Summary: everyone always wants to be an idol until they don't
Rated: Mature Content
Categories: Original Fiction Characters: None
Classification: GeneralGenre: Comedy ,
Drama,
Erotica,
Friendship,
Inspirational,
Psychological,
Romance,
Suspense Story Status: ActivePairings: None
Warnings: Adult Situations,
BDSM,
Dark Fic,
Drugs/Drug Use,
Extreme Language,
Femdom,
Homosexuality,
Kink,
Original Characters,
Rape,
Sexual Content ,
Strong Sexual Content ,
Un-betaed ,
Work in Progress
Series: None
Chapters: 22
Completed: Yes
Word count: 58722
Read: 20005
Published: March 17 2022
Updated: March 25 2022
1. forward by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 2] 



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2. o n e by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (1748 words)

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CHAPTER WARNINGS: NON CONSENSUAL SEX/RAPE; LANGUAGE.
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4. t h r e e by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (3100 words)

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CHAPTER WARNINGS: EXPLICIT SEX, KINK, LANGUAGE AND DRUG USE
5. f o u r by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (3157 words)

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6. f i v e by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 1] (2341 words)

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WARNING: TRIGGER WARNING-SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. HARD DRUG USE
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8. s e v e n by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (2854 words)

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9. e i g h t by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (2950 words)

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10. n i n e by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (2517 words)

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WARNINGS: EXPLICIT CONSENSUAL SEX/KINK/FETISH
11. t e n by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 2] (2047 words)

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WARNING: EXPLICIT CONSENSUAL SEX. LANGUAGE.
Recommended songs for the chapter:
Dreamgirl by OFFONOFF
Closer-Sabrina Claudio
Stand Still- Sabrina Claudio
12. e l e v e n by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (3578 words)

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13. t w e l v e by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 1] (4593 words)

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CHAPTER WARNINGS:KINK, DOM/SUB ROLEPLAY, ROUGH CONSENSUAL SEX, LANGUAGE
14. t h i r t e e n by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (2526 words)

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15. f o u r t e e n by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 1] 



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CHAPTERS: MENTIONS OF E/D (EATING DISORDER)
16. f i f t e e n by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 1] (3458 words)

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17. s i x t e e n by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 2] 



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CHAPTER WARNING: SAME SEX INTERCOURSE, MENTIONS OF DATE RAPE, SEXUAL HARASSMENT
18. s e v e n t e e n by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (2614 words)

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CHAPTER WARNINGS: MENTIONS OF E/D (EATING DISORDER) RELAPSE
19. e i g h t e e n by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (1798 words)

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20. n i n e t e e n by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (3772 words)
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21. t w e n t y by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 0] (3113 words)

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CHAPTER WARNING: EXPLICIT CONSENSUAL SEX, ROUGH SEX, KINK/ROLEPLAY, LANGUAGE, FEMALE DOMINATION
soundtrack for chapter:
all to you-sabrina claudio
p*$$y fairy- jhene aiko
22. e p i l o g u e by DarkandLovely [Reviews - 2] 



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