"Are you a virgin or somethin "

 

"Why?"

 

"Cause you acting like you never been kissed or you can't be touched or somethin"

 

"Yes I am"

 

"I knew it, it makes sense now"

 

"Is there a problem with that?" She asked.

 

"How long that's gonna last?" He asked cocking his head to the side.

 

"Until I'm married" she said. She was becoming annoyed with him now.

 

He titled his head back and laughed out loud. Kendra was shocked but thought to herself if she really should be shocked at all by his reaction.

After all her intuition was telling her something was off about him.

She knew his reputation but yet she gave him the benefit of the doubt. Now she knew she should have never doubted her intuition. She rolled her eyes and shook her head, annoyed with him and mad at herself for ever giving him the time of day.

 

" Ahh man!" he said running his hands down his face.

 

"...You got to be kiddin me" he said looking at her with an amused look on his face.

 

" this is not the 1950s sweetheart" he said shaking his head.

 

"I know what year it is and im waiting until I'm married"

 

"Well you gonna be waiting forever. You're a pretty girl, but no one is gonna wait that long for you boo and if they do best believe they getting it from someone else."

 

Kendra felt defeated and had no rebuttal for what he said. What if he was right?

 

He spoke again. "It was fun while it lasted.. ..good night"

 

"Wait, what? you picked me up and you're just gonna leave me here?!" Kendra said confused.

 

"Im sorry ma, but you gotta get out" Eric said.

 

"Are you serious?!"

 

He said nothing.

 

Kendra opened the door and stepped out. She glared at him.

 

"You're an asshole!" She yelled and slammed the door.

 

He drove off without saying another word.

 

She was stranded. She could not believe this was happening to her. She walked from the parking lot to the bench next to the pizza parlor in the plaza. She sat down on the bench and felt the tears welling up in her eyes.

 

Kendra P.O.V

Don't cry girl, you knew he was a low life dog. Trust yourself next time. Pull it together, he is not worth your tears. Just call your mom and explain later.

 End of P.O.V

 

She dialed her mom's number. She knew she was waiting up for her to come home. The phone rang and by the third ring her mom still had not answered.

She called again and there was still no answer. She thought about calling her stepdad but that would be awkard to explain what happened to him..a man. She called again and as the phone was ringing, Kendra looked up to see a black car driving toward her and noticed it was slowing down as it got closer to her side of the street. She was scared and on edge after what just happened with Eric and had a thought cross her mind of him sending someone to fight or hurt her after she rejected him. She knew that did not make much sense but her body was in flight or fight mode at this point. She wondered why this car was slowing down. It was black with tinted windows and it was an old classic car. She did not know much about cars and did not know what the make or model was if she had to report anything to the police. She told herself that it would be smart to at least stand up and prepare to take off running the opposite way and scream for help. So she stood up and clutched her phone tight. She did not even realize her mom answered the call and was saying "hello" on the phone repeatedly.

She watched as the passenger window rolled down slowly and the light in the car revealed a familiar face.

 

 

When the window rolled down, she saw it was....

Him......

Jason.

She felt a mix of emotions ranging from butterflies, happiness, relief but also embarrassment. It was definitely an odd mix. What explanation would she give for sitting on the bench at 10:30 at night by herself? That she was left stranded by a guy who she wouldn't kiss?

 

Jason was out in the same plaza that night hanging out with a group of friends at an arcade.

 

Jason noted this was the second time he encountered her outside of school. What are the odds of running into someone twice in the same day? Especially when that person happened to be someone you had a huge crush on.

 

After rolling down the window, Jason paused for a second with confusion and concern on his face. Kendra was standing there clutching her phone, wearing her own look of confusion on her face, her lips slightly parted as she registered that it was him.

 

"Hey...how are you?" He asked.

 

"Hey!" She waved "I'm ok.. just waiting for my mom to pick me up."

 

She lied.

 

She had not yet spoken to her mom but after her Mom said "Hello" on the phone for the umpteenth time it finally registered to Kendra that her Mom was on the phone trying desperately to get her attention.

 

"Oh..one moment" she signaled lifting a finger. "Thats my mom". "Hey Mom can you pick me up?...yea I'm ok... I'll explain later". She said.

 

Jason wondered why she was saying she was "ok" and what she needed to explain later. He wondered what happened for her to be sitting on a bench 10:30 at night...alone. Who was she out with? Jason was sure that if she was out with Elisha and Larissa they surely wouldn't have left her alone. They would have taken her home.

 

"I can take you home" Jason spoke up.

 

"Huh?" Kendra paused registering what he had said and asking herself how she would handle being so close to him. In his car.

 

"..Oh..thanks you dont have to do that, my mom will come get me" she said.

 

He was so sweet, she thought to herself.

 

"You sure? I dont mind taking you home at all" he said.

 

If she was honest with herself, she knew she wanted to be near him. She wanted to be in his presence. She could not lie, she wished it was him taking her out, texting her, and flirting with her like Eric had did. This was her chance, this was her opportunity. She decided to take it, to see what this one decision could lead to.

 

"You sure?" She asked.

"Of course, its no problem". He smiled and shrugged.

"Ok" she said.

 

She decided to accept the offer. Besides it was almost 11 o'clock and her mom didn't like to drive at night, even though she would most likely bring her husband along to pick her up.

 

"Mom, dont worry about coming, my friend will bring me home" Kendra said.

"Oh ok, be careful, I love you".

"I will, love you too".

Jason P.O.V

Friend?

End of P.O.V

 

Jason thought about the phrase "my friend" as he heard those words spoken from her mouth. He didn't like the sound of that but he knew that they weren't even that...at most maybe acquaintenances.He definitely wanted to be more than friends but he did not know if she wanted that. Was she even attracted to white boys? His thoughts were interrupted as she walked toward the car. He unlocked the door for her.

She got inside.

 

"Thank you, I really appreciate it" she said smiling.

 

Jason admired her dimples as she smiled.

 

"No problem" He smiled back.

 

Kendra P.O.V

Dang he has a pretty smile

End of P.O.V

 

She heard "13th Floor" by Outkast playing in the background.

 

Kendra P.O.V

He listens to Outkast?? Interesting. He has good taste in music.

End of P.O.V

 

"Nice car"

 

"Thank you, my uncle gave it to me. I love old school cars".

 

"Really? This is really, really nice. Oh, let me put on the GPS".

 

She put on the GPS to direct him to her house which was about 15 minutes away.

 

"Thanks I try to keep it up". So what were you up to tonight? ".

 

"Oh, I just met a friend to see a movie".

 

She lied again.

 

At least she was quick with it.

 

She didn't have a chance to think of what she would tell him if he asked.

 

Jason wanted to ask who she went with but he knew it wasn't his business. She was hoping he didn't ask.

 

"What did you see?"

"Megan".

"Oh thats the one with the creepy robot doll" he laughed.

"Yea it was pretty good. It wasnt too scary".

" You don't like scary movies?" He asked.

"Actually I do, not as much I used to. I used to watch Halloween, Friday the 13th...movies like that, all the time with my cousins."

" Friday the 13th? Thats the one with Michael Myers right?" He asked.

"No.....its Jason.

She looked at him smiling, holding back a laugh.

"Oh..I guess I should have known that."

They both laughed.

"Thanks Mom" he said.

She laughed.

"That was a bad joke..sorry" he laughed.

" No it was funny." She giggled."What kind of movies do you like?"

"Action, comedy, I like some horror movies but most of 'em are corny".

"Yea, they're nothing like the ones back in the day" Kendra agreed. "I see you like Outkast".

"Oh, this is the just the radio playin, but yea, I love their music, they drop alot of truth in their music. I like them, Kendrick Lamar, J.Cole, Tupac, I like how real they are." He said

"I like them too, especially Tupac, there will never be another one like him"

"Thats for sure".

Silence fell between them. The silence was a little akward, with a bit of tension, like there was something that needed to be said but neither of them would say it.

"So what were you up to tonight" Kendra asked in an effort to break the silence that was making her uncomfortable. She genuinely wanted to know what he had been doing tonight.

"I went to the arcade with some of my friends , we got bored and decided to just go home."

"Oh, I've never gone to that arcade, I may check it out one day".

"Yea Its ok, maybe we.....you know Reese, David and your friends ..we can hang out there one weekend"

"Yea that would be fun" Kendra replied.

Jason corrected himself as soon as the word "we" slipped out his mouth. Hopefully she didn't notice it.

 

Jason P.O.V

That was close... get your mind right man. She may not even like you like that.

End of P.O.V

 

Silence fell between them again as a song played in the background by Alicia Keys.

 

๐ŸŽถMoment of honesty

Someone's gotta take the lead tonight

Whose it gonna be?

I'm gonna sit right here

And tell you all that comes to me

If you have something to say

You should say it right now๐ŸŽถ

 

Kendra felt a nervousness come over her. She looked at Jason from the corner of her eye. His eyes were on the road. She watched as his chiseled jaw flexed, causing a shock-like sensation in her body. She told herself to snap out of it and relax. 'This boy is not worried about you' she told herself. She focused her gaze back on the road. Jason looked at her from the corner of his eye, admiring her naturally long lashes that framed her doe eyes. He quickly scanned her side-profile trying to avoid being caught by her and also trying to watch the road at the same time. He gazed over her face partially hidden by her jet black curls and coils, her slender neck, down to her collar bones, to the top of her blouse. He stopped himself and looked back at the road.

 

๐ŸŽถYou give me a feeling that I never felt before And I deserve it, I think I deserve it. It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore. And I can't take it๐ŸŽถ

 

Jason realized he had been holding his breath. He let out a silent breath and shifted slightly in his seat, gripping the steering wheel.

 

๐ŸŽถI was wondering maybe

Could I make you my baby

If we do the unthinkable

Would it make us look crazy

If you ask me I'm ready

๐ŸŽถ

 

Kendra couldn't take the silence, the tension in the air, the words of the song, the way his hands looked so strong as they held the steering wheel and how the muscles in his forearms flexed when he gripped it. She spoke.

 

"Thanks again for the ride, my mom doesn't really like driving at night".

 

"I'm glad I can help" he nodded. "How's the truck doing"

 

"Oh, its good, usually they don't have any issues with it. Thanks for helping out with that too." She chuckled.

 

"Any time" he smiled.

 

"In 100ft your destination will be on the right" the GPS stated.

 

๐ŸŽถI was wondering maybe

Could I make you my baby

If we do the unthinkable๐ŸŽถ

 

"Thats my house right there."

"Nice house"

"Thank you" she said smiling

 

๐ŸŽถwould it make us look crazy

Or would it be so beautiful?

Either way, I'm sayin'๐ŸŽถ

 

"You have arrived" the GPS said.

 

She started searching in her purse for something.

 

"Here's something for gas" she said pulling out a $20 bill.

 

"Wh-, no you dont have to pay me anything. I offered to take you home."

 

"But I took you out of the way" she protested.

 

"No you didn't, I don't live too far from here. Even if I did, I wouldn't expect anything from you."

 

Jason P.O.V

You're the reward

End of P.O.V

 

"Ok" she let out a breath realizing she had been holding it. "Thank you again.. I'm sorry I keep saying thank you" she giggled. "I must be sleepy or something" she smiled.

 

He chuckled "You're good. No problem. Any time"

 

"Have a good night and drive safe" she smiled.

 

"Good night" he smiled back.

 

She got out the car closing the door. She walked to her front door as Jason watched the sway of her hips.

 

Jason waited to make sure she got inside safely.

 

She opened the front door, and as she turned to close it, their eyes connected.

 

๐ŸŽถ if you ask me I'm ready

If you ask me I'm ready๐ŸŽถ

 

She smiled. He smiled back. She closed the door. He drove away.

 

 

Kendra locked the door. Her thoughts were still on Jason, not realizing her mom walked into the living room with her stepdad following behind her.

"Hey, are you ok?" Her mother asked.

"Yea I'm ok" Kendra sighed.

"Whats wrong with this guy who took you out, what happened?" Her stepdad asked with concern and anger written on his face.

"He got upset that I wouldn't kiss him so he told me to get out his car".

Her stepdad scoffed. "What a jackass. Did he touch you?"

"No" she said quickly shaking her head.

Her mother let out a breath.

"Thank God. I'm so sorry it turned out like this. " she said.

"Who brought you home?" Her stepdad asked.

"A friend of mine from school."

"They came out there to get you?" Her mom asked.

"No, they were already there and we just ran into eachother"

"Im glad she was there. I was on my way, you know that right?" Her mom said raising an eyebrow.

"Yes I know. I know you don't like to drive at night so when they offered the ride I said yes."

" I dont care about driving at night when it comes to you" her mom reassured her.

"I know." She half-smiled.

" Im tired, Im gonna go to bed". Kendra said.

"Ok"

"Ok have a good night, Love you" her stepdad said hugging her.

 

Kendra went to her room and put her hair in a high ponytail and put on a bonnet. She washed the light makeup off her face, brushed her teeth, and took a shower.

While showering her mind replayed the events of the night, what Eric did, but also her time with Jason, which calmed her and made her feel safe. It was strange because she was anything but calm when she was in the car with Jason. And Alicia Keys didn't help. But looking back she did feel a sense of safety. She felt that he was genuine, easy to talk to, but after the fiasco with Eric, she was not letting her guard down. Her mind was playing tug of war, one side pulling for her to run away from guys and push away all thoughts of Jason, while the other side was pulling for her to relax and be open to what could happen if she let this crush she had consume her. Both choices were scary but she had to choose at some point if she wanted this tension to dissipate.

Kendra finally got out the shower, put on her pajamas and laid in bed. There was a knock at her door.

"Come in" she said as the door opened.

"Hey" her mom sighed.

"Hey" she said.

"You wanna talk about what happened"

"Not really"

"There's more to the story isn't it?"

Kendra sighed. She sat up in bed and her Mom sat next to her.

"After I blocked his kiss, he asked me if I was a virgin because I was acting like I couldn't be touched. I said yea and he asked how long that was gonna last and I said until Im married."

Kendra paused, and let out a breath.

She spoke, her voice shaking.

"Then he laughed in my face and said no man will ever wait that long for me." Her mother watched as a tear rolled down her daughter's cheek.

Kendra's mother embraced her as she silently cried into her shoulder.

" That is not true Kendra." She said rubbing her back. "There are men out there that will wait. It may take some time to find him but there is a man out there that will wait for you. Someone who knows you are worth so much more than just having sex with. You're still young and you have your whole life ahead of you and one day you will find that man or he will find you." Her mother said hugging her tighter.

"Thank you Mom, I hope thats true. It just seems impossible."

"Nothing is impossible if you just believe. And dont you ever feel pressured to sleep with anybody to make them stay. If they can't love you for who you are, then they don't deserve you."

Kendra nodded and sniffled as her tears subsided.

"I love you." Her mom said.

"I love you too"

"Mr. Paul wants to take you to lunch tomorrow. You know he doesnt do too well with the emotional part." Her mom chuckled speaking of her husband.

Kendra smiled.

"Ok thats fine".

 

Kendra appreciated that her stepdad was trying to comfort her in his own way. He was not the emotional type. He gave hugs and kisses on the cheek, and said "I love you" but he didn't dwell too much on emotions. He was a tough love type of parent. Kendra's mom was the more sensitive of the two.

 

Kendra's father was not around throughout her childhood. He struggled with addiction and was back and forth to jail before she was born and throughout her childhood. Her mother was not aware of his addiction until later in their relationship. At that point she was head over heels in love and thought that giving him a child would wake him up..change him. But it did not despite him claiming that if only he had a child his life would be complete. He left Miriam a single mother a second time around after Miriam had divorced Kendra's older siblings' father nine years prior.

 

If Kendra was honest, her relationship with her dad or lack thereof, left her questioning her worth, left her on high alert about what man would leave her next. So when Eric did what he did, it was shocking but she told herself 'I told you so, they will always leave'.

 

After her mother comforted her and left the room, Kendra laid down and closed her eyes, still thinking, but trying hard to replace the negative thoughts with the positive things her Mom told her. She thought of Jason and wondered what he was doing. But she stopped her thoughts there. She did not want to keep thinking about him and imagining what could develop between them, besides he may not even like her like that, she told herself. She finally fell asleep.

 

About 15 minutes after dropping Kendra home, Jason pulled up to his house. He went inside and saw that his stepdad and mom were up watching TV in the living room.

"Where have you been" his mom asked curiously. She didnt seem upset. His curfew was midnight. It was about 11:30 pm.

"At the arcade and then I dropped a friend home". He said.

'There goes that word again' he thought. He did not like referring to Kendra as a friend. It would do....for now.

"Oh ok, you hungry?" She asked.

" Yea. What did you make?"

"Lasagna".

He nodded. "Ok, I'll eat in a little bit. Im gonna go take a shower".

Jason stepped into the hot shower, enjoying the feeling of the water hitting his back. As he showered, his thoughts drifted to Kendra. He thought about the conversation they had, and how it flowed smoothly besides the akward silence that fell between them coupled with the thick tension. It was not really sexual tension. It was more so the tension you feel when something needs to be said but nobody says a word. Like an elephant in the room kind of tension. Alicia Keys definitely did the talking tonight. Overall, Jason felt that Kendra was easy to talk to. She liked the same music as he did, some of the same movies, and plus she laughed at the corny joke he told. He smiled to himself. She seemed sweet and down-to-earth. He still couldn't help but wonder why she was sitting on the bench by herself tonight? Was she hanging out with Elisha and Larissa? Surely they would have dropped her home. Or...was she on a date? With that guy he saw her in the halls with? Who was this guy? He looked pretty confident but also full of himself. Or was Jason just trying to find something negative about him?

Jason wanted to ask her what happened but didn't want to pry or mess up a potentially good conversation. When she said she went to the movie with a friend, he decided to leave it at that.

He wished he could take her out to a movie. He could. He knew the only person that was stopping him was himself. But was she into white boys? And even if she was, that didn't mean she would be into him.

Jason titled his head back and let out a deep breath as the water ran through his hair.

He was mentally exhausted from all the thoughts running in his head. His stomach growled begging for some fuel after being on a mental rollercoaster for the past hour.

He got out the shower, dried off, got dressed and went downstairs to eat lasagna, one of his mom's favorite dishes. He sat at the table eating with images from the night passing through his thoughts.

"Whats on your mind" his Mom asked as she walked into the dining room.

Jason looked up, caught off guard by her entrance.

"..Oh um..nothing. Im just tired".

"And hungry." She said chuckling.

He smiled. "Yea that too". He finished the last of the lasagna throwing away the paper plate.

"Thanks Mom, good night" he said headed toward his room.

"Good night" his mom said standing there, trying to analyze his behavior.

"Hmm" she said to herself.

She knew her son. He normally sat at the table during dinner time, talking and laughing with her, but for the past week, he appeared more mentally preoccupied. Lost in his thoughts. She did not know what was going on or if there was nothing at all going on. She decided to keep a close eye on him.

Jason laid in bed watching Street Outlaws, one of his favorite shows.

His thoughts drifted off to his encounter with Kendra. Images of her smile, her dimples, and her face flooded his thoughts.

 

Jason P.O.V

You need to pull it together man. She's just a girl. A beautiful girl. That's besides the point. You cant keep daydreaming man. You have too much on your plate. School, football, work, focus on those things. Focus on your future. You dont even know if she likes you. Plus its senior year, you may not ever see her again after school is over. But I want to see her again. I want to make her mine. They say you will never know unless you try. I cant close this chapter of my life without saying I at least tried.

End of P.O.V

 

Exhausted by his thoughts, Jason finally drifted off to sleep.

 

 

Earlier that same Saturday, 6 pm

Reese planned a date for him and Elisha. He knocked on her front door and she stepped outside to embrace him.

 

They walked to the car. He opened the driver's door and presented her with a bouquet of flowers.

 

She kissed him as he handed her the flowers.

 

"Thanks baby"

"You're welcome" he said opening the door for her.

"Where are we going"

"Its a surpise" he said.

 

They drove toward the chosen destination while "Cupid" by 112 played in the background.

 

They talked a little but mostly glanced at each other and he held her hand with his free hand.

 

After about 20 minutes they made it to their destination. The Hollywood Beach.

 

She loved the beach. It was her happy place and how she unwound from stress besides dancing.

 

Elisha looked at Reese and smiled. Reese leaned over and kissed her.

 

"I told you I would make it up to you" he whisphered against her lips.

"And you did" she said smiling against his lips before pecking them.

 

They walked to the beach and found a pizza joint.

 

Elisha thought they would eat inside but instead Reese said "Lets go" grabbing her hand and leading her out the crowded place.

 

He walked her to a spot on the beach and laid out a blanket.

 

As they ate they stared at the water as the sky grew darker. She rested her head on his shoulder.

 

"This is so romantic. I knew you had it in you".

"Nah, you always understimating me, like I've never showed you this side of me before" Reese joked, but Elisha knew there was a seriousness behind what he said.

"Im sorry babe" she said turning her body to his, running her hand down his cheek and kissing him.

"You need to stop that, for real. I've been down for you since 10th grade and I've always kept it one hundred with you and treated you like the queen you are. Have I not?" He asked.

"Yes" she tilted her head slightly. "You have. I just.. I just worry that you're gonna switch up on me. Or get tired of what we have." She admitted looking down at the sand.

 

He gently lifted her chin so she was looking directly into his eyes.

 

"Stop that. I wont ever get tired of you. I love you girl."

She blushed. "I know..but your brother, you look up to him, he's always giving you advice, and lets be honest, he aint loyal to none of these females."

" Well thats cause he hasn't found what I found yet. But when he does, he will chill out. I dont go to him for advice on everything. I just want you to stop being so insecure about me, about us. I aint going nowhere... Do you trust me?" He asked looking into her eyes, his voice lower and deeper than usual.

She nodded. "Yes" she whispered.

"So if I wanted to lay you down and make love to you right now, would you let me?" He asked staring into her eyes.

 

Those words caught her by surpise and she shifted slightly, squeezing her thighs together. Reese looked down at her thighs and back into her eyes maintaining a serious expression on his face. He was studying her at this point, every inch of her.

 

"Right here, right now?" She asked nervously.

He nodded.

"We can go to a more private area on the beach, or..we can go in the water".

 

She blushed again turning her face away from him. If it weren't for her chocolate skin, her cheeks would be glowing red at this point.

 

"I dont have a bathing suit"

"You won't need one" he said looking her up and down.

"I dont know, its people out here still".

"Its dark, They aint gonna see our black ass out there"

Elisha busted out laughing. "You are... soooo stupid!"

He laughed.

"Or we can just go to a hotel" he suggested.

"Ok" she answered coyly.

" Lets go"

 

They packed up their stuff and walked to the parking lot. They got in the car and headed to their destination....

Reese had called his older brother Brian who was 19 and got him to book the hotel room for them. Reese paid for the hotel on his own over the phone. This was the one time Brian actually did something right, Elisha thought. She liked him just for now, knowing this would wear off and she would go back to being annoyed by him and his ways.

 

"Thanks brother-in-law" she joked while Brian was on the phone with Reese.

"What yall about to do" He asked knowing good and well what they had planned.

"We're having a gathering with friends" Reese said.

Brian laughed. "Yea ok" he said. "Im not ready for any neices or nephews, so wrap it up". He said.

"What ever do you mean?" Reese joked.

"We're just hanging with friends and playing games". Elisha joked.

"Nah, you playin' games right now. Like I said, I dont want any neices or nephews any time soon."

"I hear ya man, thanks though". Reese said.

"No problem" Brian replied.

They hung up.

 

It was not a 5 star hotel but it would do. It was clean and modern enough for their taste.

The bathroom was also in decent condition.

Elisha walked into the room enjoying the feel of the cool air on her skin, giving her relief from the humid summer nights in Hollywood.

"Its nice" she said.

"Yea".

"Thank you for all of this baby. Its been so romantic"

"You aint seen nothing yet" he said lowly, looking her up and down.

He walked up to her and grabbed her by the waist, kissing her slowly. Elisha moaned as his tongue slipped into her mouth. She lightly bit his bottom lip causing him to squeeze her left cheek.

They continued to kiss as Reese backed her toward the bed. She laid back as he followed her, his body hovering over hers. His strong hands roamed her body before they found her panties and slid them off. She settled back on the bed then Reese dipped his head under her dress. When his lips met hers, she moaned out and ran her hands up and down the back of his head. Her moans became louder and more frequent as he took her pearl into his mouth and suckled it.

"Oh my goodness, baby...please Reese" she moaned out.

"Please what?" He whisphered huskily.

"I need you" she begged.

He rose from between her legs licking his lips. He helped her out of her dress tossing it to the side. As she removed her bra his lips settled on her breasts kissing them slowly before giving each one their own attention, causing her to moan and arch her back.

He stood up to remove his clothes and shoes. He removed his boxers and the sight of his manhood caused her to ache for him even more. She watched as he put on the condom while stealing glances at her. He climbed back onto the bed, sliding over her body and gripping her plump cheek and squeezing it. He reached between them as he teasingly dragged his tip along her slit.

"Is this what you need?" He whispered against her neck.

"Yes" she admitted. "I need it so bad baby". She pleaded.

He smiled. He placed himself at her entrance and slowly buried himself inside her. She moaned out as she was filled by him.

"Damn... so tight baby" he groaned.

He buried his face in the crook of her neck and thrusted into her. Her hips began to meet his thrusts and they settled on a rhythm together.

"Oh my gosh Reese", she whined.

"You feel so good" he whispered against her skin. His pace increased and he felt himself getting harder and losing control, so he stilled himself for a moment, and went slower.

"I love you so much" he admitted.

"I love you too" she cried out. Soon she felt passion overtake her body and her legs began to shake as she cried out. Reese continued to make love to her until he was overtaken by passion causing his thrusts to come quicker and wilder.

"Im gonna cum..oh shit.." he groaned out as the pleasure overtook him, his body shivering over hers.

They laid there in the aftermath of their orgasms trying to catch their breath.

Elisha caressed his damp back.

He was still lying on top of her when he removed himself from inside her. He kissed her lips before standing to throw away the condom.

Elisha lied on the bed smiling, in a state of a bliss. She wanted to stay with him all night and sleep in his arms, but their parents were not having that. They would ground them for life if they knew what they were up to. Elisha could not wait until she turned 18 and went off to college. She craved the freedom. She could see Reese whenever she wanted and be with him as much as she wanted. There would be no curfews to put an end to the high she experienced from being in his arms. She was deeply in love with Reese and he was deeply in love with her, though his hard persona seemed to mask that at times. He was a football player, a black boy in America, which did not afford him the option of wearing his heart on his sleeve. Elisha knew Reese was right, she needed to stop doubting him and projecting his brother's behavior onto him. Moments like this reminded her that even if he didn't wear his heart on his sleeve, it was ok because his heart was fully hers.

 

 

Monday, Second week of School

It was 6:00 am and Elisha woke up to the the sound of her annoying alarm clock blaring in her eardrums. She slowly opened her eyes and yawned before pulling herself out of bed. The only good thing about Mondays was seeing Reese. That gave her the motivation to get up.

After getting dressed and eating a light breakfast she waited for her mother to come downstairs. Elisha's mother was from South Africa and her father also had greatgrandparents from there but he was born in the U.S. The rule for their household was that a parent should never wait on a child, so Elisha made sure to be ready before her mother on school days. Her mother taught middle school science and started work at 8:30am at Rockford Middle. Her father was already out the house heading to work as a Chemistry professor at Broward College, a community college nearby. He was punctual and often got annoyed with Elisha and her mother for taking too long to get ready. Elisha had an older brother, Noah who was 21. He was attending college in California, at UC Berkeley, with dreams of being a pharmacist. Elisha and Noah were day and night. He was all about his books, did not take dating too serious, figuring the time would come for that in the future. He wanted to be successful and financially stable and make his parents proud. Their parents Amahle and Peter, did not have to worry too much about Noah. He was studious and responsible. Elisha on the other hand, was intelligent and creative, but madly in love with Reese, her first love. For her, the most important things in life were not career success and financial stability. Sure, they were things she wanted.. who wouldn't want them? But her heart's desire was to find true love, get married and have a family. Her parents saw this in her as early as eighth grade shortly after her heart was broken by a boy. They felt it was just puppy love though they comforted her through it, but it paled in comparison to how she felt about Reese.

They began dating in tenth grade. When she introduced Reese to them, her father nor her mother were impressed. They saw Reese as a cocky black boy from the hood. Her mother complained that he was just a smooth talker that would tell Elisha everything she wanted to hear to get her in bed and would leave her. Yes, Reese had a way with words. He possessed the ability to sweet talk any girl out of their clothes, but he had never used that ability. So when Elisha and Reese did have sex for the first time, and he was still around 2 years later, Elisha's parents perception of him started to change. They put two and two together, they were not stupid, they knew she had slept with him. They did have mini-melt downs but they got over it. They could see he was serious about their daughter and had strong feelings for her. Soon enough they realized he truly loved her. They allowed him to come over to their house, preferring it that way so the couple could be supervised. Eventually they let them have more privacy.

Fifteen minutes later, Amahle came down the stairs greeting her daughter, grabbing her protein shake from the fridge, and headed out the door with Elisha following behind her.

Elisha made it to school and walked into the senior hall to her locker to get her English Literature book for Ms.Brockmire's class. So far, Ms.Brockmire and her hadn't clashed and she was actually enjoying her class.
Ms.Brockmire stood up at the front of the class and greeted each student as they walked in, just like it was the first day of school all over again.

Elisha walked into the cold classroom and took a seat in the back.
As the students gathered into the class and took their seats chatting about their weekends, Ms.Brockmire tapped the bell on her desk to get their attention just before the late bell rang.

"Open your books to page two hundred and thirty. We will be reading Hamlet by William Shakespeare."

Elisha could hear some of her classmates sigh and groan. She snickered to herself.

Ms.Brockmire called on students alphabetically by last name to read.
Ten minutes into them reading Hamlet, Elisha's phone lit up on her desk. She turned it over to see a text message from Reese. She read it.

 

She blushed as memories from their date came to her mind.

"We're going to skip ahead and go to letter D. Ms.Douglas please read" Ms.Brockmire said blinking her eyes quickly, annoyed that Elisha was too busy reading something on her phone.
Elisha looked up at Ms.Brockmire who was waiting for her to start. Elisha had no clue where they were in the story. A girl sitting beside her, pointed to the sentence.

