I managed to get in touch with Duncan the next morning and met him at a little coffee shop by the marina.
"So the kid was actually jealous of me and you?" He smirked as I filled him in on the events from the boat party.
"Oh I don't know if he was actually jealous, I think he was just pissed at the rapey jock and he just probably felt left out since we were bumping and grinding all night." I said as I sipped my latte.
"I think it was more than being left out, he probably wished he was the one bumping and grinding with you probably even more when he found out it was pretty much wasted on me." He said
"Pretty much?" I asked raising my eyebrow.
"Hey I am fully able to appreciate the female form, especially when it comes in that video vixen-esque package." He said flirtatiously.
I would probably have been blushing but Duncan was the biggest flirt I knew besides my best friend Carmen. If the two of them ever met the world would probably  implode from the sheer amount of sexual innuendos they would come up with.
"No Duncan, we barely started talking again and I am not his type. He goes for the chicks with the Kate Upton look and I clearly don't have that." I said rolling my eyes.
"Please she's just big boobs and long legs, you on the other hand, have the milkshake that brings all the boys to the yard." He replied while he drank his frappuccino.
I burst out laughing at his ridiculous statement. "Oh my god, that song really? It's like 50 years old." I said trying to catch my breath.
"Hey I am bringing it back, you know that when you hear that song you can't help but shake everything you got." He said with a cheeky grin.
"Fine whatever." I said still giggling. "What happened with the hottie you made out with on the boat last night?" I asked wiggling my eyebrows suggestively.
"Ugh nothing." He said rolling his eyes. "It started off great, we were dancing and then we made out but he wanted to get to know me and cuddle under the stars or some shit."
"And what's wrong with that? He looked really cute."
"He was cute enough but he's going to college on the east coast and why should I bother getting to know the guy since we wouldn't ever establish a real relationship after this summer." He said with a dismissive wave.
"You never know it could be the beginning of something beautiful." I said with a smile
"You really are just a hopeless romantic aren't you?" He said returning my smile. "But I was just looking for nice traditional teenage summer romance."
"Still a possibility my friend, just don't write him off."
"And you shouldn't write off the possibility that Sebastian might want some summer lovin too."
"You are so corny." I giggled throwing my napkin at him.


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I returned later that day to an empty house and decided to take a nap since I was still tired from the night before.
I was woken up by a shirtless, sweaty Sebastian standing in my doorway telling me to get ready to go to dinner. I swear he hated wearing clothes, like speedos were the most he could bare to wear.
I quickly changed into a white bodycon dress with white wedges, spritzed myself with my favourite summer scent and walked out the door.
I walked into the lounge and saw everyone else was all ready to go.
"I swear you always look like you should be on the cover of some magazine." Deb exclaimed when I walked in.
"Sure Deb, apart from the fact that I'm 5 foot 4 and not exactly a size zero." I replied shaking my head
"And who actually likes size zero girls? You fill out that dress like they couldn't."
"Deb would you stop talking about how my baby girl fills out her dress." My dad replied.
"Oh stop being such a prude Sean, your baby girl is all grown up. Back me up here Sandra?"
"All I know is my baby is beautiful." My mum said.
"Exactly, much more beautiful than those models. Right Seb?" Deb enquired with a devilish smile.
I looked over to see a very uncomfortable Sebastian try to come up with something to say that would probably not offend me.
"Yeah she looks great, beautiful." He said clearing his throat. He also definitely looked like he was blushing which was weird for a guy like Seb, who wasn't exactly the blushing type.
"Well this is awkward. Can we get going?" I asked making my way to the door. All I could hear was Deb laughing her ass off while Trevor tried to scold her with little success.

Thankfully dinner was mainly uneventful and there was no more talk that related to me or Seb. My parents along with Deb and Trevor decided to go to a local salsa club after dinner. They asked me and Seb along but I could just tell the club would be filled with middle aged couples who still thought they had the groove and I was not interested in enduring that so I passed. I'm pretty sure Seb had the same thing in mind so we both left the restaurant and went home together.

