Wow, that was some heartfelt, strong, emotional daggers his kids threw at him?  Cam asked some tough questions?  What was so special about Alicia that you threw away 25yrs of marriage, your family away for?  I'm interested in that answer myself.  A true, honest internal reflection from Saul on really, why did he continue to do it after the conference.  Loved Mal's words to him.  He basically called his dad selfish and that he never considered how anyone else would be impacted by this until now because stuff went to hell in a hand basket.  Part of me want Lynne to divorce Saul because I think for him to truly get it, he has to really lose her,  I feel like Saul is banking on the woman that Lynne was before this and the love she has for him to pave his way to forgiveness vs putting in work, true honest to goodness we down on the railroad tracks for 14 hr days work.  Working to get her back when she isn't tethered to you and others recognize her worth is different than attempting to get her to forgive when you know as long as she is "married" to you, she won't actively be with someone else.  Did Saul not think, what would I feel like if the shoe was on the other foot?

Oh and Saul the crying right now feels like a little to late to make a difference in any of your families lives.  Matter of fact where is Saul's family?  

See what you did Saul. And Mal's right, NOW you think about the effect of your actions. YOU FOOL. Cry me a frickin' river, why doncha?