Elisha quickly darted her eyes to the girl's finger then back to her book and began to read.
"Ok thank you." Ms.Brockmire nodded for her to stop reading.
She then spoke to address the whole class but Elisha knew she was speaking directly to her.
" Please pay attention, you never know when I will call on you."
"And cell phones away." She raised her voice slightly while glaring at Elisha.
Elisha removed her phone from her desk.
Elisha mouthed "Thank you" to the girl next to her, who smiled back at her.

~~~~~ ~~~~~

Larissa and David did not get a chance to hang out over the weekend like they planned to do. His mom decided to work an extra shift on Saturday at the hotel and he had to be home to watch his younger siblings. On Sunday he went to church with his mom. Larissa spent the weekend with her parents. They went out to South Beach on Saturday and did some shopping and ate dinner. They also went to church on Sunday. Larissa thought of how much a hypocrite her mother could be. There she was at church trying to organize a fundraiser event to help homeless and low-income families, but yet she would speak poorly about David and his background, claiming he had nothing to offer Larissa.

Flashback

Tonight was the night Larissa was going to introduce David to her parents. She had already gave her parents a heads up that he was not black but he was a minority. They were all for black love and for seeing black people win, own businesses, and climb up the economic ladder to success. She thought that him at least being a minority was the next best thing for them.

David's cousin dropped him off to Larissa's house. He was in awe of how large and beautiful the house was. He walked up the steps and knocked on the door. Evelyn answered it.
"Hello Mrs. Moore, I'm David, nice to meet you" he smiled extending his hand for her to shake.
"Oh" Evelyn looked him up and down and feigned a smiled grazing her fingers across her pearl necklace, studying him.
"Nice to meet you" she said shaking his hand. After the handshake, she hesitated for a second and David kept a smile on his face feeling the awkward tension between them.
"Come on in" she finally said opening the door for him to enter.
Larissa's dad Andrew came downstairs with a smile.
"Andrew this is David, Larissa's friend" she introduced him.
"Boyfriend" David nervously smiled correcting her.
"Right.. boyfriend" Evelyn repeated before she turned on her heels and walked away to find Larissa.
"Nice to meet you" Andrew gave David a warm smile and a strong hand shake.
"Nice to meet you too Mr.Moore" David smiled, feeling some relief.

"Call me Andrew"

"Larissa!"Evelyn called out.

Larissa descended the stairs as David watched her. His eyes were fixed on her, his lips slightly parted as he was in awe of how beautiful she looked. She wore a long fitted black dress that complimented her figure and showcased her curves.
He had never seen her dress this way. She usually wore trendy clothes and was really into Nikes, and had them in every color combo you could imagine.

"Larissa dear, David is here" Evelyn said as she also took in how beautiful her daughter looked.

Larissa hugged David and they smiled at each other. It was obvious to her parents that they were in love.

Danielle came downstairs to meet David. She was nice and David thought she was beautiful just like her younger sister.

They sat at the long dining table and passed around the dishes Evelyn prepared.

"So David, what do your parents do?" Evelyn asked spooning a small amount of mashed potatoes onto her plate.

"Um, my mom she's a manager and housekeeper on the side".

"Where is she a manager at?" She asked.

Larissa silently sighed and rolled her eyes.

" McDonalds" David said.

"Oh..I see she's a hardworking woman." Evelyn said raising her eyebrows.

"Those customers are not easy to deal with" Andrew chuckled.

"Yea they're definitely not" David smiled.

" And what about your dad, what does he do?" Evelyn asked before placing a piece of broccoli in her mouth.

David felt his heart rate pick up.
He made eye contact with Larissa who was looking at him, with an apologetic expression. David quickly shifted his gaze back to Evelyn.

"Mo--" Larissa began to speak attempting to change the subject.

"He's in the service..the military". David spoke up.Larissa looked at him and he quickly looked at her before glancing back at Evelyn.

"Oh, thats wonderful, please thank him for me".

"I will" David smiled and nodded.

Evelyn continued to ask him questions about his future career goals and his interests.

Dinner came to an end.Andrew shook David's hand again and offered to drive him home. David thanked him but declined. They told him good night.
Larissa apologized for her mom's interrogation session at the table.

"Im sorry about my mom" she sighed rubbing his arm.
"Its ok, you warned me about her" he chuckled.
"That was a good comeback, your dad being in the military" she smiled.
"Yea..it sucks I have to lie about it" He looked down then back into her eyes. "I like your pops, he's pretty cool".
"Yea, he is. You have to be to deal with my mom." They laughed. Larissa waited with David until his cousin came to pick him up.

End of Flashback

Larissa sat in her first period class, Early Childhood Education, with David seated next to her. They talked about their weekends before the bell sounded and Ms. Adams began to speak. Ms.Adams was a very straightforward, blunt teacher. Her skirt was a little too small for her and she wore alot of jewelry. The guys definitely labeled her teacher bae. She was attractive and seemed pretty chill as long as you didn't disrespect her.

"So usually I save this to the end of the year but being that yall are seniors, and some of yall think you're grown, Im gonna pull out the babies now."

The class cheered.

"Babies?" David said confused.
"Yay! thats the only reason Im taking this class" a girl seated in front of Larissa said, not loud enough for Ms.Adams to hear.
"Javon come pick up this box for me please. Put it over there please"

Javon got up and lifted the box and placed it on a table. Ms.Adams and Javon began opening the box and pulling out the life-like dolls designed to cry when they were hungry, sleepy, needed attention or their diaper changed, or for no reason at all.

Larissa frowned "those are some ugly babies". David laughed. "They have some big ass heads". He added.
Ms.Adams called the students one by one to get their dolls.

David was called up and Larissa laughed as he was handed his doll. All the girls would laugh at the look on the guys' faces when they were handed their doll.

"Can I just share a doll with my girlfriend, she's in this class. She's right there." He begged Ms.Adams.

"Oh thats your girlfriend? Cute couple" she smiled. "And No.." she said, the smile quickly disappearing.

David sighed "Dang"

David returned to his seat holding the doll.

"Remind me again why I chose this class".

"For me" Larissa teased him.

"Its an easy A" she added.

"I didnt know I would be walking around school with a doll. This is not a good look." He shook his head.

Larissa hadnt thought about that part. He was a football player after all, and he would definitely look silly walking around with a doll, wearing his football jersey on game days. He would look silly carrying this doll around, period.

"Dont worry, it won't be so bad. Look at it as a chance to challenge male gender norms" Larissa smirked.

"You funny, so why dont you stop shaving your legs, and challenge female whatever you just said."

"Umm..I'll pass" she laughed.

"Thats what I thought". He smirked.

Ms. Adams spoke after everyone was given their doll.

"So this beautiful child will be yours until the beginning of October. They will eat with you, sleep with you, go wherever you go. They will cry when they need something and its your job as their parent to figure out what that is. If they are hungry and you give them their bottle, they are designed to automatically stop crying. If they need attention and you hold them just the right way they will stop crying."

A student raised his hand.

"What is the purpose of this? We all know babies have needs" he asked.

"Im glad you asked" Ms.Adams smiled.

"The purpose is to teach you all that sex has consequences, one of them being a baby. Teen pregnancy is still on the rise in this country. Teens sometimes dont think about the repercussions of unprotected sex which leads to higher abortion rates, mental health issues, more high school dropouts and single mother homes. The saying goes "momma's baby, daddy's maybe".

"What the fuck" David chuckled.

Some students started to laugh at Ms.Adam's last comment.

"We hope that this experiment will give you some insight into the stress that can come with having a child, especially when you're still one yourself". She said raising her eyebrows before she turned and walked back to her desk.

"Oh and all your teachers have been made aware of the experiment and they expect to have crying babies in their class. And they will let me know if you are neglecting your child."

The bell rang and class was over.

ใ€Š Jason ใ€‹

Homeroom

As soon as the bell rang I got up and walked out the class. I was falling asleep the whole time. I hated English. We were reading Hamlet by Shakespeare. The only good thing was that my teacher wasnt Ms.Brockmire. I heard she was really strict and expected her class to be the most important thing in your life. I wasnt having that. I have too much on my plate already. I had Mr.Cullen. He wasn't too bad. I know he saw me falling asleep and I appreciate him for not calling me out on it.

As I'm walking down the hall, I see one of my friends Tyler and I say hey to him, and dap him up.As I turn the corner, I see a pair of thick caramel thighs standing by a locker. My eyes travel up to her butt then to her jet black hair that she is wearing in a ponytail today. She turns around and we make eye contact. I smile, and she smiles back and we say "Hi" to eachother before she walks in the opposite direction.Damn I can't wait to see her at lunch today. Speaking of food, she is looking good enough to eat. She is looking really sexy in that outfit. I had to look away.

I know I need to make a move and fast. I dont know how serious she is about that other guy, but I dont care anymore. Im not going to let anything hold me back anymore. I'm getting tired of racking my brain about the what ifs. What if she really likes this other guy? What if she's not into white boys? What if she doesn't like me? Im not the best looking guy in the world, but I don't think Im ugly. I have some kind of chance, right?

I have to commit to doing something. Or my mind will keep dwelling on this, keeping me up at night. Thats the reason I was falling asleep in class. I didn't sleep good at all last night. I have to get my mind right. I have to get refocused. I have too many obligations, football, school, work, and I still have to apply to colleges, scholarships, and the SAT.

So at this moment, I decided that I'm gonna make a move soon and if she has a man, his days are numbered.

I walk to my next class... Chemistry. Great.

After an hour of Mrs.Sheldon rambling about the periodic table, the bell rang. I went to third period which I have with Reese. He is in his usual cheerful mood, cracking jokes as usual. What is his secret cause he has just as many obligations as I have? Maybe having a girl to hold him down helps. Maybe soon, I will be able to experience that.

After class, Reese and I walk to our lockers to drop off our books. My stomach growls, I am so hungry, but more excited than anything because I get to see her again.
"So what did you do this weekend?" Reese asks me.

"I went to the arcade on Saturday with some friends. But Saturday morning I worked at the shop and I went to church on Sunday. What about you?"

Reese smirked. "I took my girl on a nice romantic date. You know she was mad at me for missing our date last weekend. So lets just say I definitely made it up to her." Reese said with a proud smile on his face.

" Ohhh ok" I smirk, knowing exactly what he means.

Yea, I left out the part about seeing Kendra and giving her a ride. That would just open the door to more questions if I said that. I haven't told anyone about my crush on her. I dont know why. Maybe I haven't told Reese, my best friend, cause I know Reese will try to play matchmaker. David would too. Or they will tell their girls and I know girls cant hold water. I don't want anything to ruin my chances. I want to take full credit for it, when I finally get her.

We walk to our usual spot outside the cafeteria after picking up some food.

Larissa and David are already sitting at the table with these life-like dolls with them. So they playing house now? This man is head over heels in love. I chuckle at the sight of them two with their kids sitting between them. I feel bad for David. I know he hates carrying around a doll. I laughed to myself.

"What in the world?" Reese questions them.

Larissa grinned. "Its for our early childhood education class". David shook his head.

"If I wouldve known, I would have never signed up for this class." David smirked.
Reese and I bust out laughing

"Aww she has your eyes David" I tease him pointing at the doll.

"Same head shape too" Reese adds.

David sticks up his middle finger to us and we bust out laughing again.

"You better not be a deadbeat or she'll put you on child support" Reese teases him making us all laugh even more.

"Period" Larissa says snapping her fingers.

"What is the point of this class anyway?" Reese asks.

"To show us the struggles of parenting, and prevent teen pregnancy" Larissa explains.

"Thats what condoms are for" Reese shrugged.

"They can break" Larissa said.

"True.." Reese admitted nodding his head.

I see Elisha and Kendra walk up to the table. They say Hi and start checking out the dolls commenting on how cute they are. Girls.

"I took that class last year, just so you know, the dolls are annoying" Kendra giggled.

"Great" David sighed. "It hasn't cried yet and I'm already annoyed".

We all laughed.

"It?, her name is Zuri" Larissa corrected David cutting her eyes at him.

" Oh my bad, Zuri...why? Why am I being subjected to this?"
David had us rolling. This doll stuff was hilarious.

I noticed my nervous system was not freaking out as much as it used to when she came around. I guess since I finally decided that Im going to do something about my crush on her, it calmed down.

The girls sat together as Reese, David, and I talked. Im not gonna lie I was listening with one ear to our conversation and using the other ear to eavesdrop on theirs. I was hoping to get some more details about what Kendra did, or should I say what she really did, this weekend.

"So how was your date with Eric" I hear Elisha ask Kendra. I feel a sting in my chest. Im jealous, I'll admit it. I know I dont have the right to be, but I am. I try to pretend like I'm not listening to them and stay focused on what David is saying even though Im not interested at the moment.

When was this date with Eric? Was it Saturday night when I found her sitting on the bench? Was that the friend, she told me she went to the movies with?
If it was..if he was the one who took her on a date and didn't have the decency to take her back home..yeah..I was definitely gonna take her from him. Game on.

"I'll tell you after school" Kendra said.

I notice there is no enthusiasm in her voice. Usually girls are all giddy when they talk about a date with a guy they like. She sounded pretty flat and nonchalant about this date.

If my interpretation is right, that's good news for me. Im glad he bored her. Any date I take her on will be unforgettable. She will never be bored with me. I can promise that.

As the bell rang for 4th period David asks "Any of yall wanna babysit".
Crickets.

"Reese...Jason...Kendra...Elisha.." David calls our names as we all walk away from him with smirks on our faces.

"That's messed up." David smiled holding the doll by the waist.

School was over and it was time for football practice. I walked to the locker room and changed into my uniform. Coach had us do a warm up and run laps. Then we started working on drills. Then we started running plays. Our game was coming up this Friday and Coach was going in on us. We were playing against Roosevelt High. Chase who was a running back, kept butting in when one of our quarterbacks Travis was going over the plays with us again. He was basically trying to be his echo but we already heard Coach and Travis. Chase only needed to shut up and listen. Reese cut his eyes at Chase which told Chase all he needed to know. Shut up, you're not in charge.

When the play was called I ran my route as fast as I could and turned to get ready to catch the ball after Travis threw it. I saw Lance running toward me but I was able to dodge him and score a touch down.

"Good job McKavner!" Coach Reynolds called out.

Reese gave me a hard pat on the shoulder. I was getting my focus back. I was determined to tackle one obstacle after another---this game on Friday, making Kendra mine, and filling out at least one college and scholarship application.
I got this.

ใ€Š Kendra ใ€‹

I walked to the dance studio and into the locker room and changed into my dance clothes. Friday was the big day. The football team was playing against Roosevelt High at their school.

The dance coach walked into the studio and turned on the music track we would be dancing to. It will be cool to see how it all comes together on Friday, when the band, the majorettes, and us, the Diamond Dancers, are all performing on the field together. This is my first time performing. I'm so nervous though, but I know I can do this. I'm not alone. I have my girls with me.

I feel like I'm over the shock of the Eric situation. I just don't like talking about it but I know Leesh and Rissa are gonna ask me about it when practice is over.

Dance practice ends after 2 hours and we head back to the locker room to change. I refuse to use their showers so I make sure to bring feminine wipes and deodorant with me every day and I jump in the shower as soon as I get home.

As we are packing up, Elisha asks "So how was your date with Eric?".

I let out a sigh.

"Horrible".

"What? What happened?" Larissa asks.

"Well first of all he didn't even get out the car and knock on the door. My mom told me to ask him to come inside so she could meet him, only cause she wanted to know who I was going out with"

"Right" Elisha said.

"He was nice to my mom and stepdad and he was alright during the movie but then when the movie was over, we were sitting in the car and he tried to kiss me but I moved away."

"Oh shit, you didn't wanna kiss him??" Larissa asked with a confused expression on her face.

"No. I'm not gonna kiss somebody I'm not really feeling like that. I mean he's cute but I was already feeling iffy about him". I explain.

"Ok" Larissa nodded.

"So anyway, I told him I wasn't ready to kiss him, and he was looking at me like I was crazy. Then he asked me if I was a virgin because Im acting like I cant be touched."

I made air quotes as I repeated what he said to me.

"Oh no he didnt" Elisha raised her eyebrows.

" So I said yea. He was like 'I knew it, it makes sense now'. Then he asked how long that was gonna last. I said until I'm married and he laughed in my face and told me to get out."

"What the fuck?!" Elisha blurted out.

" Oh my gosh girl I'm so sorry that happened. Fuck him. You deserve way better than his ass." Larissa attempted to cheer me up.

"Yes, you're a beautiful girl and you deserve a good guy that's gonna appreciate you for you." Elisha reached out to hug me. I hug her back and Larissa also hugged me.

"You guys are so lucky. You have boyfriends that love you and don't have to go through the unknowns with dating new people." I sighed.

"We're gonna help you find the right guy. Don't worry boo" Elisha playfully elbows me and smiles. I smile back.

" I honestly need some time to recover from this. I need a break." I said.

"I understand" Larissa said with a sympathetic expression on her face.

" So how did you get home?" Elisha asked.

"...Oh.. my mom came to get me" I responded feeling my heart beat quicken for a second.

No, I didn't mention Jason. Why, I don't know. Maybe they will suspect that I like him. Or maybe they will suggest that I date him, which I definitely want to do in a perfect world. See, when I like someone I keep it to myself for a long time. It's hard for me to admit it to other people, especially being that Jason hangs with the group. I know Larissa and Elisha. They would just make it awkward for me to be around him and make me more nervous than I already am. They would make it so obvious that there was a secret I had and try to push me to talk to him. They would probably tell David and Reese and then they would tell Jason. The thought alone scares me. I like Jason a lot. But I'm not the type to tell a guy I like them unless they tell me they like me. I guess it comes down to fear of rejection. Jason is a football player and he's so fine. In my opinion, he can have any girl he wants. He is also white. Where I'm from, I rarely see any white guys dating black girls. I more so see the black guys dating the white girls. It doesn't bother me that much. Sometimes it's annoying, especially when some black guys put black girls down. But like I said, Jason is white. I'm sure he is either already dating or has his eye on some white cheerleader.I don't think I'm his type.

After I finished explaining what happened, we walked to Larissa's car. She dropped Elisha and I off home.

When I got home, I started working on homework. Physics. Ugh I hate it. We have a test in 3 weeks and some of this sounds like another language to me. I need help big time. I'm gonna have to talk to Mr.Fowler because I'm worried about how I'm going to do. I don't think they have Physics tutoring either at school.

I eat dinner with my family and get ready for bed. Soon, I drift off to sleep.

~~Tuesday~~

I woke up around 6 am and got ready for school. My stepdad dropped me off to the bus stop by 6:20 am. My mom was my bus driver. I loved riding the school bus with her. Sometimes, I would wake up at 4 am just to leave the house when she did and then go back to sleep on the bus. I haven't told my mom about Jason either. I do eventually tell her about my crushes, but this one has been going on for 5 months since I laid eyes on him in March of my junior year. Why am I so scared to admit I like a white boy? Am I ashamed of it? My family is not racist at all. They would have no issue with it. They may tease me or give me a look at most, but that would be it. I guess I'm the problem. I'm my own biggest critic. But again what's the point of me wasting my mental energy about something, or should I say someone who may not even like me that way. Thoughts of the night he gave me a ride home come to my mind often. I never felt butterflies like I did that night. To be honest, I've never had a crush so deep on anyone, like I do on Jason.

I made it to school and started the day. I knew I needed to have a talk with Mr.Fowler during fifth period about getting extra help for physics. He taught too fast and I hated raising my hand in class. I was afraid that I would ask a stupid question.

It was time for third period,U.S.History. David is in my class. I say Hi to him as he walks in with his baby doll. He says Hi, with a smirk on his face because he knows I'm teasing him about his newfound fatherhood.

"Wanna babysit? " He asks as he walks to his seat.

"I charge 50 dollars an hour?" I tease him.

" Dang, just take me for all I have, huh?" We both laughed.

The class finally ends. I walk to my locker to put my book away. It was time for lunch. I meet my friends at our table. I walk up and see Larissa sitting on David's lap. Elisha is sitting on top of the table with Reese sitting between her legs and his arms resting on her thighs. Jason is sitting across from them at another table, laughing at something Reese is saying. Seeing Elisha and Larissa in these positions made it awkward for me to walk up to the group, with Jason being the only single guy there. Now I am the only single girl there. Is Jason single? Where was his girlfriend? Did he have one? Maybe she went to another school.

I sit down at the table where Jason is sitting and said Hi to him and listened to the conversation. I was nervous..as usual. I tried to feign a smile acting is if I was paying attention to the conversation but I was really focused on Jason's presence. I was worried that the others would notice I was nervous around Jason. Maybe I'm delusional, but I felt like they were all watching me. Ugh, I need to get a grip, I know.

The bell finally rang for fourth period and we all walked toward the cafeteria back door to walk through to the main hall. Jason opened the door for me to walk through. Just being near him does something to me. I don't know what I'm going to do.

ใ€Š Jason ใ€‹

~~Tuesday~~

Another day. I slept better last night. It's amazing what peace of mind will do for you. I woke up at 6:30 am, a man on a mission, fully committed to my goals. I was able to stay awake in Mr.Cullen's class. After attending class after class, English, AP Physics , and then Economics, the bell rang for lunch. I brought my own snacks with me today, a honey bun, a bag of Cheetos, and Gatorade. I know, not healthy at all especially for an athlete. Most of the time I do eat healthy. We sit and chat at the table. I can't help but feel super single when I see how Reese and David are sitting with their girlfriends. Reese is sitting between his girl's legs. David has Larissa on his lap, not worried one bit about their plastic kids. They have not started crying yet. They must be content. Lol.
I wonder where Kendra is. She should be coming any minute now. I see Elisha's eyes focus in another direction and then I see Kendra walking up. She sits at the table with me. I wonder if she feels the way I do, sitting with two happy couples in front of us. If only we could make it three. Maybe we can. Time will tell. I'm determined.
We all talk and eat until the bell rings for fourth period. We all get up to walk toward the cafeteria door. Reese and Elisha first then David and Larissa. I hold the door open for Kendra and she thanks me.

'You're welcome baby' I say in my head.

Reese and I head to fourth period but we stop at our lockers first to get our book.

"So whats up with you and Kendra?" Reese asks with a smirk on his face.

The question took me by surprise.

What did he mean? What had he seen? I thought I did a decent job at hiding my crush on her. I guess not. Was it really that obvious?

"Oh..um..n-nothing." I stammered.

"We just talk here and there when we.. um..hang out ..with all of us together"

Reese looked as if he was studying me.

"You feelin' her? Reese smirked.

I paused for a split second and then quickly responded.

"..We're just friends." I lied, saying the very word I hated when referring to our relationship.

We start walking to fourth period.

"Yall friends that quick? We only been in school a week." He chuckled.

I chuckled, reaching back to rub my neck.

"Well acquaintances is a better word... but I see us being friends, she's cool" I lied again.

"Hmhmm, you sure you just wanna be her friend ?" he narrowed his eyes.

"Yea", I said with emphasis, trying hard not to smile.

"I don't know, your cheeks turnin' red and shit"

Reese is stupid. I laugh, shaking my head and looking down.

"Reese you buggin' man"

"Nah, why you actin' like that?!" he smiled.

"Like what?!"

"All nervous and shit"

"Well I'm being interrogated so Im uncomfortable" I joked.

"Cap, you can't fool me, I see how you look at her. I've been tryin to get you with one of them cheeleaders for the longest and you don't look at them the way you look at Kendra."

'Dang I thought I was good at hiding it' I thought to myself.

I shook my head. "What are you talking about, how do I look at her?

"Like you never seen a girl before" Reese laughed.

I didn't have a good rebuttal. I didn't know what to say.

"You're seeing things Reese"

He busted out laughing.

"So now I'm seeing things? Why don't you just admit you like the girl? I know you never had a taste of caramel but its good, but I prefer chocolate though."

"You're stupid" we both laughed at his comment.

"The problem is I think she talking to some dude name Eric, unless you plan on changing that" Reese raised his eyebrows.

The thought of them together made me sick to my stomach.

"Don't remind me" I sighed.

"If you want her, go get her. She seems like your type"

"And what's my type ?" I asked tilting my head to the side.

" You like the classy, quiet type..the good girls. Trust me. I figured it out cause every girl I pointed out to you was a little wild but Kendra she's quiet, shy, probably a little naive".

"Naive?" I asked with a quizzical look on my face.

"Yea, that's the vibe I get. Its not a bad thing. At least you know she ain't a hoe"

I shook my head at Reese's bluntness.

He is right. She is classy. She is quiet from what I can see. She is shy, but I am too when it comes to her. Naive? I don't know her that well to say if that's true. And of course, no guy wants a girl with a slutty reputation. I didn't have to worry about that with Kendra.

"Am I right about your type? He smirked.

"For once in your life you're right about something" I joked. "And by the way, your matchmaking skills are terrible."
I laughed.

"Hey, I don't get credit for this one?" He stretched his eyes. "Im the one trying to get ya scary ass to talk to her"

"Nope. Definitely not, I been watching her for a while now" I finally admitted.

"Daangg! You really feelin her huh? Why you ain't say nothin'? I could've been hooked you up. All I had to do was tell Lisha to drop a hint and you would've been had shawty"

"I dont know. I didnt wanna risk things going wrong. I don't think she's the type of girl that would let someone hook her up with somebody. And plus, I want all the credit when I do make her mine"

"Ohh ok, confidence! I ain't mad at ya" He said quoting Tupac. This dude is a character. You gotta love em' though.

After fourth period is over, I put my book back in my locker. Reese walks in another direction for class. I walk in another direction for my fifth period class. I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket and I take it out. I get a text from my younger brother Josh telling me he's going home early because he's not feeling good. I text him back trying to get more details, when all of a sudden I run right into someone that feels much shorter and smaller than I am. I hear a loud thud as a book falls to the floor.

"I'm so sorry!" I say immediately, feeling a brief moment of panic, fearing that I hurt this person.

"I wasn't watching where I was going! ". I said.

At this point, I'm just talking, not even aware of who I just ran into because I'm in shock.

Then my eyes register who exactly I ran into...

Kendra.

She's looking up at me with parted lips.

Damn, I'm already messing up.

I bend down to pick up her textbook, with "Physics" written on the cover. I stand up slowly as my eyes roam over her body before connecting with her eyes again.

We smile at each other.

"Its ok, it's my fault, I wasn't paying attention" she apologized.

"Are you ok?" I asked.

"Yea. Yea I'm fine. Are you ok?" she asked.

I laughed to myself.

"Yea. I get tackled daily by people twice your size" I joked.

She giggled. "That is true". We smile at each other .

I didn't realize I was still holding her book, distracted by her beauty, until she reached for it  saying  "Thank you". 

"Oh" I say while looking down at the book for a second, "Here you go" I handed it to her.

 "Physics huh, you like it?" I ask. 

"No" she said immediately, frowning.

"Really? I liked it. It wasn't too bad."

"I hate it. We're learning about electricity and this circuit stuff, it doesn't make any sense to me. And we have a test in 3 weeks. I need to talk to Mr.Fowler because I need serious help" She sighed.

"Oh Mr.Fowler, I had him too last year. He was an "ok" teacher. He does talk a little fast." I chuckled.

"Yea he does" she nodded, lifting her eyebrows.

"If you want, I can help you out. I did pretty good in that class"

I hope she will take the offer.

"Really?" Her eyes lit up.

"Yea"

"Ok. I would really appreciate that" she smiled. "I definitely need help. Thank you so much Jason".

"You're welcome". I smiled.

"Wait, but when would you have the time to help me? Don't you have football practice every day after school?"

"I can help you after school on Tuesdays. We don't have practice on Tuesdays."

"Oh! Ok. We don't have dance practice on Tuesdays either, so that works." She smiled.

"Do you want to start today?"

Yea. I know. I wasnt wasting any time.

" Sure, we can do that" she agreed.

" Ok meet me at the library. Is 3 ok?"

"Yea that sounds good". She nodded.

"Ok I'll see you then." I said.

"See you then".

We went our separate ways, planning to meet again, not by coincidence, but this time on purpose, with purpose.

<< Kendra >>

Fourth period passed, and I was on my way to Physics. Ugh. I stopped by my locker to get my book. I started walking to class. I heard my phone ding and I took it out my purse to check it as I continued walking. All of a sudden, I collide into a hard chest, dropping my physics book on the floor. I abruptly look up into a pair of beautiful green eyes looking into mine. It was Jason...

"I'm so sorry!" Jason said, shocked. "I wasn't watching where I was going."

He appeared so concerned and apologetic, as if he hurt me. It was cute.

He bent down to pick up my book and stood back up. He towered over me, which I found so sexy.

"Its ok, it's my fault, I wasn't paying attention, " I apologized. 

"Are you ok?" He asked.

"Yea. Yea, I'm fine, " I assured him. "Are you ok?" I asked.

"Yea." He smirked. " I get tackled daily by people twice your size," He chuckled.

I giggled. "That is true." He smiled at me causing me to automatically smile back at him.

I looked at my book in his hands.  "Thank you" I said as I politely reached for it. 

"Oh" He said looking down at my book he was holding. "Here you go" He handed it to me.

"Physics huh, you like it?" He asks me.

"No" I frowned.

"Really? I liked it. It wasn't too bad."

How could anyone like that class? I thought to myself.

"I hate it. We're learning about electricity and this circuit stuff, it doesn't make any sense to me. And we have a test in 3 weeks. I need to talk to Mr.Fowler because I need serious help" I complained.

"Oh Mr.Fowler, I had him too last year. He was an "ok" teacher. He does talk a little fast."

"Yes he does" I agreed.

I'm glad I'm not the only one who thought he sped through his lectures.

"If you want, I can help you out. I did pretty good in that class"

What? Oh my gosh. I need the help badly but I don't want to look dumb, being that Physics seems way over my head. Especially in front of Jason. Also I'm still a ball of nerves when I'm around Jason, but I need the help. After I process all of this, I settle on a choice. I decide to accept his offer.

"Really?"

"Yea" he shrugged a shoulder.

"Ok. I would really appreciate that" I smile. "I definitely need help. Thank you so much Jason".

"You're welcome", he smiled.

"Wait, but when would you have the time to help me? Don't you have football practice every day after school?" I asked him, knowing he is super busy. Plus he works on Saturdays with his uncle.

"I can help you after school on Tuesdays. We don't have practice on Tuesdays."

"Oh! Ok. We don't have dance practice on Tuesdays either, so that works." I realized, feeling a mix of relief and nervousness about the idea of being alone with him.

"Do you want to start today?" He asked me, catching me by surprise.

Oh Gosh.

" Sure, we can do that" I agreed, feeling my heart race a little.

" Ok meet me at the library. Is 3 ok?"

"Yea that sounds good". I nodded.

"Ok I'll see you then." He smiles. He has such a pretty smile.

"See you then".

We went our separate ways.

And there it is. I have my own personal tutor, who happens to be the boy I've been crushing on for the past 5 months.

It was so easy to avoid him before. I would see him walk in my direction and I would go the other way.

When I became friends with Elisha and Larissa over the summer, I had no idea their boyfriends were friends with Jason.

Then when school started, he showed up and changed everything. I cannot avoid him no matter how much I try. I literally collided with him today. Is this a sign? Or I am just thinking too far out there? One thing I know is that when you really want something, you have to go get it. It rarely ever falls into your lap. I like Jason a lot. He's always on my mind. My body reacts every time he's around. I decided I'm not gonna run anymore. I'm gonna stay put and see what happens next.

At 3 pm, Jason walked out of his math class and walked toward the library eager to see Kendra. Things were starting to look up for him. He had got his focus back in the classroom and on the field, and he found the confidence to pursue and get the girl he's been watching for a while. He opened the door to the library and took a seat at a table. He saw a few students starting to work on group projects, a few students sitting by themselves reading, and a group of girls giggling and taking pictures together causing the school librarian to give them an annoyed glance. Jason had rarely used the library throughout his years at Mount Rainier, preferring to study at home.

He watched the door, eagerly and patiently waiting for Kendra to walk through.

He decided to play a game on his phone to calm himself. He was still a tad-bit nervous when he was around her. He thought about what Reese said earlier today, and he knew his cousins Colton and Evan would tell him to grow a pair and ask her out. He was making steps but decided to go at a pace he was comfortable with, still not knowing if she was feelin' him the same way.

He looked up from his phone and saw Kendra walk through the door. She was looking around to see if she could spot him. He stood up and waved her over. Her heart raced as she made eye contact with him. She smiled and walked in his direction.

She gave herself a pep talk in her head, reminding herself that she was not going to run and avoid him anymore. She got to the table and pulled out the chair, and sat down.

"Hi" she smiled.

"Hey" He smiled back, sitting forward and folding his hands.

"Thank you so much for helping me out. You have been such a lifesaver for me since school started. I don't know how I could ever repay you." She said genuinely.

I have something in mind. Jason thought to himself.

"Its no big deal. I like to help people as much as I can." He said.

She smiled. "Thats good."

He smiled back as a brief silence fell between them.

"So what do you need help on" Jason asked.

Kendra opened her physics textbook to the chapter on Electricity and Magnetism and showed him the type of questions she was having a hard time with:

Calculate the magnitude of the electric field at a point that is located 15cm directly north of a point charge, Q=−15.0∗10-โถC

k=9∗10โน(m²N/C²)

"So basically you use the formula E equals K times Q divided by R squared to find the magnitude of an electric field due to a single point charge. K is Coloumb's constant which is this whole formula here." He pointed at it on the page. She nodded.

"So first let's write that out." Jason said.

Kendra began writing it down.

"Q is the charge. So where the Q is, write out negative 15 times ten to the negative sixth power. So that goes on top. " He continued to explain.

Kendra wrote, paying close attention to what he was explaining.

"Q which is the charge, will get divided by R squared. R is the distance between the points, 15 centimeters, but first you have to convert it to meters by dividing it by 100." He explained.

"Ok so it's 0.15 meters". She said.

"Right, now put that in the equation, where R is 0.15 meters squared. "

"Wow this is gonna be complicated to solve" she sighed.

"Don't worry, you got this" He encouraged her.

She solved it using her handy dandy scientific calculator and got the right answer.

"Good job" He smiled.

He continued to help her out with more questions. She realized that being focused on the questions eased her anxiety around him even though she was still worried about looking dumb.

It was 4:30 and she decided she would give Jason a break.

"Thank you. We can stop now if you want, so we can get home by 5. I don't wanna keep you out too late. Plus the activity bus will be here soon" she said.

"Ok. I can take you home." He offered.

"You will probably get home around 6 riding that. I remember those days." He chuckled.

" Yea, that's true. Since you offered, I'll catch a ride with you" She smiled.

"Ok"

They headed out of the library as other students stole a few glances at them, and the school librarian peered at them over her glasses. Jason held the door open for her as she walked out.

As they walked down the outdoor hall, Kendra felt nervous, feeling like all eyes were on them. She tried to avoid making eye contact with any of the students hanging out in the halls. She wondered if Jason felt like he was being watched too. He looked pretty calm from what she could see, like he didn't have a care in the world. She once again wished she could be that type of person..cool, calm, and collected. She needed to stop worrying about what people thought.

The walk to the senior parking lot, though actually short, seemed like it took forever. As they walked, she stole glances at him admiring his tall stature, strong back, and his muscular, toned arms. She felt a sensation in a place she had never felt anything before. She quickly looked away from him. She walked next to him, trying not to make it obvious she was nervous about walking the halls with a white boy. Not just any white boy, but Jason, who could not be missed in a crowd.

Finally, they turned the corner for the senior parking lot and headed to his car, the infamous classic black Chevy that saved the day that night at the movies. He opened his door and reached over to manually unlock her door. She got inside. Memories of that night came back to her mind, when she sat in the passenger side and conversed with him as Alicia Keys confessed every word she wished she could tell him.

She turned on her GPS to guide them to her house. Her house was about 30 minutes from the school. She survived an hour and a half with him. She should be ok for the next 30 minutes, being completely alone with him, right? She would have to be.

"Wanna listen to music?" He asked.

"Huh? Oh it doesn't matter."

" What you in the mood for? J.Cole, Kendrick Lamar...Tupac. " He smiled.

"J Cole" she responded.

He went to the Pandora app and started the J.Cole station. J.Cole's Power Trip played from his built-in stereo system.

"Thats cool you got a stereo system built in". She complimented.

"Yea, I installed it myself. I love classic cars but there's a lot of convenient features missing. So I just had to customize it to my liking."

"Is there anything you can't do?" She chuckled, impressed by his talent and handiness.

He silently laughed and then licked his lips before looking at her briefly.

"Yea, there's alot I can't do." He admitted.

"Like what" she asked.

Stop thinking about you. He thought to himself.

"Dance. I mean, most white people can't anyway" He joked, shrugging his shoulders.

Kendra laughed. "That is not nice. There are white people who can dance pretty good."

"Well, I'm not one of them." He chuckled.

"Well, you have to let other people be the judge of that. I wanna see." she smiled.

" You will never see that. I will never see that." He laughed.

"I'm sure you're not that bad."

"Hmm..Speaking of dancing, are you excited to perform Friday? ".

"Uhh...yes and no. I'm really nervous to be honest but I have to fake it till I make it. Nervousness won't help me in the long run". She said, really to herself more than anyone.

Hmm. Practice what you preach. She thought to herself.

"I'm sure you will do good. You're a great dancer."

"Thank you...but how do you know?" She genuinely wondered, wearing a quizzical expression on her face. He had never seen her dance before, at least she thought.

Dang! I said too much. He thought.

He saw her dance during the summer when the dancers, the band, and football team began practicing, and also at the summer pep rally. She had no idea that he knew she existed long before their friends ever introduced them.

"Uh..well, you wouldn't have made the team if you weren't" He said coming up with a quick comeback.

She faced the road as she said "thank you" giving Jason a chance to let out a silent breath.

"Are you ready for the game? I heard you guys are playing the Roosevelt Vikings" She asked.

"Yea, we're gettin' ready. They're undefeated. Coach Reynolds remind us about that every day" he shook his head.

"Oh gosh" she rolled her eyes. " What position do you play".

"Wide receiver"

"What are you supposed to do"

"When the quarterback throws the ball I'm supposed to catch it and run as far as I can to try to make a touch down. When the other team has the ball I have to block the defensive players on that team" he explained.

"Oh ok that makes sense. I can't wait to see you guys play. I'll be cheering from the sidelines." She smiled.

"Thanks, we need all the support we can get".

They continued to talk about various things like what careers they wanted to pursue in the future and what colleges they were thinking about applying to. They both took notice of how easy the conversation flowed between them. He was nothing like Eric. He was not condescending and never gave her the vibe that he was making fun of anything she said. He was humble and down-to-earth, easy to talk to.

They finally made it to her house.

"We're here" she smiled. "Thank you so much."

"You're welcome."

She startled to fumble through her purse, pulling out keys. Then she started searching again for something as Jason watched her.

"Please don't offer me gas money" He chuckled.

She slumped her shoulders. "But you've gone out of your way to help me with Physics and take me home. You don't have to do any of that...you know what?" She shook her index finger. " I'm gonna find some kind of way to repay you". She said determined.

He smirked. "Why can't you just accept it all and not think you have to repay me?" He asked.

She paused. That was a good question, she thought. Why was she almost uncomfortable with him being nice and doing things for her. To be honest, she was like that with almost everyone except her mom and stepdad. It was hard for her to just freely receive without thinking she had to immediately repay someone for their kindness.

After a brief pause, she smiled. "I don't know, I'm just used to people wanting you to do something for them if they do something for you"

"Yea, I get it. Just know, I'm not expecting money or anything in return from you."

She nodded.

That was partly true. He did want something. He wanted her. He felt a tinge of guilt because he offered to tutor her not just because he wanted to help her, but also as a means to spend more time with her and to build some type of relationship up before he did ask her out. Why couldn't he just go for it and ask her out? What if down the line she realizes the tutoring and being nice to her was all part of his plan to make her his girlfriend? But was that so bad? Wouldn't knowing that he put so much effort into pursuing her make her feel wanted and special? He didn't know how she would feel when she found out. Here he was overthinking... again.

"Do you want my number?" He asked.

The question took her by surprise as she felt butterflies in her stomach.

"You know in case you have any questions that pop up or need help with homework or somethin'?" He explained.

He was slick.

"Yeah, sure" she smiled. She took out her phone. He gave her his number, and she saved it.

"Thank you. Good night" she smiled.

"No problem. Good night"

He was hoping she would offer her number but she didnt.

After saying good night to eachother, she got out of the car and walked to her door. He waited for her to get inside safely. She opened the door, stepping inside and turning to close it, but not before her eyes locked with his. They looked at each other, trying to read what the other was thinking... and saying in their facial expression. Jason wondered if she knew what he was thinking. Kendra wondered if he knew what she was thinking. If only they knew what each other were truly thinking, it would blow their minds.

Despite not getting her number, Jason drove home, feeling accomplished that he was making progress in his pursuit of her.

 

Wednesday

Wednesday. Hump Day. The football game was quickly approaching, and the school walls were decorated with posters and art oozing Mount Rainier Spartan pride. Coach Reynolds continued to work the players hard during practice. Mr. Nolan and Mrs. Pierre were working tirelessly to prepare the band. Larissa, Elisha, and Kendra practiced the routine repeatedly until it was perfect. It was crunch time for sure.

Kendra tried to keep her mind focused on getting the dance routine down to the T, but whenever they got breaks, she found her mind drifting off to thoughts of Jason. She could not believe she had his number saved in her phone. Yes, it was for tutoring purposes only. It's not like he gave it to her because he liked her, but still, she took it as a step in the right direction. She thought about coming up with a question about physics, just so he would text back. She loved talking to him even though she had butterflies most of the time. If only he liked her the way she liked him, she thought.

Dance practice came to an end, and as if on cue, Larissa's baby started to cry, turning the heads of the other dancers, causing them to giggle. Larissa rolled her eyes and picked up the baby, attempting to soothe it, going down a list of possibilities in her head of what it may need. Finally, she realized the baby just wanted to be held. Elisha smiled, shaking her head.

"I'm so glad I never picked that class," Elisha said.

"I'll be happy when this is over. I didn't know it would be this annoying." Larissa grumbled. "Ok, are yall ready to go? I'm super hungry." Larissa asked, tying her shoe laces.

"Yea, me too," Kendra agreed, feeling her stomach growl.

They grabbed their stuff and walked out of the dance studio.

They decided to eat at Chic-Fila. They went inside and placed their orders at the register. They took a seat at a table as the smiling teen brought their food to them.

"Thank you," they said in unison.

"My pleasure," the blond girl said smiling before she walked away.

"So what did y'all do after school yesterday?" Elisha asked.

Larissa blushed. "Nothin' much."

"Yea, right, you did something. Or someone I should say. It's written all over your face." Elisha glared at her, biting her fry.

"I never kiss and tell." Larissa smiled.

Elisha rolled her eyes. "Well, at least you got some. My damn daddy is home before I am on Tuesdays. He teaches all his classes in the mornings. And Reese's mom is home by 4."

"So what did you do then?" Larissa asked.

"We just hung out at a park and talked."

"Aww, that's cute. Communication is key." Larissa snapped her fingers.

"I guess, but it's boring though," Elisha complained, causing the girls to laugh.

Kendra was focused on eating her Chic-Fila fries. She loved their waffles fries and the Chic-Fila sauce.

"And what did you do yesterday, mam?" Larissa asked Kendra.

Kendra looked up after dipping the fry in sauce "Oh..I had tutoring."

"Tutoring for what?" Elisha asked.

"Physics"

"Hmm, I didn't know they had tutoring for that at school. I wish I would've known that when I was taking it." Elisha said.

"The school doesn't offer tutoring. Jason tutored me."

Larissa smirked while sipping her milkshake, looking at Elisha from the corner of her eye. Elisha gave her a knowing look right back before turning to smile at Kendra.

"Hmm, oh ok," Larissa said, twirling her straw.

"And what exactly did he teach you?" Elisha folded her hands, smiling and wiggling her eyebrows up and down.

"Physics," she said with emphasis, squinting her eyes at Elisha, confused by her question.

Elisha kept looking Kendra in the eye, smiling. Larissa also studied Kendra's face.

Kendra laughed. "Why are y'all looking at me like that? Y'all are weird. " she shook her head while fidgeting with a fork in her macaroni.

Elisha spoke first, "You like him, don't you?" She smiled at Kendra.

"What?! No.. he's just helping me out. He's really good in physics. "

"Mmhmm," Larissa chimed in.

"What? I dont like him!" Kendra tried hard to keep the corners of her lips straight, trying desperately not to blush.

"Yes you do," Elisha and Larissa said in unison with a straight face.

"Oh my gosh," Kendra rolled her eyes and shook her head. "I don't know what y'all are talking about. We are just friends. "

"And how are y'all friends already? It's only the second week of school." Elisha pointed out, lifting an eyebrow.

"Can you say you don't like him with a straight face?" Larissa said, rolling her neck, challenging her .

"My face is straight..." Kendra said.

"Then say it, look me in the eye too." Larissa rested her elbows on the table, leaning in.

Kendra sighed. Elisha watched Kendra intently. Kendra looked Larissa in the eye and said, "I don't l-like him" just as the corners of her mouth moved upward, causing her to blush.

"Oh my gosh, I knew it!" Elisha pointed her finger at Kendra. "I knew it"

Larissa laughed. "It's ok if you like him. Just admit it. "

Kendra decided to just be honest with them since she failed Larissa's test. In this moment, she couldn't stand them, laughing to herself at their antics. They knew her well.

Kendra sighed. "Ok, he's cute and stuff, but..."

"But what?" Larissa asked.

"He's.." Kendra hesitated.

Elisha and Larissa stared at her, waiting for her to finish her sentence.

"He's white," Kendra said, looking down for a moment. She felt guilty for speaking those words. Personally, it was not as big of a problem as she let on. She had to admit she was afraid of what people would think or say, mainly her family, if she dated a white boy. They were not racist at all, but she dreaded the teasing that she would get from them about dating a white boy. But they teased her anyway, for being so into school, for being shy. People would always find something to tease you about regardless, she thought to herself. But the other issue that loomed over her was she didn't know how Jason felt about her or if he was into black girls at all.

"And?" Larissa said. "So?" Elisha said, both of them speaking at the same time.

Kendra smiled nervously.

"I know it shouldn't be an issue and it's not, I'm just...it's something new for me but I can't help how I feel..."

"Aww, my sis has a crush..." Larissa smiled, looking at Kendra.

" Aww, I know sis, it's ok that you like him. He is cute." Elisha nodded. "And don't worry too much about the stereotypes, he may be packin" Elisha raised her eyebrows.

"Packin' what?" Kendra asked, with a confused expression on her face.

Larissa choked a little on her Sprite and started to laugh.

Elisha looked at Larissa and smirked and shook her head, looking back at Kendra.

"Girl...you are such an airhead sometimes."

Larissa began to laugh harder, causing a white family eating at a nearby table to look at her.

"Packin' what?" Kendra asked again.

Elisha began to speak, "Girl his d--"

"Ok! Ok, I get it" Kendra interrupted her embarrassed and laughing at Elisha's bluntness.

Larissa was leaned over on her side laughing and holding her stomach.

"Look at this girl!", Kendra laughed at Larissa. "And by the way I'm not worried about that"

Elisha looked up from Larissa laughing hysterically, to look at Kendra and raised a confused eyebrow.

"Have you lost your virginity yet" Elisha asked. "Because once you do, size will matter to you."

"That part" Larissa said sitting up from her fit of laughter to cosign what Elisha said.

"And I'm so lucky to have a.." Elisha said dreamily.

"TMI !" Kendra cut her off again raising her hands. "I don't want to, nor do I need to know".

"So Larissa what's the tea on the papi chulos, do they be packin?" Elisha asked.

"Uh uh, classified info boo, don't worry about what my man got, focus on Reese" Larissa read Elisha.

"Oop! Well excuse me mamacita" Elisha leaned back, looking Larissa up and down.

"She don't play about David," Kendra laughed.

"Let's just say..he puts me to sleep every time" Larissa spoke lowly, nodding her head.

Kendra's jaw dropped in shock, causing Larissa to giggle.

"Dang ok," Elisha said.

They all laughed at their silliness and how they could always find a way to make each other laugh till their stomachs were hurting.

They left Chic-Fila and Larissa dropped them home. Larissa pulled into her driveway and saw Danielle leaning against the passenger side of a black car as this black guy stood in front of her talking. From what Larissa could see, he was flirting with her and whispering in her ear causing her to giggle like a school girl. Larissa parked the car and got out, locking it.

"Hey," Danielle said, turning to her."You're home late. Where were you at?"

Larissa hated when Danielle tried to play "big sister" even though she was her older sister. Larissa felt like half the time she had to watch Danielle, but nowadays, she was out and about, living her best adult life, while Larissa spent most evenings after school home alone until 8 o'clock.

"Me and my friends went to Chic-Fila." Larissa kept it cordial, not wanting to embarrass her sister in front of her lil boo. She began walking to the front door, getting closer to where her sister and the guy were standing.

"Oh, you didn't bring me nothing back?" She joked, feigning a shocked expression.

"Anyway, this is my friend Brian. He goes to school with me. Brian, this is my little sister Larissa".

"Hi, Nice to meet you" he spoke.

"Hi, nice to meet you too" Larissa smiled, hoping that this one would be worth her sister's time.

Larissa took in his appearance. He was brown skinned. Nice teeth, nice smile, good height, and dressed nice. He had swag. She tried not to be too judgemental, but he looked like a playa. Like he sold girls dreams all the time, but she chose not to judge a book by its cover, knowing that her own man, David, could be judged to be the same way. You never know with these boys until you give them a chance. Ugh. She lucked up with David and hoped her sister would soon meet someone and luck up too.

 

Thursday flew by. Friday's school day flew by and the football team loaded up on the bus, hype, and ready to face the Roosevelt High Vikings.

"Y'all ready? Reese asked David and Jason.

"Yep, we got this" David said, dapping up his two friends.

The band, majorettes, and flagettes took two separate buses to hold all the instruments and flags they had with them.

The cheerleaders rode in their own bus.

Everyone was ready to demonstrate all the hard work they had put in over the past 2 weeks for this game.

Kendra felt adrenaline run through her body as she took in the football field and the crowd there to support both schools. She, of course, felt nervous about performing, but she also felt like a kid in the candy store, her head turning every which way in amazement of what she was now a part of. Why hadn't she done this sooner in her earlier years of high school? Better late than never, she thought. They all got off the bus and walked to their respective locations as directed by the band leaders.

"Ready ladies?" Larissa smiled.

"Yep, we got this" Elisha said confidently.

The Mount Rainier Spartan band marched their way down the sidelines of the field. The Spartan Diamond Dancers swung their hips in sync with the band's music. Mount Rainier students, staff, and families cheered them on. They made their way into the stands and took their seat. The Roosevelt Vikings made their way onto the field, marching proudly as their fans cheered loudly for them.

Each band took their places on the stand.

The game was starting.

The Vikings quarterback threw the ball to the wide receiver who took off running with the ball as the Spartans ran after him. He made it halfway down the field before a Spartan linebacker tackled him. They lined up again and this time, the Spartans had the ball. The quarterback threw the ball to Jason, who caught it. He began running, dodging the defense as his fellow teammates defended him. He ran the ball to the end zone and scored a touchdown.

The crowd cheered, but this was short-lived when they saw their quarterback, Landon, down holding onto his ankle. Apparently, just after he made the pass to Jason, he was tackled, causing his ankle to twist the wrong way as he went down. The medical team came onto the field to help him and assisted him off the field. The Spartans' faces were somber as they worried for their quarterback and had to come up with another plan.

The coach called for a timeout to talk to the team and determine what they would do now that Landon was out of the game. During the time out, the Spartan band played in the stands, lifting the spirits of their fans. The Spartan Diamond Dancers performed to "Rain" by SWV in the stands.

Coach Reynolds discussed the next play with the team and put Shawn in Landon's place. They returned to the field.

Soon, the ball was back in the hands of the Spartans. Shawn threw the ball to Reese, who caught it and began running it down the field before getting tackled by a Viking. The game went on, and each team gave the game all they had.

Half time came, and it was time for the Spartan band to perform. As Kendra danced, she felt the nervousness leave her body as she gave way to the adrenaline and excitement of being on the field. This was their time to shine. This was her time to shine. She felt closer to her school than ever. For the first time she truly felt extremely proud to be a Mount Rainier Spartan. She felt part of something bigger than herself. Elisha glanced at her and smiled as they danced. For the first time in a long time Kendra felt confident.

After the Vikings band performed, the third quarter started, and both teams continued to put on their best performance. Fourth quarter came and it was 2 minutes left on the clock. The score was Spartans 40 and the Vikings 42. If the Spartans made a touchdown they would win the game. Shawn threw the ball to Reese. Reese caught the ball and ran it down the field, evading the defensive players and threw the ball to David. David ran the ball down the field with a Viking defensive end trailing behind him. David knew the team was counting on him and if he made it to end zone and made the touchdown the Spartans would win and the Vikings would no longer boast of being undefeated. With 30 seconds left on the clock David pushed himself and increased his speed feeling the Viking reaching for him. He ran into the end zone with the ball and scored the touch down. The crowd went wild and his teammates ran up to him embracing him.

The Spartan band played their signature song and the crowd cheered.

The Vikings stood there in defeat as their Coach looked pissed.

"We did it!! We did it!!" Coach Reynolds shouted, lifting his hands in the air in triumph.

Soon the field was cleared and the crowd cleared out. The football teams went their separate ways.

Larissa was still with the Spartan Dancers, but began scanning the crowd looking for David. She wanted to go congratulate him. She spotted him from afar as his teammates patted him on the back, smiling proudly at him. She saw Reese and Jason close by. She then noticed a guy walk up to Reese and give him a pat on the back. The guy was brown skinned. At that moment, she could only see the back of him. He then turned around, allowing her to see his face, and she realized it was the same guy her sister Danielle introduced her to on Wednesday. He knows Reese? Larissa wondered.

"Hey Lisha, who is that guy over there talking to Reese? Larissa asked.

"Who?" Elisha asked looking around.

"Him over there," Larissa pointed.

"Oh..that's his brother Brian.Why?"

"Are you serious?! He's talking to my sister. Thats the same guy that was outside my house talking to Danielle!" Larissa said shocked.

"Ohh shit.." Elisha said scratching her head.

"What??" Larissa asked concerned.

"Umm.. he aint loyal. Thats all I got to say".

"Wait, what?! Tell me more, this is my sister we're talking about" Larissa begged.

"Of course, girl, I got you. Just don't tell him, your sister, or Reese, I said anything because he already knows I don't like him" Elisha warned.

"Ok I won't. So what is he like?"

"He keeps girls in rotation. I always see him with a new girl every 2 months or so. He's feeling himself way too much. Reese told me he's heard girls calling his phone crying about him ghosting them. He's so immature and I'm so glad Reese is not like him. But Reese always takes up for him and tries to downplay what he does and it pisses me off. Talkin' about he will grow out of it." Elisha rolled her eyes.

" He knows I can't stand his brother"

"Oh my gosh. Shit. Now I have to tell Danielle all of this."

Larissa looked at the ground, disappointed that she would have to give her sister the bad news. Her sister is a hopeless romantic and wanted to settle down and marry by age 25 and have a household full of kids.

"I hope she listens to you. I don't want to see her get hurt like the countless other girls he's hurt. She deserves so much better than him." Elisha said.

"Yea" Larissa sighed. "Thanks for telling me."

"Of course boo". Elisha frowned.

Meanwhile, Kendra had ventured off from the dancers and went to the concession stands before they closed to get a snack. All that dancing had her hungry. She felt her stomach growling. After getting her food, she began walking back toward her group. From a distance she saw a Spartan football player. She couldn't make out his face at first but he was white and tall. As she got closer she realized it was Jason. Their eyes met.

"Hey" He smiled walking toward her.

"Hey Jason, congratulations on the win!" She smiled.

"Thank you. I can't believe we won. David's on cloud nine right now" He chuckled looking over his shoulder to where the football team was standing.

"I bet he is. He did awesome and so did you. You scored that touchdown earlier." She grinned.

"Thanks." He smiled looking down briefly. "I just feel bad for Landon, him twisting his ankle and all".

"Yea I know, that sucks. But I know he will be happy to hear you guys won and turned a setback into a victory. "

"Yea I know he will be. And congratulations to you too. You did great tonight."

"Thank you" She smiled looking down for a moment.

"Your first performance. How does it feel?"

"It was great. It felt surreal. The nervousness went away after a while and I was just lost in the moment. I wish I would have joined the team earlier." She said.

"Better late than never right?"

"Yea" she smiled.

He smiled back. They stood there for a moment looking into each others eyes.

"Well, I'm gonna get back to the girls, they're probably wondering where I went" she laughed nervously.

"Ok. I'll see you Monday. I hope you enjoy your weekend."

"Thank you. I hope you do too. See you Monday" She smiled.

Jason smiled back at her as he began to walk in the opposite direction. He paused and turned toward her "And by the way... you look beautiful tonight". He said.

Kendra was caught by surprise at his admission and instinctively blushed.

" Thank you"

"You're welcome."

They held eachothers' gaze for a moment before they both turned to walk in different directions.

The girls and guys met up briefly to hug and chat before they went home with their families.

Kendra rode in the backseat looking out the window as Jason's words kept replaying in her head. You look beautiful tonight. She began to wonder if there was something more behind it. So was he attracted to her? She wondered.

Kendra P.O.V
But people tend to compliment others when they are dressed up and have on makeup. That doesn't really mean they find them attractive. He's never called me beautiful on a regular day when I'm not dressed up or not wearing makeup. I'm not gonna take the compliment as anything else. I don't want to fool myself...again.
End of P.O.V

 

Thoughts of Eric came to mind and she was still guarded after he left her stranded that night. She would not allow herself to think someone was the tiniest bit of interested in her without definitive proof. She was not going to be lead on or played with. Being single was safe...but also lonely at times. She longed to experience the kind of love Larissa and Elisha had with their boos. She knew no relationship was perfect but she wanted one. Maybe she wanted the wrong person..someone like Jason that she was sure she couldn't have. She reminded herself that just a few days ago she said she wasn't going to run anymore from him. She would stop avoiding him and she had done that by agreeing to take him up on the tutoring offer. But she was still doubtful that he could be interested in her. As far as she knew, he had not given her any signs that he wanted anything more than friendship. Her thoughts were interrupted by her Mom saying how proud of her she was for the third time.

Her mom is her light. They are very close, and she could always lean on her when she was feeling down or unsure of herself. Her stepdad expressed his pride in her too. They decided to stop at Denny's for a late dinner, being that it was 10 o'clock at night.

Jason rode in the backseat, filled with pride about his team's win. He too was on cloud nine, not just about the win, but also over the progress he was making in his pursuit of Kendra. He told her she was beautiful, leaving a hint of his attraction and interest in her. He hoped she would take the hint.

He wanted to leave her with something to think about. He hoped she would eventually give him some kind of sign that she was attracted to him too. As far as he could see, she didn't show any signs of seeing him as anything other than a friend. But he would not give up.

Jason's brother, Nicholas came into town to see his first game. He was attending college at UCF in Orlando. He surprised him when he saw him at the end of the game. He embraced him with a brotherly hug and congratulated him and his friends on their win.

"Hey, you guys wanna stop and get something to eat?" Jason's stepdad, James asked.

Everyone said yes.

"Yea! This calls for a celebration! And plus, I'm too tired to cook, but I'll make your favorite tomorrow, Jason. I promise" Jason's mom, Mary Ann said.

"I'm holding you to it" Jason joked.

"Are you working tomorrow?" James asked.

"No, Unc gave me the day off. I'm glad they made it to the game."

"Yea I'm glad they all showed up too" Mary Ann smiled.

"So where are we eating?" Josh asked.

"What's open?" His mom asked.

"Dennys, Ihop, Waffle House" Nick said.

"Dennys" Josh suggested.

"Let Jason pick, it's his night, you'll pick when you have your game" Mary Ann interjected.

"Just please don't say Waffle House, that place got me sick last time" Josh complained.

"Waffle House" Jason smirked. They all laughed. "I'm just playin'. I guess IHOP. "

They drove there. It was right next to Denny's. As Jason and his family parked and made their way inside, Kendra and her family, including her stepsister (that attended a different high school), parked and got out of the car, walking inside the restaurant.

Each family was seated at their booths. One at Dennys, the other at IHOP. Jason sat next to a window. Kendra sat next to a window. They had no idea that all it took was a look to the left, and a look to the right, for their eyes to meet again.

 

It was Saturday morning, and Evelyn knocked on Larissa and Danielle's door, telling them to wake up and come downstairs for breakfast. Larissa groaned, putting the covers over her head.

~~Larissa's P.O.V~~

Damn.Why can't this lady let people sleep in? She knew we had a game last night and my body is sore from all the dancing I did. Ughhh.

"Larissa! Danielle! Breakfast is ready! Come down before it gets cold!" She shouted as she walked through the hall and down the stairs.

I yawned and stretched out my body, feeling my muscles were sore. I went to brush my teeth and wash my face. The cold water helped to wake me up a lil' bit.

I headed downstairs before seeing Danielle open her door, stretching her body.

"Good morning," I told her.

"Good morning," she replied, her voice groggy and sleepy.

We sat at the table as my mom placed the plates of food in the middle of the table. Her face was already made up, lipstick, mascara, and all. Does this lady ever lay her ass down? You would think somebody that works Monday to Friday 8 to 8 pm would want to sleep in on the weekends. Obviously not this one. My dad took a seat at the table, looking all cheerful too. Ughh. Take y'all asses back to sleep.

"Good morning, princesses. I made pancakes. Yall know I got your momma beat on the pancakes." He chuckled.

"Oh, whatever," my mom scoffed. "Mine are better."

Actually, they weren't. My dad's pancakes were life. He made them golden and fluffy. Hers were thick and chewy, like they weren't cooked all the way. But she was a good cook when she actually did cook, which was mostly on the weekends. Sometimes, she would cook different meals on Sunday that we would eat throughout the week. Other times, she made us cook those Hello Fresh dinners when they were away working.

As we placed the food on our plates, my mom had us bow our heads to say grace. I can't lie. I enjoyed moments like this with my family. As much as me and my mom butt heads, I love her and my dad so much. I thought about David. I know he misses his dad, whose been locked up a few years. I know he would give anything to have his family altogether again. I decided to text my boo and say good morning. I grabbed my phone and texted him good morning, and I love you.

"Larissa honey, no phones at the table. It's family time. " My mom smiled with a stern look in her eye still.

Ugh. She probably knew I was texting David. It's like she makes every attempt to block me from interacting with him when he's not around. I was so over it.

Danielle went ahead and put her phone under her thigh when my mom told me to put mine away. Danielle always listens to our parents. She acts like she's almost scared of our mom. If not scared, she definitely valued her opinion way too much. Momma does not always know best, and I had proved that with mine a long time ago.

We talked at the table about the game and how our team was able to turn things around after our quarterback sprained his ankle.

After breakfast me and Danielle cleared off the table and began washing dishes.

"I need to talk to you about something important." I told Danielle.

"Ok, what is it?" she looked at me from the corner of her eye.

"We will talk in private," I told her since our mom and dad were still in and out of the kitchen.

"Girls! When you're done, get ready and put on your bathing suits. We're going to the beach!" My mom said excitedly.

"Okayyy" I said in my pretend, excited voice, looking back at the dishes, rolling my eyes.

I honestly just want to sleep in or cuddle with my man. I don't feel like doing anything or going anywhere.

We finished the dishes and went upstairs and got ready for the beach.

After I put on my bikini and beach dress, I knocked on Danielle's door.She opened it.

"So what you need to talk to me about?" she asked.

Ok. Here we go.

"So how are things going with Brian?" I asked.

She had a confused look on her face, before she answered, "Good. Why?"

"So he is Reese's brother. Reese is Elisha's boyfriend. Elisha told me that.. Brian... is a playa. He talks to different girls and ghosts them and he's had girls calling his phone crying".

"Wait, wait, wait, and how does Elisha know this?" Danielle asked with an irritated look on her face.

"Because Reese told her. And please don't tell Brian that Elisha said this because she doesn't want him or Reese to know. It could cause drama, like with her and Reese. She didn't even want me to tell you that I heard this from her."

Danielle paused and took a deep breath. "First of all, if I even ask Brian about this, what am I supposed to say when he asks me how I know this information? I don't appreciate Elisha dropping this mess in your lap and then wanting to run and hide. But yet we supposed to care about the best interest of her relationship, though? Tuh, some friend she is. Just messy..and as far as Brian, he's been treating me well and has not given me any sign of him being a playa like she claims. Even if he is, I owe him a chance to show me who he really is before I just take your friend word for it."

"But Danielle, Lisha doesn't lie on people. I've known her since 10th grade, and she's been loyal since day one. You never saw me have any drama with her. You know I've had other so-called friends who showed me they were fake. Lisha is a credible source, and she cares about your best interest." I explained, hoping she would hear me, like really hear me.

" Ok Larissa! Yes, Elisha has been a good friend to you. She is not my friend. And plus, you don't know if she has some personal issue with Brian and is trying to get back at him or something. She's not gonna tell you everything about her relationship, just like you don't tell her everything about yours. I'm not saying she's lying, but it's not fair to Brian for me to judge him off of what somebody else said. Maybe he did do all of that, but people change Larissa." Danielle explained her side.

She was right on some points. Maybe he did change recently. Maybe she would be the girl to change his ways. All I know is that Lisha is telling the truth. She would not lie on him. What would she gain from that? I decided to let it be and hope for the best for my sister, but if Brian hurt my sister, I was gon' whoop his ass. I don't play about mine. I just hope he treat her right because if he don't, not only will he catch this ass whoppin', it would also make things weird between me and Reese..and Lisha. I wasn't having that.

We finally headed out to the beach. We walked to a spot on the beach and put out our chairs and giant umbrella. My mom started reading a book, and so did my dad.

"Yall not gettin' in the water" I asked them.

"Oh maybe later" my mom said, waving her hand.

Bougie ass. I laughed to myself. She gets on my nerves but makes me laugh sometimes too, with her bougie ways.

Danielle and I went in the water, playfully splashing each other.

"Are you ok?" I asked her.

"Yea girl, it's just water," she laughed.

"No, I mean after what we talked about?"

"..Yea, like I said, I'm gonna give him the benefit of the doubt. Thanks for telling me, though." She hugged me.

We both took out our phones out of our waterproof carrying cases and snapped pictures.

As the girls took pictures, their parents admired them from afar.

"Aww, look at our girls," Evelyn smiled.

"I know. I'm so proud of them." Andrew smiled.

The family spent the morning at the beach and left around 1 pm, enjoying a relaxing day at home. Larissa took a nap and then decided to call David on FaceTime.

"Wussup" he answered.

"Just woke up from a nap." She stretched.

"You went to sleep already? I just woke up not too long ago."

"Oh forreal? My mom woke us up bright and early for breakfast and then we went to the beach. My body's still sore from dancing".

"Yea, my body's exhausted too. I need to sit in ice water."

"Ooo have fun with that" she giggled.

"I'm gonna come see you later"  he said.

"Aww, don't worry papa, I'll come to you."

"Ok, what time? "

"Whenever you want me to come"

"Give me an hour to soak and get dressed and then you can come through"

"Ok".

"By the way, my mom is home. She's off today,"

Larissa sighed. "Ok"

"Just letting you know. Love you, see you soon"

"Love you too"

They hung up.

Larissa took a shower and got dressed, and ate something. She laid down for a little, before David texted her telling her to come.

Flashback

David and Larissa had been dating for 3 months when he decided it was time to introduce her to his mom. Larissa was not like any girl he had ever met or been with. She was confident, classy, sweet but sassy all in one. And he liked it. She was black and he had never dated a black girl before, which also added an element of mystery to her. She was passionate in everything she did,the way she dressed, danced, and the way she loved. They had a strong connection when they met and it was obvious there was strong chemistry between them. They met at football and band camp through their mutual friends Reese and Elisha.

This evening, David invited Larissa over for dinner. His mom was eager to meet her. She knew that David was dating a black girl and if she was honest it took her by surprise. No one in her family had ever dated outside their race. They were proud Puerto Ricans and loved their culture. She had an unspoken expectation for David to bring home a Latin girl. When he showed his mom a picture of Larissa she was taken aback. She could not deny that Larissa was beautiful. She also could not deny how her son's eyes lit up when he spoke about her. She could see the signs...he was in love. No other girl he dated in the past seemed to have this effect on him. It was puppy love with them, but with Larissa, she knew it was something deeper.

Gloria set the table for dinner and went into the kitchen to take the food out the oven. There was a knock on the door and David opened it. Gloria walked to the door and saw Larissa. She paused looking her from head to toe, before David's voice snapped her out of it.

"Ma, this is Larissa. Larissa this is my mom."

"Hi" Larissa reached out her hand to Gloria.

"Hi" she shook her hand still taking in Larissa's appearance and her outfit. Her clothes were tight, hugging every curve she had. She wore long black weave with a part in the middle and her baby hairs were laid. As they shook hands, Gloria noted she had long light pink acrylic nails with diamonds on them.

'Woah, she's high maintenance' Gloria thought to herself. She never thought a girl like her would be David's type. All of his girlfriends before were hispanic, wore their natural hair and if they wore nails they were not as long and extravagant as Larissa's.

Maybe her son was going through a phase she thought. He did listen to alot of hiphop and rap music, maybe that was having some effect on the type of girls he liked. Gloria hoped it was just a phase, because Larissa was not what she was expecting... or wanting for her son.

"Can I hug you, I'm a hugger" Larissa asked.

Gloria laughed nervously. "Oh sure, sure" they hugged and Gloria gave her a kiss on the cheek.

"Welcome to my home, I'm Ms.Gloria..I've heard alot about you"

"I hope all good things" Larissa joked.

"Of course" Gloria smiled.

David sucked his teeth "what am I gonna tell her, bad things about you? " he shook his head.

Larissa giggled at his sarcasm.

Gloria called for her other children to come to the table for dinner. David introduced them to Larissa, they said Hi.

His youngest sister blurted out "You're pretty like Princess Tiana".

"Awww, thank you" Larissa said bending down to her level to hug her.

"You are so pretty too" Larissa smiled at her.

"What do you say" Gloria interjected.

"Thank you" his sister said shyly.

They sat and ate dinner, making small talk. Larissa felt the conversation with his mom was forced and she felt like his mom spent alot of time in her head. She could tell she was thinking alot, and about what, she didnt know. But if Larissa had to guess she thought it was about her. She didn't think his mom was too fond of her. Maybe she was not the type of girl she expected David to bring home, Larissa thought to herself. His siblings were friendly and welcoming, especially his little sister who was fascinated with her acrylic nails. Dinner went on and finally it was time for Larissa to go. She said bye to the family and drove home, calling David as promised when she made it back home.

"So what do you think about her? " David asked his mom as he swept the floor.

"Umm...Bonita" Gloria answered.

"Ok...and what else?" David chuckled.

"She's...different. " Gloria admitted.

"Different? Whatchu mean?

"You know David."

" No I don't Ma."

Gloria sighed. "She's black."

"Yea. Ok. So?" He said as his eyebrows furrowed.

"David. She's a black girl. You are a hispanic boy. Not a good combination." She shook her head.

"What do you mean, not a good combination?" He asked with irritation in his voice.

"You have nothing in common."

"So because she's black we don't have anything in common? You don't even know her. We have a lot in common."

"What? Sex?" Gloria stuck out her neck, tossing up her hand.

David looked down, shaking his head in disbelief. This was so outrageous to him that he smiled to keep from yelling. He looked back at his mom.

"Really Ma? This is what we're doing now?"

"Don't talk to me that way" she pointed at him.

" What you saying does not make any sense. You saying our relationship is about sex? It's not! I love her! Ok?!"

Gloria scoffed. "You don't know what love is. You're just un niño"

" And you and dad do, I guess? But where is he?! " David questioned, stretching out his arm.

"¡Cállate la boca!" She shouted. "You need to be with a Latina and that's that David. Latina women are strong, we understand our men and the struggles they have in this world. Just like she understand only black men and their struggles. After all your father put me through and I'm still here for him! Still here David, supporting him. Only a Latina woman will do that for you".

"Thats some bullshit" David said, dropping the broom, storming off to his room, and slamming the door, making Gloria jump. She looked down and leaned against the counter, sighing. One day, her son would understand, she thought to herself.

End of Flashback

Larissa got dressed and headed over to David's after he told her she could come.

David sat outside on the porch, enjoying the sun and waiting for Larissa. Then Ms. Ortiz's door opened, and Gabriella came outside wearing a tank top and a ruffled mini skirt.

"Still carrying around that doll, huh?"

She joked at the doll sitting on David's lap. He was ready for the project to be over but was sticking with it, doing what was required of him.

"Yea, unfortunately," He said.

"I can watch her sometimes if you want," She giggled.

"Here," he handed the doll to her quickly.

She giggled, taking the doll from him as she smiled, placing a curly strand of hair behind her ear.

"What's her name?"

"Zuri or some shit," David said, taking a drink of water.

Gabriella laughed."What kind of name is that?"

David chuckled. "I don't know. Larissa named her. She named hers Zonnique."

David turned to Gabriella and smirked.

Gabriella smiled, but the smile quickly left her face when he mentioned Larissa. "Oh, she has one too?."

"Yea, we're in the same class. I tried to get my teacher to let us just share one doll, but she said no." He shook his head.

Gabriella was looking down irritated with the thought of him and Larissa playing house.

"She's on her way now with Zonnique," he said using air quotes.

"Oh... I was at the game yesterday." Gabriella said, attempting to change the subject.

"Oh yea?"

"Yea. Did you see me?" She smiled.

"No," he said nonchalantly.

" I saw you make that touchdown. They won because of you". She smiled and pushed his shoulder playfully. He turned to look at her and barely smiled.

"There's no "I" in team," he said. "We win or lose together."

"Oh, come on, David. You know it was because of you, " She teased him.

"Hey, I didn't say that, you did," he smirked.

"You didn't have to, I know you're thinking it."

" So you're a mind reader now, you know what I'm thinking ?" he joked.

"Yea," her voice was low. She uncrossed her legs and then crossed them again, looking at David. He looked down for a moment at her movements. He looked back at her with a serious and questioning expression on his face before he stood up. Just then, Larissa pulled into the driveway.

Gabrielle rolled her eyes.

Larissa got out of the car and was quickly embraced by David as he wrapped his arms around her waist. She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him.

"Hey sexy," He whisphered against her lips.

"Hey," she blushed.

Gabriella was boiling inside as she watched them from the porch.

They walked toward David's front door.

"Larissa, you met my neighbor Gabby before, right?"

"Yea, I've seen her around." Larissa gave an uncomfortable smile before saying "Hi".

Gabby sat with her legs crossed, the sides of her tan thighs exposed, which Larissa noticed. She looked up at Larissa and gave her a very short "Hi" followed by a phony smile.

David looked between them, sensing there was some tension. He led Larissa inside the house.

Gabby rolled her eyes and said "Bitch" under her breath.

 

 

David and Larissa took a seat on the couch in the cozy living room and watched a show they both liked together. His mom came to the living room and said Hi to Larissa.

Later they both went to his room to play video games, leaving the door open. His mom forbid them to be in his room with the door closed. They were ok with it because when they wanted to do the do, they knew how to make it happen.

"Gabby has a crush on you" Larissa abruptly said.

"Huh?" David turned to look at Larissa taken aback by the comment.

"Gabby has a crush on you" Larissa repeated.

"Yea, I know." He said.

"And how do you know?"

"Whatchu mean? Is that supposed to be a trick question?"

"No, I'm asking how do you know?"

"Because she's always tryna make conversation wit me, and flirtin' and shit"

"So why were you sitting on the porch with her when I pulled up, if you know all that?"

David paused the video game.

"Where are you going with this?"

"I'm just asking what's up?"

"Are you tryna say I'm flirtin with her or somethin?"

"Are you?" Larissa asked.

"So you have no trust in me? "

"I'm tryna see why you are making conversation on the porch with a girl that you know is always tryna talk to you and has a crush on you, when you have a girl?"

David sighed frustrated.

"Larissa, come on, I'm not entertainin' that girl, I was already on the porch and she came outside talking to me about the game and stuff. She was tryna do some flirty shit with her legs but I got up, and that's when you pulled up. I've been neighbors with her for 3 years. If I wanted to be with her I would've been. I don't want her baby. I want you"

"Ok. All I'm sayin is that I trust you, but don't give a thirsty bitch a reason to be thirsty. Because the day she overstep her boundaries I'm gon' whoop her ass."

David laughed. "Why you gotta be so aggressive babe huh?"

"I'm just saying, I won't have to be aggressive if she don't give me a reason."

"Why don't you use some of that aggression on me huh?" He winked.

"Boy you not ready" she smirked.

"Oh..I'm not ready..says the girl that screams my name..David, David" he teased, mocking her tone.

"Shut up" Larissa laughed hitting him with a pillow.

As the late afternoon passed, David's mom began cooking an early dinner and called them all to the table. David's younger siblings washed their hands and took a seat at the table saying hello to Larissa. For the past 3 hours they were playing in Ms.Ortiz's yard with her younger kids. David's little sister Ariel took a seat right by Larissa giving her a tight hug.

Besides the chatter the children made at the table, there was silence between David,Larissa, and his mother. David looked between his mom and Larissa. Larissa looked down at her plate of food, feeling uncomfortable and out of place. The silence became too much that Larissa had to speak.

"Did you come to the game on Friday Ms.Gloria?"

"No I had to work" she responded.

"Oh, David made a touchdown at the last minute and they won the game"

"Yay!!" Ariel shouted.

"Yea I heard" Ms.Gloria smiled. "I'm proud of you David"

David barely smiled.

"Well thats what happens when youre a single mom, you have to work all the time and you miss things like that" Ms.Gloria said.

Larissa nodded. "I understand".

"No..you don't. And I pray you never will. You're lucky to have both parents"

Larissa smiled nervously, looking back down at her plate.

As dinner came to an awkward close, Larissa said good night to David and his family and headed back home.

It seemed like no matter what she did, she could never please Ms. Gloria and it seemed like no matter what David did, he could never please her parents. Her and David were so right for each other but it seemed that all their parents saw were a Hispanic boy and a black girl, and that was so wrong in their eyes.

ใ€Šใ€Š David's P.O.V ใ€‹ใ€‹

Today was crazy. First there was Gabby flirtin with me, and takin it a step further uncrossing and crossing her legs, like that was supposed to do something. Yea, Gabby is a pretty girl. Physically she's hot, but too skinny for my liking. Larissa is on the slim side but she has curves at least. Gabby tries too hard. I never like it when a girl throws herself at me. I like the chase, to pursue a girl, not for her to pursue me. Before I met Larissa, Gabby and I were neighbors but I never looked at her in a romantic way. She was just the neighbor that happened to be pretty. I never saw us being anything more than friends. She's immature too. Ever since I started dating Larissa she's been more and more catty. I see how she acts when Larissa comes around. She gets quiet and her demeanor changes.

My mom has still been giving me issues about Larissa. She hasn't said too much since that blow up we had when she first met her, but she's always been standoffish since then. It pisses me off. With all my other girlfriends she was a totally different person. She talked and laughed with them. With Larissa she just sits there and Larissa has to force a conversation with her. It's painful to watch, to see my girl feeling rejected like that. For what? Cause she's black? It's ridiculous. Before Larissa, if someone would've told me my mom was racist I would've told them they were crazy. But now, I'm starting to wonder. I know my mom is a good person, that's why Im confused and in shock that she would act this way. But I made up my mind a long time ago. Nobody and nothing is going to stop me from being with Larissa. Not my mom, not Gabby, not anyone.

 

Monday

Larissa walked to the group's meet up spot for lunch with multiple thoughts running through her mind. There was the situation with Gabby, but she trusted David and knew he was committed to her. Then there was her sister Danielle's situation with Brian, Reese's brother.

She took a seat at the table by David as the group chatted. Larissa remained preoccupied with her thoughts, until Kendra asked if she was ok.

"Are you ok" Kendra asked.

"Oh. Yea I'm good"

David glanced at her as he spoke to Reese and Jason, hearing Kendra check up on her.

David then caressed her leg asking "You good? Why you so quiet? "

"I'm fine"

"You sure?"

"Yes" she nodded.

After lunch was over. Larissa walked to the hall with the group. After hugging David, she caught up with Reese and Jason who were headed to the same class for fourth period.

"Reese" she said, tapping his arm.

"Wussup"

"Can I talk to you real quick?"

"Yea. I'll see you, man, " he told Jason, who walked ahead of him to class.

"So...I don't know if you know, but your brother Brian is dating my sister."

"Oh for real? what's your sister name?"

"Danielle"

"Oh ok, I think I saw a girl yesterday at the crib, she looked kinda like you. So thats your sister huh?" He smiled.

It better had been Danielle. Larissa thought to herself.

"Yeaaa, I don't want this to be awkward, but I know it's not up to you or anything, but please tell your brother to treat my sister right. She's a good woman and wants something real and true.. no games. I don't know your brother, but I'm just tryna look out for my sister, that's all."

"I understand ma. My brother is a good guy. He just needs to find the right woman. But I'll keep an eye on him. But ultimately, whatever happens between them is on them. I hope he does do right by her and she does right by him."

Larissa nodded "Thank you Reese, I appreciate it"

"No problem, you know you my sister,  I got you." He hugged her and she hugged him back.

If Brian had truly changed and was anything like Reese, she wouldn't have to worry about Danielle.