When we got home Seb went off to his room, so I decided to go to the patio and read my book with a glass of wine. I don't know how long I was out there before Seb came out only wearing his swim shorts. I forced myself to look directly at his face so I wouldn't get caught staring at his perfectly toned abs.
"I just thought I would go chill in the jacuzzi for a while." He said nodding his head in the direction of the shed that housed the jacuzzi.
"Thats cool." I replied
"You can come too, if you want and bring your wine of course." He said with a smirk.
"Yea sure I'll just go change." I said as I watched him make his way down to the shed. I went to change into my favourite yellow bikini quickly trying to rid myself of the nerves I suddenly had.
Why are you so nervous?? This is Sebastian. The boy you once dared to eat a worm, which he did, with an insane amount of pride. Nothing could ever happen.
After my inner pep talk, I walked into the shed and removed my towel since it was already pretty steamy in there. I couldn't help but notice Seb's eyes roaming over my body before they reached my face. I smirked, glad I wasn't the only one who couldn't help roaming.
I got in the jacuzzi and passed Seb a glass of the wine I had brought with me.
"I'm not much of a wine connoisseur, I prefer beer." He said while taking a gulp of the wine.
"Well you never were very cultured and I suppose you can't shotgun a bottle of wine." I replied with a smirk.
"So what if I'm not some hipster trying to act like a 30 year old european from the 80's."
"Touche." I said tipping my glass to Seb. I couldn't help but laugh at his comment even if it was a dig. I sometimes forgot that behind his man whore jock persona is a genuinely smart, witty guy.
"So you and Spencer called it quits?"
I couldn't help but groan because I knew where this was headed.
"Yup." I answered
"How come? You two were like the Michelle and Barack of Chesterton."
"He was going to college.Long distance never works." I knew I was being short but I really hated this topic.
"Isn't he like 2 hours away?"
"Okay Sherlock maybe he dumped me so he was free to hook up with any loose college girl he wanted." I didn't mean to snap at him but this conversation just brought up raw emotions.
"Wow okay, I didn't mean to pry. I just never thought anyone would actually dump you."He said with a kind smile.
"Well that's sweet but apparently I was too frigid for his liking." I said giving him a pointed look.
"What, so you mean you two never had sex the entire time you were together?"
"Yeah it just didn't feel right. I get that we were the perfect couple. He's the pastor's son and I'm the doctor's daughter but it felt so contrived, like I was living the plot of some story I didn't even like." I caught myself mid rant realising who I was actually talking to.
"He was clearly a massive dick and didn't deserve you especially if he dumped you just because you didn't want to sleep with him. Guys like that don't deserve girls like you."
I had to smile at how sweet he was being to me, just like the Seb I knew when we were 10.
"Also I'm kinda glad you're still a virgin." He said with a half smile.
"And why is that?" I asked
"It still means you're still my Kay."
I looked deep into those blue eyes and I don't know if it was the memory of what we used to be or the bottle of wine we managed to get through mixed with the heat of the jacuzzi, but I felt myself gravitate towards him and before I knew it my lips were on his. They tasted better than I could have imagined.
The kiss started of slow and tentative then progressively became more intense and passionate. I straddled him to get more comfortable and felt a rather large bulge on my thigh. Instead of shying away I fell deeper into the kiss, my body moving with his. Seb had definitely gotten better at kissing since we were 12.
Probably because of all those girls he's hooked up with at school. He has definitely had plenty of practice.

These thoughts brought me straight down to earth and I pulled away from him.
What are you doing?! You can't hook up with one of Chesterton high's biggest players.
Was I really that desperate to feel wanted?

"Wait  what happened?" Seb asked trying to pull me back into another kiss.
"No Seb, this is a mistake, we had wine and the steam just made it worse." I tried to explain, scrambling off him.
"Let's forget about it okay and just act normal okay?" At this point I was climbing out the jacuzzi trying to get out of there as soon as possible.
"So you want to go back to pretending we don't find each other attractive? Go back to not talking to each other?" Seb asked sounding pissed.
"No I just don't know if this is a good idea. Where could this go? We don't even hang out normally." I babbled.

"You know your problem? You overthink everything." Seb said getting out of the jacuzzi. "Even when we were little you always thought of what would happen if we got caught when we were up to no good. You need to just think of what you want right now." He said taking my hand.

"Well I don't really know what I want." I said nibbling my bottom lip.

"I know I want you now so..." Seb said as he leaned in to me.
What the hell. A summer fling might be just what I need to get the Spencer ugliness out my system.
With that I stood on my toes and kissed him, fully aware about how little clothing we were both wearing. I embraced him and tangled my hands into his soft curls. His kisses genuinely took my breath away and I thought my legs might give him.
I finally didn't care. I was on vacation and vacation Kayleesi didn't think before she acted. She just acted.