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Thoroughly revised and reuploaded!


Willow Carter is a plus-sized girl with lots of attitude and very low self-esteem. When her mother and oler sister force her to jog to slim down for her sister's wedding, she is attacked by a madman and rescued by a savior. But just because a man saves your life doesn't mean you should trust him. Soon she throws herself into a thrilling game of cat and mouse that brings more pain than pleasure and puts everyone she loves in harm's way.

Rated: Mature Content
Categories: Original Fiction
Characters: None
Classification: None
Genre: Action-Adventure , Drama, Mystery, Romance, Suspense
Story Status: Muse went on vacation, no idea when it will be back
Pairings: None
Warnings: Adult Situations, Dark Fic, Graphic Violence, Strong Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Completed: No Word count: 90171 Read: 190723
Published: October 04 2015 Updated: April 17 2021
Story Notes:

Okay, as you know I deleted all of my stories except for those in the Vault. I felt like I could do better and improve on my writing technique. Save Me From Myself is the first of my deleted stories to be revised mainly because it was incomplete when I deleted compared to His Mercy and Baby, It's Cold Outside which were completed. It's been a crazy few months, but I really had fun revising this story because I got to change the plot a bit, squished some chapters together, add new chapters, and new characters. I will let you know which chapters are brand new. I will be mass updating because I have completed a lot of chapters.

I have been getting a lot of emails and questions about this story. I hope this was worth your wait.

P.S. I am working on character pictures, so keep an eye out.


1. The Lucky Unlucky Girl by Missus James [Reviews - 33] starstarstarstarhalf-star (2587 words)

Willow has a near death experience.

2. The Cold Breakfast by Missus James [Reviews - 2] starstarstarstarhalf-star (3099 words)

Willow meets her savior face to face.

3. Silly Little Fool by Missus James [Reviews - 6] starstarstarstarhalf-star (2158 words)

Willow meets up with her co-worker, Simon, and feels like a fool because of it.

4. Slim Whims by Missus James [Reviews - 8] starstarstarstarhalf-star (3821 words)

Willow pushes herself to the brink and someone has to be there to catch her.

5. Home is Where the Heart is by Missus James [Reviews - 7] starstarstarstarstar (3803 words)

Willow finds a new home.

6. Tipsy by Missus James [Reviews - 4] starstarstarstarstar (3999 words)

Willow invites Sebastian to a movie night with friends and gets tangled in a game of tug-of-war.

7. Cold, Hard, Rough by Missus James [Reviews - 10] starstarstarstarstar (3880 words)

Willow sees a new side of Sebastian and she is overwhelmed.

8. The Golden Pig by Missus James [Reviews - 3] starstarstarstarstar (3373 words)

Willow has a girl's night and it turns into a nightmare.

9. Clean, Bone, Destruction by Missus James [Reviews - 6] starstarstarstarstar (2358 words)

Take a peek inside of Sebastian's mind.

10. Creature of Habit by Missus James [Reviews - 7] starstarstarstarstar (904 words)

Simon Roberson is a creature of habit. Step into his mind during a late evening jog.

11. When a Monster Becomes a Man by Missus James [Reviews - 4] starstarstarstarstar (1338 words)

Sebastian has done something horrible, but he is rewarded with breakfast.

12. Guest of the Hour by Missus James [Reviews - 16] starstarstarstarstar (2610 words)

Willow takes Sebastian along to meet her family and finds a boost of courage in dealing with her sister and fairy tale wedding.

13. Oh, Where; Oh, Where! by Missus James [Reviews - 12] starstarstarstarstar (3378 words)

The morning starts off with a jog and a question needing to be answering then Willow is questioned by detectives.

14. Punishment by Missus James [Reviews - 11] starstarstarstarstar (1945 words)

Sebastian receives punishment for his sins, but it isn't enough.

15. Breaking and Mending by Missus James [Reviews - 13] starstarstarstarstar (4475 words)

One relationship breaks. One broken relationship mends. The possibility of a new relationship lingers.

16. Show and Tell by Missus James [Reviews - 17] starstarstarstarstar (4440 words)

Sebastian wants blood.

17. Yes by Missus James [Reviews - 17] starstarstarstarstar (2557 words)

It's the morning after and Sebastian asks an important question. What will Willow say?

18. Monster's Wife by Missus James [Reviews - 17] starstarstarstarstar (3669 words)

19. Self Destruct by Missus James [Reviews - 24] starstarstarstarhalf-star (3939 words)

20. Far, Far Away by Missus James [Reviews - 10] starstarstarstarhalf-star (2988 words)

Sebastian takes reluctant Willow to a place far, far away.

21. Step in the Right Direction by Missus James [Reviews - 15] starstarstarstarstar (4019 words)

Sebastian and Willow move one step in the right direction, but there is still much to be done. 

22. Lost Children by Missus James [Reviews - 13] starstarstarstarstar (2807 words)

23. Tiny Punishments by Missus James [Reviews - 18] starstarstarstarstar (3255 words)

24. A First Time for Everything by Missus James [Reviews - 19] starstarstarstarstar (5778 words)

To begin mending, Willow and Sebastian experience a few firsts. 

25. Truth Be Told by Missus James [Reviews - 15] starstarstarstarhalf-star (4355 words)

Willow discovers something life-changing and decides to make a decision behind his back, but her secret doesn't stay secret for long.

26. Battle Half-Won by Missus James [Reviews - 8] starstarstarstarstar (3560 words)

Even as they are at odds with each other, Willow and Sebastian make an important decision to battle a common enemy.

27. Crucial Hours (Part I) by Missus James [Reviews - 16] starstarstarstarstar (2565 words)

As the clock ticks down to zero, Sebastian and Willow waste no time. 

28. Crucial Hours (Part II) by Missus James [Reviews - 8] starstarstarstarstar (2511 words)

Tick-tock, tick-tock, Sebastian & Willow. 

Warning: Vivid descriptions of violence because it's Sebastian we're talking about. 

Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.