~~~    ~~~

The bell rung ending the school day. Reese, Jason, and David headed to football practice and the girls headed to dance practice.

"As you can see Landon is still out recovering after Friday's game. We will still need someone to take his position for now and we have to have Shawn as backup quarterback. So today I'm gonna give a few of you the chance to show me that you got what it takes to be a quarterback on this team. This is not including any of you who got excused absences from practice, but if you missed any practices, don't even bother trying out cause you already showed me you not reliable and you cannot lead.  If anybody wants to be considered step forward now."
Coach Reynolds explained.

Chase, Bentley, and Reese stepped forward.

Coach Reynolds nodded.

The team practiced and the Coach gave each of the contenders training on the quarterback position and went over technique. They also got a chance to play quarterback position in the plays they practiced. By the time practice was over, he told them he would be watching this week to see who performed the best. He would announce on Friday who had earned the position.

After practice was done, Jason and his brother Josh drove home. Reese drove David home. As they were in the car, they talked about their weekends and caught up on other stuff.

"So you know Jason has a thing for Kendra, right?" Reese smirked.

"For real ?!" David asked shocked.

"Yea, you can't tell? Oh, never mind, you too busy all googly-eyed and in love, "

"Man whatever" David chuckled. "But dang, I didn't know he liked her like that. I saw him checkin' her out a few times, but I didn't know he had a crush on her. So bruh likes black girls too? Or is he just jumping on the band wagon with us?"

Reese laughed. " Ahh, I never thought about that. But it seems like he's really into her. He said he had his eye on her since junior year. "

"Are you serious ?! Why hasn't he asked her out yet?"

"He's scared. It's probably cause she's black, he's white. Didn't know if she would like him."

" Mann, it's not the 1950s anymore. I never thought he would be afraid to ask a chick out, especially with all the little snowbunnies on the cheer team drooling over him. " David laughed.

"He doesn't want vanilla,  he wants caramel." Reese smirked.

"I see. He needs to stop being scary before I tell her myself. She's in my third period class. I'm just gonna stop taking notes and get them all from her. She writes enough to fill a book. " David laughed, causing Reese to laugh with him.

"Yea, she's a good girl, I think she will be good for Jason. And can you believe my brother is dating your girl's sister? "

"What?! That's crazy, How'd you find out?

"Your girl told me they were dating each other. Then it dawned on me that the girl that Brian brought to the house on Sunday did favor Larissa."

"Wow. They say its a small world. That's kind of weird though for you and Larissa, right?"

"I guess" Reese shrugged. "I told her whatever happens between them is on them. It shouldn't create no issue between me and Rissa friendship. She's like a sister to me."

"Yea. You know how girls are. They get all emotional over eachother's problems"

"Yea I know".

They pulled up to David's house and David saw Gabriella sitting on her porch.

"Fuck" David sighed, tilting his head back.

"What?" Reese chuckled.

David closed his eyes in annoyance.

"You good bruh?"

"Yea man, this girl man, she won't leave me alone."

"Who the girl over there?" Reese asked referring to Gabriella.

"Yea".

"She's cute...I mean...that sucks, does she know you got a girl?"

"Yea! And she doesn't care! She got worse since she found out I have a girl."

"Damn. I got a friend that will keep her occupied"  Reese chuckled.

"Yea, hook them up or somethin so she will leave me alone."

Reese laughed. "She don't want  problems with Larissa".

"Yea Larissa already said that" He laughed. "Well anyway man, thanks for the ride, I'll holla at you tomorrow". David got out the car and closed the door behind him.

"Alright man, be easy" Reese flashed the peace sign and drove off.

David walked up to his door as Gabriella sat on her porch watching him. She spoke as he got halfway "Hey" she smiled.

"Hey"

"How was your day?"

"Good, and yours?"

"It was a little boring at first but it got better" She smiled.

"That's good"

"Do you wanna know what made it better?"

"What?" He asked wondering where she was going with this.

"Seeing you" She blushed.

David looked at her and then opened his door and went inside closing it behind him. He put his backpack down before going back outside to get his siblings from next door.

He walked past Gabby who continued to look at him, and opened the door.

"Ms. Ortiz I'm here".

"Hi David. They did their homework, Gabby helped them out. And they had dinner."

"Thank you so much Mrs.Ortiz."

"You're welcome".

Ariel, David's baby sister ran up to him, hugging him. He noticed she had a completely different hairstyle than the one from this morning.

"Like my hair?!" Ariel asked.

"Yea, I love it." David said, picking her up.

"Gabby did it," Ariel said.

Ms. Ortiz smiled warmly at Ariel.

"Thanks again Ms.Ortiz"

David walked out onto the porch with Ariel in his arms and his two siblings following him. Gabriella was still sitting outside.

"You showed your brother your hair" Gabby smiled.

"Yes! He likes it!" Ariel beamed with joy.

"Thanks" David forced a smile.

"Of course" Gabby smiled. David walked inside his house and closed the door and locked it.

Ten minutes later there was a knock on the door.

"Who is it?" David said before looking out the peep hole. When he saw Gabriella standing there he sighed again, leaning his back against the door.

"What the fuck" he whispered to himself.

"Its Gabby"

He turned around and reluctantly unlocked and cracked the door open.

"Yea?"

"I was wondering if I could talk to you for a minute? Can you come outside? I don't wanna disrespect your mom with being in there without her permission."

"What is it Gabby?"

"Can you come outside?.. Please?"

David slowly opened the door, not knowing what she wanted and not trusting her either. At this point, he felt she was acting a little crazy and he scanned his surroundings before coming outside.

He stood there waiting for her to speak.

"Look David I know we've been neighbors for the past 3 years and my mom helps out your mom and vice versa. But I like you alot and I think we would be good together. "

David stood there listening with a blank facial expression.

"You know I have a girl right?" David said irritated, avoiding eye contact with her.

"Yes. I know. But you don't look happy with her."

A look of puzzlement crossed his face.

"I am happy. I am the happiest I've ever been in my life".

Gabby stood there not knowing what to say, her mouth slightly open.

"But I can make you happier David."
David turned to go back inside.

"Wait" she grabbed onto his arm. David looked at her hand and back up at her, causing her to let go.

"We have alot in common. More than you and her have in common."

"You don't even know her Gabby. You dont even know me. And me and you have nothing in common"

"David, listen you need a strong Latina in your life who understands you and the struggles you'll face in this world. She can't understand you and hold you down like I can".

She sounded just like his mom, he thought. He wondered if his mom had been talking to her about his relationship with Larissa. If she had been, he was going to be livid.

"Larissa is a strong girl. And she doesn't have to be a Latina to understand me. We love each other and that's enough. And she supports me just fine. Now stop this Gabby. We are neighbors. We could've been friends but now you made it weird, pullin' all this shit. It needs to stop today!"

Gabby looked down.

"Well if you're not gonna leave her for me, can you at least do me a favor?"

"No Gabby! Just sto--"

Gabby interrupted him, "I trust you David. You are a good guy. You take care of your brother and sisters. You help your mom. I like that about you, ok?"

"Ok Gabby, so what?!"

"I want to lose my virginity and I want it to be with you." David began to shake his head and turn to go inside before Gabby grabbed on his arm. "We don't have to be together. I just trust you and I know you have a good head on your shoulders. Please, just do me this favor and I will leave you alone. I won't tell anyone. Larissa doesn't have to know. "

"Gabby let me go." David demanded, his voice low and stern.

"David" Gabby begged.

"I said No. Let me go" He flung his arm away from her.

"I love Larissa and you need to get it through your head."  David said before going inside and closing the door and locking it.

Gabby stood in front of his door feeling shock and disappointment. She hoped that she could sway him to leave Larissa for her, feeling that because they shared the same Puerto Rican descent they would have more in common and their relationship would be easier than an interracial one. When she didn't succeed with that she thought that at least being able to sleep with him would be a win for her. She truly wanted to lose her virginity to him, but she also knew it would ruin his relationship with Larissa and she would have one up on her.

Seeing how loyal David was made Gabby wish she could have him even more. She knew alot of guys would have jumped at the opportunity to be with a virgin...to be with her, she thought. Not David...that was one guy she knew she couldn't have.

And she was livid...

 

 

Tuesday

Kendra looked forward to Tuesdays, she couldn't lie.

Kendra walked to the library for tutoring after school. She had one more week, before her Physics test, next Friday.

She walked inside the library and saw Jason waiting for her, looking down at his phone.

She gradually became more at ease around Jason, the more and more time she spent with him in their group and alone with him during the tutoring sessions.

As she approached the table, Jason looked up from his phone and smiled when he saw her.

"Hey" He said.

"Hi".

"Isn't your test next week?"

"Yea it is" she sighed, hoping she would be fully prepared.

"Its crunch time" he smirked. "We have two more sessions, but you can always call or text me if you need more help with somethin'.

"Thank you, I appreciate it".

They started going over more physics material and doing practice questions. He even timed her as she solved questions to make sure her time management was on point for the test.

When 4:45 pm came they started to pack up.

" Thank you, you are my hero"

"No problem. Is your boyfriend cool with us meeting like this?"

The question caught her by surprise, causing her to blush. As soon as she realized she did, she quickly corrected her facial expression.

"I dont have a boyfriend"

"You don't? I saw you around with that guy Eric. I thought he was your boyfriend? "

"Eww no. He's not boyfriend material."

"Ohh" Jason snickered. "What's boyfriend material?"

"Someone with respect and kindness for one." She stated, reminded of Eric's male chauvinistic attitude.

"Yea thats most important for sure, you can't have a relationship without those."

Kendra nodded. "Is your girlfriend ok with us meeting like this...with you tutoring me? "

"I don't have one." He admitted, meeting her gaze.

"Really?...I mean...I just assumed you did."

"Why?"

"I dont know. Most guys have girlfriends I guess..especially if they're football players. They usually have girls fighting to be with them".

"Nah, a lot of the guys on the team are single, including myself."

Kendra nodded. "Well are they single, or are they just enjoying their options?" she raised an eyebrow, joking with him.

"Dang, that's what you think about us?" He joked causing Kendra to smile. "I'm jokin', but yea, some of them do."

"I mean.. It's nice to have options, I guess," she shrugged.

"I wouldn't know."

She smirked. " Yea right. I just know those cheerleaders are after you?"

"Oh yea? How would you know that?" his voice got lower. "What is it about me that would make them be after me?" He raised an eyebrow waiting for her response.

She looked him in the eye feeling challenged by his question. 'Uh oh', she thought. She had said too much. Why would she think the cheerleaders would be after him? Time to explain.

"...Umm..I don't know, you're a football player.. you're not ugly".

He smirked. "Good to know".

He paused for a second studying her.

"In the beginning a few tried to talk to me, but now they don't pay me any mind, and I don't pay them any mind."

"Hmm. So I guess you don't have options like your teammates, then?"

"No need for options when I already made my choice. "

"Oh ok". Kendra felt a sting of jealousy when he made it clear there was one girl he had chosen. She was lucky, Kendra thought. Kendra wished she was in her shoes. It hurt to hear him say this. Her crush for him was pointless at this point, it needed to end because he already had his eyes on some other girl. 'What did I expect?' Kendra thought to herself.

" Well I hope you guys can come together one day."

"I do too. I've had my eye on her for a while now."

Kendra felt her heart sink the more he spoke about this girl. She wished he would just stop talking at this point and go back to talking about physics or just take her home.

"Oh. Why haven't you asked her out?"

He sighed. "I guess..fear..she's very beautiful. She could probably get any guy she wanted. But she seems pretty humble which makes her even more beautiful. She's smart, sweet, and talented. Kind of intimidates me to be honest, her being so well rounded like that. She's easily any guy's dream come true."

Kendra felt disappointment and defeat wash over her. She was jealous of this girl that Jason spoke so highly of. Kendra just knew this girl had to be White.

She wanted this conversation to end and she was trying her hardest to sound interested and genuine, hoping it wasn't obvious that she was uncomfortable...and jealous. She really wanted to go crawl under a blanket and cry and get Jason out of her system. It would take a while but she wanted to grieve what would never be. But she knew he was a good guy and felt he deserved happiness even if it wasnt with her. She felt angry inside but knew she didn't have a right to be. He couldn't help who he liked just as she couldn't help that she liked him. She wondered if this girl went to Mount Rainier and what she looked like. What was his type? However the pain she felt overshadowed any ounce of curiosity she had about who this girl was. She was probably some privileged white skinny blond girl, Kendra thought.

"Wow.. she sounds great. I think you should ask her out then" Kendra suggested, speaking against every fiber of her being.

Jason locked eyes with her, holding her gaze for a brief moment. Kendra's lips curled into a shy smile before she averted her gaze for a split second, only to meet his eyes again.

"Can I take you out?"

"Huh?" She inquired, her eyes widening slightly. She was taken aback, convinced that her mouth was hanging open, only to realize it wasn't.

"Can I take you out?" He repeated.

"But..wh-..what about the girl you just told me about? You were gonna...ask her out?"

" I am. She's in front of me right now. She looks pretty shocked too" he chuckled.

She smiled. "Yes she is"

"And if I need to be more specific, her name Is Kendra Wright."

"Wow" she whispered.

"You are Kendra Wright, right?"

They laughed.

"Yes I'm her" she blushed.

"You still haven't answered my question. Can I take you on a date this weekend?"

She smiled feeling joy in her heart and butterflies. She couldn't believe Jason, the guy she's been crushing on for the past 5 months was asking her on a date.

"Yea. Sure" she smiled.

"Ok, "Do you like carnivals?"

"Yea. I love carnivals"

"Ok cool, well we can go to that Carnival on University and then to a restaurant after. That way you won't get sick on the rides"

"Ok cool"

"Saturday?

"Yes Saturday is fine."

"I never got your number?" Jason said licking his lips.

"Oh, I thought I gave it to you. "

"No, you didn't. It's all good though" he smirked.

"Sorry. Give me your phone."

She felt her walls slowly coming down, feeling more at ease around him, so much so that she started to flirt with him a little.

He handed her his phone and she input her number.

"Thanks"

"You're welcome."

He rested his back against the chair and smiled at her, earning a smile back.

"The library will be closing in 5 min" Mrs.Oppenheim, the librarian, warned the students.

"Lets go" Jason said standing.

They exited the library and walked to the senior parking lot. This time she felt joy as she walked side by side with him. They got stares just like last time but Kendra told herself that if she really wanted something with Jason, she would have to get used to that. Besides that, she was too busy basking in the fact that the biggest crush of her life just asked her on a date.

 

 ใ€Šใ€Š Reese ใ€‹ใ€‹

Friday

Finally, Friday was here, and Coach Reynolds was gonna announce who got the quarterback position. I put my all into the practices and I'm hoping Coach saw that.

When school was over we headed to the field for practice as usual. The game was next Friday against the Coral Grove High Sharks.

Once we got to the field, Coach had us sit on the bleachers and started talking.

"So I've been watching my three contenders, Chase, Maurice, and Bentley this past week. You guys put in alot of hard work and effort and I can tell yall want it just as bad as the next man, but I only got one spot. Keep in mind this is temporary because Landon is getting better everyday and he will be returning to practice on Wednesday of next week. So without further ado, the quarterback position goes to... drum roll please."

The team started banging on the bleachers. I didn't. I just wanted to know already.

"Chase Andrews" Coach announced.

What the fuck?! How?! If not me, I would've settled for Bentley, though I still would be disappointed..but Chase?!

The uppidity lil white boy from Weston who think his shit don't stink. I was pissed. Me and Jason looked at each other and shook our heads. This dude was all for himself. He didn't care about the team. If anything, he was always talking shit behind the players back. All he wanted was to get noticed by a top college football team and make it to the pros and he would step on anybody in his way to get to the top.

After that shit was announced we had practice as usual and I channeled my anger into the plays. I ran a little faster, tackled a little harder. I was ready to run through anything or anybody that got in my way. 

Practice was over. David and Jason walked up to me, knowing I was disappointed. I could see the concern in their faces.

"I'm sorry man, I know you wanted that shit bad even if it was temporary" David said patting me on the back.

"You'd be a way better quarterback than Chase. We all know he got it cause of his dad" Jason said.

Chase's dad donates money to the school, is an alumnus and played on the football team too, and is friends with Coach Reynolds. They graduated the same year. I knew Chase wasn't the man for the position. But money talks and they say its not what you know, but who you know. And as far as I'm concerned Chase didn't know shit about being a quarterback.

After trying to lift my spirit some more, me and the guys talked about our plans for the weekend.

"So what yall got planned for tomorrow? We should hang out, get your mind off this injustice Reese" David smirked.

I smirked." Ion have shit planned. I guess ima just chill at the crib."

"Nah you gotta get out the house. You can't sit and wallow in that shit man" David said.

"So whatchu was thinkin'?" I asked him.

"Go to the arcade, shoot pool or somethin"

I nodded. "Aight".

"You down Jayce" David asked.

"Depends what day. I have to work Saturday morning. And then..  I have a date."  Jason said with a smirk on his face.

"With who?" David and I said at the same time.

"Kendra"

"What?!" David blurted out.

"Word?!" I said.

"Yea, Kendra...What?" He smirked as he noticed how David and I were looking at him.

"Why yall lookin' at me like that?" He chuckled

"I'm just glad you decided to stop being so damn scary and ask the girl out" I chuckled.

"Whatever" Jason shook his head smiling.

"I can't believe you liked her since junior year and never asked her out? Man what took you so long?" David asked.

"To be fair it was just since the end of junior year"

"Don't matter" David shook his head. "Where you takin her?"

"We're going to that carnival"

"That's what's up"  David said nodding. "We should go there Sunday. I don't know if you would wanna go again though?"

"Man I ain't tryna go to no carnival, let's do the arcade and play pool like you said" I said.

"Aight bet" David said.

With that we went our separate ways.

I got a text from Lisha telling me she was on her way to the senior parking lot for me to take her home.

Five minutes later she showed up.

"Hey babe, how was practice? Oh and did you get the position??"

"No. I didnt"

"Aww babe I'm sorry" she said cupping my face in her hands.

I removed her hands from my face.

One thing about me is I hate for people to be in my personal space when I'm irritated and touching my face is just at a whole 'nother level of personal space.

I know. She don't deserve that shit, but I was in a mood I couldn't shake, and she was one of the few people I could be vulnerable with.

I could tell from the look on her face she was irritated with what I just did.

She sighed and opened the passenger door and got in.

I got in too. We rode in silence for a lil bit until she turned on the radio and connected her music from her phone. She turned up the volume.

The noise, the beat of the song she was playing, and the volume was irritating me.

"Can you turn it down?? That shit too loud".

I turned it down before she could respond.

She looked at me from the corner of her eye.

"Reese, I'm sorry you didn't get the position, but it's not fair for you to take your frustration out on me".  She said with an irritated look on her face.

"I'm not taking anything out on you. The music too loud, all I said was turn it down."

She scoffed "whatever" .

It was silence between us again for a lil bit.

"So I heard Larissa sister dating my brother"

"How you know?" She looked at me.

"Larissa told me. What I'm tryna figure out is how she knows he's my brother".

"I told her"

"What else did you tell her?"

"What do you mean?"

"Come on Lisha, I know how you feel about my brother. I just hope you ain't talk bad about him to her".

She rolled her eyes. "Are you just trying to start an argument with me? What did I do to you? Huh?"

"Nobody ain't tryna start nothing! I'm just asking cause I know how you feel about him"

"I sure hope you defend and protect me when I'm not around, as much as you do your brother. That's why he is the way he is, because nobody holds him accountable."

Here we go.

"Thats his business what he do in relationships! Not mine! You the one so worried about it!"

"I wonder why?! Because his little brother worship the ground he walk on and sees no wrong in what he does so I'm hoping his brother don't rub off on him, because I don't want to be cheated on! " She yelled.

"Oh my gosh! Why the fuck are you so insecure Elisha? Have I ever cheated on you?"

She was quiet.

At this point I pulled over to the Baskin-Robbins parking lot. I wasn't gonna argue and drive.

"Huh?!"

"I don't know. I wouldn't be surprised if you did, since you want to defend your triflin' ass brother that change girls like he change drawls" She rolled her eyes.

" Wow. Ok. So these whole two years don't mean nothing to you? They don't mean shit to you? Because I've been nothing but faithful to you the whole time. Do you know how many girls throw themselves at me on the daily? Even your lil dancing teammates, the cheerleaders, just regular girls. And I don't pay attention to none of them because I want you. But no, some lil boy in eighth grade broke your heart and now you think every niggah gonna cheat on you! You need therapy man."

She was quiet looking straight ahead and I can see the tears roll down her cheek.

"Just take me home". She said her voice cracking.

"No, we not done talkin'. I'm tired of you doubtin' my loyalty. I'm tired of you thinking I don't have a mind of my own."

"And I'm tired of you makin excuses for your brother behavior because it don't put my mind at ease at all. Cause yea if the shit he do is excusable to you,
why wouldn't I think you would wanna do the same shit he do. And for your information, Ive been cheated on a few times not just in eight grade, since you think you know me so well. "

"Like I told you before, a thousand times, I have my own mind and I don't excuse anything he do. I never said I agree with him playin' these girls. But I'm not gon' let anybody bash my brother name either and as my girl you should respect that and not bash him either. I love you Elisha. When you finally believe that, when you finally trust me, you'll be a happier person. We will be a happier couple."

 

ใ€Šใ€Š Jason ใ€‹ใ€‹

After dropping David home, Jason decided to stop by a convenience store in the neighborhood and get a quick snack. Football practice had him starving. He walked inside and got what he wanted, paid for it and walked back out. As he walked out the store, he saw Reese's brother Brian from afar standing by a car talking to someone in the driver's seat. He watched as the guy handed him a bill and Brian looked around quickly before handing him something. Jason wondered what that was about.

Jason continued walking to his car that was parked about 30 feet away from where Brian was. Brian looked up after the car drove away and spotted Jason making eye contact with him.

Brian got nervous inside for a moment wondering if Jason had seen what he was doing.

Brian said hey motioning with his chin. Jason did the same.

"What's good Jayce" Brian said walking up to Jason.

"Wussup"

"Whatchu doin' in the hood, white boy?" Brian joked.

Jason chuckled "This is not the hood Brian. "

"Shit, excuse me, I guess you seen worse"

"I've lived in worse"

" Yea, ok, I guess that's why you got a lil hood in you. He nudged Jason's shoulder.

"What are you doin' over here"

".. Hustlin".

"For what?" Jason questioned.

"Because I want shit that my pay grade can't buy. Keep that shit between me and you, Reese and my Momma them don't need to know about this. You feel me? I don't want no issues with you, you my lil brother friend."

"What kind of issues we talkin' about?" Jason asked, his brows furrowed, feeling threatened by Brian.

"Man you family, I'm just playin wit you, but please don't say nothin"

"Aight, but you better than this Brian. You know your family would be disappointed."

"I know. I know." He nodded. "I'm not gon do it for too long. I got a goal and then I'm done wit it".

"Be careful man, aight?" Jason patted him on the back.

"Yea. I will. Thanks man".

Jason nodded and got in his car and drove away. He couldn't believe that Brian was stooping this low when he didn't have to, all cause he wanted material things. Reese would be so disappointed in him.

 

 

 

It was Saturday morning, and Jason rolled out of bed to his alarm going off at 8 am. He started work at 9 am. He got ready, ate breakfast, and headed out the door. He drove to work listening to J.Cole's Love Yours on the way there, nodding his head to the music. He was tired and just wanted to get back in bed, but the one thing that gave him the motivation to get up and start the day was his date this evening with Kendra.

He arrived at work and got started.His cousin Colton was running his mouth as usual talking about sports, girls, music or whatever came to mind. He looked at his cousin, (who had several tattoos despite being 17) and wished he would be quiet and get some work done. His mom and dad (Jason's uncle) were ok with him getting tattoos, as long as he did well in school, stayed out of trouble and showed up to work with his dad. Evan, his younger brother was more clean cut, but was still influenced by his older brother in some ways, in Jason's opinion.

Time at the shop went by and it was already 1. Jason would be done by 3 pm. His mind was on finishing up the day, getting home and scrubbing the gasoline smell off himself and making sure his nails were clean. He wanted to make a good impression tonight. He wanted them both to have a good time.

 

ใ€Šใ€Š Jason ใ€‹ใ€‹

I only had two hours left at work and I was just counting down the minutes in my head. I wished Colton would shut up for once. We had customers complaining that the wait was too long. If it got around to my Uncle Brant he would be pissed. You would think Colton would have enough respect for his dad to put in more effort and take the business serious. This is how you eat bruh, cause your momma don't do shit. I decided to forget about Colton slacking off and just let it catch up to him. As the day ended we cleaned up the shop. My uncle came to where I was at and started helping me out.

"You're in deep thought, what's on your mind?" He asked.

"Oh, um..nothin'..just in the zone I guess." He caught me off guard as my thoughts were set on my date at 5:30.

"What you got planned for the rest of the day?" He asked.

I smiled. "I'm takin this girl out on a date".

"Ohh, that's exciting. She goes to your school?"

"Yea, she's a sweet girl".

"Thats nice man. I remember those days, enjoy them, before you get old like me."

I smiled. "You're not old Unc, how old are you, 50 or something?"

"Close, I'm 51."

"Thats not too old." I grinned.

"Not too old? Oh thanks Jason" He laughed. "Yea, high school was over 30 years ago for me." He shook his head with a look of reminiscence of his face. "I had my fair share of dates back then. There was a girl I remember clear as day. Her name was Miriam, she was a beautiful black girl.

"You dated a black girl before Uncle Brant?" I asked.

"Yea!" He said enthusiastically. "I was so in love with her. We turned alot of heads, caused alot of faces to scrunch up, but we didn't care. "

"What happened? Why did yall break up?"

"She had just gotten out of a relationship with another guy when me and her started dating. He didn't treat her right. Then, later, still early on in our relationship, she found out she was pregnant. I knew I wasn't the father because we had never done nothin'. It was the other guy but he was actin' like it wasn't his, saying she left him for me which wasn't the case. She was just fed up with him and then I came along soon after they broke up. She felt like it wasn't fair to bring me into the situation with her carrying another man's baby. But I didn't care, if he didn't want to be the father I was prepared to step up and be there for the child. He was already in the military at the time, he was a year older than us. She decided she wanted to have a family with him and at the same time, my Ma and Pa were moving us back to Texas. So me and Miriam had to go our separate ways. Later on I found out they got married. It broke me man, I cried like a baby."

"Dang, I'm sorry. She must have been very special to you."

"Its ok, I'm over it. That was decades ago. And yes she was very special to me. I think about her from time to time. I wonder where she is in the world and how she's doing."

Jason nodded, touched by the story his uncle just told. He had never known that his uncle dated a black girl. He thought he would be the first one in his family to do so, but he was wrong

"Kendra, the girl I'm taking out, she's black too".

"Is she?"

"Yea. I liked her for a while, but I just worked up the courage to ask her out because of that."

"Ah, don't worry about race. We're all human at the end of the day. There's gonna be people who have their two cents to put in about it. Just ignore em'. They don't matter. It's about you and her and as long as yall are happy together that's all that matters. Ya hear me?"

"Yes. Thanks Unc. I needed to hear that."

"Sure thing kiddo" He patted me on the back and walked into his office.

Once I got home, I texted Kendra.

I jumped in the shower and took my time scrubbing the days work off of me.

I got out and started searching for what I would wear.

Once I found something, I got dressed and headed into the living room to watch some TV before it was time to go.

My mom and stepdad came to the living room and started asking me questions.

"So where are you taking her?" My mom asked.

"The carnival".

"Oh that's fun" she smiled. "When do we get to meet her?"

"In time, mom. It's the first date" I chuckled.

"I know, I know" she giggled.

Josh took a seat on the couch and decided to be nosy.

"Where are you going?"

"On a date. To the carnival."

"About time" Josh joked.

"Whatever"

"Josh be quiet, leave him alone, he's just selective". My mom said.

Josh chuckled.

 

~~~ Meanwhile at Kendra's house~~~

Kendra's P.O.V

I rummaged through my closet, trying to find something to wear. My mom was trying to help me find something, too.

"Yall are going to a carnival, so just dress cute and casual. Don't overdo it." She suggested.

"Ok. I'm just gonna wear this and call it a day." I decided letting out a breath.

"Yea that's cute".

I got dressed, did my hair, brushed my teeth and put on lip gloss.

It was 5'oclock and he would be here at 5:30.

"Are you nervous" my mom asked.

"Very. I don't know why because I see him everyday."

"Its because yall are actually going on a date, it changes up the whole dynamic. But you will be fine. When do I get to meet him?"

"Oh that's another thing, I really don't want to introduce him and you guys meets him today, after what happened last time. I just want to take things slow. I'm not getting my hopes up".

My mom gave me an understanding smile. "Ok".

It was 5:15 and I got a text from Jason saying he was on the way....

 

 

~~ KENDRA's P.O.V ~~

"He just texted me saying he was on the way".

"Ohh okay" my mom smiled at me excited.

It was 5:30 pm when he texted me again.

 

Jason: I'm here, do you want me to come inside?

I texted back.

Kendra: No it's ok. We will save that for another time ๐Ÿ™‚

Jason: Ok

 

I hope he didn't feel like I didn't want him to be seen. That wasn't it at all. I just thought it was awkward to have another guy meet my mom and stepdad and not know the outcome of us. I learned my lesson with Eric, even though I never had high hopes for him and I anyway.

"Ok mom, you have the Life360 app, so you will know where I am at all times. So don't worry".

"Ok I love you. Be safe and have fun."

She hugged me.

"I will, I love you too. "

I walked outside and saw Jason leaning against the passenger door. He looked at me and smiled as I walked toward him. He looked so nice. He knew how to dress for sure, simple and clean was his style.

"I think this is the first time I've seen you wear sneakers." He smiled as his eyes scanned my outfit.

"I know". I giggled. "I do own a few pairs, I just prefer sandals."

He nodded. "You look beautiful as always, though".

"Thank you, you look nice too".

"Thanks"

He opened the door for me to get in.

~~~~

Kendra's mom and stepdad watched through the blinds, looking at each other and smiling. They didn't get to see who was picking her up for the date, though.

"I hope this one isn't a jackass like the last one" Paul said.

"I hope so too" Miriam said.

~~~~

"What do you wanna listen to?" Jason asked.

"Hmm, it doesn't matter. Surprise me."

He looked at me and smirked.

Superstar by Usher started playing.

"I love this song" I said. "Whatchu know about this?"

"Watchu know about it?"

"Well excuse me"

"I figured since this is a date, it's only right to play some R&B."

We rode to the carnival enjoying the R&B Playlist in the background. It was a great vibe and very nostalgic too, as we both loved 90s and 2000s R&B, not too much of today's music, though he had a few R&B songs from this era on his playlist.

We pulled up to the carnival parking lot. It wasn't too packed yet but people were definitely coming out tonight. This was all we had until the Miami-Dade County Fair came in the spring. That was the largest fair in South Florida, that everybody went to.

We walked to the entrance and got in line. I felt a little uncomfortable as I saw people looking at me and him together. I caught myself wondering what they were thinking about me. Most of the people I caught looking at us were black. Maybe they didn't have any negative judgements about us, maybe it was all in my head. Despite how uncomfortable I felt, the feeling of finally being with Jason overshadowed that. I enjoyed spending time with him. I felt like I could be myself around him without being judged like I was with Eric.

When we got up to the window to pay, I reached for my little bookbag to take out cash.

"Whatchu doin?" Jason asked.

"Getting my money". I responded confused.

"No you're not. I got this"

"Oh..ok".

We got the unlimited rides bracelets and walked inside. We walked around, scoping out the type of rides and food they had.

"Are you hungry?" He asked.

"No, are you?"

"Not really".

"I think we should wait until after the rides, so we don't get sick." I suggested.

"Yea, good idea"

We decided to ride the bumper cars which turned out to be alot of fun and hilarious. Then we went on the Ali Baba ride, which was a ride that moved like a pendulum in a 360 degree rotation. We went on the Gravitron and after we got off I saw a Haunted House ride that I wanted to go on.

"Lets go in there"

"Ok, let's go"

After standing in line, we got in the seat that would be transporting us through the house.

"You scared?" He asked me with a sexy smirk on his face.

"Yes".

"BOO!!" He shouted suddenly, causing me to jump back. He started laughing and shaking his head at how frightened I was.

I pushed him playfully. "Ok whatever you got me" I rolled my eyes.

The ride started and we were in complete darkness, the only lighting was from the creepy props that lit up and made creepy sounds. I jumped a few times and was covering my eyes with my hand.

"Why are you coverin' your eyes? Face your fears."

I slowly removed my hand from my eyes. A clown popped out the Jack-in-the-box and I immediately jumped and hid my face in Jason's arm.

He laughed again. "You're hilarious." "Aww It's ok. I won't let anything get you. "

I tried to be brave again, but this time I held onto his arm. I could feel how strong he was. He was so muscular and the feeling of how solid his arm was, was doing something to me.

Just then a skeleton popped out in front of us and I screamed.

Jason was so unphased and started laughing at me again.

I was pure entertainment for him. I laughed at myself too.

After the haunted house, we saw a photo booth.

"Wanna take pictures?" He asked.

"Yea"

We went inside and smiled for the camera like normal and did silly faces, then we hugged. For the last pose we didn't know what to do and as we both moved to pose again, we found our faces only mere inches apart. We looked into each other's eyes for a moment and inched back as the camera flashed, capturing us in that pose. When the pictures printed out, we looked at them together, laughing at the silly poses. The last pose was something out of a movie. We were just sitting there staring at each other, like we wanted to do something but couldn't bring ourselves to do it.

We decided to play some games.

I spotted a big stuffed Chuckie Finster from Rugrats.

"Ooo, Chuckie! I miss Rugrats. Did you ever watch that show?"

"Yea I did, I miss it too. Tommy was my favorite. You want that?" He asked me.

"Yea. If you can win it for me...please".

It was a basketball game. He had to make three shots to win the prize I wanted. He bounced the ball a little and made the first shot and got it through the hoop. Then he went for the second shot, and made that too. He bounced the ball again, and made the third shot.
Damn. Football and basketball too. And cars. He was definitely good with his hands.

"Oh my gosh!! You did it!" I cheered for him. I hugged him and I could feel his strong arm around my waist.

"Congratulations go ahead and pick your prize!" The game attendant told us.

I picked out the Chuckie Finster I wanted. It was huge.

"Thank you" I smiled up at Jason.

"You're welcome. That thing is bigger than you. Here, I'll carry it for you. " He offered taking it from me.

We continued to walk exchanging glances at each other.

Up ahead, we saw the lights of the ferris wheel, shining against the night sky.

He looked at me. "You wanna get on?".

I nodded.

We waited in line for not too long. The carnival was getting crowded though and I was glad that we came when we did because it gave a us a chance to go on alot of rides before it got too packed.

The ride attendant offered to watch my Chuckie Finster, which I was surprised about but thankful for.

I walked ahead of Jason and we got into the pod and the ride attendant made sure we were secure.

The ferris wheel started to move. I sat across from Jason. I looked out into the night sky at the stars. I would have never ever dreamed that I would be on a ferris wheel with the biggest crush of my life, Jason McKavner. I looked across from me, my eyes meeting Jason's. I could tell he had been watching me.

"Why were you so shocked when I asked you out?" He asked studying me.

I looked down for a second and back up. My shyness was coming back out. Ugh.

"I dont know. I just didn't expect it."

"You're a pretty girl. How could you not?".

I blushed, I couldn't help it.

"I just thought you wouldn't be into someone like me."

"What? What you mean, someone like you?" He questioned.

"...you know"

"Nah I dont" he chuckled, shaking his head.

I decided to spit it out.

"I didn't think you were into black girls. I thought you just saw me as a friend".

He looked me straight in the eye.

"Beauty comes in all shades, especially black...And nah, we're not friends."

"Then what are we?"

He licked his lips and looked me over.

"Come'ere". He said.

I moved to sit next to him, smelling his cologne. It smelled so good. He put his arm around my shoulder.

We looked out at the night sky in silence for a bit.

"And to answer your question, I think we're gonna be something special."

I turned my head to look at him, not realizing how close our faces were. He looked me in the eyes. I looked back into his green eyes, stuck, not knowing what to do. It was like time had stopped and there was no one else around. Just us.

He inched closer to me and I stayed in position..waiting for him.

Just then his phone vibrated.

He looked down and sighed.

"I'm sorry" He said.

"Its ok".

The ferris wheel brought us back to ground level and we got off.

I collected my stuffed animal and we decided to leave. Instead of eating there, where the food was definitely overpriced, we decided to go to a diner nearby.

We walked inside and were greeted by two hosts, a blonde lady who looked to be in her 40s and a brunette who looked to be in her 20s.

"Hi. Just you two?" She asked.

"Yea" Jason nodded.

"Ok, Follow me".

We followed the blonde woman to a booth. There was a middle-age white couple who did a double take looking at us. I wonder if Jason noticed or if he felt like we were being watched at all. He always seemed unbothered.

ใ€Šใ€Š Jason's P.O.V ใ€‹ใ€‹

I was so close to kissing her, until my brother Josh decided to message me some stupid video. Damn Josh. I'm not gonna sweat it though. When the time is right, it will happen. I can't believe she thought I wouldn't be into her, especially cause she's black. She didnt have a clue at all about how much I like her. It was obvious to Reese. But I guess I hid it well from her. And then she thought I only saw her as a friend. Yea right. I could never be friends with a girl like her. I'm way too attracted to her.

After the carnival, we decided to go to a diner. This brunette, she's about in her 20s, is staring me down. She obviously don't care I'm with my girl...I mean a girl. I pay her no mind and we follow the older lady to the booth. I can see an older white couple glancing over at us. Damn people, its 2023. It's real sad that seeing a white and black couple together is still considered uncommon and turns heads like it does. We are so behind as a country, as a world. I don't care what people think, though. I never really have.

The waitress comes to the table, we order drinks and she takes our order.

I folded my hands on the table and looked at Kendra. The way I looked at her made her blush. She's so cute when she does that. So shy. I like it.

"So um..all that stuff you said about me in the library, you really meant that?"
She asked.

"Of course I did. I'm not runnin' game on you."

"And you liked me since the end of junior year?" She asked, shocked again.

This girl does not know how fine she really is. It's ok, though. I'll show her.

"Yes I did. I remember the first time I saw you walking down the hall. You were in a hurry. I had to do a double take because you were so beautiful. And from that day on, I would see you around. I wanted to know your name but I was afraid to approach you."

She blushed. "Why?"

"Because I was afraid I wasn't your type. I didn't think you were into white boys".

"Handsome comes in all shades." She smiled palming her cheek.

"So you think I'm handsome?" I said leaning forward.

"Yea I do."

"So that's why you think all the cheerleaders are after me?"

"Yep"

I laughed. "Nah, don't worry they're not. You got all my attention". I said licking my lips.

"Good to know"

One thing about Kendra, she was quiet, a little shy, but she was fiesty too. I could tell she was gonna play hard to get with me and I was all for the chase.

Finally our food came and we spent the rest of the night eating, talking and laughing. By the time I dropped her home, it was midnight. We had spent an amazing 6.5 hours together and it didn't even seem that long. I texted her when I got home and said Good Night and she texted back saying the same.

This was easily the best night of my life.

                                                            

 

Earlier that same, Saturday at 6 pm, Danielle had invited Brian over for dinner, catching Larissa by surprise.

Brian knocked on the door of the Moore's residence with a bouquet of flowers in hand. As usual Mrs.Moore answered the door, with a smile on her face.

"Good evening Mrs.Moore, I'm Brian Albright, Danielle's boyfriend". He smiled extending his hand for a shake.

"Why, hello there." Evelyn smiled and shook his hand while looking him over. "Its nice to meet you, come on in young man".

Mrs.Moore stepped back opening the door for him.

Mr.Moore came down the stairs with a smile on his face.

"Mr.Moore, I'm Brian Albright, it's nice to meet you sir" He said walking up to him giving him a firm handshake.

"Nice to meet you, young man, welcome to our home".

"Thank you".

Danielle walked to the foyer, smiling at the sight of Brian and her parents. He handed her the bouquet of flowers earning a kiss on the cheek from her.

Brian was feeling confident, feeling like he was making a good impression so far. The Moores seemed friendly and welcoming.

Larissa made her way downstairs taking in the sight of her parents, Danielle, and Brian chatting with ease and smiles on their faces.

Larissa rolled her eyes, getting flashes of the time she brought her boyfriend to dinner. Her mom made the whole night awkward and uncomfortable. If it wasn't for her dad's naturally laid-back personality, that night would have been a total disaster.

Larissa was trying to be open-minded about Brian, but she was still pretty skeptical about him after what Elisha told her about his reputation.

Danielle smiled at Larissa as she descended down the stairs. Larissa saw hope in her sister's eyes, and she didn't want to burst her bubble or bring down those hopes. Brian had been treating her good so far, and she looked happy. Larissa hoped it would continue that way.

They sat at the table and began eating.

Larissa sent a quick text to Elisha:

Larissa: Gurl you won't believe this, this clown Brian is at my house for dinner meeting my parents. I'll let you know how it goes.

Elisha: Gurrrll yes let me know how it goes. He ain't shit but he's a charmer ๐Ÿ˜’

"Ahem" Mrs.Moore cleared her throat looking at Larissa.

Larissa stood up and placed her phone on the small table they had in the dining room. She returned to the dining table, placing her cloth napkin in her lap.

"Soo. Brian, I hear you go to school with Danielle?" Mrs. Moore questioned.

"Oh yes mam" He smiled. "I'm a criminal justice major and I'm a sophomore."

"Hmm interesting. And what are you looking to do with that major?"

"I would like to be a lawyer. I plan to apply to law school after I graduate."

"Ahh, impressive. And what high school did you graduate from?"

"I went to Mount Rainier as well. I was their quarterback my junior and senior year".

"Wow" Mrs.Moore said raising her eyebrows.

Danielle smiled. Larissa could tell Danielle was on pins and needles from the moment they sat down, hoping this dinner went well, hoping Brian would survive their mother's interrogation session.

Mr. Moore was busy cutting his steak, cheerfully smiling at the conversation.

"And what do your parents do?" Mrs.Moore folded her hands, taking a break from eating.

Here we go. Larissa thought. That's all this lady cared about was money, status, and power.

"My mother is a middle school teacher. And my father is an accountant." Brian smiled.

"Ohh, that's awesome. And how did you meet my daughter?"

Danielle looked up from her plate, looking like she had just seen a ghost.

"Oh um, we met at a meeting for the Black Student Union. I've seen her come to a few of the meetings and I was impressed by her passion for making the campus a better and more welcoming environment for the black students there. And of course her beauty attracted me to her" Brian glanced at Danielle, smiling, causing her to blush.

Larissa almost spit out her iced tea but managed to suppress a laugh. She knew that story was bull.

'Oh this brother was smooth', she thought.

The truth was that she met him at a party, the first week of school when they were having back-to-school parties. He came up behind her and started dancing with her. They exchanged numbers and the rest was history.

Larissa couldn't wait to tell Elisha about the foolery she had witnessed tonight at the Moore's dinner table.

"I didn't know you were involved with the Black Student Union" Mrs.Moore turned to Danielle.

"Oh yea, we meet every Monday. I enjoy it alot". Danielle nodded smiling.

"Thats awesome baby" Mr.Moore smiled approvingly.

Larissa rolled her eyes. She loved her dad, but he was clueless. Larissa knew damn well her sister was not involved in no Black Student Union. The only meetings she was going to on Mondays were the ones in Brian's bedroom.She knew her sister all too well.

It was comical to Larissa, the front that Brian was putting on, but it also angered her that her mother just took everything he said at face value because he was Black. But yet she interrogated David to no end. Made him feel so un-welcomed. She complimented Brian on his parents' jobs, a teacher and an accountant, but yet put Larissa down for wanting to become a teacher.

Larissa felt her anger grow and felt it turn to sadness as she realized, not only did her mother disapprove of her relationship with David, but so did David's mom. David and her loved eachother and were happy, why wasn't that enough?

After dinner was over the Moores hugged Brian before he left, asking when he would be coming back. He assured them that it would be soon.

Danielle walked him outside, chatting with him before he left.

"That went well" Danielle smiled.

" See I told you, you ain't have nothing to worry about."

"And you're a trip for the Black Student Union story. That was real smooth" She pushed his shoulder, snickering.

"Well what can I say? I'm smoother than butta" He popped his collar. "It's kinda true though, we do go to the meetings from time to time". He chuckled.

"Mhm hmm, Well good night baby". Danielle wrapped her arms around his neck and pecked his lips.

"Good night ma." He kissed her back. "Ima call you"

"K" she pecked his lips again.

Meanwhile inside the house, The Moore's talked about how great of a catch Brian seemed to be.

"Isn't black love beautiful?" Mrs.Moore asked, smiling up at her husband as he wrapped his arm around her waist.

"Yes it is" He smiled at her, kissing her lips.

They were totally oblivious to Larissa standing there. She rolled her eyes.She was all for black love, but not when it was associated with hate for relationships that were interracial.

"And so is interracial love" Larissa said turning to stomp up the stairs.

Her parents abruptly stopped kissing to watch her.

They looked back at each other, shocked at her comment.

"What's that about?" Mr.Moore asked.

"I think her and David may be having some issues. I'll go talk to her later. Let's give her some space" Mrs. Moore smiled.

Just then, they heard a door slam.

Larissa plopped down on her bed as tears streamed down her face. She was done with the hypocrisy...the racism.

She was sick of everybody who had a problem with her and David.

She felt the only place she was free to be herself, to be in love, was at school and outside of her own home.

She hated this place. She couldn't wait to graduate. She already made up her mind that she would be going as far away as she could, and she was taking David with her.

Sunday

<< Reese's P.O.V >>

As planned, I met up with the boys. We met at the arcade to play some pool and games.

"What's good, bro?" David walked up to me, dapping me up.

"Nothin man, what's good witchu?"

"Man, I'm just glad to get out the house. My mom, my lil brother and sisters driving me crazy. They always need me for shit"

"Man that must get real annoyin'"

"Yea it does. I'll be glad when my ol' boy get outta jail, so he can come back and do his job, I'm tired of it"

I gave him a few pats on the back to let him know I understood where he was comin' from.

Jason arrived and walked up to where we were.

"Hey what's good guys"

"What up man" I dapped him up and so did David.

"So that crazy girl still botherin you?" I asked David.

"Let me tell you about this chick man. She actually told me that she wants to be with me."

"What?" Jason scrunched up his face

"Woaah, are your serious?" I asked.

"Oh, it's gets worse than that. She then proceeds to tell me how Larissa doesn't understand me because she's not hispanic and all this shit. So after I told her that I love Larissa and thats it, end of story, right, she then asks me if I could at least take her virginity"

"Damnnn!" Jason shook his head in disbelief. "She's crazy forreal"

"Shawty is coo-coo for cocoa puffs"

"Damn right she is! She's crazy. She even gives Larissa dirty looks when she comes around.

"She gon' get her ass beat. Watch" I said as I set up the pool table for us to play.

"She deserves it too" David said. "Anyway, forget my crazy ass life." We all laughed. "So Jason how did your date go?"

"Yea man how did that go?" I smirked.

"It went great. We had fun" He smiled with satisfaction all over his face.

"What was so great about it?" David teased wiggling his eyebrows.

He's a clown. I laughed to myself.

Jason chuckled "It was just a good time, we went on alot of rides. I was this close to kissin her until my annoyin brother Josh decided to text me" he said leaning over to shoot the ball.

"Ol' cock blocking ass" I laughed.

"I know man, I was pissed. I fussed him out when I got home. He just laughed about it".

"Of course he did"

"How was the food? Me and Larissa may go next weekend" David asked.

"We didn't eat there, we went to a diner after we left"

"Oh ok. So dang you didn't even get a kiss in yet?" David asked, shooting the ball in the pocket.

"Nah. it's ok though, I'm not gonna rush anything" Jason said.

"Yall all in love and shit and me and my girl haven't spoke since Friday" I admitted.

They both paused.

"What happened man?" Jason asked.

"Same shit, her being insecure, thinking im gonna cheat on her."

"Why is she thinking that? You've never cheated on her the whole time yall been together" David asked with a confused expression.

" Thank you! Thank you! I dont know whats wrong with the girl. She's been cheated on a few times she says, and I guess she aint over it. And then she always bringin' my brother into shit talkin about how he's a playa and shit. But im like what the fuck that got to do wit me?"

"Exactly, yall are two different people" Jason agreed.

" Well be the bigger person man and call her. Dont let that shit fester too long. You know how girls are all sensitive and shit" David advised.

"Yea but there's a difference between being sensitive and insecure".

I started to feel irritated all over again with Elisha, just talkin' about her childish ass behavior.

"Speaking of insecure, there goes Chase" Jason motioned with his head.

Great. The last person I wanted to see. Im still pissed about him getting the quarterback position. His entitled ass dont deserve it. He was headed over to us.

"Whats up my fellow teammates?" He asked with a big smile on his face.

David nodded and so did Jason. I didn't say shit to him.

"Hey Maurice, how's it goin' ?"

"Its goin great Chase" I said sarcastically.

"You guys playin pool?"

Duh.

He nodded and stood there a few seconds lookin stupid. We kept playing and refused to engage in any type of conversation with him.

"Well, I'll see you guys on Monday at practice."

He gave Jason a pat on the shoulder and Jason paused to look at his hand and then back at him. The look in Jason's eyes caused Chase to drop his hand immediately. He smiled nervously and started backing up.

"Have a good weekend guys" he said as we kept playing, not giving him the time of day.

"Damn, that dude is annoyin" David said.

"And why he pattin me on the shoulder?"

"Its cause you're white." David busted out laughing, causing me to laugh too.

Jason laughed at David crazy ass. "That dont mean shit".

We continued playin' pool, David ended up winning the game and talked his shit. Whatever, I'll get him next time.

After we left the arcade, I decided to call up Lisha to see what she was on now. I was hoping these past two days gave her some time to think and come to her senses. We'll see.

She picked up the phone.

"Hello"

"Wussup"

"Nothin much. What about you?".

"Just finished playin pool with David and Jason. I'm bout to head home now."

"Can you come over?" She asked.

"...Yea. Right now?"

"Yea"

"Alright, I'm on my way."

"Ok".

I got to her house in about 15 minutes.

She opened the door and we just looked at each other for a second. She opened the door wider for me to come inside.

It was so quiet. "Where is everybody?"

"My parents just left for West Palm to visit my aunt and uncle."

West Palm Beach was about an hour away.

"Whatchu was doin?" I asked.

"Watchin TV. Bored"

"You look like you was cryin'" I said, scanning her face.

She shrugged her shoulders. "I was."

"Why?"

"Because of us. We've been fighting."

"It's no need for that. I told you, you just need to trust me. "

We kept walking through the house as she led us to her room.

She sat down on the bed and I sat down next to her.

We sat in silence for a few moments before I spoke.

"I dont want us to be like this." I held her hand. "You know I hate to see you cry. But I also hate when you doubt my loyalty. You have to let the past go baby. I'm sorry them other guys did you wrong, but I'm not them. And I'm not my brother. I'm Reese. And there will never be another" I smiled and leaned over to playfully bite her neck.

"Oww" she smiled, right before I kissed the spot I bit.

I leaned over her, causing her to lay on her back. We started to kiss slowly before the kissing got more passionate and desperate. She sucked on my bottom lip before gently biting it, causing me to groan. Before we knew it, clothes were coming off. I stripped her down to her bra and panties. I took my time kissing down her body and back up to her lips.

I unhooked her bra, and she sat up to remove it, tossing it on the floor. I placed soft kisses all over her breasts and then moved my attention further down her body, sliding off her panties.
I stood to take off my boxer briefs and climbed back on top of her. Soon I was inside of her, making love to her, causing all kinds of moans to escape her lips. I kept a slow and steady pace.

"Do you trust me? I whispered against her ear.

I didn't get any words from her, only moans.

"Do you trust me Lisha?"

"Yes" she moaned looking into my eyes.

"I need to hear you say it"

"I-..I trust you"

"I dont know if I believe you". I sped up the pace of my thrusts causing her to dig her nails into my back.

"Oh shit...I trust you"

I went faster.

"You what?"

"I trust you..oh my goshhh Reese!"

I pulled out for a second only to place her legs over my shoulders and resumed my pace, causing her to moan even louder.

"I wanna hear you say it until you cum for me and I cum for you"

"I-..I trust you..I trust you..fuck..I trust you!"

I felt her pulsating around me and I thrusted harder and faster as she kept telling me she trusted me.

"How much do you trust me?"

" so much.."

"Say it"

"I trust you so much! I--" She arched her back and screamed out "Reese!! Reese!!"

I smirked and kept going. I flipped her over on her hands and knees and smacked her  ass. I entered her again. I pounded into her as she threw it back trying to keep up with me.

"Say it"

"I trust you! Oh my-- I trust you!"

"You'll never doubt me again?"

"I'll..I'll never doubt you again!"

I was getting closer to my own release, causing me to speed up the pace and force of my thrusts.

"Fuck baby" I groaned. I smacked her ass again. "Keep tellin' me"

"I trust you! I'll never doubt you!" She buried her face into the pillow. "I trust you! I trust you so much!"

I felt myself losing it "Shit I'm gonna cum".

I came hard above her, trying to suppress a groan, but I couldnt.

Damn! That was the hardest I've ever came in my life.

I pulled out of her and laid next to her as we both were breathing hard, trying to catch our breath.

As our breaths slowed down she rested on my chest. I ran my hand down her back and squeezed her cheek, causing us both to smile.

We laid there content but exhausted.

Then I started thinking....

Fuck!!!

I didn't put on a condom!

"Shit!"

I panicked, sitting up in the bed looking down at her.

"What?" She asked.

"I forgot to put on a condom"

She smirked and I looked at her wondering what the fuck was so funny.

"I'm on the pill."

I let out a deep breath.

"Calm down sir. Don't you trust me?" She winked at me.

I smiled at her. "I see you got jokes. I dont know, maybe you can ride me until I figure that out"

She rolled her eyes and giggled. "I think you deserve that" she said, climbing on top of me.

I laid back and rested my hands behind my head and she sat on it, taking me deep inside her.

I don't think she'll ever doubt me again.

 

ใ€Šใ€Š Kendra's P.O.V ใ€‹ใ€‹

My weekend was amazing. I had my date with Jason, and I was on cloud nine ever since. My mom and stepdad commented that I seemed happier and they were asking me questions about this mystery guy, as they called him. I told them to give me some time to process everything and that I was taking my time, not getting my hopes up. They respected that.

Its Monday. I haven't even told Larissa or Elisha about my date with Jason yet but I may tell them after practice is over today.

During lunch time we met up as usual behind the cafeteria. Larissa was up under David and Reese and Elisha were all lovey dovey too, leaving me and Jason to sit at another table together. I was beginning to wonder if they were setting it up like this. They don't know we already beat them to it.

Jason and I sat at the table together, with the tension even more intense between us. I felt like I wanted to just hug him or sit on his lap or something. I know I must sound crazy but after our date, I felt like one of my many walls came down. I was still a little nervous around him, but my attraction to him was growing even more now since the date we had. As the couples were distracted talking with each other, Jason winked at me, and I blushed.

Elisha and Larissa already made it clear that they knew I liked Jason, but I don't know if Reese or David suspected anything.

"Can I take you home after school ?" Jason turned to ask me in a low and sexy tone, might I add. Low enough so no one else heard him but me.

"Yea" I nodded.

"Ok cool, meet in the parking lot"

I peeped Reese looking at us while we talked, with a smirk playing on his lips.

I tried to pretend like I didn't see him, avoiding eye contact with him.

Then I saw Elisha glance at me, teasing me with a smile.

Oh gosh.I knew it was just a matter of time before they started doing this.

Lunch was over and we went our usual paths to our next class.

Soon school was over and we went to dance practice and after practice ended we packed up our stuff to go home.

"So Ms.Lady" Elisha started, walking with her hand on her hip. "What's going on with you and Mr.Jason? Yall looked pretty deep in conversation at lunch"

"Yea, what's tea?" Larissa said, lifting her eyebrows.

I sighed and smiled at their antics. They are so nosey.

"So..he asked me on a date and we went out on Saturday".

"What?! Why you didnt tell us?! Where did yall go? How was it?" Elisha and Larissa blurted out questions excitedly.

"We went to a carnival. We had alot of fun." I smiled.

"Oh my gosh girl! You look so happy, look at you!" Larissa smiled.

"Thanks, I am.. but I'm not getting my hopes up"

"Ughh stop being an Eeyore! Just relax and enjoy it girl" Elisha said.

"I know.." I looked down smiling.

"Did yall kiss?" Larissa asked.

"No, I think we were about to but then his phone vibrated".

"Ahh, don't worry it will happen and when it does you better tell us all about it". Elisha warned me.

"And I remember you were so worried that he didn't like black girls" Larissa joked mocking my voice. "And now look at yall" she shook her head smiling.

"I know, I was just too in my head I guess"

"What did you do this weekend Lisha?" Larissa asked.

"Well--"

My phone vibrated and I got a text from Jason saying he was heading to the parking lot.

I texted him back telling him I was on the way.

"Oh, excuse me yall, I have to go"

"Where you goin, aren't you riding with us?" Larissa asked confused.

"Jason offered to give me a ride home"

"Ooo, well excuse me"

"Ok! Excuse us"

I laughed.

"That car better be the only thing you ridin' " Elisha joked.

"Oh my gosh Lisha, shut up!" I shook my head laughing at her crazy self. They laughed with me.

"I'll see you guys tomorrow" I told them giving them hugs before I headed to the parking lot.

I walked up to Jason leaning against the passenger door. He smiled at me and opened it for me.

"Sorry to keep you waiting"

"You're good, I just got here too"

He opened the back door to let me put my dance bag in.

We got inside and he pulled out.

"You ready for your test this Friday?"

"I think so, I'm alot more prepared than I would've been, thanks to you" I smiled.

"You'll do great. And when you ace the test I got a prize for you"

" Really? What is it?" I asked excited to know.

"Its a surprise."

"Ohh ok. I like surprises."

"I know you'll like this one."

"Why are you being so nice to me? Tutoring me, helping me with this physics test, giving me rides ? "

"Because I'm a nice person. You got a problem with that?" He challenged me with a smirk on his face.

I looked him in the eye challenging him back. "Nope. I guess not".

"Good. You did say you valued kindness and respect, right?"

"Yea, I did."

He was referring to when I mentioned what boyfriend material was.

"What do you value?" I asked him.

" The same things and honesty. That's a big one for me"

I nodded. I'm honest. I thought to myself.

"Are you honest?" He asked, glancing at me.

"Yea" I smiled.

We stopped at a red light.

"Ok. So tell me something."

I felt my heart starting to race wondering what he would say next.

"Are you feelin' me like I'm feelin' you?"

"..Yea..for a while now" I admitted looking into his green eyes.

He raised his eyebrows. "Since when?"

"Since last year". I admitted with a low tone.

He stared at me.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"

My shyness started to resurface. This boy knew how to make me feel vulnerable over and over.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" I challenged.

"I asked you first" he smirked.

"..because I was afraid you wouldn't like me in that way. Plus I never tell guys when I like them."

His gaze traveled down to my lips and then back to my eyes. I felt my breaths slowing down and again it felt like time was standing still.

" I like you in every way that a guy could ever like a girl. Don't ever doubt that. Ok?"

"Ok"

The light turned green and he focused his attention back on the road.

I saw him glance over at me and look at my thighs that I was holding tightly together. I was totally unaware. As ashamed as I am to admit it, I was feeling aroused by the way he looked at me, the tone of his voice, and the things he said. His eyes, his chiseled jaw line, and the veins that ran down his strong arm only added to my arousal.

He watched me as I moved slightly in the seat.

The sounds of hip-hop music played in the background. I couldn't make out the song at first, but then I realized it was Let Me Hold You by Bow Wow.

We finally pulled up to my house and I let out a silent sigh of relief. The tension was getting to be too much. That was enough for today. I would see him tomorrow and would have a renewed strength to deal with how vulnerable he managed to make me feel every time I was around him. I don't even think he realizes what he's doing to me. I liked him in every way a woman could like a man. I wanted him in every way a woman could want a man. I needed to get some distance in between us.

"Thanks for the ride"

"You're welcome beautiful." He smiled causing me to blush.

"See you tomorrow" I said.

"Definitely"

We went our separate ways.

It was Tuesday and we had our tutoring session as usual and he took me home.
He flirted some more with me during the ride, and I flirted back.

On Wednesday after practice, I rode home with Larissa and Elisha, so I didnt get to hang with Jason after school. He did call me that evening, and we talked on the phone for about an hour until my mom called me to the table for dinner.

I spent the evening thinking about him, trying hard to stay focused on homework I was finishing up. When I got done, I decided to study a little for physics.

My thoughts kept going back to Jason.

I decided to text him a question about what I was studying, knowing damn well I already knew the answer.

 

Kendra
Hi Jason I was studying for my physics test and Im struggling with a question. Can you help me real quick?

Jason
Sure, What's your question?

Kendra
This is the question Im not sure about:
A 9V battery is connected to a circuit. The measured current is 2A. What is the equivalent resistance?

 

He responded back pretty quickly.

 

Jason
Use Ohm's law V=IR. Divide 9V the voltage, by 2A the current, which is I, and you get 4.5 for the resistance.

Kendra
Ohh ok, That was pretty straightforward. I don't know why I didn't think of that.  :๐Ÿ™„  Sorry...

Jason

Its ok

I know you already knew the answer ๐Ÿ˜

 

Oop, I was caught red-handed. I didnt respond back.Why didn't I pick a harder question???

A minute went by and he texted back.

 

Jason
You thinkin bout me?

 

I still didn't respond.

 

Jason
Lol..why you so quiet

Kendra
Sorry just saw ur text. I just drew a blank with that question but it came back to me when you explained it ๐Ÿ˜‘

Jason
Lol...Yea ok

It's ok. I like talkin to you too ๐Ÿ˜‰

Kendra
๐Ÿ˜‚ Whatever I never said all that Mr

Jason
You don't have to say it. I already know

Kendra
If you say so..

Jason
I know so

And just so you know I love challenges and this is one I'm determined to win.

Kendra
Oh really?

Jason
Yep I'm gonna make you mine
๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿฟ‍โค๏ธ‍๐Ÿ’‹‍๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿผ ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿพ‍๐Ÿค‍๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿผ ๐Ÿ˜˜

Kendra
๐Ÿ˜‚ not the emojis!  you are too much sir lol

Jason

Lol I know ur blushin right now because you know it's true.

Kendra
I am not blushin๐Ÿ™„

Jason
Stop lyin lol you said you're honest
That's two lies now smh

Kendra
Oh my gosh stop holdin me accountable lol

We kept texting all night until we both decided we should go to bed. I had to be up by 6 am and he had to be up by 6:30 am. We said good night to eachother. I laid there replaying our conversation in my head. He was doing something to me. He kept me on my toes and he saw past the facades I tried to put up. He knew what he was doing to me...and honestly I was liking every bit of it.

Finally I drifted off to sleep. I hoped to see him in my dreams, if not, I would settle for tomorrow.

 

Thursday 

  ~~Larissa's P.O.V ~~

It was Thursday and I was glad that we were getting closer to the end of the week. We have a game on Friday which means we will be performing. The game will be at our school which makes it more convenient, less stuff to carry and I can go home as soon as the game is done.

I still didn't get to talk to Elisha about the whole situation with Brian coming to my house for dinner.

I had very mixed emotions about it all. On one hand I was happy for my sister. She looked happy which made me happy. But at the same time I had to admit I was jealous. My mom was so impressed with Brian and he barely had to do anything. So what if he's some criminal justice major, he's not even at a university yet. My mom frowns on community colleges and put Danielle down about wanting to go to one. She finally got over that I guess. And then she's so impressed by Brian's parents being an accountant and a teacher, when her ass gives me such a hard time about "settling" for being a teacher. She's such a hypocrite. I can't stand her sometimes.  She still has never given me a valid reason why she doesn't think David is right for me. There is no valid reason. The first time she met him, she made it so awkward and uncomfortable for him..and me. He doesn't even like to come to my house because of her, but he just comes for me. I love him. My mom needs to accept it.

I was happy for Danielle, but felt jealous and uneasy. I felt uneasy because I was scared that just in a matter of time he would show himself to be the person Elisha said he was. I believe Elisha wholeheartedly, but I just hope maybe he has changed for my sister's sake.

I saw Elisha during lunch time as usual but of course Reese was there so that was a no go to talk about Brian. It would have to wait until practice was over.

I also feared that if Brian did end up cheating on my sister, it would make things awkward between me and Reese. I know it shouldn't, but if he did cheat, I know every time I see Reese, I would think of what his brother did.

I have a lot on my mind to say the least. I need to start applying to colleges and  scholarships and I need to retake the ACT and SAT. My mom says she has a college fund for me but she is so vindictive. I know there are some stipulations she has in order for me to have that money. What type of mother would do that? Mine.

After dance practice, me, Elisha, and Kendra ride home together. I was surprised Kendra didn't ride with Jason.Maybe she is trying to take it slow but I know sometimes his brother Josh rides home with him too. That would probably be awkward for Kendra to ride with the both of them. So far, she has not been up to date with the drama with Brian. She's kind of been in her own world which I understand after what she went through with Eric, and now Jason has her attention. So I'll have to update her on everything too.

"So what happened with Brian?" Elisha asked.

"Who's Brian?" Kendra wondered.

"Brian is Reese's older brother who we found out is dating Larissa's big sis Danielle."

"What??"

"Yea and he's a playa for real"

"I told my sister about it and she got kind of defensive and was saying she doesn't see that in him and she wants to give him a chance. So he came to meet my parents this weekend. We had a little dinner or whatever.  He was actin so proper and talking about how they met at a Black Student Union meeting and he was attracted to my sister's passion for helping black students adjust to college and what not" I explained rolling my eyes.

Elisha busted out laughing."Now that nigga know he ghetto as fuck and don't give a damn about helping black students adjust to no damn college"

Me and Kendra laughed at her comment.

"Girl! I almost spit out my tea when he said that. Danielle told me they met at a club and he came up and started dancing on her and she gave him her number. And of course Danielle stupid ass was smiling when he came up with that bogus ass story, cause she was lookin so nervous when my mom asked how they met"

"Wow"

"He's such a good liar" Elisha said.

"And you know my mom did her usual interrogation, what school did you go to, what are you studying, what do your parents do?" I said mocking her voice sending Kendra and Elisha into a fit of laughter.

"What did he say?" Elisha asked.

"He's a criminal justice major, his mom is a teacher and his dad is an accountant. Is that even true?"

"Yea he told the truth about that at least" Elisha confirmed.

"So your mom was impressed with him?" Kendra asked.

"Very"

"And your dad?"

"Yep, but it's easy to impress my dad. He's clueless. He didn't even ask Brian any questions. He was too busy stuffing his face." We laughed.

"My dad likes David. My mom doesn't" I said softly.

I know they noticed my whole demeanor change.

"Are you ok?" Kendra asked.

"Yea are you alright?"

"No" my eyes started to water.

"Pull over" Elisha said.

I pulled over to a parking lot.

"Ahh Larissa, I'm sorry" Kendra hugged me.

"I'm just so tired of the bullshit, you know. My mom treated Brian so good and he barely had to do anything to impress her. All he had to do was be black. And then I caught her and my dad talking about how black love is beautiful. And I told them interracial love is too and I just went upstairs and cried. She has no reason to treat David like crap! I can't stand her! And then to make it even worse, David's mom hates me too!" I finally broke and just sobbed into my hands.

Kendra and Elisha rubbed my back and hugged me, and told me it was gonna be ok. I wish I believed that. I wish I knew what I was getting myself into when I decided to get involved with David. Trust me, I don't have any regrets and I would have still chose this same path with him, even with knowing what I know now. But it's hard. Adults in these kind of relationships at least have more control and power to do what they want. But I'm still a child and if my mom really wanted to stop me from seeing him she could do whatever she wanted. I was glad that she at least hadn't acted on that. The comments alone were painful enough:

Is he even a U.S. citizen?

Do they live in the hood?

He can't buy you nice things!

His mom works at McDonalds Larissa!

She puts too much responsibility on him to take care of her kids, he will never have time for you.

He will choose his family in the end, they need him too much.

Where is his dad? Is he really in the military?

You can do better.

Your future kids will be confused about their race. They'll have identity issues!

They probably don't even like black people.

Does his mom even like you?

And that is only a few of the ignorant comments she has made.

"Don't worry mama, you're a senior and before you know it, you're gonna walk across that stage and graduate and you and David can go wherever yall want. You just better keep in touch with us." Elisha rubbed my back.

"Thats right, you better!"

"Of course I will, yall are my sisters. I wish we could all go to the same college" I said.

"We could, we just have to apply to the same schools. Have yall started applying yet?" Kendra asked.

"Yea one school" I said.

"No I haven't, I've been too distracted but I will" Elisha admitted.

"Ok we'll make a list of the schools we like and try to apply to all those" Kendra suggested.

"Yea, I hope David will come with me too. I haven't even talked to him about that yet. It's just been so much drama since school started." I sighed.

"I know it's not easy, but you need to tune your mom out and focus on what you want, for you and David. You love each other and don't let anybody stand in y'all way" Kendra encouraged me.

I nodded. " I hope you and Jason don't have to go through this racist shit"

"I know. I hope not. I'm nervous about meeting his family, if we get to that point". Kendra sighed.

"Don't let the fear stop you from talking to him. He seems nice. He just has to be willing to fight for you and the relationship if yall parents act anything like me and David's".

She nodded. I could tell she was thinking deeply about what I was saying. All I know is that I would be here for her if she experienced any of the shit I'm going through.

It seemed like Elisha and Reese's relationship was alot easier than mine. I know they had their arguments but I don't think they have as much headaches as I do. Me and David are good. We get along and are deeply in love, it's just these damn parents that's a thorn in our sides. Pain in the asses.

Thursday (earlier that same day) 3:00 pm

 

Danielle and Brian were at the library working on homework together. They both had early classes today and got done by 2pm.

 

Danielle and Brian sat across from each other deeply focused on homework. It was so quiet in the library that they could hear a pin drop.

 

Danielle looked up from her laptop at Brian and took a sip of her caramel macchiato.

 

"So when are you gonna introduce me to your parents?" She asked just above a whisper.

 

Brian looked up from his notebook at Danielle for a few seconds before responding.

 

"..Soon baby" he assured her, taking her hand in his and rubbing it with this thumb.

 

She smiled. "Ok, I'm holding you to that."

 

"..I always keep my word, you know that." He smirked.

 

They went back to their homework.

 

All of a sudden, Brian's phone vibrated against the table letting him know he got a notification. He picked it up, and unlocked the phone using face recognition.

 

He looked at the phone briefly before locking it soon after, placing the phone face down on the table.

 

Danielle watched him as he did so, and later returned her focus back to her laptop.

 

A few minutes went by and Brian stood up grabbing his phone.

 

"I'll be back, I gotta use the bathroom"

 

"Ok" she said.

 

She watched his retreating back as he walked to the restroom.

 

After about 5 minutes, he returned back to the table, causing Danielle to look up as he gave her a smile.

 

After being at the library for an hour and a half, they decided to leave and get something to eat.

 

They ordered Chic-Fila through the app and went through the drive-thru to pick up their orders.

 

Too hungry to wait any longer, they ate in the car.

 

"So, I wanted to ask you about something" Danielle said.

 

"Wussup?"

 

"Am I the only girl you're talkin' to right now, or are there others?"

 

Brian paused before taking another bite of his chicken sandwich, placing it back down.

 

"Yea, you're the only one I'm talking to." He said with a hint of annoyance in his tone.

 

"Oh..ok.. well I was just askin' because..."

 

"Because what?"

 

"Because....I've just heard some things about you and I just wanted to make sure we're on the same page"

 

"What have you heard? And from who?" He asked with a confused expression on his face.

 

"..Um I just heard that you're kinda a playa and talk to alot of girls"

 

"I'm a playa?? And I talk to alot of girls??" He shook his head with a smirk on his face. "Wow"

 

"Yea"

 

"Who told you that shit?"

 

"....It doesn't matter..I just wanted to talk to you about what was said because I'm not trying to get my heart broken and I'm a loyal female and I expect loyalty in return."

 

"And I'm a loyal dude. Man whoever said that shit is just jealous..I ain't never played no female in my life."

 

"So you never cheated on a girl before?"

 

"No! If I don't wanna deal with a chick no more I'll just be straight up wit her and let her know"

 

"So you're monogamous"

 

"...Yea!"

 

"Ok I'm just checking that's all. I'm not talking to no other guys right now either. I deal with one guy at a time because I actually want something serious. Do you want a serious relationship?"

 

"..Yea baby. Of course I do" He said leaning over to kiss her cheek. "You done interrogating me now?" He whispered in her ear, causing her to blush.

 

"Maybe. I'll have to think about it" she smiled.

 

"Well let me finish my food first before you ask any more questions." He laughed, throwing a fry in his mouth and chewing.

 

"You still ain't tell me who said this shit about me?"

 

Danielle sighed. "I rather not say, I just dont wanna start nothin'"

 

"Was it your sister?"

 

"No, No" Danielle shook her head right away.

 

"Well whatever, fuck it. What they say don't matter anyway. Just as long as you trust me. You trust me right?" He turned to look at her.

 

"...Yea, I trust you" she said softly.

 

After finishing their food they drove to Danielle's house. It was about 4:45 pm when they got there.

 

Danielle opened the door to her large home and made her way upstairs as Brian followed behind her poking at her butt causing her to giggle.

 

They made their way to her room. Brian wrapped his arms around her from behind rocking her side to side and whispering in her ear. Danielle blushed at his words. He definitely had a way with them, she thought to herself. After he loosened his grip she turned to face him and wrapped her arms around his neck and they began to kiss.

 

Soon, they were both undressed on her bed, and Brian was making love to her.

When they were done, Brian got up to use the bathroom and discard the condom.

 

Danielle laid in bed in a state of bliss after the orgasm she just experienced. About 15 minutes went by and she wondered what was taking Brian so long in the bathroom.

 

She got up and knocked on the door realizing he had the fan running too.

 

"Yea?" He said over the running fan.

 

"What you doin'?"

 

Danielle opened the door and was shocked at what she saw next.

 

 

 

 

"Brian! What are you doing?!" Danielle shouted as the smell of weed traveled up her nostrils.

 

"What?"

 

"Whatchu mean what?! You're smoking weed in my parents' house!"

 

"You said they don't get home until 8 oclock. Baby calm down and take a hit." He said placing the blunt in front of her lips.

 

"No! My parents would kick my ass if I smoked in they house!"

 

"Aww come on baby" he moved to stand behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist. "You listen to everything your parents say?"

 

Danielle sighed. "Yes I do"

 

"Ohhh ok. Do they know you havin' sex in they house?" Brian chuckled against her neck.

 

A smile played across her lips. "Whatever Brian..you need to clean this up before my sister get home. She will be here by 5:30 or 6".

 

"Aight, but smoke some wit me" He brought the blunt up to her lips and watched her with a smile, waiting to see if she would take a hit.

 

Danielle grabbed the blunt and placed it between her lips and inhaled. She immediately started coughing uncontrollably.

 

Brian snickered and moved to give her some pats on the back.

 

"You ok ?" He asked.

 

"Yea" she said in between coughs. "I'm ok but I'm never trying that shit again", she coughed a few more times.

 

"Ahh you just gotta get used to it, it's not that bad"

 

"Brian I refuse to be a pothead its trashy for a woman".

 

"No it's not" He snickered.

 

"Anyway you need to clean this up and get the smell out of here ASAP" she said rolling her eyes.

 

Brian started to clean up and continued to run the fan to get the smell out.

 

He left about 15 minutes later.

 

Larissa pulled into the driveway as Brian's car backed out their driveway. They both made eye contact with each other, studying each other's expression.

 

Brian knew she was wondering why he was there when her parents were not home. Larissa knew he was feeling guilty about being caught leaving their home.

 

 

ใ€Šใ€Š Jason's P.O.V  ใ€‹ใ€‹

 

It was Thursday night around 8 o'clock at night. I was laying in bed watching TV after taking a hot shower. Practice was rough today. The game was tomorrow evening and Coach worked us hard today. We would get to see what Chase brought to the table as quarterback. Then after that Landon would be getting his position back.

 

Kendra was on my mind so I decided to text her good luck on her test. She responded back quickly to my text. I wonder if she's thinking of me too.

 

Jason

Good luck on your test tomorrow. You got this.

Good night beautiful.

 

Kendra

Thank you! And thank you so much for helping me with everything ๐Ÿฉท

Good night handsome.

 

At some point I fell asleep.

 

My alarm went off at 6:30 am. The sound is so damn annoying but my phone doesn't let me change the ringtone. I guess it's meant to be annoying, right?

 

After brushing my teeth, getting dressed, and eating a small breakfast, me and Josh headed out for school.

 

Soon lunch time came. Kendra was reviewing some physics stuff before her test. I sat next to her and asked if she had any questions. I could tell she was a little anxious about the test so I assured her everything would be ok.

 

Lunch time ended and I gave her a hug and a kiss on the forehead. Soon, I will kiss her like I really want to.

 

We all went our separate ways.

 

3 pm

 

It was time to get ready for the game. We were playing against the Coral Grove High Sharks. They were a pretty good team.

 

We ran through a few plays again and stopped to rest.

 

It was 5 pm and the game was starting.

 

~~~~~

 

The Mount Rainier Spartans band made their way onto the sidelines of the field, marching proudly, filled with pride for their school, before making their way into the stands.

 

Soon they were in the second quarter. Chase threw the ball to Reese, who caught the ball and took off down the field before throwing the ball to one of the running backs. He ran the ball down the field before getting tackled by a defensive player.

 

The score was 12 Spartans and Sharks 16.

 

The quarterback for the Sharks threw the ball to their wide receiver who ran the ball down the field as the Spartans chased behind him. The wide receiver was able to evade them and ran the ball into the end zone scoring a touch down.

It was now Spartans 12 and Sharks 19.

Soon it was half time and the Sharks band made their way onto the field to perform. Afterwards, the Spartans band made their way onto the field with full intent to show their pride for their school and remind the Sharks they were in their territory. Elisha, Kendra, and Larissa danced their hearts out letting the music take over them. By the time they were done on the field, they left no doubt in anyone's mind that the Spartans were the better band.  

By the time third quarter came the Spartans were trying desperately to catch up but their score trailed behind the Sharks. With a few minutes left in the fourth quarter, the reality of defeat set in for the Spartans. The Sharks defeated them. In the locker room, the Spartans quietly packed up to go home but not before Coach Reynolds came in to speak to them. He motivated them to work harder and to come back stronger for their game two weeks from now. Landon was welcomed back to his position as quarterback. Chase faked a smile as the team clapped for Landon's return. Reese was glad Landon was back and Chase no longer had a position he never deserved. As much as Reese wanted to blame their defeat on Chase he knew that was not fair. You win some, you lose some, and you just have to get back up and try again.

 

Before leaving the school, Jason searched for Kendra. When he found her talking to her friends, he walked over to them catching their eye as he did.

 

"Hey Jason, sorry about tonight" Elisha said giving a half smile.

 

"Its alright, we can't win em' all right ? Can I borrow your friend real quick" 

 

"Only if you promise to bring her back" Larissa joked raising an eyebrow.

 

"Now, I can't promise you that" He joked causing them all to laugh.

 

Kendra smiled up at him as she walked off with him.

 

"So I didnt get to see you after your test. How did it go?"

 

"It went OK, I think. I felt prepared thanks to you" she smiled.

 

"I'm glad you did. I want to take you out tomorrow to celebrate."

 

"I dont even know if I passed yet" she giggled.

 

"I know you did. You did more than passed. You aced it."

 

"How are you so sure of that?"

 

"Because you're smart." He smiled down at her.

 

"Well I'm glad you have so much faith in me Mr.Jason."

 

"Do you have that much faith in yourself ?"

 

She paused to ponder that. "I guess so"

 

"You guess? You should always believe in yourself."

 

"I know. You're right. I'm working on that. " She nodded looking down at her feet.

 

"So I'll pick you up at 6. Is that ok?"

 

"Yea and where are we going and what are we doing?"

 

"I told you..it's a surprise."

 

"Okayyy. How should I dress?"

 

" Wear whatever you want"

 

"Ok. I can't wait" she smiled and he smiled back. His gaze traveled to her lips for a few seconds before he spoke again.

 

"Do you need a ride home?"

 

"Oh, no that's ok, my mom and stepdad are here".

 

"Alright good night beautiful, I'll see you tomorrow" He said as they hugged. "Good night Jason."

 

He relished the feeling of holding her in his arms and she also basked in the feeling of his strong arms around her body. She felt wanted, safe, and understood. She felt like she could trust him.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ใ€Šใ€Š JASON ใ€‹ใ€‹

Saturday morning

We had lost the game. The team was pretty down about it but Coach Reynolds told us to cheer up and get our act together because we had a game next week against an even tougher team. Landon got his quarterback position back. Chase's five seconds of fame was over.

Despite feeling down about losing, I still wanted to take Kendra on a date. Spending time with her would lift my spirits for sure.

I had spent all week thinking about what I wanted to do for this date with her. I had some ideas but I still wanted to get my two cousins, Colton and Evan's opinions.

I went into work at 9 am at my uncle's car shop and got started.

We were each working on customers' cars and talking about our plans after work.

"So guys I'm taking this girl on a date and I want to make it special and different, yall got any ideas?" I asked.

"Is this the same girl you took on the date last time? Colton asked.

"Yea"

"So you like this chick alot huh?" Evan asked.

"Yea she's pretty cool"

"So if you really like this chick, take her to a movie and a 'romantic dinner' and then get a hotel and bang the f--"

"Colton, Chill out man" I cut him off. "Its not like that".

"Huh?" Colton said tilting his head to the side. He looked genuinely confused by what I said. "Then what are yall... just friends?"

"No..we're not friends..but I dont have to take her to a hotel to have sex. I want this date to be special and unforgettable for her".

"Yea and you do that by giving her the best sex of her life Jason, duh!" Colton added shaking his head.

"Its not like that Colton. She's not that kind of girl."

"Please" Colton scoffed. "The ones you think are so innocent are the biggest freaks ever, trust me man".

"How did we even get on this topic, I asked you guys about ideas for a nice date and you're talkin about all this. Thanks for nothin'". I shook my head. They were no help at all.

"Listen cuz, you need to just take my advice. If you want to make a girl fall in love with you, all that romantic shit is fine and all, but she's gonna get bored eventually. Chicks always say they want a nice sensitive guy but they're lying. They really want a guy that will fuck their brains out, trust me"

I cringed at Colton's words. Evan just laughed.

I wondered how Colton developed this type of mindset. His dad seemed much more wholesome and respectful when it came to women. Colton was the complete opposite. I don't know why I even bothered asking him.

I would have to figure it out on my own and just trust what I already had in mind. I guess it's the thought that counts. Man, why didn't I ask Reese and David? They had respect for their girls. I decided to call them and get their input but neither one of them answered the phone. Maybe they're sleeping in. It's only about 9:30 , I would be sleep too if I wasnt working right now.

I texted Kendra to say good morning.

Good morning gorgeous. I'm lookin forward to seeing you later. Have a good day.

~~Kendra ~~

I woke up around 10 and checked my phone as I always do. I realized I got a text message from Jason which brought a big smile to my face.

It was something about him. Of course I liked him for a long time and was very attracted to him, but it was the way he treated me that drawed me to him even more. He was always kind, thoughtful, and helpful. The way he spoke to me, the things he said, I had never had a guy talk to me like that. He was always encouraging me. He was always challenging me to see things differently. He believed in me. He was so sure that I aced the physics test. I highly doubted I aced it, but I don't think I failed it.

 Then he told me I should always have faith in myself.

I texted him back.

Good morning handsome. I'm looking forward to seeing you too. I'm excited to see what you planned. Have a great day.

He texted back a few minutes later.

I'm sure you'll like it. See you soon ๐Ÿ˜‰

He was smooth, but I felt he was genuine. I hoped he was genuine. Just thinking about how he told me to have faith in myself made me think about doing my daily devotionals. I decided to pull out my devotional book and the topic was ironically on faith. I also worked in my "Embracing Yourself" journal, answering some questions and reflecting on what I wrote. Jason was challenging me...challenging me in positive ways. And I appreciated him for that.

I finally got out of bed. I started thinking about what I wanted to wear for this date. Walking over to my closet I started scanning over all the clothes I had until I settled on an outfit and picked shoes to go with it. I laid back down to watch some TV but my mind was on this upcoming date and how I would style my hair. I decided to look for some inspiration from the show I was watching. Finally I decided how I would style my hair. It was still early so I took some time to relax, planning to start getting ready around 2.

ใ€Šใ€Š Jason ใ€‹ใ€‹

I got off from work around 2. I drove home and took a shower. I made sure I had everything prepared for the date. I got dressed and by that time it was 3 pm. I was laying in bed watching TV, when my mom came to my room.

"Hey Jason, you got a letter".

I sat up on my bed curious about who would have sent me a letter.

"A letter? From who?"

"...Your dad"

I looked at her, hesitating to take it.

What did he want? What did he possibly have to say to me?

My mom let out a sigh. She knew what I was thinking.  "...I know, just see what he has to say".

She sat the letter on my bed and walked away. I sat there looking down at the envelope. In the top left corner it read Nicholas McKavner, from an address in Montgomery, Texas, the place I was born and raised. We lived there for a few years before we had to leave and go to Houston Texas, where I spent most of my childhood. He was the reason we had to leave Montgomery.  Before my thoughts could go any further, I put the envelope in my drawer. I refused to let memories of the past ruin my mood. Today was supposed to be a good day, and that's what I was gonna make it.

I told my mom where I was going, and she questioned me again about who this girl was I was taking on dates. I told her in time she would meet her. I had to see when Kendra would be ready for that. I texted Kendra to let her know I was on the way. When I pulled up, she came outside looking beautiful as ever, dressed perfect for the occasion.  I handed her a bouquet of flowers and she hugged me. Feeling her body against mine was an amazing feeling. I couldn't help but wonder what it would feel like to.....nevermind.

She was so excited and kept asking me where we were going, but I refused to tell her, laughing at the puppy dog expressions she was making to try to get me to spill it. Finally we pulled up to our destination.

I decided we would go to private area at a park and have a picnic, listen to music, and just have a good time. Yea, it's simple but I thought it would give us more time to connect and get to know each other better.

I opened the door for her and we walked to a spot in the park by the pond. I laid out a blanket. I told her to just relax on the blanket while I got everything out the car.

I brought back snacks, drinks, and card games.

"Wow! you did all this for me??" She asked, thoroughly impressed by all of it.

"Yes I did. I hope you like it"

"I love it." She smiled. "You really went all out"

"You deserve it" I admitted causing her to smile again.

~~Kendra ~~

I was so impressed by everything Jason put together.

"You deserve it" He told me causing me to smile again. He just looked me in the eyes and I wanted to look away but I couldn't. I felt vulnerable with him but not in a bad way. Yes it was a little uncomfortable to deal with because when you're vulnerable you are at risk of getting hurt. But I know that's a risk you take anytime you get involved with someone new.

"I do?" I asked

"Of course. You know what else you deserve ?"

"What?"

"To get whooped in Uno" He laughed.

"Whatever, we shall see about that".

"Yea, we'll see."

"How much you wanna bet?" I asked.

"Hmm." He started thinking.

"I dont wanna bet anything. But If I win, I want to take you home everyday after school " He suggested.

"Aww. You dont have to win for me to agree to that."

"Good to know, but that's what I want...right now"

"Well If I win, I would like...hmm..I would like for you to draw me."

He had a natural talent for drawing and he was great at drawing people.

"Ok, sure. You got a deal"

We ate snacks and played Uno. The game got pretty heated, he was down to two cards, and I was down to three.

"Stop looking at my hand! Back up!" He chuckled.

"Im just reaching over here to get some chips!"

"Yea right. Are you ready?" He lifted an eyebrow. I guess he thought he was about to do some serious damage.

"Yea lets go. You swear you're gonna win." I shook my head and playfully rolled my eyes.

"I just might"

He threw out the first card and yelled "Uno".

It was a "green Skip card".He had to draw from the deck but was unable to get a green card or a skip card, on his first draw.

Now it was my turn.

I threw out a red "skip" card. "Skip you, draw four and the color is yellow. Uno!" He drew four cards from the deck while smirking at me.

"So this is how you do me?" He shook his head.

I threw out a yellow "draw two" card. "Uno, Uno out!" I said rolling my neck.

"Ahhh!" He tossed his cards away in defeat. "Whatever man, you cheated"

"How did I cheat?" We both laughed.

"You distracted me." He snickered.

"Oh ok.. take your loss like a man!"

So he agreed to draw me, right then and there.

I laid on the blanket and held a pose for him. I was lying on my side, resting on my elbow. As he began to draw me, I looked straight into his eyes, allowing him to capture my features on paper. I tried not to smile as it was awkward just lying there staring at him.

"Stop laughing" He chuckled. "You gotta keep a straight face".

"Okayyy, I'll try" I giggled trying to obtain a straight face.

After about an hour and a half he was done drawing me.

ใ€Šใ€ŠJasonใ€‹ใ€‹

As I put my finishing touches on the drawing of Kendra's face, I focused on drawing her body. The dress she was wearing definitely complimented her shape, showing off every curve she had. As I drew her waist line, and then her wide hips, I couldn't help but study the curve of her ass. I so desperately wanted to reach over and take a handful of it in my hands. Damn. I had to look away. I wanted to take things slow with her. I didn't want to rush and risk ruining things. I was just trusting the process, and letting things happen naturally, though it was hard at times.

When I was done , I showed her the drawing and her eyes lit up with amazement.

"Oh my gosh, that looks just like me! You are so good Jason!"

"Thanks" I smiled.

"Have you ever thought about going to school for art? You would be amazing!"

"Nah..not really...I want to major in engineering"

"Ohh okayyy, what kind of engineering?"

"Biomedical engineering"

"What is that?" She asked raising an eyebrow causing me to chuckle.

"Its basically engineers that make medical devices, or artificial organs, things like pacemakers, prosthetic limbs, in a nutshell. There's alot more they do though."

"Ohhh that's so cool! I didn't even know that was a career, but somebody has to make all of that stuff. So basically they make all the equipment doctors need to diagnose and take care of people?"

"Exactly".

"Thats fascinating.Have you started applying for college yet?"

"Yea I have.. to about 3 schools. I need to apply to more."

"Thats good, I know some people who haven't applied to any yet."

"Oh ok, then I don't feel like too much of a slacker then. How many have you applied to?"

"Six" she said

"Damn girl, I see you're not wasting any time. You're such an overachiever."

She laughed. "Me? No you are, Mr. AP Physics and 'I want to be a freakin' biomedical engineer mad scientist" We both laughed as she mocked me.

" Well you'll be the doctor and I'll be the mad scientist. We'll be nerds together." I smiled.

"Thats fine with me" she smiled back.

All of a sudden it started to rain. She panicked, automatically reaching up to cover her hair which made me chuckle. We picked up everything quickly, throwing the left over snacks, Uno cards and my drawing pad and pencils into the basket. We grabbed the blankets and ran toward the car.

We got in the car laughing at ourselves.

"Oh my gosh! The day was so beautiful and then all of a sudden...rain!" She said.

"Well at least we got to do alot before it came"

"Yea, we did. I shouldn't complain"

"Don't worry, your hair still looks nice." I assured her.

"Thank you". She chuckled.

"So what schools did you apply to" I asked her.

"UM, FIU, UF, FAU, UCF and USF so far"

"How many are you gonna apply to???" I chucked.

"Umm..I don't know, as many as possible. I just don't know what my chances of getting accepted are, so I just wanna have alot of options."

"I feel you. Where do you really wanna go?"

"University of Miami is my dream school"

I nodded. "I heard that's a good school. Great football team, Miami Hurricanes".

"Do you wanna play in college?"

"Not really, I just wanna focus on engineering. Football is just something to do, but it takes up alot of time. I hear they try to steer you away from certain majors when you're a college athlete, because some majors are just too time consuming. I think engineering is one of those. Do you wanna dance in college?"

"I'm open to it, but I don't know how demanding it would be. I already know with me wanting to be premed and all, that's gonna be very demanding. Where do you wanna go?"

"I don't know yet...I was thinking of going back to Texas but I don't know..."

"Oh...." She nodded. "You still have family in Texas?"

"Yea..most of my family is there, but I'm not that close with all of them. Im just close with two of my aunts and my grandma and grandpa."

"How long have you lived in Florida?"

"Almost 4 years, I moved here in ninth grade when my stepdad got a better job offer."

"Do you like it here?"

"...Yea...definitely." 

~~Kendra~~

"...Yea...definitely" He said locking eyes with me.

I nodded, smiling.

"Reese and David are good friends. They're like my brothers. And then...I met you."

I got shy all of a sudden, not knowing what to say.I looked at him briefly and looked down at my lap before looking back into his eyes, finding that he was still watching me. Again, he had a way with words and usually, I was at a lost for them.

"I'm glad we met" I admitted trying to end the silence between us because that silence was forcing me to sit with the crazy stir of emotions I was feeling.

"Me too." 

It was silent for a few seconds before he spoke.

"Come'ere" He said barely above a whisper.

I scooted over to him, feeling the warmth of his body,  cooling my skin that was damp from the rain.

The rain was still pouring, beating against the windows. And my heart was beating against my chest.

I sat next to him with my hands in my lap playing with my fingers. Ugh, my shyness was resurfacing. Just when I thought I was overcoming it, it would pop back up at the wrong times. I didn't want to annoy him with my shyness or push him away, but I really didn't know what to do. It's like I would shut down though I wanted desperately to feel at ease. I felt his gaze on me watching my movements, causing me to stop fidgeting with my hands. I looked up at him as he smirked, causing me to blush.

"What?" I said shyly.

"Nothin" He said still observing me. He licked his lips. That did something to me.

I moved my gaze back to my thighs, then looked out at the rain, trying my best to avoid eye contact with him. I was tired of blushing like a school girl, but after a few seconds I was forced to acknowlege that he was still looking at me.

"Why are you looking at me like that" I blushed, feeling vulnerable under his gaze.

"Like what?" He smirked, knowing exactly what he was doing.

"Like...I don't know.. li--"

"Like you're the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen?"

I looked up at him, shocked at his words.

"Its cause you are."

I just stared into his eyes, trying hard not to blush...again.

He moved closer to me "I sincerely mean that".

He moved even closer to me and I willed myself to move closer to him. He leaned down, resting his hand on my cheek and pressed his lips against mine. I felt my body come alive like it had been waiting forever for this moment..to be kissed by Jason McKavner.

His lips were warm and soft against mine. He was patient with me as another one of my walls came tumbling down. I was experiencing my first kiss with the boy of my dreams. I felt nothing short of pure joy.

We continued to kiss gently as I fully relished in the taste of his lips against mine. His lips moved down to my neck where he placed soft kisses.

"You're so beautiful Kendra" He whispered against my neck before stopping. I didn't want it to end.

We sat there looking at eachother, as we tried to catch our breath from the heated moment we just shared.

My first kiss. My first kiss! It was better than I could ever imagine.

My phone vibrated notifying me that I got a text from my mom, telling us to be safe in the rain.

"Sorry, that was just my mom telling us to be safe in the rain".

"Its ok. At least she has better timing than my brother."

We both chuckled remembering how his brother Josh interrupted our would be first kiss on the ferris wheel.

"Yea, she's been asking who's the mystery guy taking me on dates"

"Yea my mom and stepdad been asking the same too. I told them they will meet you when the time is right."

"Yea, I said the same thing". I smiled.

"I dont want us to rush anything. I want us to go at a pace we both are comfortable with, ok?"

"Yes" I nodded.

"But also I know, time is not really on our side with it being senior year. And like I said, I've liked you... I've wanted you.. for a while now. So I just wanna know something."

"What?"

"Will you be mine?"

Oh my gosh. I nearly melted. Yes! Yes!

"Yes, I will be yours" I whispered,  holding back the excitement bustling inside of me, not wanting him to see how crazy I am about him.

A smile began to form on his face.

"Really?" He asked.

"Of course. You are such a great guy, why wouldn't I want to be yours. You've been so sweet to me, Jason, and I really appreciate that"

I reached over and hugged him and he wrapped me in his arms, holding me tightly before letting go. I didn't want him to let go. The rain finally stopped and the sun was beginning to shine. We both looked up at the sky and saw a rainbow. We looked at each other and smiled.

It's official. I am his and he is mine.

 

 

 

 

After dropping Kendra home, I came home and relaxed. I was lying on the bed watching TV when I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in" I called.

The door opened and it was Josh.

"How was your date?"

"It was fun. She really liked the whole picnic idea".

"Thats cool. What's her name again?"

"Kendra."

"So is she your girl now?"

"Yea.I asked her to be my girlfriend today so we're official now"

"That's what's up."

"Yea" I smiled placing my hands behind my head. "And I finally got a chance to kiss her for the first time..with no interruptions." I chuckled

"You'll never let that go huh?" Josh snickered shaking his head. "So I got a letter from dad..did you?"

"Yea" 

"I was shocked. We haven't heard from him in like three years".

"He should've kept it that way"

"Well, it looks like he's trying to change and make amends you know after every--"

" I dont wanna talk about that right now Josh".

Josh paused and look down at the floor before he looked back at me and nodded. "...OK."

"Look" I said sitting up. "I'm sorry for cutting you off. I had a good day. Im in a good mood and I don't wanna ruin it with talking about him"

"Ok I get it." He nodded. "Just was coming to let you know the food is ready, Mom cooked". He said, turning to head out the door.

"Ok I'll be in there soon" 

Before leaving the room, Josh turned around, prompting me to lift my head.

"People can change Jason"

I just looked at him and nodded with a tight-lipped smile.

Yea, people can change, but in this case, I would believe it when I actually saw it.

 

My earliest memories of my dad were happy ones of us playing video games, taking family trips, and taking care of horses on my grandpa's farm. He was a funny guy, his jokes would always make us crack up. He taught me how to fix things from toys to bikes. He promised one day he would teach me to fix cars, but that never happened. My Uncle Brantley taught me.

 

My dad and I bonded the most when we were fixing things together. He told me to always see the potential in what's broken. He was a good dad and a good provider. He treated my mom well too. I have vivid memories of them dancing to oldies in the living room, putting on a concert for us, as me and my brothers and sister sat on the couch laughing at their dance moves.

 

We were a happy family until I was about 8, then things changed. He changed. The story my mom told me was that after he got laid off and bills started piling up, he took a lower paying job and he made a few extra dollars working on the farm with my grandpa a few days a week. After he lost the first job, my mom went from being a stay-at-home mom to working as a waitres, and then a cook.

 

With all the hours he was working, they were still behind on bills. They were stressed out. My mom turned to prayer. My dad turned to the bottle.

 

He started drinking one can of beer every night and then it turned into two beers. Two turned into a six pack and it wasn't long before he was drinking straight from the bottle. The alcohol changed him alot. He was irritated all the time and isolated himself from us. When he got off work he went straight to the bedroom. He was no longer the happy-go-lucky dad we knew. He yelled about everything. He's the reason I hate alcohol and have no tolerance or patience for drunk people. I hate to see people get wasted, act stupid, and expect other people to watch over them.

 

One night something happened that will forever be etched in my mind. I remember it just like it was yesterday.

Flashback

It was a Wednesday night, and my dad came home from work, isolated himself as usual and started drinking. It was dinner time and my mom called us all to the table to eat. My dad didn't come out the room for dinner. When he finally did come out to grab another beer, I was still at the table eating, and my mom was in the kitchen sweeping, standing in front of the fridge.

"Excuse me" he said.

My mom looked up at him with her mouth open.

"...Wait.No.Nick I think you've had enough to drink"

"Move Mary Ann" He said sternly. It was clear that his irritation was growing.

"Nick--"

"Mary Ann MOVE!!!!"

I jumped at the sound of his voice.

"Nick, please don't yell in front of the kids. Youve had enough to drink tonight".

"Don't fuckin tell me how much to drink! I'm not your damn child! Now move out of the way Mary Ann!"

"No you need to stop this! You need help!" My mom pointed her finger at him.

Before I knew it, he grabbed her shoulders and shoved her so hard to the right, that she fell on the floor.

"Shit!! Look what you made me do!"

He reached his hand down to help her up but she didn't take it.

She started crying. "Nick..please.." She sobbed. "Don't do this in front of the kids"

"Its your fuckin fault! You can't shut up and stop fuckin naggin' all the time! I pay the bills in this house! I'm a grown ass man and you're not gonna tell me what to do!"

My eleven year old brother Nick came running down the hall to see what was going on.

"What happened?! " He asked as his gaze quickly moved from my mom, who was still on the floor, to my Dad, and then to me. "Why is Mom on the floor?"

"Nick it's ok" my mom tried to assure my brother.

I looked at my brother, wearing an expression of terror on my face. It was like I was frozen. I wanted desperately to protect my mom, but I froze when my Dad pushed her. I guess I was in shock. This was the first time he ever put his hands on her.

"Go to your room Junior!" My dad shouted.

"No! What happened?! Did you push Mom?!" Nick shouted back.

"I said go to your room!"

By this time my sister Anna and my little brother Josh were standing in the hallway, afraid to take another step forward. Anna was shielding Josh from seeing anything.

"Mom are you ok?" Anna called from the hallway.

"Yes baby I'm fine, it's ok" my mom lied.

"Just go to your room all of you" she pleaded.

I couldn't move, I was stuck.

"She said go to your room!!" My dad yelled at me snapping me out of my trance.

I quickly got up and ran to my room fearful that my dad would reach out and grab me as I ran by the kitchen.

I was scared but I was even more scared for my mom.

Years later I felt ashamed that I didn't help my mom and protect her from him. No, instead I ran off like a scared puppy. I vowed to myself that I would never be afraid of anything or anyone again. I felt powerless that night and I refuse to ever feel that way again. I don't take shit from anybody anymore and I feel that night has a lot to do with it.

After he beat her multiple times, my mom finally made the decision to leave him. We moved to Houston Texas with her parents. My mom filed a restraining order against my dad for two years, so he stayed away. When the restraining order expired, he tried to come back around but at that point Nick, Anna, and I wanted nothing to do with him. The damage was already done. Nick would go on to be the one who used humor to deal with everything, even negative emotions. Anna would go on to develop anxiety and panic attacks. And me...I went on to become angry, I guess. Yea, I know you're probably shocked to hear that. No I don't go around bullying people. I think I'm a nice person, but once you cross me, I'm done. And if you get violent with me, it's a rap. All that anger gets unleashed on whoever asks for it.

In middle school I found myself in a few fights, usually standing up for kids who were being bullied. I would never stand around and let a helpless person be abused. I let my mom down multiple times, but I will never let her or anybody else I deem worthy of my help, down again.

I guess Nick and Anna got letters too. I don't know if I'll ever read mine. There's nothing he can say to me.

 

 

Kendra's P.O.V

 

It was Sunday morning. I yawned as my alarm clock went off, signaling it was time to get ready for church. It was about 8:30 and church started at 10. We wouldn't be done until 1 pm. Ughhh.

I like church, but I feel like the one I was going to, dragged it out too much. They had a song about everything. They would take one line someone said and turn it into a whole song. Lol. That's black churches for you.

I wonder if Jason goes to church. Does he believe in God?

These were all important things that I would need to find out...things I should've found out first, but no the shyness would get the best of me and I would just find myself blushing or getting lost in his green eyes. I knew being in a relationship with him would bring on a lot of temptation. Something that I didn't have to deal with or worry about before. The way he looks at me, his touch, his looks, his body...it does something to me. Something I'm too embarrassed to say.

Ugh. I'm so inexperienced, I know. I wonder if Jason is experienced in that area?

I quickly pushed those thoughts away. The thought of Jason being intimate with another girl makes me jealous and nauseous. And plus it's time for church. I can't think those kind of thoughts.

Church was over at one o'clock like I knew it would be. The sermon was on hope and faith. The pastor talked about how you have to hold on and have faith in hard times. He also talked about how we, as black people, especially have to have hope. He said living in a white man's world will always come with challenges for us. That was obvious with slavery and we're still dealing with covert racism today. Being that all the church members are black, he speaks openly about racism and does not sugarcoat it. He said that there are a lot of white people who support black people and our cause for better treatment, but at the end of the day, they will choose their own when it came down to it. That statement hit me like a ton of bricks. My thoughts went straight to Jason.

At the end of the day, they will choose their own.

That statement kept running through my mind, even as the pastor went on speaking about other things. I saw my mom from the corner of my eye, nod in agreement when the pastor made that statement and my stepdad shouted "That's right!", like he always does.

Jason. What if he plans on having a fling with me and leaves me for a white girl when he's done? What if I'm just an experience for him, for him to say he dated a black girl before? What if he's just with me because his friends Reese and David have black girlfriends? What if everything he said is nothing but lies?

My thoughts went down a rabbit hole really quick.

When church was over, we got in the car and drove home. As gospel music played on the radio, we sat in silence until my stepdad spoke.

"That was a powerful message, huh?"

"Yes, it was very powerful. What did you think of it, Kendra?"

"Yea...it was great," I said, looking out the window, telling a half truth. Don't get me wrong, it was a powerful message, but that one line he said threw me off. The tough part was that I didn't know if it was true or not . It very well could be true. Don't we as black people choose our own? Was that a natural thing to do? I thought maybe when it came down to oppression, yea, you would help your own. I was confused, and I couldn't benefit from anything else the pastor said because I was stuck on that comment.

We got home. My mom and I relaxed on the couch while my stepdad went to the room and watched football. My stepsister was at her mother's house for the weekend.

"So..." She started to speak.

Here we go with the questions. I sighed without her seeing or hearing it.

"How was your date with...what's his name again?"

"Jason. It was really nice. We had a picnic at the park."

"Ohh," she smiled. "So what's going on with you two?"

I smiled. "He asked me to be his girlfriend."

"Oh wow! I'm so happy for you. When do I get to meet him?"

"I have to see when he's ready. His mom asks him the same about meeting me."

"Yea, you know how us parents are. But I'm so happy for my babygirlll" She cooed.

I smiled at her. My mom was so sweet and she just wanted what was best for me. I always knew that and always will know that. She was my best friend and I could tell her anything, but for some reason, I was not as forthcoming when it came to Jason. I don't know why. Maybe I felt like things with him were too good to be true. Maybe I was waiting for the ball to drop.

"So tell me about him."

"He plays football."

"Oh ok. What grade is he in?"

"He's a senior too."

She nodded, and I could tell she wanted more. Why was I holding back?

"So tell me how does he look?" She pressed with a smile on her face.

"He's cute." I shrugged a shoulder and smiled. I searched for something else to say, so it wasn't so obvious that I was holding back. "He's tall"

"Okay." She grinned. "Is he light skinned, dark skinned?"

"..Um..Light skinned I guess?"

She chuckled. "Well, I can't wait to meet him. He seems like he's making you happy. Is he?"

"Yea, he is" I nodded and smiled.

My phone vibrated and he must've known I was talking about him because I got a text from Jason.

 

Jason

Wussup beautiful, I'm sorry I didn't text you this morning. I woke up around 12 lol

 

Kendra

lol that's ok  Nothin much, just got out of church not too long ago.

 

Jason

I missed church this weekend. Usually my mom would try to wake me up but she didn't this morning. I don't know why.

 

So he believes in God. Good.

 

Kendra

At least you got to sleep in. I woke up around 8:30, church was at 10, we got out at 1.

 

Jason

๐Ÿ˜‚ Wow. Mine is 10 to 11 lol

 

Kendra

๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ yea I know. Black people, we're a little extra.

 

Jason

๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ nothin wrong with that. that's how Reese's church is too.Its all good though, we can never have enough of Jesus.

 

Kendra

That's right! What are you doing today?

 

Jason

Nothin much

Why..you miss me?

 

Kendra

Hmm...I guess

Lol

 

Jason

Stop playin, you know you do.

 

Kendra

I do miss you ๐Ÿ˜˜

 

Jason

I miss you too

I'll come get you if you want me to

 

Kendra

Aww thanks, but it's ok, I'm supposed to go the nail shop with my mom later

 

Jason

Ok. Excuse me then lol

 

Kendra

Sorry ๐Ÿ˜ž I do want to see you though.

 

Jason

We could facetime

It's nothing like seeing you in person though

 

Kendra

I know..I totally forgot about facetime though.

 

Jason

I'll call you in about 30 minutes, I gotta do something for my mom real quick

 

Kendra

Ok ๐Ÿ˜˜

 

Jason

๐Ÿ˜˜

 

In about thirty minutes, like he had said, Jason facetimed me. We spent an hour talking. Our conversation flowed easily. We laughed and flirted with each other as we always do. The statement the pastor made did cross my mind and I looked intently at Jason, studying him to see if there was any sign of deceit...if he would one day leave me and choose his own. Ugh. This is crazy.

My mom knocked on the door saying she was ready to go to the nail shop. I told Jason I would talk to him later and we ended the call.

 

While riding in the car with my mom, I was quiet, I didn't have much to say. I was lost in my thoughts.

 

"So that was him on the phone?" My mom asked, drawing me out of my head 

"Yea."

"Does he go to church?"

"Yes, he does. He didn't go today though".

"Oh ok. What is he doing today?"

"I think he's just hanging at home."

Our conversation was awkward to say the least. I don't know why I was acting this way with my mom. As I said I usually told her everything, but I was withholding the obvious from her. I finally decided to address it. 

"Mom have you ever dated outside your race?"

She glanced at me before focusing back on the road. "Yea..once when I was in high school. I dated this white boy for a little bit. He treated me really nice but it didn't work out in the end"

"Why, what happened?"

"Well I just broke up with your sister and them daddy. Then I started dating him. His name was Brantley." She sighed. "We dated for a little and then I found out I was pregnant. We never did anything so we both knew it wasn't his. I was so embarrassed to be dating him and pregnant with some other guy's baby. Their dad was denying that he was the father and claimed it was Brantley' s baby. Brantley said he was gonna stick with me and step in if he didn't wanna be in the baby's life. But I couldn't do that to Brantley. He was young, we both were and he didn't deserve that. Stupid me, I decided to go back to their daddy and work it out. I moved to Virginia after high school where he was stationed. Brantley and his family moved back to Texas. It was the hardest decision I ever had to make".

"Do you regret leaving Brantley?"

She nodded. "Yea. But I dont regret my kids. Who knows if I would have stayed with Brantley, there wouldn't be your brothers and sister and there wouldn't be a you, because I wouldn't have met your dad. I know Brantley would have made a great husband. I think about him every now and then. I wonder where he is in the world and if he's doing alright. He was so handsome, tall, hazel eyes and curly hair." She laughed.

I nodded, taking in everything my mom said.

"When you dated him, did your family and his family support it? " I asked.

"My older sister loved him. My daddy didn't really like it. He didn't like white people period, but I didn't care about his opinion. He had alot of issues anyway which I've told you about. I told him to go sit down somewhere." She laughed. "And my mom she never had an issue with it. His family though..whew! His mom was not that friendly and would look me up and down when I came over! I dont think she cared too much for me. He never let her disrespect me though. But that was back in the 70s, people were not that open to interracial relationships back then. Things have changed though".

Listening to my mom talk about her experience dating a white boy made me feel more comfortable to tell her Jason is white. I know my mom is not racist at all but I just didn't know what her reaction would be.

"Mom...Jason is white".

She turned to look at me for a minute before a smile appeared on her face.

"Really??" She asked, raising her eyebrows.

"Yea".

"Then why did you say he was light skinned?" She laughed causing me to laugh too. Technically he is light skinned...lol.

I chuckled. "I dont know...I just didn't know how you would react."

"Now you know I'm not like that! I don't care about someone's color. As long as he treats you right and you're happy, I'm happy." She smiled.

I didn't know how my stepdad would react, but honestly, even though he's been in my life since I was eleven, I don't fully see him as a dad. I know that's harsh to say, but even though we have a relationship, we are not super close, so his opinion about me dating a white boy is not important. I was mainly worried about my mom's opinion.

We finally pulled up to the nail shop.

"Ok, let's go. I made an appointment because I don't have time to wait up here all day. I gotta go back home and cook. Oh, and your brother AJ is coming over today. I told him I'm cooking. " She giggled.

 

 

         Kendra's P.O.V

We got back home from the nail shop and for the past thirty minutes my mom has been cooking. 

"Who is it?" My mom called out after we heard a knock on the door.

"AJ," my brother's deep voice called from the other side of the door.

My mom moved the curtain to look out the window as she always did out of habit before opening the door.

"Heyyy Ma!" AJ said with a cheesy grin.

"Hey son," she said, hugging him.

"Hey lil sis." He smiled, directing his attention to me and reaching for a hug.

"Hey AJ, I missed you," I beamed.

"I miss you too, what's good witchu?"

"Nothin much just busy with school and dance"

"When you gonna come to one of her games?" My mom asked him.

"Oh ima come just let me know when the next one is."

"It's next week, every Friday. It's a home game."

"Ok, just let me know the time, and I'll be there"

"Ok."

As my mom and AJ talked and caught up on life, I wandered to my room to get things ready for school tomorrow.

I heard in the distance my stepdad talking with them too.

I decided to log on to Pinnacle and check my grades. I wondered if the physics test had been graded already.

I logged in and scrolled down to my physics class, and clicked on the page that listed all my grades in the class.

"Oh my gosh!! YES!! YES!!" I shouted.

I couldn't believe it, I actually got an A on the physics test!!

I had to call Jason and let him know.

I dialed him, and he picked up on the third ring.

"Hello," He said

"Guess what!"

"What?" He asked with a hint of amusement in his voice.

"I got an A on my physics test!!"

"That's awesome!! I'm so proud of you! I told you you would ace it!"

"Yes, you did! I thought it was a stretch, but you were right. Thank you so much again for all your help. I would've never aced it if it wasn't for you. "

"No, that's all you. You put in the work and studied, I just helped a little along the way."

"I dont know how I could ever repay you for all you've done."

"You're mine now. That's a reward right there"

"Awww, stop," I giggled.

We talked a little more before I excused myself to get back to talking to my brother, who I hadn't seen in about 2 months.

AJ is 25 years old, 8 years older than me. He is covered in tattoos and is still getting more. He has three daughters, one is 9 years old, the second one is 1 year old, and the last one is a newborn. I was so mad he didn't bring them over today. I missed them. Maybe next time. He has two baby mommas.

He works as a barber and a tattoo artist and he plans to have his own shop one day.

Growing up, my friends have always had crushes on him, going on about how cute he is, which was so awkward for me to listen to. Even Elisha and Larissa thought he was cute. He's alright, I guess. 

I headed back to the living room where my mom was talking his ear off as he sat on the couch watching football with my stepdad. The food would be ready soon. She made oxtails and gravy, yellow rice, plantains, and dinner rolls. My stomach was growling like crazy. I was so hungry.

The food was finally ready. My mouth watered as my mom laid out the different dishes of food across our large dining table. We took our seats and started eating, not long before my stepdad started making small talk. I guess it is awkward to sit and watch everybody stuff their face with food, but I don't like to be bothered when I'm eating, especially when it's my mom's cooking.

"So, how is Layla doing?" He asked.

"She's doing good, getting big," AJ chuckled, earning smiles from all of us.

After dinner, my mom, AJ, and I sat in the living room and talked.

Just then, my phone vibrated. It was a text from Jason sending me a funny meme. I giggled to myself, catching the eye of AJ and my mom.

"Who you textin?" He asked.

"My friend," I quickly replied.

My mom started smiling at me.

Please keep your mouth shut and don't tell my business. I thought to myself.

"Your little sister has a boyfriend"

"Oh really, so that's who you textin?"

"Yes," I smiled.

"So why you said he's a friend"

"Well, boyfriend, it does have friend in it," I said, trying and failing to come up with a comeback.

"Let me see a picture of this dude," AJ asked but demanded at the same time.

Ugh. Here we go.

"I--" I was going to say I didn't have a picture of him, but I did. It would be stupid to lie, but I wasn't ready, nor did I know how AJ would respond.

"I have to find it," I settled on, saying that.

As I searched through my phone for a picture, which was definitely not hard to find, my heart started to pound.

Why was I nervous? Why did I care so much about what people thought of me and who I was dating? Jason was the biggest crush I've ever had, and now I have him as a boyfriend. You would think I would be showing him off to everyone, but here I was, so nervous about what my brother AJ would think.

I found the picture I was going to show AJ. I looked at the picture, and as I looked into Jason's eyes, I felt sad that I was ashamed to show him off, all because he was white. How would I feel if he felt and did the same to me?

I would be pissed. I would question if he truly wanted me. I would question if he was ashamed of me. 

I looked up at AJ, who was watching my phone intently, and then his gaze shifted to my face. My mom sat on the other sofa smiling, having no clue of the anxiety I was feeling in this moment. She was just a doting mother, so happy that her daughter was dating a nice guy who wouldn't leave her stranded in the dark. I just wish she would have taken a hint earlier as to why I wasn't forthcoming about Jason being white. If I was nervous about telling her, wouldn't she think I would be nervous to tell AJ? This is the same dude that has Thug Life tatted across this stomach, even though he ain't a thug. I wanted to tell him in my own timing that I had a boyfriend, and then at some point, he would find out he's white.

I handed over my phone to AJ and it was like the world started moving in slow motion. I watched as AJ's eyes settled on the picture. I watched his brows furrow together in confusion and then as the corners of his mouth lifted, creating an expression of confusion and amusement.

"You datin' a white boy?" He asked with a grin spreading across his face.

My expression that was once riddled with nervous anticipation now was a nervous smile, that I tried to cover up with a sassy response."Yea" I said with a hint of defensiveness.

AJ's question had a hint of confusion, disappointment, and even shame. It was as if he was asking what was wrong with me for even entertaining a white boy.

At this moment I needed an SOS from my mom because I didn't know how the rest of this conversation would go.

 

 

 

 

 

"You datin' a white boy?" He asked with a grin spreading across his face.

My expression that was once riddled with nervous anticipation now was a nervous smile, that I tried to cover up with a sassy response. "Yea" I said with a hint of defensiveness.

AJ's question had a hint of confusion, disappointment, and even shame. It was as if he was asking what was wrong with me for even entertaining a white boy.

At this moment I needed an SOS from my mom because I didn't know how the rest of this conversation would go.

"Wowwww" AJ said leaning back and running his hands down his face.

My mom studied him with a nervous smile on her face.

"What??" I asked.

"I..I just wasn't expecting that...thats..that's different".

I just sat there watching his reaction. Here we go.

"What's wrong with it?" My mom finally came to my defense.

"I'm not saying somethin wrong with it, its just..I don't know..I guess I shouldn't be too shocked."

What did he mean by that?

"Well he seems like a nice guy and that's all that matters" My mom continued.

"You right, as long as he treating my sister right, I'm good. He treating you right?" He asked looking me straight in the eye.

"Yes he is"

Finally the conversation shifted to other topics, but my mind was still on the way AJ reacted when he found out I was dating a white boy. The way he looked at Jason as if he was an alien or something.

Did he think I was whack for dating a white boy?

I know none of this should matter because I've had the biggest secret crush on Jason for months and now I finally have him. I shouldn't let other people's opinions dictate who I date. I would hate it if Jason did that to me.

After an evening of laughter, deep discussions, and awkwardness, AJ was getting ready to go.

I missed him. I didn't want him to leave even though his reaction to Jason rattled me and had me mad at him for a moment. He's my brother. My big brother after all. And I love him.

We all stood up from the couch as my stepdad walked back to the living room to say bye to AJ. We watched as they slapped hands and pulled each other into a brotherly hug.

My mom gave AJ a tight hug " You be good baby boy, and call me when you get home".

"I will Ma" He said kissing her on the cheek.

AJ's eyes settled on me and smiled. "My lil sis.. I love you". He said hugging me.

"I love you too" I said against his shoulder.

"Let me holla at you real quick" He whispered to me.

My mom watched as I followed AJ outside. I could see the curiosity all over her face.

I closed the door behind us.

AJ started to speak "Look man..I just want you to be careful. I hope this ain't the case man but he's a white boy and from my experience any time a white dude talking to a black girl he tryna fuck"

I silently gasped at his bluntness but I obviously was not good at hiding my shock because he picked up on it.

"Yea, I gotta be real witchu, I ain't finna sugarcoat shit, you my lil sister and I don't want no nigga playin wit yo heart. I'll fuck a nigga up about you. Just be careful man, alright" He warned me as he pulled me into a hug.

"I'm hear for you, if you got any questions about dudes, you can call me man, I know I dont be around like I should, I got my own shit goin on but I'm always here for you, you hear me?"

I nodded.

We hugged again and he went on his way.

I came back inside.

"What was that about?" My mom asked.

"Oh..he was just talking to me about boys and stuff"

"He's trying to look out for you, but you know this guy but like he said just be careful. Don't let your guard down too much. "

I nodded. "I have to use the bathroom" I lied trying to find a reason to be alone and process everything that just happened. I had a bathroom in my room. I went and splashed some water on my face and took a few deep breaths. My mind was racing. Why was I confused? Why was I doubting everything now? I knew Jason. Not for long but I knew what he showed me. He has always been kind, sweet, and helpful. But what if he does have an ulterior motive?

What if he does just want to have sex with me and leave? That's what Eric wanted.

I was confused. I grabbed my phone and scrolled through all the texts between me and Jason. I started to read and try to analyze the things he said to me. Just then a text from him came in.

Jason ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜˜

Send me a picture.

 

I smiled and texted back.

 

Kendra

For what?

 

Jason ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜˜

Just send it.

 

Kendra

Ok

 

He replied back soon after.

 

Jason ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜˜

 

Jason ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜˜

Beautiful isn't she?

Kendra

๐Ÿ˜Š

 

With each passing day I was falling more in love with Jason.

I just hoped that what AJ had said was not true.

 

 

 

Earlier that Sunday

Danielle and Brian pulled up in front of his home. Finally, he was taking her to meet his parents. Danielle felt their relationship was moving in the right direction and trusting Brian more and more each day.

As they pulled up into the driveway, Danielle could see quite a few people outside. The aroma of Barbeque immediately filled her nostrils and caused her mouth to water. She came good and hungry.

She saw a familiar face. It was Elisha walking across the lawn to the front door. She must have just got there as she saw Brian's younger brother Reese getting out of the car. Danielle felt Brian's hand at the small of her back as they both walked to the front door, not before crossing paths with his brother Reese.

"Reese!" Brian shouted, grabbing his attention. Reese walked up to the couple.

"This is my girl Danielle..Danielle this my brother Reese"

"Nice to meet you" Reese nodded and shook her hand. "I've heard great things about you"

"Ohhh really" Danielle raised a brow and smiled looking in Brian's direction. "Thats nice to hear" she said causing Brian to smirk.

"Its nice to meet you too".

Just then Elisha came back outside and walked over to them.

Reese reached for her hand "Bae this is Danielle, Brian's girl"

"We know each other," Elisha said looking at Reese. "Hey girl" they hugged.

Danielle gave Elisha a few light pats on the back keeping her distance.

"Oh yea that's right, Larissa is your sister" Reese said.

"Yep, she is..And do you know Brian?" Danielle asked Elisha with a smile, fluttering her lashes.

"Oh yea" Elisha smirked. "I know big head"

"Man my head smaller than yours" Brian chuckled.

"Whatever" Elisha laughed.

They headed inside and Danielle felt her anxiety rise as the house was filled with even more people talking loudly, playing cards and watching the football game. The New Orleans Saints were playing the Miami Dolphins.

Brian continued to lead Danielle through the house, finally reaching the kitchen where more people could be seen outside through the sliding glass doors.

Brian had a big family. She loved how welcoming everyone was. They were at ease being themselves, not keeping up appearances, which was a major contrast to the gatherings her mother hosted. Her parents' friends were always so uptight, bougie, bragging about their endeavors and what their kids were doing.

"Dad, this is my girl Danielle" Brian said placing a firm hand on his dad's shoulder grabbing his attention away from the pan of chicken he has drizzling barbeque sauce over.

"Hey Danielle! It's nice to meet you sweety!" His dad gave her a firm handshake.

"Its nice to meet you too, Mr. Albright"

"Call me Mr.Doug"

"Ok" Danielle smiled.

"Lorraine!" Doug shouted, startling Danielle.

"What Doug?!" Lorraine, Brian's mom shouted from their bedroom.

"Come meet Brian girlfriend!"

"Ohhhh I'm coming" She said eagerly. "He aint tell me he had a girlfriend!"

Danielle looked over at Brian, looking for an explanation.

He gave her an "I'll explain later" look.

Lorraine finally walked into the kitchen, looking Danielle from head to toe. Danielle didn't know how this was going to go. She hoped his mom wasn't judgemental like hers.

"Hello sweetheart, ain't you pretty?" Lorraine said placing a hand on her hip. "Its about time you stop entertainin them crazy ass chicken heads", Lorraine glared at Brian.

Brian shook his head "Ma this is Danielle, this my girl, we met at school"

"And she educated too" Lorraine noted. "Nice to meet you Danielle, welcome baby" Lorraine pulled Danielle into a tight hug taking her by surprise. Danielle smiled awkwardly, giving her a few pats on the back.

Elisha took a seat on the sofa watching the interaction between the two women.

"Elisha come here baby! Have you met Brian girlfriend, Danielle? Yall two could be sisters, yall look so much alike!"

Elisha walked over to the kitchen. "Yes we've met".

"Yall look just alike! Oh my gosh! I'm so glad Brian done found him a decent girl for once."

Brian sighed and shook his head.

"Its the truth.What you shaking ya head fuh? Them girls you was talking to was crazy. Every time I turned around, they blowing up ya phone, yelling about somethin."

"Mother. Okayyyy. That's the past." Brian pleaded for her to stop.

Elisha smirked and caught Danielle looking in her direction, with an irritated expression on her face.

Elisha quickly dropped her smirk and looked away. She knew what she had told Larissa about Brian had to be going through Danielle's mind. She had to give Brian props, though. This was the first girl in a few years that Brian introduced to his parents. Maybe he was changing for the better, she hoped.

The barbeque continued on through the evening. The atomosphere was full of laughter, great food, music, and good vibes. The atomosphere was so welcoming, Danielle noted, a stark contrast to her home. Danielle got to know Brian's mom and dad and chatted with a few of his female cousins who were around her age.

Elisha was happy that Danielle felt welcomed. Elisha had been with Reese for a few years, so she was well-acquainted with his family and hoped in time Danielle would be too. She couldn't help but notice the tension she felt whenever she was around Danielle. She knew Danielle must have felt some type of way about what she said about Brian. She really only told Larissa the tea on Brian because she was acting in the best interest of Danielle. And plus Larissa begged her to. It was evident by the church hug Danielle gave her earlier that she didn't see it that way. They were never friends but they had been friendly with eachother because Elisha was a bestfriend to Larissa.

Elisha decided to text Larissa.

Elisha

hey girl, ur sister is at Reese and Brian family BbQ and she acting mad weird, like she mad at me or something.

Rissa

Don't pay her no attention
She will get over it. You was just tryna have her back.

 

The BBQ was ending soon and Elisha decided to use the bathroom before Reese took her home.

She walked over to the guest bathroom realizing it was occupied but soon the door opened and Danielle stood in the doorway.

Elisha smiled instinctively. Awkward. She thought.

"I need to talk to you" Danielle started.

"Ok whats up".

"I would appreciate it if you stay out of me and Brian's business."

"Excuse me?"

"I said, I would appreciate it if you stay out of me and Brian's business. I know you ran your mouth to my sister about Brian, talking about he aint loyal or whatever, but for your information he has changed. And who knows? You probably made all that up anyway." Danielle said rolling her eyes and crossing her arms over her chest.

"Why would I make that up? What would be the point?"

"Well" Danielle batted her lashes. "You are a little insecure. We all know you try to keep Maurice on a tight leash but you cant. Youre sooo afraid youre gonna be cheated on. You've been hurt in the past so you think every guy you date is gonna hurt you. It's time to heal baby girl and stop projecting your fears onto others. Okay? Keep our names out of your mouth and worry about your man and what he's doing. Have a good night".

To top it off, Danielle offered a phoney smile and waved before she walked off.

Elisha was fuming. She was in shock about what just transpired. She felt the tears forming in her eyes. She was so mad that she wanted to cry. She wanted to swing and knock the breath out of Danielle but that was her best friend's sister and she didn't want to disrespect Reese's parents home. How did she know that she was insecure. How did she know about her past. Did Larissa tell her business? Did Reese tell Brian and Brian told Danielle? Clearly somebody was talking behind her back.

She quickly went into the bathroom and closed the door behind her, letting the tears roll down her face. She took a few deep breaths in an attempt to calm down. She looked at herself in the mirror and the insecurities began to swarm in her head.

Am I pretty enough?
Am I too skinny?
Am I too dark?
What if Reese is cheating on me?
Does he really love me?
What if he's just like Brian but is good at hiding it?
Was I wrong for telling Rissa about Brian?
Was I being messy?

She heard her phone vibrate bringing her out of her torturous, racing thoughts. It was a text from Reese.

My Forever

Where you at bae?

She replied back and quickly gathered herself, cleaning up her face, before she exited the bathroom.

Music played in the background, as Elisha sat silently in the passenger seat of Reese's car, still rattled by what Danielle said to her.

"I swear to God your love is war, it's so much I can take. I been thuggin' for so long, bae, give me a break" Reese rapped along to the song, nudging Elisha to join in but she just sat there looking out the window.

"What's wrong witchu?" Reese asked.

"Huh?" She asked, annoyed with the volume of the music. "I can't hear you"

He turned it down. "I said what's wrong witchu? What's up?"

"Nothin"

Reese sighed. "Lisha what's wrong witchu?"

"Nothin...."

"So if I turn the music back up don't get mad and accuse me of not caring because I asked whats wrong witchu and you keep sayin nothin".

Rolling her eyes, she turned her head to gaze out the window again. 

Reese turned up the volume, and focused on the road, as Elisha continued to sulk.

A few seconds passed and she reached over and turned down the music.

"Hey!" Reese protested.

"Do you love me Reese?"

She watched as Reese's eyebrows drew together in confusion. "What?"

Elisha let out a sigh. "Do you love me?"

"Of course I do. Why would you ask me that?"

Elisha looked down at her thighs ashamed of what she just asked, but the negative thoughts swarmed through her mind so much that she was willing to sacrifice appearing insecure just to get the doubts out of her head.

"Are you talking to other girls behind my back?" She asked with doe eyes.

"What the fuck? Not this shit again"

"I just.."

"Nah, nah, we not doing this shit again"

"I just need to know"

"What the fuck do you need to know?!"

Reese decided to pull over at a gas station because his anger was boiling and he was a firm believer in not driving angry.

" Reese..I'm so--"

"No Lisha! I thought when we fucked the last time, you told me you would never doubt me again! You said you trusted me! And now out the fuckin blue you askin me these dumb ass questions again!"

Elisha was trying to form the words to say, to explain herself.

"Hello?!" Reese shouted.

"Calm down! I'm trying to talk to you"

"What the fuck you gotta say, Huh?! I'm so tired of the bullshit! I can't even drive you home now cause I'm so fuckin mad!"

"Reese I'm trying to trust you ok? I'm j--"

"What?! Insecure?! Crazy as fuck?!"

If Elisha wasn't already crying, she was crying now. That stung.

"I'm not crazy! Don't call me that!"

"Well stop actin like it! One minute we cool, you smiling, having a good time at the crib, and now you accusin me of shit again. Do you love me? I'm the one that should be asking you that shit!"

"Of course I love you Reese" Elisha cried out, wiping tears from her face.

"You don't like how it feel, do you? Are you cheating on me? "

"Reese,no!"

"You see how that shit feel?! Maybe you the one cheatin and you paranoid, you guilty, so you wanna blame me! Is that how that shit go?!"

"No! I'm not! Reese please stop! You're too loud! People can hear us!"

"Well, stop sayin crazy shit to me! I told you, you need to get help for these issues you got, man. If you ask me this stupid shit again, I'm done witchu!"

Elisha covered her face with her hands and sobbed into her lap.

Reese sat there, fuming, trying to calm himself down. It hurt him to see Elisha cry, but he was getting tired of her doubts. He felt he had done more than enough to prove his love and loyalty to her.

After some time spent collecting themselves, Reese was finally calm enough to drive her home. The drive was silent. Their departure was silent. Maybe tomorrow would be a brighter day and bring some peace and resolution, Elisha hoped.

Climbing into bed, Elisha cried herself to sleep, worried and scared that she had ruined a good thing with Reese. She did not want to lose the love of her life because of her past wounds.

She let Danielle get into her head. She knew Brian was not loyal. On the other hand, Reese had never been caught cheating nor had he ever been caught lying to her. The rational side of her brain told her he could be trusted, but the emotional part would not let her rest. But Elisha knew something had to change in her if she wanted to keep Reese in her life.

 

 

 

Monday came too quick.

Elisha dragged herself out of bed after hitting snooze three times on her alarm. It was 6:55 am. Her mom stood in front of her door, calling her name to get up.

Her eyelids were crusted over from the tears she cried through the night. She stood in front of the mirror, her eyes puffy and almost closed shut. She began washing her face and later applied her eye mask hoping to reduce the swelling.

Her mom knocked on her door again, shouting "Let's go!"

The swelling was still there. She decided to put on a pair of sunglasses to hide it. Her excuse would be that she has a migraine and the sunlight makes it worse.

Elisha sighed. 'Why does love have to be so hard?' She thought this to herself as she got dressed and did her hair, trying to look decent.

Finally, Elisha descended the stairs.

"Whats with the sunglasses?" Her mom asked immediately.

"I have a migraine".

"Did you take Advil?"

"No"

"Well here take it" She reached into her purse and handed her a bottle. She took it and they headed out the door and settled into the car.

"You can't wear those shades in class you know" Her mom spoke.

"I know..I'm hoping the pill kicks in soon"

"How was the Barbeque?"

"It was fine"

"Why are you being short with me? What's wrong with you? You got your period or something?"

"No Mom"

"Everything OK with you and Reese?"

"...Yes...everything is great"

"Hm. That's good. Where is he planning to go for college?"

"I don't know, I didn't ask him yet"

" Well that's something to think about. Long distance relationships are not easy"

"Mom, I can't this morning, ok? My head is pounding".

"My bad. I'm sorry. Pardon me."

They pulled up to the school and Elisha got out the car, eager to escape any more questions but also dreading having to face crowded halls of teenagers.

She walked to her locker and got out her books for Mrs.Brockmire's class. The last person she wanted to see. She knew she couldn't get away with wearing the shades in her class so she checked her face in the mirror and was glad to see the swelling was gone.

She made her way down the hall, not before she saw Jason walking in her direction.

He smiled at her and spoke. "Hey. Have you seen Reese? I gotta give him his book back."

"Uh..no I haven't seen him".

It was obvious to Elisha, that Jason knew something was off about her today. She could tell by the look in his eyes. She wished he could somehow know that things weren't right between her and Reese, and strangely wished Jason could fix Reese and somehow make him understand where she was coming from. She knew this was silly. Though they hung together in a group, Jason didn't know her. She didn't know him. She was desperate for hope so much that her mind reached for irrational solutions.

"Ok. I'll see you later, have a good day." He smiled before walking away.

"Thanks. You too."

The bell rang for lunch and Elisha knew she didn't have the energy to sit with the group and pretend like everything was OK. Reese hadn't texted her since their argument. After ten minutes into lunch time, both Kendra and Larissa texted her asking where she was at.

She decided to go with the migraine excuse again and told them she was lying down in a dark room in the school clinic.

It worked. They believed her and hoped she felt better soon. She was really sitting on a bench on the other side of the school, making sure there was no chance they could find her.

~~~~

Kendra sat across from Jason as the group chatted about their weekend and the football game. Larissa and her made eye contact and rolled their eyes, laughing at how hype the guys were over the game.

"Whatchu two laughing at" David noticed.

"Nothing, nothing" Larissa smiled.

Her and David were doing well with the dolls they were assigned for the early childhood class. Soon the project would be ending and Larissa was thankful for that, she thought as she picked the doll up to soothe it.

Kendra locked eyes with Jason who gave her a flirtatious smirk. She could tell he couldn't wait for them to be alone together and she couldn't either. Their interactions were innocent besides the kiss they shared for the first time on their date. Thoughts of what AJ told her came to mind, and doubts resurfaced. What if? What if he only wants to have sex with me? What if he is just experimenting?

The end of the school day arrived and the girls met up for dance practice. Larissa and Kendra were glad to see Elisha.

"Hey bookie, how you feelin?" Larissa asked hugging her bestfriend.

"Im ok, just had the migraine".

"Is it gone?" Kendra asked.

"For the most part, still kinda hurts though".

"Girl you better than me, I would not be able to dance"

"Not like we have a choice" Elisha said.

Elisha did her best to give her all to the dance routine. It took every fiber of her being to do this when she was feeling depressed.

When practice was over, Kendra rode home with Jason. Elisha and Larissa rode home together.

"Lisha whats really going on? You've been distant all day. And I know it ain't a migraine, you don't even get those"

If there was anyone Elisha couldn't fool, it was her best friend. Elisha sighed, knowing she had to come clean.

"Me..Me and Reese are not doing good."

"What?? What happened? "

"He's mad at me"

"Why??"

"Because my insecurities. I asked him if he is cheating on me and he just blew up. He said if I do this again he's done with me" Elisha got choked up and Larissa could tell she was on the verge of breaking down.

"Aww boo, it's gonna be ok. Reese loves you. You have to believe him. If he aint give you a reason to not trust him, you need to trust him. He's never cheated on you right? Right?" Larissa raised her eyebrows.

"...Right, he hasn't."

"Oh ok, because I'll whoop that nigga ass if he did" Larissa managed to get a smile out of Elisha.

"Then you have to trust him babes. It's normal to worry every now and then, cause, well, niggas do be sneaky, and hoes gone be hoes, but you cant let it consume you because it's just gonna push him away"

"I know.....Can I ask you something?"

"Yea"

"Your sister fussed me out and told me to stay out her and Brian business. Then she told me I'm insecure and can't get over being on cheated on before.Did you tell her about what happened to me in 8th grade?"

"Nooo! I would never tell your business to her, and you know that."

"Then how does she know?"

"I dont know." Larissa paused and thought to herself.

Elisha thought about who else would know this about her past besides Larissa, her parents, and Reese.

Reese.

Reese?

Reese!!!!

Elisha felt her blood boiling.

Elisha POV
How the fuck could he betray me and tell my business to his sorry ass brother?! I'm so fuckin pissed right now!

 

"It must have been Reese" Elisha spoke lowly, her eyes glaring ahead with anger.

"Wh--, why would Reese tell Danielle?"

"No Reese told Brian and Brian must have told her!"

"You think he really told him your business like that?

"He had to! If you didn't tell Danielle then how else would she know?"

"Look, I want the best for you and Reese. But I promise you I didn't tell Danielle anything about you being cheated on or anything else. So if you think Reese told Brian your business that's a problem. But you need to take some time to think about this before you confront him. Yall already on bad terms and you don't wanna make things worse. He's gonna feel like you accusin' him even more, so please just take a chill pill Lisha and think before you do anything ok?"

Elisha nodded, sitting silently, still fuming. She knew Larissa was right as much as she didn't want to admit it.

After Larissa dropped her off home, she went upstairs to her room. Unsure of what to do with herself and the overwhelming emotions inside her, Elisha buried her face in a pillow and began to scream as loud as she could, until she finally broke down in tears.

After dance practice, the girls went their separate ways, and Kendra went to meet Jason at his car.

As she approached, she could see him from afar leaning against the passenger door with his hands in his pockets and a smile on his face. He watched her approach him, studying the sway of her hips, the way the sun beamed down against her caramel skin contrasting with her jet black hair.

She was beautiful. She was his.

As she got closer he reached for her waist and pulled her into a hug, kissing her on the forehead. She looked up at him and smiled.

Their connection was growing stronger and stronger each day. Kendra was falling for him more and more. It felt good but it scared her.

"Ready?" He asked.

"Yes"

He opened the passenger door for her to get in.

The drive to her house was quiet, with the exception of the music in the background. Kendra looked out the window, enjoying the warmth of the sun and the breeze that crept through, cooling her skin.

They stole glances at each other and would hold hands at the red lights.
Despite this Jason noticed she seemed more quieter than usual. He was used to her shyness, but she was coming out of her shell. But today she seemed to take a few steps backward.

"What's on your mind?"

"Huh?" She asked caught off guard at the question.

"What's up? What you thinkin bout?"

"Oh nothin, just enjoying nature it's peaceful."She smiled.

He chuckled. "Yeah. You seem like your in deep thought. I was just curious".

"No I'm ok"

"So how was your weekend?"

"It was good. Me and my mom went to the nail salon after church. Then my brother came over cuz she cooked".

"How old is your brother?"

"He's 25"

"Oh so he's your big brother"

"Yea, I have another one that's 28 too"

"Oh wow. You told them you have a boyfriend?" He smirked.

"Yea, Only AJ knows,the one thats 25".

"What did he say?"

Kendra contemplated whether she should tell Jason everything AJ said. She decided not to. She didn't want to cause Jason to see AJ in a negative light before he even met him.

"He just told me to be smart and be careful, so I won't get hurt".

"I get it. I have a sister too, so I understand where he's coming from".

"Yea" Kendra nodded.

"....You know I'll never hurt you right?"

Kendra nodded. Jason studied her expression from the corner of his eye.

" Do you trust me?" He asked.

"...Yea.."

Kendra guessed she must have taken too long to respond because before she knew it, Jason was making a right turn into a shopping plaza.

He parked away from the swarm of cars so they could have some privacy.He put the car in park and turned it off.

Turning to her, Jason sighed and asked "Do you trust me Kendra?"

"..I do..."

The doubtful expression on her face had not left. Jason looked down for a moment and then made eye contact with her again.

"Look, we haven't known each other that long at all, so it would be crazy of me to expect your complete trust, but I need you to trust me to some degree. I mean I trust you and I'm hoping that you would never do anything to break it."

He paused for a moment then spoke again."I guess what I'm trying to say is, I need you to know that I'll never hurt you. I want you to feel safe and secure when you're with me."

"I know. I understand"

"But it doesn't seem like you trust me, Kendra."

"Jason I'm trying..I'm trying to trust you.. it's just..I'm just afraid" she admitted.

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid--I'm afraid of being hurt"

Jason nodded. "I understand. Have you been hurt before?"

"Yea"

"I'm sorry" He looked down.

This saddened him.

"And Im afraid...im just afraid that you're only with me for sex and thats it"

"Why-Why would you think that?"

Kendra was embarassed that those words had come out of her mouth but relieved that she finally got them off her chest.

"....Because...that's how boys are. They leave after they get what they want and they leave when they don't get what they want."

"Not me.Im not like that Kendra...Has somebody done that to you?".

Jason immediately regretted asking that question. He wouldn't be able to stomach the thought that she had given herself to someone else, someone that wasn't him. And he definitely couldn't stomach the thought that they had left her after she did.

"No"

Jason let out a quiet, deep breath. He was relieved.

"But there was a guy. We went on a date one night, and he tried to kiss me but I didn't let him. So he kicked me out his car. Left me stranded."

Jason felt his anger rising. If he could, he would track the guy down and beat the living daylights out of him.

"When did this happen?"

"The first week of school".

It started to dawn on Jason. The first week of school? Was this the night he found her sitting alone by herself? The night she said she was waiting for her mom to pick her up?

"It was the night you saw me at Sawgrass and gave me a ride home".

His suspicions were confirmed.

"Who is the guy?"

"Why?"

"Who is the guy?" He repeated.

"Jason it doesn't matter"

"It does matter. Tell me Kendra"

"Some guy named Eric".

'That Fuckin clown! Fuckin loser! I knew that dude was full of shit!' Jason thought to himself.

Kendra could feel the anger radiating off of Jason. She watched as the vein pulsed on the side of his forehead. He looked straight ahead with his chin resting on his fist.

"It's ok..it's over, it's the past". Kendra tried to reassure him

"No, its not ok. Im gonna beat-"

"Jason just forget it ok?! And please don't say anything to him. I don't want you gettin in trouble for me or because of his ignorance."

"Its my job to protect you...at all times..."

"Jason please...just let it go"

Jason thought about it. He had an overwhelming burden to protect her, but at the same time he knew his anger could cost him alot. Football. Recommendation Letters. Suspension. Jail.And plus he didn't want Kendra to see that side of him.

"I'll spare him only cause you asked me to". He nodded his head giving his word.

Kendra felt some relief wash over her. She watched Jason's expression and body language. He was looking straight ahead again, with one of his fist balled up.

'He looks sexy when he's mad though.' She thought to herself.

She admired his side profile. His chiseled jaw and the stubble that lined it. Her eyes traced the veins that traveled down his bicep bifurcating into more veins down his forearms. He was solid. He was strong. Eric's 5'9 was no match for his 6'4. She was sure Jason would beat the brakes off of Eric. She would enjoy the sight of it, but she didn't want Jason to risk his future,wasting energy and time on Eric.

Finally he turned to her and spoke.

"I would never do that to you, Kendra. I care about you."

"I know."

"I want to be with you for who you are. I want you. This is not about sex."

"I appreciate you saying that"

"I mean it."

She simply nodded. Silence filled the car for a few seconds.

"Have you lost your virginity?" He asked, but mentally kicked himself because she may give an answer he didn't like.

"No."

She watched as a smirk played on his lips.

"Good."

The mood started to lighten a little. She could see that Jason's posture was becoming more relaxed.

He was starting to see that he was territorial and protective. It kind of worried him. Was he wrong to not want any guy in the past, present or future to touch her?

"Since we're on that topic, there's something else I need to say" she said.

Jason sighed and shot her a smile. "You not showin any mercy today, huh?"

"I'm sorry," she smiled shyly, shrugging her shoulders.

"Nah, it's ok. I want you to be real with me. " He smiled.

"I just want to be fair to you and be upfront about it. Um..."

Jason waited for her to spit it out.What did she have to tell him? Be fair and upfront about what?

"Um..I'm saving myself for marriage."

Kendra watched as Jason's smile slowly faded away. She watched as his Adam's apple moved up and down.

What was he thinking?

He said it wasn't about sex.

He said he wanted her for who she was.

She knew it was a lot to ask, but it was only fair to let him know about her decision to remain abstinent until marriage. Now. At this point in their relationship. That way, he could decide if this was something he could accept... or reject. She owed him that no matter how much his response could possibly hurt her.

Kendra stared at her lap and began fidgeting with her fingers. "I know it may sound stupid or seem old-fashioned, but it's something I want to commit to for myself. I believe soul ties are created when you have sex with someone.I only want to do that with my future husband, someone who is committed to spending the rest of their life with me. I think you should know now before we get too deep. It's only right. I understand if you don't want to be with me."

Kendra felt a lump in her throat forming and tears fighting their way to the surface but she tried her hardest to suppress them. She didn't want her tears to influence Jason's decision. She didn't want him feeling sorry for her or feeling obligated to stay out of pity. She wanted the decision to fully be his own.

To be continued....

 

"Um..I'm saving myself for marriage"

 

Kendra watched as Jason's smile slowly faded away. She watched as his Adam's apple bobbed up and down.

 

What was he thinking?

 

He said it wasn't about sex.

 

He said he wanted her for who she was.

She knew it was a lot to ask, but it was only fair to let him know about her decision to remain abstinent until marriage. Now. At this point in their relationship. That way, he could decide if this was something he could accept... or reject. She owed him that no matter how much his response could possibly hurt her.

 

Kendra stared at her lap and began fidgeting with her fingers. "I know it may sound stupid or seem old-fashioned but it's something I want to commit to for myself. I believe soul ties are created when you have sex with someone.I only want to do that with my future husband, someone who is committed to spending the rest of their life with me..."

 

Her anxiety was getting the best of her so much that she continued to ramble on to fill the silence. Jason sat there and listened. She had no idea what he was thinking.

 

"...I think you should know now before we get too deep, it's only right..... I understand if you don't want to be with me."

 

Kendra felt the lump in her throat, forming and tears fighting their way to the surface, but she tried her hardest to suppress them. She didn't want her tears to influence Jason's decision. She didn't want him feeling sorry for her or feeling obligated to stay out of pity. She wanted the decision to fully be his own.

 

Jason took a silent, deep breath.

 

Then he spoke.

 

"Kendra...I like you a lot....I always talk about us being honest and real with each other. So I'm not gonna lie and tell you that I'm cool with it...."

 

Jason sighed.

 

"I have thoughts about you....but like I told you earlier, this is not about sex. I'm truly into you. I don't think I've ever felt this way about a girl before...."

 

Kendra continued to listen, her heart now pounding, wondering where he was going with this. He looked conflicted.

 

".....So if you wanna save yourself for marriage, I will respect that."

 

After a few moments of silence, Kendra spoke, "So..."

 

Jason offered her the palm of his hand. Kendra looked down at it for a moment before she placed her hand in his. Jason interlaced their fingers. She stared at their hands and looked back into his eyes.

 

"So...I'm not going anywhere. I'm here to stay. "

 

The tears and the lump in her throat she was trying desperately to suppress got the best of her, and Kendra shed a tear.

 

"You don't have to if you don't want to, Jason."

 

"I want to Kendra. I'm here, and I'm not going anywhere. "

 

She sniffled. "Thank you..thank you for understanding."

 

"You're welcome."

 

Jason kissed the back of her hand that he was still holding, causing her to smile.

 

"So um..have you lost your virginity?" Kendra asked.

 

Jason looked down at his lap for a brief second before looking back into her eyes.

 

"No"

 

"...So you're a virgin?"

 

"Yea"

 

He looked like he was ashamed.

 

"Are you ashamed of that?"

 

"Nah...it's just that when you're a guy, there's this expectation that you shouldn't be.Girls want you to be experienced. Other guys clown you if they know you're one...I got this cousin...he talks about girls non-stop and who he's tryna sleep with next and shit all the time, and it just gets annoying. He's always tryna give me advice I never ask for. But I haven't told anybody except you....It's not their business anyway."

 

Kendra contemplated what he said.

 

"Well, thank you for telling me."

 

"If anybody should know, it should be you, right?"

 

She nodded. "You should be proud of yourself, though. You're strong enough to have your own mind and not be influenced by everybody else.Trust me, I know it's a lot of pressure for guys to have experience. So many of them brag about their body count." She rolled her eyes.

 

"Yea, it's stupid."

 

"But honestly, I didn't think you were a virgin," she admitted.

 

"Why?" He chuckled.

 

"Because...I don't know... You're you. "

 

They both laughed.

 

" I'm me? What's that supposed to mean?"

 

She smiled, shrugging her shoulders. "I dont know... you got game..swag..and you fine"

 

He smirked. "And you fine as hell too, so what does that mean?"

 

She blushed, shrugging her shoulders again.

 

" Nah, but for real, I could only have sex with a girl I really care about or love." He admitted, looking down at his hands.

 

"Awww baby... you're so sweet,"

 

"I'm your baby?" He smirked, looking back into her eyes.

 

She giggled. "See, look at you...Yes you are."

 

"Give me a kiss then"

 

She leaned over and wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed her lips against his as they shared a slow, tender kiss.His lips were as soft as they appeared. He slipped his tongue inside and pulled her closer to him, tasting the sweetness of her strawberry lip gloss. Kendra caressed the nape of his neck, feeling the silken strands there. She moaned into his mouth, which did something to him.

 

Jason broke the kiss.

 

"We should stop"

 

"...Ok"

 

Jason sighed, running his hand over his hair and then rubbing the back of his neck.

 

".....You said you have thoughts about me. What kind of thoughts?" Kendra wondered.

 

Jason licked his lips before his eyes met hers. "Now is not a good time for me to tell you that....just know they're not PG."

 

Kendra got the hint and realized he was probably aroused, and talking about such thoughts would make it even harder for him. Pun intended.

 

After they collected themselves and cleared the air, Jason drove her home.By the time she reached home it 7 o'clock at night.

 

After they did homework, ate dinner, and got ready for bed, they called each other on facetime, talking and laughing, until they both fell asleep.

 

Kendra's mom, Miriam, came to her room to say good night. When she entered the room, she saw her daughter fast asleep with the phone on her pillow. Miriam smiled to herself and put the phone on the charger.

 

She could see the signs.

 

Her daughter was in love.

 

 

Tuesday

Reese & Elisha

It had been two days since Elisha spoke to Reese. He had asked for space after the argument they had on Sunday. He didn't answer her texts, leaving her on read. He didn't answer her calls or voice-mail. She was hurt. She was so mad with him, but at the same time, she realized she pushed him away with her insecurities.

She met with the group at lunch, but Reese wasn't there. She knew it was because he didn't want to have to put on an act in front of everybody. She did the same thing yesterday, so she couldn't be too mad at him. But she was.

Of course, Larissa and Kendra asked where Reese was, and David said Reese had to make up some work for a class, so he was taking care of that. Elisha didn't even question it. She knew that was a lie Reese had told them. She knew her man.

She missed her man.

After school was over, since there was no football or dance practice, Elisha went straight to Reese's car to wait for him.

She leaned against the driver's door of his car. That way, he had no choice but to hear her out.

Eventually, he showed up.

Reese could see Elisha leaning against his car from a distance. He sighed. He wasn't ready to talk to her just yet.

He wanted to make her wait and see what it felt like not to have him around. Maybe then, she would come to her senses and realize what she had.

"Hey," Elisha said with a somber expression.

"Hey,"

"So... you haven't been returning my calls, and you been leaving me on read."

"So you still with the accusin shit huh?"

"What?? No. You are actually doing that to me Reese, what you mean?" Elisha said, scrunching up her face.

" You still on that, I see. And yea, I did leave you on read because I'm done with the bullshit Lisha"

She sighed.

"I'm not trying to accuse you, I'm simply stating what you been doin"

"And I have every right to. I'm tired of being accused of shit I ain't do. How would you feel if I out the blue ask you 'are you cheating on me'?" Reese asked, imitating her voice.

"I dont wanna argue, Reese. I'm here so we can talk"

"About what?" He asked, crossing his arms over his chest.

"About us... I'm sorry for accusing you, Reese. I'm trying to work on myself and deal with my insecurities, but it's not easy."

"I didn't say it was, but if you know you got an issue, don't blame other people for that. You need to take responsibility for yo' shit. Just like I gotta take responsibility for mine."

Elisha nodded, looking down at the ground.

"Look at me," Reese softly commanded.

She looked into his eyes. He could see her eyes watering.

"I may be a lot of things, but I ain't a cheater. You can't say no girl ever came to you with some shit about me fuckin around. Ion move like that. If I wanted to fuck around with these girls, I would just be single. Cause this shit right here is stressful".

Elisha remained silent as he spoke his piece.

" I love you. You either believe that shit or you don't. I don't got time to play games with your heart baby. I've proven my loyalty to you over and over and if that ain't enough, I don't know what to tell you."

"I'm sorry," Elisha voice cracked as a tear rolled down her face. "I'm gonna do better. I'm going to trust you and stop accusing you. I want things to be better between us, so I have to work on that."

"Come here," Reese pulled by her the waist to his chest and held her.

"I love you," He said, looking down at her as their eyes met.

"I love you too."

They stepped back from the hug they shared and gazed at eachother, feeling relieved that they had resolved the issue.

"So how you gettin home?" Reese asked, breaking the silence.

Elisha looked at him confused. "You."

"Oh I thought you was walkin" He smirked.

"Nigga don't play with me" she laughed along with him.

"Get ya ass in the car" He said smacking her on the butt.

 

David & Larissa

 

Meanwhile Larissa went over to David's after school. Larissa was hanging out in his room, lying on his bed, and watching TV. David's siblings were out in the backyard playing with Ms.Ortiz, the neighbor's kids.

As David lied next to Larissa on the bed, Larissa rested her leg on top of his and began to rub her foot up and down his calf. He looked at her from the corner of his eye and smirked.

"What you doin?"

"Nothin." She said, playing coy.

"Yea right" He said before focusing back on the TV.

"I'm bored." Larissa whined.

"Whatchu wanna do then?"

"I dont know, what you wanna do?"

David shook his head as a smirk appeared on his face "You got that look in your eye"

"What look in my eye?"

"Like you want some dic--"

"Boy!" Larissa playfully pushed his shoulder and sucked her teeth.

"What?! It's true!..It's ok baby. Just tell me you want it" he whispered seductively.

Larissa smiled shyly, rolling her eyes. "I want it".

David smirked and used his hands to lift himself off the bed. He walked to his door and locked it. Larissa smiled as she watched him, turned on by the outline of his strong back. David turned up the TV.

"Why you turned it up?"

"So no one can hear you scream"

"Ohhh. So you gon' make me scream?" She smirked, her voice low and seductive.

"Don't I always?" He asked with a smirk, pulling his shirt over his head and walking back over to the bed.

"Come here" He signaled for her to stand in front of him, and she did. He grabbed her by the waist, pulling her close to him, and began kissing her neck. She tilted her head back as his lips kissed their way down her neck. She let out a moan as he grabbed a handful of one of her cheeks and squeezed it through her jeans.

"Take those off" He whispered against her neck.

She did as he said. He watched as she revealed a pair of lace pink panties, sending a rush of blood to his manhood. He pulled her close to him again, kissing her more fervently.

She pulled back to take her shirt off, revealing a matching pink lace bra. David backed her toward the bed, lying her down and climbing on top of her. Their kisses grew desperate, and finally, she helped him remove his belt, and he stood to remove his jeans and boxers. Larissa studied his manhood as she always did. Before she knew it, he was hovering over her again, pulling off her panties.

"So sexy" He groaned at the sight of her flower.

She removed her bra and as soon she did he latched onto her breast sucking, drawing a moan from her. David planted kisses all over her breast and down her stomach, teasingly looking up at her when he reached her flower. He gave it one long lick that caused Larissa's mouth to drop open and moan out. If he kept that up, she surely wouldn't last. 

"Shhhh" David whispered against her thigh.

Knowing that time was of the essence, David moved to cover her body, and dragged his tip along her slit before he fully entered her, causing her to yelp and arch her back off of the bed.

"You ok?" He asked.

"Yes" she nodded.

He drew his hips back and thrusted back in. His thrusts started out slow and then became harder and faster, causing Larissa to hold on to his back for dear life, as she moaned into the sweaty skin on his neck. He would change up his pace from slow to fast, and then kept a steady rhthym, giving her deep hard thrusts. Larissa felt her release drawing near and she could see David was getting close too.

Just then, there were two knocks on the front door.

"Don't stop baby, I'm so close" Larissa pleaded. David continued thrusting until he brought them both to their release as he groaned out "Oh fuck, im gonna cum..oh fuck."

They lied next to eachother, trying to catch their breaths, still aware of the knocks on the door.

He got up reluctantly and started searching for his clothes on the floor, Larissa following suit.

"Damn what the fuck?!  Wait!" David grumbled.

After he quickly got dressed, he went to the door and opened it.

It was Gabby and she had some other Hispanic girl with her.

David was pissed.

"What"

Gabby and her friend's giggling seized when they saw David's face, his irritation evident. She could see a film of sweat on his forehead. He must have finished working out, she thought.

"Um, do you have any sugar? We're making a cake" Gabby asked.

David thought about just telling her 'No' but he thought of Ms.Ortiz and her other children.

David glanced back toward the kitchen "How much you need?"

"Umm...2 cups"

Without another word, he closed the door in her face and went to get the sugar.

"Who was that?" Larissa asked, smoothing down her hair. 

"The neighbor, Gabby, asking for some sugar".

"Really?! That bitch so fuckin thirsty" Larissa crossed her arms.

"I know baby. Just keep it cool, Ima get her out of here"

David opened the door and handed her the sugar. "Here"

"Thank you. I really appreciate it" she said with a smile, taking it.

"Ok bye" David was about to close the door but Gabby spoke, cutting him off.

"This is my friend Valentina". She waved at David.

"Hey"

"Hey nice to meet you. We'll bring you a piece of cake when it's done."

Gabby chimed in "It's vanilla. It looks like you can use some sugar, you've been working out, I see" Gabby and Valentina giggled.

Just then, Larissa surfaced, wrapping her arm around David's waist.

"Well he only like chocolate, don't you baby?" She asked standing on her tippytoes for a kiss. David pecked her on the lips as Valentina and Gabby watched. "This the only sugar you need." She whispered against his lips. "And he's definitely been working out. I could barely walk after that last session" She blushed, resting her head on his chest and hugging him.

Gabby stood there with her lips slightly parted, not knowing what to do or say. Valentina was a deer in headlights.

"Can we help you with anything else?" Larissa asked, batting her eyelashes.

"...Uh..Um no..thanks for the sugar" Gabby stammered and quickly walked back to her door with Valentina following behind.

David closed the door and he looked down at Larissa whose head was still resting against his chest. He tried but couldn't contain it any longer, and busted out laughing. Larissa laughed along with him.

"You wilin' ma. You bad as fuck".

"Thats what you said when you first met me." She shrugged her shoulder and released him "And why is she so comfortable with doing that shit?"

"Cause she's crazy!"

"No David, you better check that hoe because if you givin her any sign that that shit is OK, then me and you got a problem" Larissa said placing a hand on her hip.

" What?! I've told her a thousand times I'm not interested!"

"Oh! So this hoe been tryna get witchu?!" Larissa asked in shock and was heading toward the front door.

David rushed to block her "Chill baby. She knows I don't want her and she hasn't come at me like that in a while since the last time"

"The last time?! What the fuck happened the last time?!" Larissa asked, her anger growing stronger by the second.

"Baby don't worry about it, she didn't touch me or anything, just her usual crazy shit".

"No I wanna know every detail, word for word what she said AND what you said!" Larissa demanded.

David sighed. "All she said was she liked me. And I told her I got a girl and I'm not interested in her. I told her to stop bothering me, that's all"

"So what was that?!" Larissa asked opening her hand, referring to what just happened. 

David sighed placing his hands on hers arms, stilling here "Baby, look at me." Larissa focused her eyes on his. "Chill out. I'm not paying that girl no mind. Her mom and my mom are friends. They help eachother out with the kids. So I'm tryna set boundaries but I can't have you beating her up. It will just start problems between my mom and hers. We need Ms.Ortiz to watch my little sisters and brother, especially if I wanna play football, ok? If it wasnt for her, I would never be able to go anywhere."

Larissa sighed but nodded. She understood that David and his mom needed Ms.Ortiz, but she was still very uncomfortable with Gabby's behavior.

"I promise you that girl know I'm not paying her no mind. I told her I love you. You're the only girl I want. All I see is you Larissa, no other girl. Ok?"

"Ok" Larissa nodded, her voice low.

"I love you"

"I love you too"

 

 

 

 

Friday night

After the football game was over, Jason and his teammates celebrated their win and eventually went their seperate ways.

Jason stood under the hot water enjoying the feeling of it against his skin. In the shower he would always drift into deep thought, contemplating his life and the direction it was going.

After about 15 minutes he stepped out, dried off and put on a pair of boxer briefs and his black gym shorts. He opened his T-shirt drawer, searching for one to put on when he came in contact with a white envelope. The envelope he had been avoiding for a week now.

He stared for a few seconds before picking it up. He contemplated whether he was ready to open it or not. He decided to go for it. Ripping open the envelope he unfolded the letter and began to read.

Dear Jason,
It's been a long time since I've heard from you, since you heard from me. I'm sorry about that. I tried reaching out but your mom changed her number I guess. Your Aunt Tracy gave me your mom's number. Anyway I just wanted to say hello and see how you been doing. You're 17 now but you're still my little boy. I hear you working on cars with your uncle Brant. I'm proud of you. I knew you had a natural talent from the first time I taught you how to fix broken bikes. Well let me know whats going on with you. I want to reconnect if you'll let me.

Love Your Dad

Jason felt a sting in his eyes as water began to cover the surface. He hated to admit it but hearing from his dad touched a place deep inside him that he had buried for years. Jason quickly collected himself and let the familiar and more acceptable emotion of anger come to the surface.

"Man fuck you" Jason whispered, balling up the letter and throwing it in the trash.

Jason lied on the bed and turned on the TV to one of his favorite shows, Street Outlaws. He swapped between that and America's Funniest Home Videos. He needed to laugh. A funny video of a little boy and his dad came on the screen and Jason found his thoughts going back to good times he shared with his own dad. He quickly changed the channel.

His phone vibrated and he got a text from Kendra.

Kendra
Good night ๐Ÿ˜˜

Jason
Good night ๐Ÿ˜˜

After a while he turned the TV off and went to sleep.

 
All of a sudden Jason heard screaming and yelling.

"DONT YOU TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT DO!!! I PAY THE FUCKING BILLS IN THE HOUSE YOU STUPID BITCH!!"

"PLEASE STOP! PLEASE STOP DOING THIS! YOURE GONNA TRAUMATIZE THEM!"

"IF YOU WOULD SHUT YOUR FUCKIN MOUTH THERE WONT BE NO ARGUMENTS!!"

"STOP YELLING AT MOM!!"

"GO TO YOUR FUCKIN ROOM BEFORE I WHOOP YOUR ASS BOY!!!"

"DO IT!!"

Jason jumped up, his heart racing, and his shirt drenched in sweat. His alarm clock was still blaring. He reached over to turn it off. It was 7:30 am.

He took a few deep breaths trying to calm himself down. He lied back staring at the ceiling. After he collected himself he stood up and walked into the bathroom. He turned on the sink and splashed water on his face, and stared at himself. He got in the shower and freshened up.

He walked to his mom and stepdad bedroom door, placing his ear to the door, not sure if they were awake or not. He heard giggling and quickly moved away from the door, not wanting to know the reason for it. At least she wasn't crying. At least she was safe...and happy.

Jason got ready for work in about 30 minutes and headed to the car shop for work.

As they are preparing the shop to open Colton and Evan are in their usual playful mood, cracking jokes and goofing around.

"Why you so quiet Jayce?" Evan asked.

Jason looked at him "I'm just tired"

"Did yall win last night?"

"Yea"

"Thats what's up!" Colton said.

Jason half-smiled.

Brantley walked in. "Ok boys, first customer just pulled up".

"Fuck" Colton complained, causing Brantley to give him a look.

"Sorry Dad" Colton apologized.

"You wanna do this job or not" Brantley questioned.

"Yea!" Colton assured him.

They worked on the cars that came through. Jason stayed to himself and didn't talk much. Colton continued to goof around and slack off and they ended up getting behind. Customers were getting snippy and asking how much longer before they were serviced.

"Hey guys wanna go out tonight? There's this party going on. My friend knows the guy that's throwing it. He's got a lot of hot chicks coming through. Beer. Weed. Yall down?"

"Shiiit you know I'm down" Evan assured him.

"Jayce? ....Hello? Anybody home?" Colton asked watching as Jason worked under the hood of the car.

"Jayce!" Evan called.

"What?" Jason asked, coming out of a daze.

"Do you wanna party with us tonight?  We got chicks, beer, and weed my man!"

"Nah I'm good"

Colton sucked his teeth. "Man you're a lame! Come on!"

"I can't. I got plans."

"Like what?"

"I'm taking my girl out"

"Oh so yall exclusive now?" Evan smirked.

"Yea"

"Oh! I forgot to ask you last time. What did you end up doing for the last date?" Evan asked.

"Yea! Did you take my advice and bang her?" Colton laughed.

Jason shook his head. "No. We had a picnic"

Colton eyebrows furrowed as he and Evan looked at each other and busted out laughing. Jason continued to focus on the car he was working on, not cracking a smile.

"Are you serious? What did yall do eat lunchables and listen to the birds chirp." Colton joked, making Evan laugh.

Jason managed to smile at the joke. He couldn't deny it was a little funny.

"So I guess you didnt take my advice" Colton shook his head. "What's wrong? You think she's gonna run when she sees your third leg?"

Jason managed to smile again at Colton's foolery.

"Can you work on a car today?" Jason asked, shaking his head.

"Hey, I just gave you a compliment. And I am."

"You been talking about girls for the past hour. Nobody cares who you slept with. "

" What's wrong? Are you jealous?"

"Not at all. I rather make love to one woman for the rest of my life. As long as she's the right one"

"You got to be kidding me" Colton scrunched up his face.

"You fuckin serious? Maybe when I'm like 40 or somethin" Evan said.

"What's wrong with that? Isn't that the ultimate goal anyway? Even after the sleeping around stage, it gets old and guys want to settle down. "

"Sleeping around? I'm not sleeping around. I keep three to four chicks at a time. I know who I'm smashing and I always wrap my shit up." Colton said proudly.

"Four? I'm down to two now. The other two wanted to be pillow princesses. Shit I can't be doing all the work, especially when I got four on the roster." Evan chuckled.

"You just need to go ahead and get married, Jason. Go ahead and propose to this chick." Colton and Evan laughed.

 "Whatever Colton". Jason chuckled.

Jason and his cousins continued to work and catch up on the cars that were waiting to be serviced. Around 12 o'clock, they took a lunch break.

Evan looked up from washing his hands and noticed a girl standing at the entrance of the garage. It appeared that she was looking for someone.

"What is she doing back here?" Evan wondered.

Jason looked up and saw Kendra standing there. He wasn't expecting her but was glad to see her. She was like a ray of sunshine for the gloomy day he was having.

"I'll be back," Jason said and started walking toward her.

Colton watched and then looked at Evan. "Who is that?"

Evan raised his eyebrows and shrugged his shoulders.

"Hey," Kendra smiled as he approached her.

"Hey. What you doin here?"

They walked a few feet away from the shop.

"I was in the area and stopped by Victoria's Secret. I just wanted to say hi."

"Victoria's Secret? What you getting there?"

"Perfume and body lotion. They're having a sale right now so I wanted to go"

"Oh.." He nodded.

"How is your day going?"

"Its going. I'm tired"

"Aww. What time do you get off?"

"Two o'clock"

"Well, you got two more hours to go. Just hang in there. "

"Yea, it's takin forever."

"Did you eat already?"

"Yea, I did." He felt his phone vibrate, signaling that his lunch break was over. "Hey, I gotta get back to work." He said, looking over his shoulder to see Evan and Colton staring in their direction.

"Ok."

"I'll see you later, ok? I would kiss you, but I'm really dirty right now." He chuckled.

"That's ok." She placed two fingers on her lips and then placed them on his lips, making him smile. "Bye."

"Its see you later"

"See you later" She turned to walk away as he watched her with a smirk appearing on his face.

"You sure you only got perfume in that bag?" 

 "Yes, I'm sure. Now go back to work" She said over her shoulder. 

Jason walked back over to the garage. Meanwhile his two cousins had been gossiping as they watched Jason and Kendra.

"What the fuck? I didn't know she was black." Colton said to Evan.

As soon as Jason entered the garage, Colton and Evan pretended like they were working the whole time. Jason got back to working under the hood of a new car.

"So...who was that?" Colton asked looking up from the engine.

"Thats my girl"

Colton let out a quick chuckle, cutting it off to speak "Thats the girl you been taking on dates?" Colton wore a confused expression and a mischievous smile on his face.

Jason looked up from the car and furrowed his eyebrows, wondering why Colton said it like that. "Yea"

"The one you haven't..the one you haven't fucked yet? Colton said dropping the tone of his voice, his expression as serious as can be.

Jason paused looking Colton straight in the eye.

If looks could kill, Colton would be dead.

"My bad." Colton lifted his hands up. "I'm just saying. She's hot as fuck man."

"She would never give you the time of day." Jason assured him.

"Mannn chicks love me! Chicks of all races. They all fall in love with the tats"

"Colton you've never even dated a black girl. Whatchu talkin bout? " Evan shook his head.

"So! I bet I could get me one if I wanted to. Maybe my man Jason can give me some tips one day. Besides, I'm dying to know what it's like to fuck a black girl"

"Colton, shut up." Jason cut his eyes at him.

"What?? You know you're dying to know too. And you got the chance but you don't wanna take it. Thats pretty stupid if you ask me"

"I've never asked you. Youre startin to piss me off Colton, for real. "

"Ooo I'm sooo scared. I know what the problem is. You're just sexually frustrated! And youre bringing all that negative energy to work" Colton shook his head. 

Jason glared at him and Colton could see he was really on Jason's last nerve. Jason was losing his patience with him quickly.

"Chill dude! Im just joking around! Lighten up! Not my fault you ain't get none yet!"

"All you do is talk about stupid shit all day and leave all the hard work for me and Evan. Customers are complaining about the wait. Have some respect for your dad's business. And stop worrying about what I do with my girl. That shit is weird. "

"Woah woah woah I was just trying to help you out big man. You must be a fuckin virgin cause I would've been tapped that."

Before he knew it, Jason was coming at him and Evan rushed in between before they made any contact.

"Chill! Chill man! That's your fuckin cousin man" Evan shouted at Jason.

"You fuckin virgin! On the down low ass nigga"

Jason tried to go after Colton again but Evan held Jason back while Colton snickered.

"Get your brother Evan! Or I'm gonna fuck him up" Jason pointed at Colton.

Brantley walked into the garage alarmed at all the commotion

"What's going on out here?"

"He tried to attack me Dad!" Colton shouted.

"Jason! What's going on?!" Brantley yelled.

"Its him Uncle Brant! He keeps disrespecting me!"

"What is going on ?! Evan tell me!"

"Colton was messing with him and Jason got mad and they was about to fight!"

"No tell the truth! That fucker came after me!" Colton protested pointing at Jason.

"Watch your mouth Colton!"

"Yea I came after you cause you was talkin shit. That's all you do all day is talk and don't do shit while me and Evan bust our ass working in the sun! We're behind because of him Uncle Brant!"

"Oh shut up! You always wanna be goody two shoe. You think you're better than me and my brother. Im so tired of it.. I work just as hard as you if not harder" Colton yelled back

Jason chuckled "Right".

'This dude is delusional' he thought. 

"Since you think you're so innocent, tell my dad how you had a girl up here a minute ago when you were supposed to be working"

"Really Colton?" Jason glared at him. 

"Evan? Am I lying? Did you not have some black girl up here a minute ago"

Brantley looked at Jason, who looked at him. Brantly looked back at Colton.

"I'm out" Jason said heading for the door.

"No. Jason, stay right there" Brantley pointed to the car. "Colton! You first! In my office, now!" He shouted pointing in direction of his office. "This is a place of business!"

Colton entered his dad's office, his face red and furious.

"What happened out there? Tell me the truth" Brantley demanded.

"We were just talking and telling a few jokes. We were talking about girls and Jason felt like I was disrespecting him for some reason and he just lunged at me. It caught me off guard because we were all cool."

Brantley nodded. "What exactly did you say to him?"

"I was just saying that his girlfriend was pretty and he got upset with me."

"And what's this about a girl coming here to see him?"

Colton shrugged. "Yea the girl just came out of nowhere. She was standing by the entrance and Jason walked over to talk to her. When he came back we asked if that was his girl and he said she was. Then later on we were just talking like I told you and he just blew up for no reason. I don't know if something happened between him and the girl or what?"

"Ok. I want you to go back to the garage and work. Dont say anything to Jason. Dont even look his way. You got an hour left and I'm not paying yall to fight and argue. This is a business!"

Colton returned to the garage.

"Jason. In my office" Brantley demanded.

"Tell me what happened? Why did I walk in hearing you say you were gonna fuck Colton up?" Brantley lifted his brows. Jason could tell he was highly upset.

Jason sighed. "All day long, not just today but every Saturday I'm here, Colton does nothing but talk about girls and plays around. Today I was not in the best mood but I came in and tried to stay to myself. Colton did his usual talk about girls. Asking me questions about my girlfriend. Wanting to know if I slept with her yet."

"What?"

"Yea. He kept going on and on about it and I tried to laugh it off at first."

"What's this about you having her come up here? You know I dont allow that?"

"I didn't know she was coming. All she did was stand outside the garage and waited for me to come out. I was on lunch break when she showed up and we walked away from the job and talked for a second. That's it"

"Ok that's fine"

"And when I got back, Colton started making comments about her and it was making me mad."

"What kind of comments?"

"Sexual comments, disrespectful shi--, stuff about him wanting to sleep with a black girl. I really don't wanna talk about it no more Uncle Brant..."

Brantley nodded clearly seeing that Jason was disturbed by whatever Colton said. Colton clearly left a lot out of his side of the story.

"Your son has a problem"

"What kind of a problem?"

"A serious problem...I think he has a sex addiction or something. I swear. All he does is talk about girls and sex."

Brantley sighed. "Ok. Go back to work Jason"

"Colton come here" Colton came back in the office.

"So the story Jason told me is completely different from what you told me. And Jason seems pretty disturbed by some of the things you said to him." Brantley lifted his chin waiting for a response from Colton.

Colton opened his mouth but no words were spoken at first."Dad, what do you mean? I didn't do anything wrong. I told you what happened. You know me. Yea I can be jerk and goof around at times but I never mean any harm. I do my job and get these cars fixed Dad."

"What's this about you saying inappropriate comments about his girlfriend? And saying you want to sleep with a black girl? Are you serious?"

"I was just joking Dad, I was playing around. I didn't mean anything by it."

"Thats not something to joke about. Jason's girlfriend is black and this is his first time dating outside his race. For you to say something like that..that would make anyone uncomfortable. I didn't raise you that way. I raised you to respect women."

" I do respect women!"

"He says you have a sex addiction."

"What?! So you're gonna believe him over your own son?! Your own flesh and blood?! You always treated him better than us! You always let him have his way!"

"Thats not true!"

"It is true! Why Dad?! Huh?! You feel sorry for him because his dad is a drunk and used to beat his mom?! Huh?! Is that why you gave him that Impala when it was supposed to be mine?!"

"Yours!? It was never supposed to be yours! Jason and I worked on that car together. That's how I taught him the trade and I promised it would be his. What makes you think you're entitled to it?!"

"I'm your son!" Colton yelled.

"And I brought you a brand new Honda for your birthday!" Brantley yelled. "Sometimes you gotta work for things in life! Everything can't be handed to you!"

"Why don't you just admit it?"

"Admit what?!"

"That you rather have him as a son because I'm just a fuck up to you."

"Oh for crying out loud Colton! Is that the best you got? You know what your problem is? You're spoiled rotten. And I blame myself for that. But from this day forward, that's over. Get back to work".

"Fuck this" Colton stormed out the office, returning to the garage.

Brantley followed him and scanned the garage for Jason.

"Where's Jason?" Brantley asked.

"He's gone." Evan said.

Brantley looked at the clock and saw it was only 1:45 pm. He walked back into his office and sat in his chair thinking about what just transpired.

Colton and Evan cleaned up the garage and prepared to close. Colton was still heated, slamming equipment around. 

"That motherfucker thinks he's all gangster and shit, cuz hes dating a black girl now and has a black friend. He ain't nothing but a fuckin hick! Trailer trash ass motherfucker. Bastard child"

Evan shook his head. "You're wrong Colton. Chill out. It's over man".

 

Before his Uncle Brantley and Colton came back out of the office, Jason left. He decided he wasn't going to waste any time arguing against the liar that was Colton. It was pointless. Jason knew he had to get away if he wanted to control the beast, his anger. If he didn't, he would end up seriously hurting Colton.

 

Jason got in his car and drove back home. With the music on full blast, Jason tried to drown out his thoughts but it wasn't working.

 

The fuckin audacity of him to lie on me like that after he disrespected me and my girl. Then he tried to make it seem like I just brought her up there. I fuckin hate him. Fuck family. I will never talk to him again. I guess I'll have to quit working at the shop because I can't stand to be around him. Seeing him makes me sick to my stomach. I swear if he says anything to me, if he even says Hi I'm gonna destroy him. Then Uncle Brant will hate me. I don't care though. I don't care about nothin no more. I'm tired of being nice to people and they turn around stab me in the fuckin back. Fuck people. Fuck my dad. Fuck Colton.

 

Jason put his phone on silent.He didn't want to be bothered. He didn't want any calls from Uncle Brant or Evan trying to apologize for Colton. That was Colton's problem anyway, he is never held accountable for his bullshit, Jason thought to himself.

 

Jason made it home and parked the car. He went inside and said a quick Hi to his mom trying to dodge any opportunities for conversation. He just wanted to be left alone. By the look on his mom's face, he knew she was wondering what was up with him. She knew him very well.

 

Jason took a shower trying not to think too much as he usually did when he took one. He got dressed and turn off the bedroom light and set his phone alarm for 4 o'clock . He got under the covers and willed himself to go to sleep. Then a knock came on his door.

 

He let out a heavy sigh. "What Mom?" He said under his breath.

 

"Jason?" She knocked again. "Jason, are you sleep? I just wanted to see how your day at work went?"

 

Jason guessed she hadn't got a call from her brother, Uncle Brant. Or did she?

 

He thought about ignoring her and pretending he was sleep, but his heart wouldn't let him do her like that.

 

"I'm ok" he said from the other side of the door.

 

"Ok" she said hesitantly staring at the wooden door in front of her.

 

"I'm just tired, I'm gonna take a nap"

 

"Ok"

 

Soon Jason was asleep.

 

It was about 3:15 pm and Kendra started getting ready for her date with Jason at the movies at 5 pm. She had just got off the phone with Larissa and Elisha, catching up on the latest drama. Larissa had confided in the girls about how David's next door neighbor, Gabby, was being extra thirsty. She was worried that David was not doing enough to make Gabby see he was not interested. This surprised Kendra because she always felt like Larissa and David had a solid relationship, but she realized that insecurities will surface in a relationship even if you've been with a person for a long time. She would be worried too if a girl was thirsting after Jason like that. Overall, she enjoyed the friendship that she shared with Larissa and Elisha. They were more like a sisterhood.

 

After getting off the phone, Kendra took a shower, lotioned her body, and picked out an outfit to wear.

 

It was now about 4 pm.

 

She sent Jason a text.

 

Kendra
Can't wait to see you ๐Ÿ˜

 

A few minutes went by and there was no response. She decided not to sweat it. He's probably getting ready and will be on his way at some point, she thought.

 

Finally 5 pm came and Kendra was worried after she had sent four text messages and called four times.

 

Kendra
Are you still coming

Kendra
Is everything OK
Why you not picking up the phone

Kendra
I dont know whats going on I called you four times. I dont know if i should be worried or if you are purposely not answering me If you don't want to be with me anymore just say that. This is immature. I thought you were better than this

 

"Where is he?" Her mom wondered.

 

Her mom questioned her about what was going on but she had no answers obviously.

 

 

~~Kendra~~

This wasn't like him at all. Or, did he just get tired of me? Maybe he realized the whole waiting for marriage thing was something he just couldn't do. Maybe he realized he wasn't ready for an interracial relationship.

 

Maybe I expected too much from him. Me and my stupid expectations. How stupid could I be to expect a guy, a teenage guy, to wait until marriage. I'm so stupid. Eric was right. Maybe Jason found someone else. He deserves it. But I can't believe he would do this to me. He could've at least told me he couldn't do this anymore. He always talked about being honest with eachother but he can't even be real with me. 

 

It was now 7'oclock. I was done waiting around for him to call. Fuck him. Eric was right. AJ was right. I couldn't hold back the tears. This is what heartbreak felt like. And he was the last person I would ever expect to break my heart. Well that's how it goes right? You never see it coming, that's why it hurts so much.

 

I got undressed and put on my pajamas. My mom tried to comfort me.I appreciated it but no amount of hugs and peptalks will help with how I'm feeling. How can I even face him? I hope he doesn't have the audacity to show his face in the group anymore. But if he does, what am I gonna do? I'm gonna have to find somewhere else to go, someone else to hang out with at lunch. I guess I just have no luck when it comes to love.

 

I couldn't stop the tears from falling from my eyes. There was an ache in my chest, like my heart was physically broken in half. I got out of bed and grabbed the strip of pictures off the mirror. They were pictures of us on our first date at the carnival. I tore it apart and tossed the pieces in the trash. I blocked his number that way I wouldn't make the mistake of answering his call if I just opted to delete his number. A part of me didn't want to block him. My shattered heart held onto hope that he would call me and explain himself but I couldn't put myself through hoping for something that may never happen. All my walls needed to come back up stronger than ever. I would make sure of it. I climbed back into bed and cried until the sorrow exhausted me and I was fast asleep.

 

 

"GO TO YOUR ROOM NOW!!!"

 

"NO!!!"

 

"STOP!!"

 

"WHO THE FUCK TOLD YOU TO THROW AWAY MY SHIT!!"

 

"YOU DONT NEED IT LOOK WHAT ITS DONE TO YOU !!"

 

"ITS NOT MY FAULT HIS DAD IS A DRUNK AND A DEADBEAT!""

 

"YOU FUCKIN VIRGIN"

 

"Jason, I have something to tell you."

 

"What is it Kendra?"

 

"I- ...I slept with Colton"

 

"YOU WHAT?!"

 

"JASON PLEASE DONT HIT ME!"

 

"You're just like me son"

 

"JASON PLEASE! NO!!"

 

"NOOOOO!!!"

 

Jason's eyes snapped open as he gasped for breath. His heart was pounding and he was covered in sweat. It was just a dream. Thank God it was just a dream he thought.

 

Jason began to calm down. Jason pulled the covers, dampened from his sweat, off of him. Then he began to wonder what time it was and began to panic. Looking at his alarm clock, he saw it was 10 o'clock at night.

 

"Shit!!"

 

He missed his date with Kendra.

 

Jason grabbed his phone off the nightstand and saw several missed calls. Two from Uncle Brant. Three from Evan.Four from Kendra.

 

"Fuck"

 

He felt horrible. The sight of her sitting at home all dressed up waiting for him to show up, hurt him.

 

Jason frantically dialed her number. The phone call went straight to her voice-mail.

 

"Hey this is Kendra, I'm sorry I can't take your call right now. Please leave me a message and I'll call you back".

 

Jason hung up and called again.

 

Still no answer.

 

He opened the messages and began to read them:

 

Kendra

Can't wait to see you ๐Ÿ˜

Sent 4:00 pm

 

Kendra

Are you still coming

Sent 4:45 pm

 

Kendra

Is everything OK

Why you not picking up the phone

Sent 4:55 pm

 

Kendra

I dont know whats going on I called you four times. I dont know if i should be worried or if you are purposely not answering me If you don't want to be with me anymore just say that. This is immature. I thought you were better than this

Sent 5:15 pm

 

He attempted to call again. This was the third time now and still no answer from her.

 

He texts her.

 

Jason

Baby I'm sooooo sorry

I overslept

 

Jason

I would never hurt you

I just overslept and I'm very sorry about that. I just had alot going on today. Please don't be mad at me.

 

 

Jason attempted to call again. Again, there was no answer. It went straight to her voicemail.

 

Jason

Can you answer me please

I'm sorry I know I messed up really bad, I can explain if you just pick up the phone.

 

Jason calls and there is no answer.

 

Jason

I had a horrible day at work me and my cousin almost fought. I came home took a shower and went straight to sleep to clear my head

I set my alarm for 4 but I overslept

 

Jason called two more times.

 

Jason

why are you ignoring me Kendra ???

I really need you to answer the phone.

 

Jason

We promised we would always try our best to communicate in a healthy way. Youre not doing that right now and youre not letting me do it either.

I would never hurt you

 

Jason called one more time and there was no answer.

 

He tossed his phone on the bed and stood up. He got dressed putting on a white t-shirt, black jeans, and black and white Nike Dunk High Retros. He quietly walked through the house to the front door relieved to see that his mom and stepdad had already went to bed. Josh must have gone to bed early too.His dog trailed behind him and Jason shushed him and pet him before he left, closing the door quietly behind him.

 

Jason cranked up the car and began backing out the driveway leaving the headlights off for the time being.He drove and his thoughts started to wander back to what just happened.

 

The nightmares were getting worse, more and more vivid. The screams of his mother and the yells of his dad were disturbing enough, but to think that he had hit Kendra, that made him sick to his stomach. That's something he would never do but he was afraid that his anger meant he was just like his dad, an unhinged woman beater.

 

Kendra stirred in her sleep. She kept hearing a tapping noise. The fan wasn't on, the TV wasn't on, but nevertheless the annoying tap continued. She sat up in bed afraid. She looked around searching for the source of the noise. She slowly got out of bed, concentrating on which direction the noise was coming from. It was the window. 

 

Her heart rate increased, and she could feel it beating in her chest. She turned on her lamp to drive away the darkness that only added to the fright she felt. Pulling back the curtain and opening the blinds, she saw a tall figure standing outside of her window. She gasped instinctively, taking a few steps back.

 

"Kendra, it's me," a familiar deep voice spoke.

 

"Jason?"

 

She opened the blinds wider and saw Jason standing there.

 

"What are you doing here?"

 

"Open the window."

 

She lifted the blinds all the way up and opened the window slightly, feeling a rush of cool air coming inside.

 

"What are you doing here, Jason?"

 

"You didn't answer my calls"

 

"You didn't answer mine" she crossed her arms over her chest.

 

He dropped his head. "I know. I'm sorry. I overslept." He admitted, looking back at her.

 

Kendra parted her lips, registering that things hadn't played out like she thought they had. He simply overslept, but she was still upset with him.She stared at him for a few seconds. "How could you oversleep? You knew we had a date."

 

"I- I just had a lot going on today. Me and my cousin almost fought today. I was just real pissed off and I went home to sleep it off. I know I set my alarm for 4, but I didn't hear it go off."

 

Kendra shook her head. "I was worried. I didn't know what to think. "

 

"Well, based on your texts, it looks like you assumed the worst. You really don't trust me, huh?"

 

"Jason, what am I supposed to think when you don't answer after I called and texted you multiple times?" She questioned, raising her voice a bit.

 

"Anything but that. I already told you I'm not like that other dude."

 

"Well, all of you say that. I'm just supposed to take your word for it?"

 

"It's called trust Kendra. Obviously, something you don't have in me. "

 

She sighed. He had a point, but trust was not an easy thing to give away.

 

"Jason, I'm not about to argue with you. I'm tired. I want to go back to sleep and get a full 8 hours like you did. " She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms over her chest.

 

"Look, I'm sorry, ok? I didn't mean to get you shaken up like that. I had every intention of being here at 4 to pick you up and take you to the movies. I fucked up really bad. Let me make it up to you"

 

Kendra took a deep breath. "I accept your apology. Please don't scare me like that again"

 

"I won't."

 

Kendra didn't know what else to say. "...Well, you should head home, it's late. Does your mom know you're out?"

 

"You're not gonna let me make it up to you?"

 

"What?"

 

"Come outside, let's go for a ride".

 

"No Jason, it's cold out there"

 

"I got a jacket for you. Come on"

 

Kendra looked over her shoulder and dropped her voice. "My mom will kill me if she finds out I'm gone"

 

"I promise she won't notice. Stuff some pillows under your covers."

 

"What?"

 

"You have to make it look like you're still in the bed"

 

Kendra glanced at her bed and back at Jason. She couldn't believe she was considering doing this. She sighed. "Ok"

 

She stuffed pillows under the covers and walked back to the window lifting it up. She began to climb out as Jason assisted her. "You're such a bad influence. I can't believe I'm doing this." She whispered.

 

He assisted her out the window. She couldnt help but notice how his strong hands felt when they grasped her hips, helping her out.

 

"If I get caught, I'm blaming you"

 

"I will take full accountability. Now let's go, we don't have much time. Leave the window open a little so you can get back in".

 

"So I guess you done this before?" She asked.

 

"Two times, this makes three"

 

"...With a girl?"

 

"No. You're the only girl that's ever climbed out a window for me" he smirked. 

 

She sucked her teeth "Oh shut up," they laughed.

 

"I'm freezing" she shivered, wrapping her arms around her body.

 

Jason wrapped his arm around her shoulder pulling her close as they began to walk to his car that was parked by the neighborhood corner store.

 

"Where is your car?"

 

"Over there" He pointed.

 

"Jason that's not safe to be parking your car at this store. This is not the best neighborhood. People steal over here".

 

He nodded. "One thing you'll learn about me is that I don't fear anything. The only thing I fear is losing someone I lo-, care about."

 

Kendra nodded, looking up at him. 

 

They got inside his 67' Chevy Impala.

 

"Where are we going?"

 

"Its a surprise".

 

"You're just full of surprises huh? You keep me on my toes for sure."

 

"You like that don't you?" He smirked, his voice low and sexy.

 

She rolled her eyes "Whatever"

 

They pulled up to a park, the same park where they had their picnic date.

 

"What are we doing here?" She asked.

 

"You ask too many questions. Stay right there".

 

"Ok, excuse me"

 

He walked to the passenger door and opened it, offering his hand to her. She took it, noticing how it swallowed hers. 

 

He took a good look at her as the park lights illuminated where they stood. Her hour glass figure was on full display for him, as she wore a black cami night gown with spaghetti straps. The hem of the dress fell at the upper middle of her thick, shapely thighs. His eyes traveled to her breast which sat up nicely, he thought. He noted she was wearing a bra.

 

"What?" she asked noticing he was staring.

 

"You mean a latté ta me". He smirked as he read the sentence on her dress just above her waist. There were two cups of coffee above it.

 

She looked down at her dress and giggled "Oh".

 

He opened the back door to get his jacket out. It was his letterman jacket, with his number, 24, sewn onto it. He stepped behind her, helping her put it on.

 

"Is that better?"

 

"Yes" she nodded.

 

"Lay down" He said, tapping the hood of the car.

 

She was about to ask why, but then she remembered he had said she asked too many questions. She decided to just go with the flow and obey.

 

He joined her, lying next to her, resting his hands behind his head.

 

They both looked straight up toward the night sky.

 

"Watching the stars brings me peace. I like to go outside and watch the stars when I have alot going on around me. It grounds me."

 

"It is beautiful"

 

There was silence as they stared up at the stars in the sky and enjoyed each other's presence.

 

"Do you wanna talk about what happened with your cousin?"

 

"...Nah...not really"

 

"Talking helps, it's not good to avoid your problems"

 

"....I know. He's just not worth my time. Fuck him"

 

"Is that the one you work with?"

 

"Yea the one that talks about girls and sex all the time"

 

"Oh him. What did he do to make you so mad?"

 

"He said some disrespectful shit about me, my life...just everything".

 

"I'm sorry."

 

"You didn't do anything"

 

"I can just tell it bothers you alot"

 

"I'll get over it"

 

She nodded. "Tell me more about you "

 

Jason glanced at her. "What do you want to know?"

 

"Hmm, tell me about your childhood?"

 

Jason chuckled. "My childhood?"

 

"Yea"

 

"It was just the typical childhood, nothing special. I think I told you I have two brothers and a sister. I guess I would be considered the middle child."

 

" I know of Josh, but what's the other two names?"

 

"Anna and Nick"

 

"Who do you look like, your mom or your dad?"

 

"My dad"

 

"Really? Did your dad teach you how to work on cars?"

 

Kendra admired his chiseled jawline as his jaw flexed.

 

"...No my uncle did"

 

"Oh ok...What's your favorite childhood memory?" Kendra turned to look at him smiling.

 

"Can we change the subject?"

 

"...Why?"

 

"Because I don't know how to answer that....I have alot of good memories"

 

" Well just pick one then"

 

"No." Jason said abruptly. He could tell Kendra was taken aback by his reaction.

 

"I mean--its too many good ones to choose from. Just ask me a different question"

 

"...Ok um what's your favorite food?"

 

"Barbeque ribs"

 

She chuckled. "Greedy"

 

"How am I greedy?" He smiled.

 

"Because I said you are"

 

"Oh really?" Jason leaned over her body placing his hands on each side of her, locking her in.

 

"Yea"

 

He leaned down, bringing his face closer to hers, his lips barely touching hers. "Yea?"

 

He planted a soft kiss on her lips gauging her reaction and then kissed her again moving his lips slowly against hers. He slipped his tongue inside coming in contact with hers. His hand moved to rest on her waist. As he continued to kiss her she let out a moan that sent a rush of blood to his manhood. He willed himself to stop, knowing that if he didn't, things could go much further than they both intended.

 

He pulled back and rested on his back again, looking out at the sky with his hands folded behind his head. She looked over at him, and he glanced back at her and smiled. She turned on her side to face him and rested her hand on his chest. He placed his hand on top of hers, rubbing his thumb against her hand. They began to play with each other's fingers and placed their palms together, comparing hand sizes. Jason silently teased her about how much smaller her hand was than his. They laced their fingers together, looking at them, then back into eachother's eyes. Jason raised their hands to his lips, placing a gentle kiss on the back of her hand.

 

Kendra didn't want this night to end. She almost forgot she had snuck out. She prayed her mom did not find out she wasn't there.

 

"As much as I dont want to, I probably should head back home."

 

Jason nodded. "Or we could run away"

 

Kendra furrowed her eyebrows. "You're crazy" She giggled.

 

She got off the hood of the car, and Jason followed.

 

Jason snickered. "You think I'm crazy?"

 

"Just a little." She signaled with her two fingers.

 

"Crazy about you" He said wrapping his arms around her waist and snuggling into her neck.

 

"You got me climbing out of windows and stuff" she chuckled. "I have to watch myself with you"

 

He kissed her neck. "Don't worry baby, we'll only do what you're willing to do."

 

They got in the car and drove back to her house. It was now midnight. Jason parked on the side of the street she lived on and walked her back to her house. They reached the side of the house where her bedroom window was. She turned to face him and smiled.

 

"Thank you for tonight"

 

"You're welcome"

 

Jason and Kendra locked eyes for a moment before he moved in closer, gently placing his hands on her hips. Slowly, he closed the distance between them, pressing her against the brick wall.

 

Adjusting for their height difference, he lowered his head and planted a slow, lingering kiss on her lips, slipping his tongue inside. As she let out a soft moan, he instinctively tightened his grip on the supple curve of her hip.

 

As they pulled away from each other, he softly rested his forehead on hers, their breaths mingling together.

 

"Good night, beautiful."

 

"Good night."

 

Jason took a few steps back as his intense gaze remained locked onto her. She returned his unwavering stare.

 

"Call me when you get home.Please be careful"

 

"I will." He raised his hand to say bye, before turning to make his way back to his car.

 

 

Sunday October 29, 2023

 

After dropping Kendra home, Jason managed to sneak back inside and get back in bed as if he had never left. It was 1 am. The house was so quiet you could hear a pen drop, a marked contrast to the racing thoughts in Jason's mind. This time though, his thoughts were racing for a good reason, as it continued to replay the moments he shared with Kendra. He couldn't believe she actually took a chance and snuck out with him. She was a good girl and it was never his intention to corrupt her. He felt a little bad that he influenced her to do something out of her character. What if she had got caught? 

 

 Nevertheless he was grateful for the time they got to spend with eachother. Being alone with her in the calm of the night was soothing for him but it also ignited a fire inside him. He never knew he could feel so tempted around a girl. Thoughts of what it would be like to make love to her under the stars ran through his mind as he laid in bed, willing himself to push the thoughts away. This was going to be tough, he thought to himself. She wanted to save herself for marriage and he respected that, but every curve of her body was calling to him. He couldn't take his eyes off her plump lips, her dark doe eyes, her caramel complexion, and her kinky coils that hung down to her breasts that he also admired. Damn, he thought. He needed a cold shower. 

 

It was Sunday morning. Jason heard the front door open and heard his mother chatting with a male voice that he recognized to be his Uncle Brantley's. Jason sighed. He hadn't seen him since the altercation at the shop. Jason had not returned his or Evan's calls.

 

Jason got out of bed, brushing his teeth, washing his face, and putting on clothes. He might as well, as he knew any minute now, his mom would be knocking on his door, asking to talk. Just as he said, his mother knocked on the door and called his name.

 

"Jason?"

 

"Yes"

 

"Hey Uncle Brant is here. We need to talk."

 

"About?"

 

She sighed. "Jason. Please come to the living room so we can talk" She motioned with her hands.

 

Jason followed her into the living room where his Uncle Brant sat on the couch, offering a half smile as Jason approached.

 

Jason forced a smile and took a seat on the couch across from his Uncle.

 

"So" his mother started, rubbing her hands over her pants. "Uncle Brant told me about what happened at the shop yesterday. Why didnt you say anything when you got home?"

 

Jason sighed. "Because I didnt want to talk about it. I just wanted time to clear my head".

 

"...OK, but we're a family and your uncle has a business to run and its not fair for you and Colton to be fighting on the job".

 

Jason was silent. Here we go, he thought to himself. He was tired of explaining himself.

 

"Let me say something." Brantley started. "Me and Jason talked after the altercation they had and I understand why Jason was upset. Colton said some very hurtful things to him and I called Colton out on it. I just need to know how you two are gonna move past this. You're family. And I need to know if you plan on coming back to work next weekend."

 

Jason shook his head. "I dont know."

 

"Jason, we need more than an 'I dont know'. I need to know if I need to hire someone else. We're already short staffed. And honestly I dont want to have to do that. You're great at what you do Jason and I know you love doing it".

 

"Im not sure Unc. All I know is I cant be around Colton".

 

"Jason?? That is your cousin" His mom said, wearing a look of disappointment on her face.

 

"I don't care. Family don't treat you the way he treats me. Im tired of it. My friends are more of a family to me than he will ever be."

 

"So Jason, how do we move past this? What's the solution?" Brantley asked.

 

"I dont know. For one, the problem is not here, so how are we supposed to solve anything? Until I get an apology from him and until he changes the way he talks to me, I dont have anything to say to him. And I dont want to be around him."

 

"Well....I'll call him up and have him come over now so we can resolve this."

 

 "Look, with all due respect Uncle Brant, if he can't come to me on his own and apologize then I don't wanna hear anything he got to say. Unless you can separate us at the job, I dont want to be there because its gonna be bad for him if he disrespects me again." Jason stood up and walked away.

 

"Jason!? Jason, We're not done talking!" She called after him as he continued to walk away.

 

She sighed in frustration and looked at her older brother. " I dont know whats gotten into him"

 

Brantley narrowed his eyes. "Why is he so angry lately? He has such a short fuse".

 

They sat there in silence for a few minutes, thinking.

 

" His dad wrote him a letter."

 

Brantley looked up and stared at Mary Ann for a few minutes. "When?"

 

"Recently. I dont even know if he read it. When I handed it to him, he didnt even take it out my hand. I just sat it on the bed and walked away. I could see the disgust on his face. He hates him. "

 

"Did he write Nick,Anna, and Josh?"

 

"Yea" she nodded.

 

"How did they react to getting a letter?"

 

"Well Josh seemed to be more excited than any of them. He wrote back and they have been writing back and forth. Anna...She wrote back. She's kind of closed off about it. Nick, I dont think he wrote back. You know Nick, he's always looking on the bright side, thats my comedian of the group. Its so hard to know his true feelings about anything, cause he just chooses to laugh through it all. I dont know whether to laugh or cry about that. Jason..." She sighed. "Thats my angry bear. I worry about him." She sniffled. "He's..He's so quiet you know? He never tells me how he feels. Its like there's this.. this thing just building up.. until it bursts at the seams. Like a volcanic eruption."

 

"I think thats what happened with Colton. He must have been poking him for too long and then he blew up yesterday."

 

Mary Ann nodded.

 

"So you think..this letter from his dad had him riled up and then he just unleashed it on Colton"

 

"..Yea, I guess" She shrugged. "They have had it so hard." She shook her head. "I never wanted this for them. Nick and Anna they saw alot of the abuse from their dad toward me. And Jason saw it too, I think it scared him alot, he was still so young. I remember that day Nicholas pushed me to the floor. Jason was sitting at the table watching. He looked like he was in shock. I told them all to go to their room because I didnt want them to see that, but Jason didn't move. It was like he was stuck and when Nicholas yelled, it scared him and he ran to his room as fast as he could. I never wanted this for my kids" Mary Ann buried her face in her hands and began to cry, causing Brantley to move to her side and comfort her.

 

"I know. I know. You did your best sis. Its not your fault"

 

" I should have left a long time ago. But I wanted to hold on and keep my family together. I was so stupid, I ruined my kids"

 

Brantley rubbed her back. " You didnt ruin them. They are great kids. Jason is a great kid, he's just going through a lot right now. I'll try to talk to him and see how he's feeling. Or maybe you can get them in counseling or something to talk to someone about it all".

 

Mary Ann nodded and wiped at her tears. "Yea... that would be good."

 

Jason stood on the other side of the wall... listening.

 

 

Monday October 30 2023 

 

It was homecoming week and Mount Rainier High was full of Spartan pride as the walls were adorned with giant posters and the floors were sprinkled with black and gold confetti.

 

The students came dressed for Twin Day and admired each other's outfits. Larissa, Kendra, and Elisha all dressed alike and got tons of compliments from others on their outfits.

 

                        

 

 

The students gathered in their homeroom classes and listened to the announcements.

 

"Good morning Spartans! Welcome to Spirit Week!!! We have tons of exciting things going on this week. Today we are kicking it off with Twin Day and I hope you all came dressed to impress! Tomorrow is Spooky Day so come dressed in your best costumes! But please dont show too much! After school there will be a Glow Party in the gym and you don't want to miss it! Tickets are $5 and can be purchased at the Spartan table in front of the cafeteria at lunch time. Wednesday is Decades Day! Come dressed in yours 60's, 70s, 80s, and 90's outfit! Thursday is college day! Represent your favorite college or the college you finna go to! Yasss!! And lastly Friday is Colors Day! Come dressed in Black and Gold and get ready for the Homecoming Game at 6 pm on the field! We will be playing against the West Bridge Hawks! Boooooo!!! And Saturday will be the homecoming dance at 6 pm at Avidora Hotel Banquet Hall! Homecoming dance tickets are on sale today for $20 and can be purchased at the Spartan table at lunch time. If you are interested in running for Homecoming King or Queen and being part of the royal court please see Mrs. Seymour in the office.This concludes the morning announcements.Have a wonderful day Spartans!!"

 

During lunch time the group got together as usual.

 

"Why yall didn't dress up for Twin Day?" Elisha asked the guys.

 

"What the fuck we look like?" Reese looked at her like she was crazy.

 

"What?! What's so wrong with that?"

 

"Thats for yall girls to do, we aint on that shit" Reese laughed shaking his head.

 

The guys agreed.

 

"Definitely aint on that" David shook his head.

 

"Jason??" Elisha asked.

 

"Nah, I'm good." 

 

The girls laughed.

 

"Alrighty then old grumps." 

 

" Guys I wanna run for homecoming queen". Larissa admitted. 

 

"Ooo yes, Go for it girl!" Elisha encouraged her.

 

"What about you? Are you gonna run for homecoming king?" Larissa nudged David with her elbow. 

 

"No". He furrowed his eyebrows.

 

"Why?"

 

"Im not into that type of stuff"

 

"Pleaseeeeee" Larissa began to beg causing the group to laugh.

 

"I'll think about it" David smirked, shaking his head.

 

As they continued to laugh and joke about the day's festivities, Larissa looked up and saw Gabby and Valentina walking by looking directly at her. They were staring her down and Larissa watched as Gabby's eyes settled on David before she looked back at Larissa and smirked.

 

"This bitch really want my man", Larissa thought to herself.

 

Elisha and Kendra asked Larissa a question about homecoming and noticed she was staring someone down, so they looked in that direction to see Gabby and Valentina glaring at her.

 

"Whats her problem?" Kendra asked.

 

"I dont know but she must want her ass beat" Larissa said as she continued to stare back at Gabby.

 

Larissa stood up and David, registering what was about to happen, pulled Larissa back down next to him.

 

"Chill out ma"

 

"Well tell yo' crazy ass neighbor to stop lookin' at me like she stupid"

 

"Well, she is stupid" David said.

 

The group laughed.

 

"Thats not the point, she keep trying me and Im trying so hard not to slap this girl"

 

"Calm down. Dont let that shit get to you ma. She obviously jealous of you" Reese said.

 

"All you gotta do is say the word and Im there" Elisha assured Larissa, giving her a knowing look.

 

Larissa nodded "I know sis".

 

The bell rang and the school day continued. After school Larissa texted David, asking to talk with him before practice started. Larissa stood against the wall as she watched him approach.

 

"So, I really want to run for homecoming queen bae, and I want you to run too. If I win, I dont want no other dude by my side but you".

 

"Babe, run if you want to. Its not a big deal if I dont run."

 

"It is to me. This is important to me. You know how long I waited for homecoming week to get here and you have no enthusiasm about it whatsoever. You act like you dont even care." She crosses her arms. 

 

"Larissa, Im not into that type of stuff, Ok? I just wanna play football and graduate, thats it"

 

"You always so serious. Live a little, damn"

 

"I dont even know if I can go to the dance"

 

Larissa's jaw dropped. "Excuse me?"

 

"I dont know if I can go. My mom may have to work that night. She's been talking about picking up extra shifts at the hotel"

 

"See this is exactly what I be talking about" Larissa shook her head. David could see the tears forming in her eyes. "She never lets you be a fuckin teenager."

 

"Come on Rissa. You knew my situation when we got together, I told you I have responsibilities, shit I gotta take care of"

 

"You're not their daddy!" she shouted.

 

"Shhh!" David looked around them. "Lower your voice. Dont make a scene Larissa. I know this is important to you, but I dont know what to tell you."

 

" You're not their daddy David" she repeated in a low, stern tone.

 

"Im the only daddy they got right now"

 

"And what about you?" Larissa asked placing a hand on her hip shifting her weight. "Huh? Who's supposed to be your dad?"

 

" Larissa, my childhood is over. I'll be 18 in a few weeks. Im a man now. I dont need nobody to raise me."

 

"So you're a man now? Wow" she looked down, shaking her head. 

 

"You damn right. I don't have a dad like you. My dad been gone since I was 13. I have no choice. I ain't got time to cry about it." 

 

"You right, I guess." She sighed. "Can you at least ask if Ms.Ortiz can watch them?" 

 

"I'll ask. But that's why I told you to chill out with this Gabby shit. We know she crazy as fuck but don't let that shit get under your skin".

 

"Thats easy for you to say! This girl is for real tryin' me. She wants you. Did you not see her staring at both of us". 

 

"No. I don't pay her any attention and you gotta start doing the same." 

 

Larissa sighed. "Ok. I'll try to let this thirsty bitch dehydrate".

 

David laughed, shaking his head. "You're somethin else, come here" He pulled her by the waist and wrapped his arms around her.

 

"I love you Rissa" 

 

"I love you too baby" 

 

 

"Gabby did you drink your pills?" Mrs.Ortiz asked, poking her head around the corner.

 

"Yes Mami" she groaned rolling her eyes.

 

"I just asking because you need it"

 

Mrs.Ortiz walked into Gabby's room inspecting the bottles that sat on her dresser.

 

"The bottles are full, how you taking it if it's full Gabriella?"

 

"Mom I'm taking it, ok!? I don't need it everyday! That stuff makes me tired and it's making me gain weight"

 

"Well, you need it. We will go see the psychiatrist next week and I'll tell him"

 

"Whatever. I need to get ready for this party"

 

"What are you wearing?"

 

"A costume" she answered sarcastically.

 

"Let me see it"

 

"Uggghhh, I'm never getting out of here"

 

Gabby opened the closet door and took the costume out laying it across the bed.

 

"Oh no way you wearing that!" Mrs.Ortiz furrowed her eyebrows.

 

"Yes I am, there's nothing wrong with it"

 

"No no way you wearing that, its too much Gabriella"

 

"I'm wearing it Mom, I paid for it"

 

"I paid for it. You don't work, and if I would know that you buy this, I would  said no way," she motioned with her hands.

 

"Its not a big deal, what do you want me to dress up like Cinderella or something? I'm not five years old."

 

Mrs.Ortiz couldn't help but laugh "No but you don't have to show too much skin to everybody Gabriella"

 

There was a knock on the door.

 

"Oh that's Valentina. Go get the door Mami"

 

Mrs.Ortiz went to get the door and Valentina stood before her in her costume. Mrs.Ortiz's mouth hung open as she looked her from head to toe.

 

 

 

 

"¡Ay Dios Mio! what are you wearing?!"

 

Valentina laughed "its a costume, I'm Jessie from Toy Story"

 

Gabby came out the room to see. "Oh my gosh girl! Look at you! Sexy mami"

 

Mrs.Ortiz shook her head and just as one of her children were coming out the room she redirected them back to their room, not wanting them to see Valentina.

 

Gabby went to get dressed in her costume and they left for the party, waving Mrs.Ortiz off when she told them to be home by 10. 

 

Larissa, Kendra and Elisha were getting dressed at Larissa's house and making last minute adjustments to their hair and makeup. Kendra was not big on celebrating Halloween,  but she let her two friends talk her into going to the party. The party was being thrown at Xavier Rojas' house. He was a popular senior that all the girls wanted to get with and possessed the freedom that many of his peers craved. The party was starting at 7.

 

"Yall ready to go?" Larissa asked.

 

"Yep" 

 

They headed out. Larissa was glad that her parents were still working and Danielle wasn't home because she would've never been able to walk out the house in the costume she chose.

 

 

 

 

Arriving at the mid-sized house, they were greeted by a lively scene - teenagers hanging outside, cars lining the streets, cobwebs on tree branches, and Halloween decorations everywhere. Purple and orange lights illuminated the tree trunks, creating a spooky atmosphere. The music blasting from the house drew them in, and as they stepped inside, all eyes turned to them. The other teens studied their costumes as they made their way through the crowd. Everyone was dancing, taking shots, and having a great time. The girls found a cozy corner to wait for their boyfriends. Elisha texted Reese, who was on his way, while Kendra anxiously wondered if Jason would show up. She hadn't heard from him since the school day ended.

 

Kendra took a look at her phone and saw a text notification from Jason and began to text him back.

 

 

 

 

Larissa surveyed the room, taking note of everyone's costumes. She considered her outfit to be quite revealing, but some of the girls were practically wearing lingerie. Her gaze remained fixed on the door, eagerly waiting for David and Reese to walk through. She watched as each girl made a grand entrance, soaking up the attention they received. When Valentina entered dressed as "Jessie," Larissa couldn't deny that she looked cute.Suddenly, Larissa felt like she needed to pinch herself to snap out of what felt like a bad dream.  

 

Gabby strolled in donning the exact same costume as Larissa.

 

 

"I know this bitch ain't wearin' my fuckin costume! This bitch is really workin' my LAST nerve!" Larissa was heated.

 

"Hell the fuck no" Larissa mumbled, clenching her teeth.

 

Elisha and Kendra looked up from their phones. 

 

"Oh shit" Elisha covered her mouth. Kendra eyes stretched wide. "Oh my gosh" 

 

"I can't, I'm so done with this hoe" Larissa fumed as she turned around facing the wall. 

 

"Its ok girl you look a lot better in it than she does" Kendra assured her. 

 

Though her anger was boiling, Larissa decided to let it go, remembering what David told her. 

 

Kendra went to the restroom, while Elisha and Larissa waited nearby. After a few minutes, Kendra stepped out of the restroom and began making her way back to the girls. Suddenly, a firm arm wrapped around her waist from behind, pulling her close against a strong chest. Her heart raced as she struggled to comprehend the situation. Catching a hint of cologne, she felt a shiver down her spine as he whispered in her ear, "Where's your man?"

 

She escaped from his grip, turning around to push him. "You scared me?!" 

 

"I apologize," he chuckled, wrapping his arms around her, pulling her close. He nuzzled his face against her neck, unable to contain his laughter. After a moment, he released her and studied her expression.

 

"I thought you weren't coming"

 

His lips curled into a smug smile as his eyes leisurely traced her silhouette. "I wasn't, but you managed to change my mind."

 

She rolled her eyes, trying to suppress a smile. "Well Im glad I did" She headed towards the group with him following closely, his eyes lingering on her butt.

 

The group vibed to the music. Larissa was content to have her man beside her, yet her focus remained partly on Gabby.She couldn't shake the feeling that she had intentionally chosen the same outfit, although Larissa logically knew that Gabby couldn't have known about her costume.Despite wanting to confide in David, she hesitated to draw his attention to Gabby. A part of her couldn't help but wonder if David harbored a secret attraction to Gabby. With her striking looks and Hispanic background, choosing a relationship with Gabby over a black girl would undoubtedly simplify David's life, Larissa believed. Or would it? Gabby was unpredictable, which would do nothing but stress David out. Larissa understood better than anyone that he didn't need any additional burdens in his life. However, fate had made them neighbors. This only added to Larissa's resentment. Gabby had the luxury of simply opening her front door to find David right next door. Larissa had to go through the trouble of sneaking him in, arranging secret dates, and even pleading with her mother just to spend time with him. Recognizing the dangerous path her thoughts were taking, Larissa halted them before delving any deeper.

 

"Why you so quiet?" David asked. 

 

"Huh? Oh ...nothing just people watching?" 

 

 David's lips curled into a sly smile "I thought you would be throwin it back by now." All she could do was blush. 

 

In that very moment, the DJ spun "Butta Love" by Next. David's eyes roamed over Larissa's body, tracing every curve. With a confident stride, he approached her, gently placing his hands on her waist and leaning his forehead against hers, creating an intimate connection. Slowly, he guided her towards a secluded corner, where he pressed his lips against hers in a passionate kiss. He turned her around, pressing her back firmly against him, as she began to grind on him.

 

Meanwhile, Elisha and Reese found their own little space on the dance floor, lost in their own world of moves and rhythm. This left Kendra alone with Jason. Kendra, with a coy glance observed Jason from the corner of her eye, only to find him returning her gaze with a mischievous smirk, hinting at the tantalizing possibilities that lay ahead.

 

 "You wanna dance?" He asked.

 

She shook her head, feeling like a loser. Her friends were dancing intimately with their boyfriends, while she stood there as stiff as a board. However, she knew that dancing provocatively with Jason would only fuel his desire. She had made a commitment to herself, but was this just an excuse?

 

"...I'm sorry, I just don't wanna tempt you" she looked up at him apologetically.

 

"Its ok. I understand sweetheart." She nodded still feeling like a square. 

 

"All right now this is for all the couples out there, shit about to get real. We finna take it way back" The DJ announced before playing  "What Am I Gonna Do " by Tyrese.

 

"Oh my gosh I love this song. Dance with me" Kendra said, taking Jason's hand.

 

Jason was definitely out of his comfort zone. He never danced, especially slow danced, but he was willing to do it for Kendra.  He loved the song too.

 

Jason gently placed his hands on her waist, gazing deeply into her eyes, while she reciprocated by embracing his neck. The DJ then played "Say Yes" by Floetry, and Kendra allowed the seductive vibes to consume her, causing her to ponder what it would be like to surrender herself to Jason. As they continued to lock eyes, she couldn't help but wonder if he was sharing the same thoughts. 

 

In a tender gesture, he pressed his forehead against hers and they both closed their eyes, surrendering to the allure of the music, allowing it to transport them to another realm. In her presence, he found solace and tranquility, while he provided her with a sense of security and protection.

 

When the music stopped playing, Kendra and Jason sat down next to eachother. Kendra looked to her far left and spotted a familiar face - Eric. He shook his head disapprovingly and then pretended to blow a kiss. Rolling her eyes, Kendra quickly looked away. Eric had been observing her with Jason the entire time. 

 

Gabby glared from the other side of the room as Larissa and David danced together.

 

"I hate being single" she muttered. 

 

"Well it's alot of single dudes here tonight, stop being so uptight and go find you one. You a bad bitch, stop being a sad bitch." Valentina playfully nudged her shoulder. 

 

"You're right. I am a bad bitch. And any guy that can't see that is fuckin blind!" Gabby rolled her neck.

 

"Period" Valentina snapped her fingers. 

 

The DJ turned on the lights,  announcing  it was time for the Costume Contest. The prize was $100.

 

The male and female participants stood in a row in front of the DJ booth, while the audience gathered around them. They took turns showcasing their costumes, and the crowd erupted in cheers and applause for each contestant.

 

"Hold up! Hold up! I see two sexy ladies in here tonight with the SAME costume on. I'm finna have these sexy ladies come up here. We finna do a "Who Wore it Better" contest just for these two. " The DJ announced.

 

"Oh shit" David mumbled.

 

Gabby's cheeks began to turn red as a wave of fear washed over her. 

 

"Bitch go up there. Dont let her intimidate you" Valentina pushed Gabby to the front and cheered her on. "Thats my bitch!!" She was clearly tipsy.

 

Larissa froze. Her friends tried to give her a peptalk  knowing how pissed she was that Gabby showed up in the same costume. Larissa didn't want anyone else to notice, but now the whole party knew. Elisha encouraged her that this was her time to redeem herself. 

 

The winner of costume contest was chosen and received the cash prize. Now Larissa and Gabby were called to the front.

 

David took a deep sigh. "This is just the shit I need" He muttered under his breath.  Reese glanced over at him, unable to hold back a chuckle.

 

Gabby flashed a smile at Larissa a mischievous glint in her eyes.  "Great minds think alike," she smirked.

 

Larissa responded with a forced smile. "And some people just lack originality."

 

"We'll let them be the judge of that," Gabby said, fluttering her eyelashes.

 

The DJ called out, "Alright, ladies, step up! First, we have Mami on the left. Make some noise if you think the Latina mamacita rocked it better!"

 

The crowd erupted in cheers and the guys whistled. Valentina screamed with excitement. "That's my bitch!"

 

"Now, let's have shorty on the right step up! Make some noise if you think my chocolate sista got it!"

 

The crowd cheered, and Larissa's friends yelled as loud as they could and banged on the nearby tables in support.

 

"And the winner is... Drum roll, please!"

 

The crowd joined in, banging on the furniture.

 

"Chocolaté!"

 

Larissa pranced around, basking in her win.

 

"The blacker the berry, the blacker the berry!" The DJ shouted. 

 

It was official. Larissa wore it better.

 

Larissa was rewarded with a gift card to Bath and Body Works.

 

Gabby walked away feeling defeated, trying her best to hide the emotions bubbling up inside her.

 

David gave Larissa a tight hug, swaying them from side to side.

 

Gabby retreated to her corner and turned around to see the couple.

 

She couldn't hold back any longer....

 

 

 

 

"Gosh girl! Calm down! It's not that serious!"

"It is that serious!! I fuckin hate my life!!!" Gabby screamed.

"Gabby! It's just a stupid contest. I already told you that bitch don't have nothin on you! If you wanna take her man I will fuckin help you but you gotta get your shit together babe!" Valentina attempted to console her.

Gabby was hyperventilating, tears soaked her cheeks, and her throat was raw from all the screaming.

"You don't understand how I feel! I love David so much. He makes me feel so happy when I see him. But when she comes around and is all over him it hurts me so bad. I just wanna rip her face off! I love David Valentina, I can't help it!" Gabby sobbed.

Valentina's eyebrows furrowed. "Gabby this is not normal. You shouldn't be acting like this over a nigga. It's plenty of fish in the sea. What did he do for you to even love him? Have yall dated before or somethin?"

"He's such a good man... He loves his family. He takes care of his little sisters and brother....Ariel loves him. He makes me happy Valentina. I can't explain it. And no, we never dated. I just wish he would notice me. I want him to take my virginity but he doesn't want to. All because of that bitch Latisha!! I fuckin hate her! David should be with me."

Gabby began to sob. "You know, we're both Hispanic. I understand him. He's the man of the house and I like that about him. She doesn't get it ! She will never get it! She's just some selfish little ghetto bitch! His mom hates her! I know she does!"

"Ok, Okayyy! Calm down Gabby. Geez girl." Valentina rubbed her back. "I'm gonna go get you a shot." She pointed to the house. "Stay right here"

Gabby nodded as Valentina exited the car.

Gabby took deep breaths to try to calm down but it wasn't working. There was a storm of emotions raging inside her. Anger, pain, heartbreak, embarrassment, jealousy, rage. She didn't know how to put out the fire. "Why am I like this?" She asked herself.

Valentina returned to the car and handed her a shot.

"Here. Take a shot. It'll help you feel better".

Gabby took the shot. She reclined the passenger seat and closed her eyes.

Valentina snickered. "Let that shit marinate. Wait until you try weed. Have you ever tried weed?"

Gabby shook her head.

"I got the best weed guy. He's fine as fuck too" She grinned. "Let me take you home so you can get some sleep mama."

"No! I dont wanna go home. Please let me stay at your house tonight."

"I have a date tonight."

Gabby sat up. "Please I can just stay in your room until you get back. Just ask your Mom if it's ok."

"Why don't you wanna go home?"

"I just can't be alone right now "

"Your mom's there" Valentina said furrowing her eyebrows.

"She doesn't understand me. She's old. She doesn't get what I'm going through. She doesn't know I'm in love with David and I don't want her asking me any questions about why I'm sad."

Valentina sighed. "Gabby I have a date and my mom doesn't like friends over on school nights, but I'll ask her and see what she says."

Valentina texted her mother who quickly replied back "No".

"She said 'No' I'm sorry, mami,"

Gabby plopped back down on the chair. She was silent.

"Don't be mad at me, friend. I'm sorry. "

Gabby didn't respond. Valentina drove her home and Gabby remained silent the whole ride. Finally, they pulled up in front of her house. Gabby opened the door.

"Bye" Valentina said.

Gabby exited the car without saying a word to Valentina. She unlocked her front door and went inside.

"Whatever" Valentina mumbled as she watched, making sure Gabby got inside safely.

Inside, Gabby walked straight to her room, closing the door and locking it.

She plopped down on the floor, feeling the numbness leave her body, making room for the storm that was resurfacing. She couldn't handle it and the urge to destroy something took over her. But destroy what?

This closet. This TV. Myself. She thought.

She stood up and began pacing the floor to deal with the urge.

From the other side of the door her mother spoke. "Gabby, why you didn't tell me you here? How was the party?"

Gabby continued to pace.

"Gabby??"

"GO AWAY"

"What is wrong now with you Gabriella? Huh?"

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!"

"¡Ay dios Mio! Please drink your pills Gabriella."

Gabby knocked all her medications off the dresser, causing the pills to scatter all over the floor and roll under the bed.

Gabby grabbed her pillow and screamed into it.

She rose from the bed and searched in her dresser for her diary. Her therapist encouraged her to journal about her feelings. She got a pen and suddenly an intrusive thought of stabbing herself came to mind but it was fleeting. She began to write.

Dear David,
I love you. You don't know how much my heart aches for you. You are my everything. Your smile, your voice, your presence brings me so much peace. I just wish that fate would have brought us together first. Please wake up and see that the bitch, the slut, whore ass, ugly ass stupid bitch you're with doesn't love you. She could never love you like I do. I need you and you need me. Please love me David. I would give my life to be with you. I would give you all of me. I would do whatever you want me to do. I would treat you like the king you are. You're my everything baby I love you. I want you to make love to me. I'm saving myself for you and only you. You're the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. I'm not like other girls. I will never leave you when things get rough. I'm not like that ghetto bitch Larisha. I know her name but I don't give a fuck about her because she is irrelevant to me. She is ugly. She is trash. Please love me. I would hold you down forever. You would never be alone, stressed out or worried about anything.
Love yours truly,
Gabriella Isabella Ortiz Henriquez

Gabby started to feel a little better after she let out her emotions on paper. She grabbed her phone and began taking pictures of herself. She did a few seductive poses. She took another picture in her bra and panties. She posted a few pictures to Instagram and waited. A few minutes later she got a notification that a few people "liked" her picture and left comments with fire emojis. Her mood started to lift.

After the party was over, David and Jason went to Reese's house. They were going to sleep over since they all had rode to the party together and it was pretty late.
Reese's parents were cool with it. They loved hosting and they welcomed anyone who was no trouble into their home. Plus, over the years Reese had spoken highly of his friends, and his parents could see they were good influences on him.

Mrs.Albright, Reese's mom gave the boys a motherly hug and showed them to a guest room with twin beds. Jason and David hung out in Reese's room for a while. They were all still wide awake. Brian rolled in around midnight. As he walked past his brother's room, he was shocked to see Reese had company over.

"What's up Brian?" David asked.

"Oh what's up man? I didn't know yall was here."

"Hey, man I haven't seen you since the corner store" Jason smiled.

"Yea" Brian gave a forced laugh, looking down for a second.

"Y'all jits having a sleep over huh?"

They laughed.

"Fuck outta here with that" David laughed.

"Where you was at?" Reese asked.

"Oh um, I went to a lil haunted trail with my girl".

"Was it scary?" Reese asked.

"Nah, you know I ain't never scared." He chuckled, popping his collar.

"You know David go with Larissa, Danielle little sister," Reese pointed out.

"Oh forreal ? That's what's up" Brian said running his hand over his head.

David smiled. "Yea so treat her right or you will feel Larissa's wrath"

"Of course. I got you man.Well yall boys have a good night".

"You too" they said in unison.

After leaving the party, Kendra and Elisha got approval from their parents and Larissa's mom to spend the night. Larissa was shocked her mom approved, being that it was late. She forewarned Kendra about her mother's bougie ways. She told her to be prepared for an interrogation. Kendra laughed it off. It was just one night so she wasn't sweating it.

They pulled up to Larissa's house and Kendra couldn't believe how grand the house was.

"Wow your house is so nice! Its so big!"

"Thank you" Larissa smiled.

Elisha had spent a few nights there in the past and was familiar with Larissa's family.

Before going inside, Larissa was sure to put on a pair of jogging pants and a matching jacket to conceal her Halloween outfit.

"I dont need this lady embarrassing me in front of yall" she chuckled.

They went inside. Mrs.Moore walked into the foyer with a smile on her face.

"Why hello ladies" she greeted them.

"Hi Mrs.Moore" Elisha waved.

"Hi beautiful. I love the costume. What are you supposed to be? "

"Thank you. A Greek Goddess"

"Aww lovely. And who is this?" Mrs.Moore looked Kendra from head to toe.

"This is my friend Kendra, Ma"

"Hi nice to meet you" Kendra smiled.

"Hello, I'm Mrs.Moore, nice to meet you young lady. What grade are you in?"

"I'm a senior"

"Oh ok. What are your plans after graduation?"

"I wanna go to college and study medicine"

"Ahh, ok. Well, Im a nurse anesthetist. The medical field is a great choice. There will always be opportunities, and plus...you make great money" she whispered and snickered.

Kendra smiled. Larissa rolled her eyes.

"And what were you dressed as Larissa?" Her mother asked.

"A track star"

Elisha instinctively covered her mouth trying to stifle a laugh.

"You wore that?"

"Yep"

"Hmm interesting. And we have a police officer" she directed her attention to Kendra. "That costume is mighty tight" she raised an eyebrow.

Kendra smirked "Yea"

"Well ladies we do have a guest room you two can sleep in with nice clean sheets ready for you. There are fresh towels and rags in the guest bathroom. Larissa will show you. And please keep the noise to a minimum and don't stay up too late. You have school in the morning. Good night, ladies"

She walked away and ascended the stairs.

Larissa looked at the girls with a smirk, guaging their reaction. They giggled, shaking their heads.

Yea, Mrs.Moore was somethin' else.

The girls stayed up chatting about the party.

"That hoe was pissed" Larissa laughed, talking about Gabby.

"Thats what her ass get, tryna copy people shit" Elisha laughed.

"She looked like she was about to have a panic attack." Kendra noted.

"That hoe can pop a pill and choke on it for all I care" Larissa rolled her neck .

"Oh my gosh Larissa you're so mean. She seems like she has serious issues" Kendra's eyebrows furrowed.

"Not my problem. So anyway I saw you and Jason all slow dancin and stuff. I can tell you are so in love with him girl."

Kendra blushed.

"Its ok admit it"

"I guess..." She smiled.

"Stop the cap. You are in love with that white man" Elisha asserted giving her a knowing look.

They laughed.

"That white man" Larissa repeated.

"Yall are horrible. Why you gotta say white man?" Kendra laughed.

"I mean..is he not white?" Elisha asked making the girls laugh even more.

"He's sure ain't black or spanish" she added.

"Okayy. Yes, I'll admit I'm in love with him" she placed her hands on her heart, blushing.

"We already know that, next" Elisha smirked.

"Did you give him some yet?"

"Some what?" Kendra asked.

"Do I really need to spell it out for you? C..O- " Larissa started

"Oh my gosh, stop! No" she covered her face making them laugh.

"Well it's still early, how long yall been dating?"

"A month and a half"

"Ok make him wait, the minimum is 90 days. Make em' drool"

"Oh my gosh, Reese was losing his mind. I was like nigga...chill out. You will get it when I say you can get it."

They laughed.

"How long did you make him wait?"

"96 days" Elisha said.

"Damn you was counting them days huh?" Larissa laughed.

"Of course! I was so damn horny. But I didn't let him know that. I played it cool, like no sir you have to wait indefinitely"

"How long did you make David wait?"

"Um...3 months." Larissa laughed."I ain't gone hold yall...I was ready...like READY"

"Well alrighty then, what's on TV?" Kendra asked.

"That was a terrible attempt at changing the subject" Elisha pointed out.

"What? I'm not changing the subject. I'm..."

"Yes you are. So how long you gonna make him wait?"

Kendra paused. She opened her mouth but didn't speak.

"Or did he already pop the cherry?" Larissa asked with a smirk.

"No..I'm gonna aim for the 90 days or try to go for 6 months" she looked down and fidgeted with her fingers.

"Whew chile you better than me cause..." Elisha said putting her bonnet on.

"What does it feel like? Does it feel good?" Kendra asked.

"It hurts at first, but then it feels really good"

"Yea, it does hurt when they try to put it in at first, but once you get passed that, it's amazing. Ok let's change the subject because yea..."

There was a knock on her door and the girls instantly feared that they were too loud and someone heard what they were discussing.

"Who is it?" Larissa asked.

"Danielle"

"Come in"

"Girl why you actin like you live with strangers?" Danielle walked in, chuckling. "Oh so it's girls night?"

"Yes we went to the Halloween party and it was over late so they gonna spend the night. When did you get here?"

"I've been here since 9 o'clock. I went to this Haunted trail with Brian. I wanted to go to a party but he had to go home. He gotta work in the morning."

"Oh bummer" Larissa frowned. "Oh this is my friend Kendra"

"Hi" Kendra smiled.

"Hi Kendra" Danielle smiled. She glanced at Elisha and quickly looked away. "Well good night yall"

"Good night" they said.

Lights Out.

 

Thursday November 2 2023

 

College Day was in full swing at Mount Rainier High School. The gymnasium was buzzing with activity as colleges from all over the United States set up their booths to showcase their schools and programs. Seniors flooded the space, eager to explore their options for higher education. Among them were Elisha and Maurice, who decided to split up and explore different colleges that caught their interest. However, they made sure to reunite at the FAMU booth, as both of them shared a dream of attending an HBCU. Elisha's eyes sparkled with excitement as she inquired about joining the dance team, while Maurice gathered information about the school. As their scheduled time came to an end, they reluctantly made their way back to class, armed with brochures about the schools.

 

During the eleven to twelve o'clock time slot, seniors with last names H through N were directed to the auditorium, leading Larissa, David, and Jason to go at the same time. Larissa and David remained by each other's side as they surveyed the gymnasium for schools they were both interested in.

 

"I gotta go over there! That's my school!" David exclaimed, pointing at a table adorned with a forest green cloth and an orange "U."  He immediately made his way over, with Larissa trailing behind. It was the University of Miami. David engaged in conversation with the representative, inquiring about GPA and test score requirements. Luckily, his GPA met their standards, and he planned to take the ACT and SAT soon. He gathered brochures and information on deadlines from the representative before continuing on. David asked Larissa if she was interested in UM, but she declined, complaining it was too expensive.Her heart was set on FAMU or FSU. Though disappointed, David respected her decision to follow her dreams, just as he was doing. He accompanied her to the FAMU booth, watching her face light up with excitement as she discussed their clubs and renowned dance team. Like Elisha, she aspired to be a part of it. They often daydreamed about what it would be like to dance for FAMU.

 

Jason stood on the opposite side of the gymnasium, scanning through the various schools present. Among them, his heart was set on the University of Houston, where he aspired to pursue biomedical engineering. Alongside his application to his dream school, he had also applied to a few other institutions such as Texas Southern University, University of Texas at Dallas, University of Miami, and University of South Florida.

 

After conversing with the representatives from the University of Houston, he made his way towards the University of Miami table. Gathering information, he discovered that they offered a biomedical engineering program. However, his eyes widened as he stumbled upon the hefty tuition cost. "Well, I'll definitely need scholarships, grants, and maybe even a winning lottery ticket to afford this," he thought to himself.

 

Curiosity struck him as he wondered how Kendra planned to finance her education at UM. Perhaps she would be awarded some scholarships or even a full ride. He hoped it would all work out for her, though he wanted them to be together after graduation. A sense of unease crept over him as he pondered the futures and the uncertain paths it held for both of them.

 

As the clock struck 1 o'clock, Kendra's turn had finally arrived. This time, she would be venturing out with a different group of friends, ones who were not part of her usual circle. Like her, Cierra and Akeelah were somewhat sheltered and very dedicated to their studies.  They were always there for her when she needed help with studying or missed a class.Despite this, Kendra felt most at home with Elisha and Larissa and their significant others. They had become like family to her. The impending separation from her close friends after graduation weighed heavily on Kendra's heart. The thought of not being able to see them regularly was difficult to bear. She knew that Larissa, Elisha, and Reese had their sights set on FAMU, while David had his heart set on UM. But what about Jason? His plans remained a mystery and the uncertainty weighed heavily on her mind. She couldn't help but think about him as she wandered around the gym, feeling the weight of impending change. Jason held her heart, and wherever he ended up going, he would be taking it with him.

 

As they all waited for college admission decisions and continued to apply to more schools, Kendra couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness.  Lost in her thoughts, Kendra was interrupted by Cierra's excitement over UF's table. As Cierra rushed over, Akeelah made her way to UCF's table. It was in that moment that Kendra realized the symbolic nature of what was happening. High school was coming to an end, and friends were inevitably going their separate ways. The reality of this hit Kendra hard, and she found herself aimlessly wandering around the gymnasium, avoiding eye contact with anyone. Seeking solace, she reached into her purse and pulled out her phone, contemplating whether to text Jason or not.

 

 

After football and dance practice, Jason and Kendra rode home together.

"So, What did you wanna talk about?" Jason asked, breaking the silence.

Kendra turned to him "Our future..have you thought about where you want to go to college?"

"Well, I really want to go to the University of Houston" he glanced at her gauging her reaction. She turned her head to look straight and nodded.

"And you really wanna go to UM right?"

"Yea." Kendra nodded again, but this time, Jason sensed that something was bothering her.

"Why are you so quiet? What's on your mind?" he asked concerned, sensing her shortness with him.

Kendra shook her head, her expression conflicted. "It's just... what are we gonna do about us?"

 "We're gonna stay together, baby."  Determination was all over his face.

"So we're gonna have a long-distance relationship? You in Texas and me in Florida?" Kendra questioned, her voice filled with uncertainty.

"Yes, I know it's not the ideal situation. But I'm willing to make it work. I was actually hoping I could convince you to come with me."

"Jason, you know how much I want to go to UM."

"I know." He nodded. " And I want you to follow your dreams. If being at UM will make you happy, I want you to go. But I do know that I want to be with you every day."

Kendra's eyes welled up with tears. "That's why this is so hard. I've always wanted to go to UM, but I want to be with you too. I just don't know what to do."

Jason took a deep breath, his gaze unwavering. "I actually applied to UM. I'm just waiting to hear back from them."

Kendra's eyes widened in surprise. "You did?"

 "Yeah." He nodded with a small smile playing on his lips.

"But it's not fair for you to give up your dream school for me."

"It's fair to me," Jason insisted. "A degree is a degree. But I think it will be really hard to ever find a girl like you again."

"Awwwww! You're gonna make me cry," she said, kissing his cheek, causing him to smirk. "Well, it's only right that I apply to the University of Houston. I guess Texas isn't so bad," she smiled.

"It's hot, just like Florida," he shrugged. "But I don't want you to apply unless you're really interested."

The idea of attending the University of Houston hadn't even crossed her mind until Jason mentioned it. She didn't know anyone in Texas, so it would truly be just her and Jason embarking on this new adventure together.

"Well, I'm interested because you want to go there," she replied, her voice filled with affection.

"So you're doing it for me?" he smirked, his voice deep and seductive.

"Yes, I am. What's wrong with that?" she countered, her eyes fixed on his.

He shook his head, a playful glint in his eyes as he licked his lips. "Nothin"

"Then I'll submit my application tonight," she said confidently.

"How about we make a deal? Whichever school, out of the two, accepts both of us, that's where we'll go. Deal?"

"Deal. And if they both don't accept us or one accepts you and rejects me, or vice versa, then what?" She asked.

"Then we just have to figure out where we're gonna go. But no matter what, we're gonna stay together right? Even if we have to do long-distance?"

"Right" she smiled.

"No matter what, we'll find a way to make it work. Even if we have to be in a long-distance relationship. I believe in us."

"I believe in us too" she smiled.

Arriving in front of her house, Jason parked the car. He got out the car and made his way to her side, meeting her as she stepped out. He backed her up against the car, his arms on either side of her, creating an intimate space. Their faces were inches apart as they gazed into each other's eyes, savoring the moment. Jason's lips grazed her cheek and traced along her jawline. "I want you to meet my family," he whispered softly.

"When?" she asked, a smile playing on her lips.

"This weekend"

"This weekend?" she repeated, nervous at the prospect.

"Yeah, you cool with that?"

She nodded, her heart fluttering in her chest.

After planting a kiss on her cheek and then her forehead, a mischievous grin played on his lips as he took a step back to study her, his hands still resting on the passenger door.

She shook her head in amusement at his playful gesture. "Well, time for me to go inside."

"Yep, you've got that application waiting for you," he teased, moving aside to let her pass.

"Good night," she called out as she walked away.

"Good night"

He stood there, watching the sway of her hips until she went inside. With a sigh, he made his way around the car to the driver's seat, got in, and drove off.

The clock ticked away as Kendra dedicated herself to completing the application for the University of Houston.

Each question she answered and every essay she wrote was a testament to her feelings for Jason and her dedication to their relationship. It wasn't just about the university or the location, but about the journey they were embarking on together. As she clicked the submit button, a surge of anticipation washed over her. This application was more than just a piece of paper; it was a symbol of their shared dreams and the unbreakable bond they had forged.

 

 

 

After practice, Larissa and David had a discussion where he shared the news that he could attend the homecoming dance. His mother had made arrangements for Mrs. Ortiz to babysit. Although his mother would be working and wouldn't be able to witness him getting ready for homecoming, he didn't let it bother him too much. He had grown used to her missing his games and now...homecoming. He really hoped she would be able to make it to his graduation.

 

As Larissa made her way up the stairs and down the hall, the silence in her home was deafening. She couldn't help but feel a pang of loneliness as she entered the usual icy cold, cookie cutter, hotel-like atmosphere. But she quickly brushed off the negative thoughts, reminding herself to focus on finishing her senior year and escaping this place as soon as possible.

 

With Danielle's car parked in the driveway, Larissa was certain she was home. She couldn't wait to share the good news that David would be going to the homecoming dance with her.

 

"Danielle?" Larissa called out, her voice echoing through the empty house. Silence greeted her, leaving her feeling a sense of unease. She called out again, hoping for a response, but still, there was nothing. Larissa's curiosity got the better of her, and she made the decision to open the door and step inside.

 

As she entered the room, a heartbreaking sight unfolded before her eyes. Danielle lay on the bed, tears streaming down her face. Larissa hurried to her sister's side, desperate to understand what had happened.

 

"What's wrong?" Larissa asked, her voice filled with genuine worry. Danielle attempted to compose herself, but her tears continued to flow uncontrollably. Through her sobs, she managed to utter a few words. "He... he pushed me."

 

"Who?! Brian?!" she exclaimed, her voice laced with fury. Danielle nodded, her crying intensifying. Larissa's protective instincts kicked in, in that moment.

 

"Why the fuck did he put his hands on you?!" Larissa's voice trembled with a mix of anger and concern. Danielle struggled to articulate her words amidst her tears, her pain evident. Larissa climbed onto the bed, wrapping her arms around her sister, offering comfort and support.

 

"Tell me what happened. It's going to be okay," Larissa reassured her. Danielle's sobs subsided momentarily as she tried to gather herself. "He cheated on me!" she managed to say between sniffles.

 

Larissa's heart sank, and she felt a surge of anger towards Brian. "What?! Oh my gosh, Danielle, I am so sorry."

 

"Just go ahead and say 'I told you so'," Danielle sniffled, expecting a lecture. Larissa shook her head, vehemently. "Danielle, no, I would never say that to you. You gave him a chance because you're a good person. It's not your fault he turned out to be a fuck boy."

 

Danielle's pain was palpable, and Larissa couldn't help but feel her sister's anguish. "I can't believe this. I trusted him and he does me like this?!" Danielle wiped away her tears, her mascara now smudged.

 

"I'm really sorry. He doesn't deserve you at all. And he had the nerve to push you, when he's the one who cheated?!"

 

"After I found out, I threw the phone right at his face."

 

"I hope you broke his fuckin nose too"

 

Danielle managed a lazy smile, "Well this is how it all happened..."

 

TO BE CONTINUED...

Flashback

Earlier that afternoon, around 3 pm.

Danielle phoned Brian and asked him to come over. She had decided to prepare a delicious dinner for him, knowing that he had been feeling stressed and preoccupied lately. Brian had recently started a new job that he found quite demanding, especially since it required him to work the night shift. Despite apologizing repeatedly to Danielle, she reassured him that she understood the situation, even though she wasn't thrilled about it. After confirming that he would be free, Brian agreed to visit her that day and was eager to spend some quality time with her. Danielle wanted to make the evening memorable. With her parents out until eight and Larissa not expected to be home until six, she felt she had plenty of time to cook and pamper Brian. To add a special touch to their night, she had bought a lingerie set from Fashion Nova. She was thrilled. When Brian arrived, she greeted him at the door and immediately embraced him, wrapping her arms around his neck while he held her close.

" Mmm, I missed you baby" she purred, pulling away slightly to admire him.

" I missed you too" he said in a seductive tone. "Somethin' smell good"

"Thanks babe. I made salmon, asparagus, and my homemade mac and cheese".

"Damn..you really went all out for a nigga huh?" He smirked.

"I sure did" she giggled.

"What's this you wearin'?" he asked, his eyes fixated on the gray satin robe and silver heels she had on.

"Oh just a lil sumthin-sumthin" she giggled.

"I see.." he smirked, scanning her from head to toe.

He approached her closely, licking his lips, as she playfully backed away.

"I know you cooked and all, but I think I'm ready for dessert right now"

Danielle blushed. "Oh I almost forgot, I did get your favorite..sweet potato pie"

"Mmm, alright, but I think I'm craving a different kind of pie" he spoke, his voice dripping with desire.

She giggled, flattered by how turned on he was by her appearance. "You are too much boy."

She closed the door behind them and took his hand, leading them to the spacious dining room.

"Have a seat," she instructed, disappearing into the kitchen. The kitchen island was filled with delicious food. She quickly prepared a plate for him and returned to the table.

The dining table was beautifully decorated with candles that Danielle lit.

"Damn, this is so sweet baby" Brian grinned. "I owe you one."

After fixing her own plate, Danielle sat across from Brian at the table.

Raising their champagne glasses, Brian spoke "I wanna make a toast to the love we got for each other. I love you, babygirl," Brian said as they clinked glasses.

"I love you too"

They enjoyed their meal together and caught up on the days they had spent apart. Danielle hadn't spent time with Brian since Halloween night, only briefly crossing paths at school.

Brian reached for her hand, and she willingly gave it to him. Their eyes met, causing Danielle to blush. She knew she was deeply in love with Brian, and it seemed he felt the same, despite his cool demeanor.

They became distracted by the sound of Brian's phone buzzing on the table.

"Can you please put your phone over there?" Danielle requested, nodding towards the storage cabinet in the dining room.

Brian complied, standing to go place it on the cabinet, and apologizing as he returned to his seat.

"It's okay," she reassured him, smiling as she rested her chin in her hand.

They continued eating and Brian's phone kept buzzing with notifications.

"Ready for dessert?" Danielle asked.

"Yea".

She walked to the kitchen to get it for them both. Brian glanced at his phone, then back at Danielle as she reentered the dining room, flashing her a smile as she placed their plates on the table. With a satisfied expression, he savored a bite of the pie, letting out a pleased groan.

"This shit is fire" He shook his head, causing Danielle to chuckle.

"Its Patti Labelle's pie. I was gonna take credit for it, but I'm an honest person, so I'm not gonna do her like that."

"Patti know what she doin' "

As Brian's phone buzzed once more, signaling an incoming call, he sighed.

"Ugh, Im sorry baby, Ima turn it off"

He stood to decline the call and silenced his phone.

After they finished dessert, Danielle instructed Brian to head upstairs and get comfortable, while she tidied up the kitchen and dining area. With the clock ticking towards 4 pm, she was well aware that their alone time was limited.

Brian made his way up the stairs, eager to reach Danielle's room. As he entered, he wasted no time in undressing, shedding his shirt, undershirt, and pants. With anticipation coursing through his veins, he laid himself down on the bed, feeling like a true king.

Danielle swung open the door to her bedroom, her eyes immediately falling upon Brian, lying there, ready for whatever she had planned. A mischievous smile played on her lips as she switched off the lights and locked the door behind her.

Climbing onto the bed, she straddled him, already sensing his excitement building. With a sly grin, she reached behind the pillow and retrieved a satin blindfold, a playful glint in her eyes.

Brian couldn't help but chuckle at the sight of it, but he willingly allowed her to place it over his eyes. Their faces now inches apart, Danielle whispered against his lips, "Just relax baby and I'll be back with your surprise." She softly pecked his lips, then climbed off of him.

"Okay" he replied, a grin spreading across his face.

As Danielle prepared to leave the room, her attention was suddenly caught by the glow of Brian's phone screen.

'Who is blowin' him up like this ?' she thought.

Curiosity piqued, she carefully and quietly picked up the phone, making her way towards the bathroom, closing the door behind her.

Danielle knew his pin, as she had sneakily and carefully watched him enter it countless times before. She started paying close attention soon after Larissa expressed her concerns about Brian's reputation.

Danielle punched in the code, 5..1..9..3..7...1.

Bingo.

Danielle checked his recent calls and saw the last one was from a number, 954-520-1025. She then decided to look at the text messages from the same number.

As she read through the messages, a wave of emotions hit her like a ton of bricks. Her body felt hot, her heart raced, tears welled up in her eyes and there was a sharp ache in the middle of her chest . Danielle struggled to compose herself, but then she came up with a plan.

"Baby where you at ?" Brian called from the other side of the door.

"Just a minute," she replied, trying to sound calm. "I'm almost done. Keep the blindfold on."

Brian chuckled and adjusted himself as he waited.

Danielle opened the door cautiously, peeking her head out, making sure the blindfold was still in place. She pocketed his phone and climbed onto the bed, catching Brian's attention.

"You can take it off now" she whispered.

Brian, with a smirk on his face, removed the blindfold, only to be met with a furious Danielle holding up his phone with a woman's picture on the screen.

 

 

 

 

"Who the fuck is this?" Danielle demanded, her eyes shooting daggers at him

.

Brian internally panicked as he realized the gravity of the situation.

 

"Who is this?!" Danielle exclaimed, her voice filled with even more frustration as she scrolled to another picture.

 

 

 

 

Brian made a feeble attempt to reach for the phone, but Danielle swiftly evaded his grasp by pulling her arm away.

"Bab-..I-.. I-..I don't know who that is" He stammered nervously.

"REALLY? You don't know who that is?! That's interesting because you both were planning to meet up to have sex on Halloween night, right after you lied to me about having to go home early for work!"

"Na-- Nah--, I must have been set up or something because I swear I don't know that girl."

Danielle got off him and stood up, facing him directly. "Oh, so now you're going to play this game? You're not going to gaslight me, Brian!"

Then Danielle couldn't hold it together any longer and started sobbing. "How could you do this to me? I believed you and trusted you, even when Elisha said you were a dog!"

"What?! Elisha said that about me?" Brian's eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

"Yes, she did! And I should have listened to her. But no, I was foolish enough to believe you," Danielle continued to sob.

Brian attempted to approach her, but she swiftly moved out of his reach.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!!" She warned him, pointing directly at him."Im gonna call this bitch and tell her everything about you being a triflin ass nigga!"

"Danielle! Give me my phone back!".

Danielle took off running, sprinting towards the bathroom with his phone in hand. Once inside, she struggled to shut the door as Brian desperately tried to barge in. With all her might, she managed to close and lock the door. Brian began pounding on it relentlessly.

"DANIELLE !!!" Open the fuckin' door! Stop playin wit me!"

Danielle slumped down against the door, tears streaming down her face as she clutched the phone tightly to her chest.

"Open the door so we can talk about this, man!"

"NO! Just go away!"

"You got my phone!"

"I trusted you. I really did, and you do me like this? Why, Brian? Why?!"

Brian was at a loss for words as he let out a heavy sigh and leaned his head against the door.

"I don't know. I just like women ok? Thats all I can tell you," he muttered.

Tears continued to stream down her face.

"I'm sorry I hurt you," he whispered softly.

"Why did you tell me you loved me if you're just gonna do this to me? Did you ever truly love me, or was it all a lie?" she demanded.

"I got love for you"

Danielle understood. It stung. He claimed to care about her, but he didn't love her, and he certainly wasn't in love with her.

"You don't even have that"  she retorted. Danielle got up, unlocked the door, and headed towards the shower. "It's open."

Brian pushed the door open and entered, only to be met with a cell phone flying towards his face, hitting him right between the eyes.

"AHHH!" he groaned out in pain. "What the fuck ?!" He shouted clutching his face.

" I HATE  YOU!!" She screamed. She attempted to walk past him, but before she could, Brian grabbed hold of her robe, forcefully pushing her to the floor.

A piercing scream escaped her lips as tears streamed down her face, the pain and heartbreak becoming too much to bear.

"You stupid ass bitch! What the fuck you think this is?! Im done wit yo borin' stuck up ass!"

"GET OUT!!" Danielle shouted.

Brian gathered his clothes off the floor and walked out the room.

"You stupid muthafucka!!" she yelled.

Danielle got up off the floor and cleaned herself up in the bathroom. She lied on her bed and cried her eyes out.

Elisha was right all along.

End of Flashback

 

After Danielle told her everything that happened, Larissa felt a mix of shock, anger, and sadness for her sister.

 

"He cheated on me with some Spanish girl. She had on some cowboy costume lookin like a damn hooker"

 

"Wow. I cant say I'm surprised, he's a hoe himself. Birds of a feather flock together."

 

"I wanna call her so bad and tell her she's the side-chick and he played the both of us. Do you think I should call? I have her number"

 

"Yea! Do as much damage as you can to that nigga!"

 

Danielle unlocked her phone, preparing to call.

 

"Wait.No, dont do that." Larissa shook her head. "He aint worth it.Don't even give him the satisfaction."

 

Danielle sighed "You're right. I just wanna make his ass suffer for what he did to me"

 

"Oh I will make sure of it, dont worry"

 

"What are you gonna do?" Danielle wondered.

 

"You'll see."

 

"Please don't tell Momma and Daddy about this ,ok? It's just embarrassing and I don't wanna hear momma mouth."

 

"Ok." Larissa nodded. "I got you. I won't say anything."

 

Danielle half smiled "Thanks sis" They hugged.

 

Friday, November 3, 2023

 

The Spartan student body gathered in the gymnasium at one o'clock for the pep rally, buzzing with excitement for the Homecoming game later that evening. Each class was escorted in by the staff, filling up the seats until the entire student body was present. The football team made a grand entrance, with each player being introduced by their position, and finally, the quarterback Landon received special recognition. The sound of drums echoed as the team took their seats at the bottom of the bleachers. The band marched in proudly, followed by the Spartan Diamond dancers, Flagettes, and Majorettes. As they took their places in the center of the gymnasium, all eyes were on them as they put on an amazing show for the crowd. Jason couldn't take his eyes off Kendra as she danced flawlessly with the band, marveling at her talent. He never would have guessed that such a quiet and shy girl could move with such grace and skill.

 

The school day was finally over and everyone returned to the school at six oclock, making their way to the football field for the Homecoming game. 

 

Homecoming Game

 

The sun dipped low on the horizon, casting long shadows across the freshly painted gridiron. Excitement crackled in the air as students, staff and families made their way to the bleachers, clad in their team's colors and waving banners high. The aroma of sizzling hot dogs and popcorn wafted through the air, mingling with the sound of marching bands warming up. 

 

The Mount Rainier Spartans gathered at the line of scrimmage across from the opposing team, the Piedmont High Lions.

 

The Lions quarterback glared at Landon, the Spartans quarterback.

 

"Ready to lose on your own turf?" the quarterback smirked at Landon.

 

"We're not going to"

 

"We'll see about that".

 

The referee blew his whistle, signaling the start of the game.

 

The play began and Landon raced down the field, eyeing a receiver to throw the ball to as the offensive line blocked the defense. Landon scanned the field for an open receiver and he saw Jason was wide open running down the field, a step ahead of his defender. In a split second Landon threw the ball to Jason. Jason watched as the ball spiraled through the air, his eyes locked on it, as he extended his arms to catch it. Jason caught it and began to race past his defender as far downfield as he could before being tackled to the ground.

 

"First and five!" the announcer called.

 

They lined up where the ball had landed and Landon called the play. 

 

Kendra watched in the stands full of pride at Jason's athleticism. She thought to herself how sexy he looked.

 

Landon threw the ball to Reese, who caught the ball and ran downfield evading the defense for a few yards before he was tackled.

 

"Second and two"

 

"AHH!! Pass the fuckin ball!" Chase Andrews complained.

 

"Shut yo ass up!" David yelled at Chase.

 

Chase shot him an irritated glare. "He needs to pass the ball next time!"

 

They lined up again and Reese caught the ball again. He raced down the field as the defense reached for him, but Reese clutched the ball tightly to his chest and was able to sprint into the endzone. The crowd went wild and cheered for the Spartans.

 

Finally half time had arrived. The Spartan band lined up on the field and began performing touching the spirits of Spartan families and friends.

 

Kendra moved her body confidently to the song, and could not help but think of Jason as the band recreated the melody of "Let it Burn" by Jasmine Sullivan. There was no denying that she was in love with Jason.

 

The fourth quarter had arrived and the Spartans and the Lions were tied. The Spartans were in possession of the ball. Coach Reynolds paced the sideline with his hand on his head. They had to win this game. The crowd erupted in cheers and chants as the clock ticked down to the final minutes. With the score tied, tensions were high and every play was important. The quarterback shouted out signals, the ball was snapped, and chaos erupted on the field. Receivers sprinted downfield, chased by determined defenders, while linemen clashed in the middle. With only a few seconds left, the quarterback received the ball, scanned the field, and threw a powerful pass to his tight end, who raced downfield, evading the defense and crossing the goal line. 

 

 "Touchdown!" The announcer shouted. "And the Spartans have won it!" 

 

The crowd went wild. Elisha, Kendra, and Larissa turned to eachother and screamed, shaking eachother by the shoulders. 

 

The Spartans had won their homecoming game. The team cheered in victory, jumping up and down, and lifting their tight end in the air.

 

As the crowd cleared out, Larissa spotted Brian talking to Reese and his friends. She so badly wanted to approach him but she decided against it, not wanting to ruin an exciting moment for Reese, David and Jason. Plus the dance was tomorrow. She was not done with Brian though. As soon as homecoming was over, he would be dealt with. And that was a promise. 

 

 

Following the game, Jason sought out Kendra to discuss introducing her to his family. Kendra was hesitant about it, feeling self-conscious about her revealing gold uniform. Jason understood and did not push the issue, knowing that the time would present itself.

 

They said their goodnights, and just as Kendra had turned to walk away, Jason playfully grabbed her hand, preventing her from leaving. As he slowly let go, her hand slowly slid out of his, causing her to giggle. "You look great," his voice was low as a mischievous smirk formed on his face, his eyes lingering on her hourglass figure.

 

She flashed a smile and shook her head. "Thank you, and good night." As she strolled away, he couldn't resist stealing a glance at her butt.

 

Jason walked away, his eyes scanning the surroundings for his family. And there they were - his mom, stepdad, and Josh. But his heart skipped a beat when he spotted his sister Anna and brother Nick. His eyes sparkled with excitement. They had come all the way to town just to support him in his game. The love he felt for them swelled his heart with gratitude. They were not just his family but his unwavering support system. As he approached them, he couldn't help but notice Uncle Brant, Colton, and Evan joining the group.

 

He wondered why they were there. He knew why Uncle Brant was there. Even though Jason hadn't returned to work at the shop after what happened, Uncle Brant was like a father to him, and he had no problem with him. It was just unfortunate that he was caught in the middle because of his son, Colton. Jason wasn't expecting to see Colton at the game, and truth be told, he was the last person he wanted to see.

 

"Jason! Congratulations!" His mom beamed.

 

Everyone congratulated him. Jason's eyes landed on Anna, whom he had not seen in about 3 months.

 

"Anna! I didn't know you were coming."

 

"I know you didn't! I wanted to surprise you. You killed it out there!" He thanked her and gave her a hug.

 

"Yea, you sure did, man! I'm so happy for you guys!" Nick added, also hugging him.

 

"Jason," Uncle Brant nodded. "Congrats, you deserve it,"

 

"Thanks." After a quick hand-slap, Uncle Brant pulled him into a tight hug. Evan did the same.

 

As Jason took a step back, his gaze met Colton's, who was staring at him with his big blue eyes.

 

"Congrats, man," Colton said.

 

"Thanks."

 

The family watched their interaction, and Jason could feel all eyes on them.

 

After Jason went home to shower, they all decided to meet back up at TGI Fridays to celebrate.

 

All nine of them sat around the large table, eating and catching up on life.

 

"So you ready for the dance tomorrow? You're going, right?" Nick asked.

 

"Yea,"

 

"Oh wow! I'm surprised! You're not one for dances. " Anna raised an eyebrow.

 

Jason smirked. "I know. But I'm only going cause I have a date. "

 

"Ohhhh. Who is she?" Anna asked, wiggling her eyebrows.

 

"She's my girlfriend, her name is Kendra."

 

"Wait, you have a girlfriend, and you didn't tell me?!" Nick furrowed his brows.

 

"I didn't think you would care to know."

 

"C'mon, you know I'm nosy," Nick chuckled.

 

"Yea, you're right, you are," Jason smirked.

 

"So? How long have you two been dating?" Anna asked, taking a bite of a potato skin.

 

"Since September, about a month and a half,"

 

"Awww. So I'm guessing we're gonna meet her tomorrow. "

 

"If not tomorrow, Sunday, hopefully."

 

"I can't wait to see who stole my little brother's heart." Anna scrunched up her face and reached across the table to pinch Jason's cheek, but he dodged her.

 

"Chill out, man," he laughed.